It's a diary

Chapter 87 1.8
I fell asleep slowly after [-] o'clock last night. Today is similar to before, and I didn't wake up until noon.

I felt it when I woke up. Today is colder than before.

Looking out the window, it's foggy.A white fog shrouded the surrounding buildings, and the ground was a little damp. There was no one on the road except the sanitation workers in raincoats. It might be raining lightly outside.

I sat on the sofa and peeled an orange with a knife, but my eyes uncontrollably glanced towards the balcony.The consequence of double-tasking is that the knife cuts your hand.

It's quite troublesome to eat oranges, but it's not as easy as sugar oranges.

But one orange weighs one pound more, and the bag I brought back last time was not finished.

Some time ago, oranges were quite expensive. In previous years, they were only one piece per catty. This year, the price has doubled, which is difficult to deal with.

When the weather gets a little worse, I start to feel uncomfortable.

Suddenly I want to drink a cup of piping hot milk tea, but even if I ask for hot milk tea, the final product will not be particularly hot.

If you take it home, it will probably be quite cold.

I boiled a pot of hot water. I originally wanted to make tea, but I was too lazy to move after the water boiled.I poured half a glass of water and took it back to the room, closed the door, practiced calligraphy, and then worked on the unfinished sketch that day.

There are four or five 2b pencils, and I can’t tell which one I bought first.

Among those four or five pens, only two were bought by me.

One was from before I dropped out of school, and the other was bought from a classmate because I couldn't find a pencil before the exam. (He is also smart enough to sell rubber pencils before every big exam)

Everything else was picked up.

Drawing is fun, but I don't have much talent.In this regard, I can't compare to Bian Bian.

I'm just a dabbler, so I can draw spheres and cones. Oh, I can also draw cherries pretty well.

Cherry = put two circles together and add a curve.

I practiced calligraphy for half a year before, but then I got busy with other things and had no time to practice again.Now, I am still lazy and don't want to move much.

The main reason is that after staying in school for so long, I just want to sleep all the time and be miserable.

Bian Bian told me very seriously that day that she wanted to practice calligraphy.

I was very sleepy at the time, so I told her, "You can do it if you like. I also have copy paper, you can do it yourself." She shook her head and told me very seriously, "No, no, no, what I want to connect is Xiaozhuan." She said more and more The more excited he said, "As you practice other things, if you write ugly, others can tell at a glance. If you write small seal script well, others will not understand; if you write poorly, others will not understand either."

I was silent.

"Is there a possibility that you don't use Xiaozhuan when writing in your daily life?"

This afternoon, a classmate from [-] years ago added me as a friend.

At first I didn’t know who it was, so I replied politely, “Sorry, you may have added the wrong person, I don’t know you.”

She replied to me several times, the content of which was probably that I had forgotten her, and she accurately reported my name.

After thinking about it, I agreed to the friend request.

In fact, I remember her and have never forgotten her.It's just that I always thought that the relationship between us should stop here and never continue.

At that time, she was the only one who came to play.

For others, it’s okay not to say anything.

I can't remember it, and I don't want to think about it anymore.

Including this girl, I hope I can just remember her all the time, and I don't hope I can recall everything that happened in the past.

I, from beginning to end, am only myself, and I only want this.

Beiyu is surrounded by coasts on three sides and is a peninsula.I call it an isolated island entirely because I feel that the place I am in is just an outlying island that has strayed away from everything else.
The extra sea is the distance between me and the group.

I was far away from everyone, everyone.

Many times, I don't understand what I want to do.

It's raining heavily. Maybe after this rain, the camellias will bloom.

Sad.

I hope summer will come soon, I hope summer will end soon, so that I can continue to be a salted fish.

(End of this chapter)