It's a diary

Chapter 94 1.25
Came back yesterday.

It was very windy in Beiyu yesterday, level [-] or [-], but after living there for so long, it’s not strange.

I vaguely remember that it was the second half of the year before last. During a certain monthly exam, the wind blew up at about level [-], making the doors and windows clang.

Doors and windows are closed.As soon as the invigilator handed out the test papers, the front door, which was supported by a desk and chair, was blown open by the wind. In an instant, the unpressed papers, manuscript papers, and answer sheets on some candidates' desks flew off the candidates' desks.

I can’t remember exactly what year it was because there were many strong winds.

For example, in the first half of last year, there was a strong storm for a few days during a certain monthly exam.Then...the day after the exam was Thursday, there was an emergency notification that it was a typhoon and I had to take a day off.

My teacher posted on WeChat that the typhoon blew away four of her classes.I teased her: "Oh, that's a loss." She replied: "It's a profit."

It was really a calm day.

The wind was not as strong as during the exam days, and it was even a typhoon, which was great.

I also went out to play.But it rains, from time to time, not too heavy or too small.

The wind was blowing in the morning and it couldn't be described as how cold it was, but the sun came out in the afternoon.The sun shines on every corner of this land, and the warmth clings to the apricot houndstooth scarf, so I am not beaten by the cold wind.

I was really sleepy, maybe because I was a little motion sick.It has gotten a lot better in the past few years.

I drifted off to sleep for a while before being woken up for dinner. Dinner at home was always very early, unlike in Beiyu where dinner could only be had at seven or eight o'clock.

After finishing the meal, the sun began to slowly set.I squatted at the gate to bask in the sun, as if the water in the newly dug pond there had not dried up. The previous pond would have dried up in winter.

Then, when spring arrives, the dry pond will be watered by the spring rain and fill it with rainwater.

But it will dry up again in winter! Over and over again.

This has been the case for more than ten years.

Later that pond was filled in and another one was dug nearby.

When I was young, I would always go fishing in the pond when there was still a little water.I was able to catch more or less small fish, but what was more impressive in my mind was that I was criticized for soiling my clothes.

Later, when I came back more often, the pond was completely dry and I couldn't catch any fish.There is rain in the creek at the foot of the back mountain, but it can't be caught.After a long time, I lost interest in these.

I just stayed at home and slept, eating the meal to the end with the old man, listening to other people talking... Then, it became my cousin going to the ditch at the back door to catch fish and tadpoles. (He can actually catch it!)

A few years later, he changed from catching small fish to going fishing... Of course, he could still catch fish. (Why can’t I do it?)
I slept so peacefully last night.

It's rare to sleep so well.It's rare to fall asleep so easily.

I slept until noon today.Although it is always the same in Beiyu, the feeling is different. Here, I feel energetic when I wake up, and I have really slept enough.

In Beiyu, it was more like lying in bed in a daze but unwilling to wake up.

I don’t want to run anywhere, I just want to stay at home. Even if I don’t get tired of chatting with the elderly, I will feel at ease.I don't value time and like to lament the passing years, but I truly cherish every minute and second now and just want to stay with them for a while longer.

For me, the passage of time is worth lamenting, but I will never give up. On the contrary, I often hope that the world in my life can be faster and faster, and it is best to fast forward to many, many years later...

But I know that I still have a lot of time. As long as there are no accidents, I will live peacefully for many more years.The only thing that is limited is the time of these elders who are much older than me.

Running out.

Just like the candy in my pocket, if I eat one, there will be no more.

These past few years have been like fast forwarding. Only in the countryside and around my elders can I occasionally feel the slow passage of time.

Before I came back, I would always feel uneasy and I couldn't explain why. But every time I came back, just by setting foot on this land, I wouldn't feel anything.

I just need to sit here for a while, and I won't want to leave. It only takes a while.

When I came back during the Dragon Boat Festival, the rice seedlings in the fields had grown taller than my waist.Mumu and I were walking on the road beside the fields. The wind blew in gusts, bending the rice seedlings and dissipating the heat.

If you can sleep well here, sleep more.If the food at home is delicious, eat more.The old man likes to watch you talk and listen quietly.

Whether it's drinking, watching the sea, or traveling far.Do whatever you have to do, whatever you want to do.

When you are in Beiyu, you should be a good citizen of Beiyu, when you are in Qingzhou, you should be an enthusiastic tourist of Qingzhou, and when you are a student, you should pay attention to the lectures... this is enough.

What I want others to remember more than myself is the city of Beiyu.

(End of this chapter)