It's a diary

Chapter 93 1.22
Day by day passed by, and I never felt sad, nor was I ever happy.

In the past two days, no matter what time it is or where I go, I can hear the sound of fireworks.At night, just stand outside and look up at the sky in the distance, and you will definitely see the fireworks blooming in a short time.

Whether it's New Year's Eve or New Year's Day, it seems to be the same as usual, with no changes.

I also ran around repeatedly and got motion sickness. I was so exhausted that I didn’t even have time to breathe.The lights must be turned on at night these days, which makes it difficult to fall asleep. This makes it almost a night of tossing and turning, making it difficult to fall asleep.

Fortunately, it has to be warm enough this year.

It’s so warm that I can’t help but go out to bask in the sun, and it’s so warm that the city welcomes countless tourists.

I went to the beach to catch crabs.

The last time I went to that beach was two or three years ago. I thought it wouldn't change much, but after I arrived, I realized that I was so unfamiliar with this sea area that I couldn't even tell the way.

It's not that I'm really forgetful, it's just because of that, it's been completely renovated inside and out.

What remains unchanged from beginning to end is the ever-ebbing and flowing sea and the white, soft sand.

The pine trees planted on the edge of the beach still stand upright as before.

Suddenly I couldn't figure out how long this pine tree had lived.Four years ago, I slept on it. Two years ago, I sat under the tree with my legs crossed and played with my phone. When I finally left, I couldn't help but pick up a small pine cone and put it in my pocket.Now, when I look at it, it seems to have changed, but it also seems to have never changed.

After the tide recedes, only a golden patch of sand remains. The water recedes and gradually merges with the horizon.

It was really fun to dig in the sand there for more than an hour, and we also caught small sand crabs and some snails.

I have always preferred playing in the sand at the beach.I am too timid, always afraid that the constantly surging waves will submerge me. I don’t want to experience the feeling of seawater being choked into my respiratory tract.

There are many people on this beach, always many, more than one or two times more than other beaches.

If you are looking at the sea, I think this place is not good enough, but if you are playing in the sand, I think this is very suitable.

Originally, I wanted to go back to my grandma's house tomorrow. After thinking about it when I came back today, I felt that I should stay in Beiyu for one more day.

I don't want to go wandering around anymore, I just want to sleep again, but it seems that I haven't been able to fall asleep yet.

I finally let go of the crab I caught after so much effort. At that time, I just thought it was fun. After I came back, I wanted to be a crab for no reason.What a fool.

Now I was tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, so I suddenly figured out why I wanted to be a crab.

It is easy to be caught by tourists when it walks on the sand. Although it waves its pliers and opens its mouth pretending to be vicious, it is actually not lethal at all.

Even if it bites people with all its strength, the pain is almost invisible to humans. [The harm it brings to people is not as great as the grilled sausages sold for eight yuan a piece at the entrance of the scenic spot. ]
So it carefully avoided people and tried its best to hide under the sand and live in the black silt layer.It thinks it is safe, but there will always be someone who will remove the layers of sand and let it bathe in the sun again.

Can't escape.

It always has been.

It and I are both cowards, cowards with little ability.

(End of this chapter)