It's a diary

Chapter 97 2.7
I returned to Beiyu yesterday.But because I was a little motion sick, I went to bed early.

It rained at home a few days ago, and the thin rain mixed with white mist floated in the air, and everything was quiet.At night, the sound of the wind and the chirping of frogs and crickets outside the house will break the silence during the day.

The sound of raindrops falling on the iron shed became more and more urgent.I can't sleep.

Even if I can't sleep, I don't want to do anything.Even though I had a lot of things I wanted to say, I didn’t want to say anything when I heard the patter of rain and the frogs croaking more excitedly because of the heavy rain.

I hope this rain can wash away all my messy thoughts and extremely evil thoughts.

It rained those days and I couldn't sleep well those nights.

There are a lot of bad things going on.

At first I just had difficulty falling asleep, but in the next few days I couldn't sleep almost all the time.

Yesterday I returned to the city. I couldn't bear to get out of the car not far from the community. I squatted under the green trees on the sidewalk and calmed down for a long time. After I calmed down, I slowly walked home.

I fell into a drowsy sleep, not deeply, but still peacefully.I woke up early today, but looking at the fog covering the whole city outside the window, I chose to cover my head with a quilt and stay paralyzed for a while.

But after I woke up, I felt dizzy for almost a day, feeling sore and weak all over.It felt like drinking fake wine.

During those few days at home, I lived very comfortably every day.

Lying on the bed, the white mosquito net blocks the sunlight that shines into the room; as long as you lie down at the window, you can see the sparrows jumping back and forth on the wires outside; looking into the distance, all you can see are buildings that are close to each other. The mountain...

Eat, feel depressed, be in a daze, then sleep... over and over again. Such days are very boring, exactly the same as in school and in Beiyu.

I visited several nearby cities with seas.

But it seems that Beiyu is my favorite.

My home is in a relatively central location in the city, so I was assigned to a school not far from the sea.

Is the school good? It's pretty good.

When I first went there, they were so hyped, but later I found out that some of them were not that good.

At that time, school was always very late.It gets dark earlier and earlier.winter is here.

In my memory, I can no longer remember whether it was cold or not in the winter that year.But that winter, I still wore my summer school uniform pants.

This is not surprising, after all, hippos always do this in winter.

Beiyu’s school uniforms are so nice.

The whole city is unified, only the school badge on the shirt is different.Wear it every day, so you don’t need to buy any more clothes for years.

When I picked up Bianbian in the afternoon, I mentioned this.I said Beiyu’s school uniform is actually quite nice, especially the rows of little penguins on it...

Before I could finish, she answered, "It's the smell of youth, right?"

I was stunned for a moment and saw students walking out of the campus again.

"Yes. It's just like the rice noodles we eat on the first, third and fifth days of school and the porridge we eat on the second and fourth days of school. It has a strong youthful flavor."

Youth.

At my age, I am already missing it.

I didn’t want to live the campus life I had in Beiyu, but I was a little annoyed as to why I didn’t take another route. I wanted to see banyan trees and camphor trees.

The school that Bian Bian attends now is something that I had longed for but knew that I couldn't touch.It seems that she has everything I don’t have.Then I hope that she can do what I failed to do.

Because the school is relatively close to a certain sea, I would always ride my bicycle to the beach after school.

It was pitch black and the wind was howling, which was not pretty.But the good thing is it's quiet.

From time to time, people would pass by, maybe students, tourists, maybe a young couple or a pair of elderly people... But everyone remained silent and listened carefully to the sound of the waves hitting the rocks.

I don't stay long, but I go often.

After I dropped out of school, I no longer even left home, let alone traveled so far away.After I returned to school, I chased the setting sun for a long time, and then it got dark earlier and earlier. No matter how fast I drove the car, the afterglow could no longer shine on me or the flower shop at the corner of the street.

I walked back to the beach I hadn't been to for a long time.

It seems that something has changed, but I can't tell what it is.

Perhaps, the gust of wind blowing at this moment is not the one that once hit me.

Being young is good.Although I am not considered old now.But when I look at children younger than me, I still feel so envious.

A year goes by so fast, and people grow up so fast.

Like Wang Mumu, she has always been growing like a tree as her name suggests. Until now, she is almost as tall as me.Like Lian Jinjin, even if we haven’t seen each other for a while, he can still put his arms around me...

Only Bian Bian is as bad as ever.

But I can't beat her anymore.

On the fifteenth day, I went out to a banquet.

The food is delicious, but I always subconsciously look at the beer in the cup of the uncle next to me.

I rarely drink beer, I don't like it, I can't explain why.But that day I really wanted to have a drink for no reason. At that time, I planned to buy a bottle after the wine shop.

I didn’t drink it in the end.

It was raining lightly that day, so I walked almost two kilometers carrying twenty kilograms of rice given by others...

That hotel is not remote, but it is outside the highway.Maybe this is the reason why my bones are so weak now.

That afternoon, Wang Mumu went to school.

That night, I couldn't sleep just like the previous nights.

I remembered the day I saw a wild dog on the street and inexplicably bit a middle-aged woman sitting on an electric car.I remembered that on the way back, four or five dogs owned by a certain family suddenly jumped out of the door and blocked my way. I didn't dare to step forward, so I could only stay put and stare at them.

That night, I dreamed of a snake.

Its color is similar to the color of the sand and gravel in the stream. I can tell that it is non-toxic.But it is lying in the stream, almost integrated with the sand and stones. If you accidentally touch it, it may raise its head in an instant and bite you hard...

I paid the book fee and accommodation fee for the new semester today, and I will go back in a few days.

This year’s holidays are actually concentrated in April.

That would be really troublesome, going back and forth.

I vaguely remember that it has rained during the Qingming Festival in recent years.No idea what this year will be like.

I kind of want to go back to mountain climbing and follow the old people.

It's so amazing that they only go there once a year, but they can still find the right path and the resting place of the deceased from more than a dozen mountains connected together.

It's amazing. I haven't walked it many times, but I can still roughly remember the route.

I want to go back and fish and catch shrimps. Although it may seem a bit naive for me to do these things now, I really want to do that.

Because I have never caught it.

Whether it's fish or shrimp.

I like flowers and plants, fluffy cats and warm sunshine, and doing weird things...

Just wait until summer. I will grow another pot of mint in summer.

Maybe in the fall, I will try to grow lilies of the valley again.But it's not easy to care for.

Wait until next winter, I will definitely bring back a big bunch of perfume lilies from the flower shop like the year before.

(End of this chapter)