Ten years as a substitute!Now that she leaves, she regrets it too much

Chapter 54 You don’t even like me, why do I still like you?

"So now, you think it's me who is bothering you!"

"I'm the one blabbing!"

"I gave up my promise and then went to get my head like this for another girl!"

"Is it me!"

Liu Youran's whole body was trembling.

She is really sad.

Why don't you do it to me?

I've obviously told you countless times.

I'm not happy anymore.

I feel bad.

I'm really, really sad.

But you have never cared about it?

Listen to what the girl said.

Jiang An frowned slightly.

Ok.

He seemed to understand Liu Youran's meaning now.

and so.

Is she jealous?

It was because he was dissatisfied with Lin Xixi's kindness.

But aren’t these things discarded by you yourself?
Jiang An was really confused. He shook his head gently: "So it's not you, is it me?"

"..."

Jiang An's rhetorical question.

Liu Youran stopped instantly.

Her face turned pale little by little, and then she closed her mouth, unable to say a word.

"So actually... it's not that you can't live without me, you just can't live without that person who is obedient to your orders and considerate of everything."

Jiang An actually really didn't want to talk anymore.

Because the more he talked, the more uncomfortable he felt.

What's the pain?

What's uncomfortable is that the girl is still struggling with why you treat her like this instead of me.

But it was obviously you who pushed me away?

Why are you so angry and anxious?

Why are you looking for me to vent your emotions?

I'm not... some natural doormat.

Of course Jiang An knew that Liu Youran must be very sad and very sad.

He could even imagine that the girl had gone through a very tangled and rich mental journey before she said these words to him.

but.

When he is sad.

It seemed as if the girl next to him stood up and stood in front of him.

not you.

You don't even have a word of comfort.

Jiang An's eyes flashed with deep mockery,
Not to Liu Youran.

but to yourself.

See, she doesn't even care when you're sad.

Now she is sad and needs you, and she comes to you again.

you...

Jiang An took a deep breath and forced out a smile:

"Liu Youran, actually, I really don't think you did anything wrong."

"Over the years, I have really fallen in love with you."

"Like it to the dust."

"But now I have to make something clear... From the moment I found out that you regarded me as Yang Wenqin's substitute, you should not... come to me again."

After saying this, Jiang An's mood seemed to be bursting with sunshine.

Scorching hot, shameless.

It's really... quite sad to admit that I'm a stand-in.

"Substitute...don't come to me again."

Liu Youran's eyes flashed with panic and horror.

She gritted her teeth.

Step back step by step.

Then, freeze.

yes……

From beginning to end, she unconsciously regarded Jiang An as Yang Wenqin's substitute.

Even said yes.

Subconsciously, he replaced the person who disappeared when he was young.

So, he found out, is this the real reason for leaving?

Liu Youran was at a loss, and for a moment, he felt ashamed.

I don’t know what to say, how to explain.There seems to be nothing that can be explained.

Just a few minutes ago, she had been confused as to what she was thinking.

But all of a sudden, it was exposed by Jiang An.

It turns out...

She just didn't dare admit it.

but……

Liu Youran bit her teeth, her red eyes full of sadness.

But, Jiang An.

Have I really annoyed you enough to say that I shouldn’t come to you again?

Didn’t I come to apologize...

The girl was really sad.

After his ignorant thoughts were exposed, he was faced with Jiang An's ruthless words.

She thought that if she came today, she would definitely be able to reconcile with Jiang An.

After all, she had let go of so much.

But now, it seems that so many things are not as important as the words she coldly dropped in Jiang An's eyes that night.

"Jiang An..."

She took a deep breath and once again plucked up the courage to speak, but she didn't dare to look directly into the boy's eyes.

"I want to say that you're right... I did just find out that I was doing this."

"But, after so long, I have really adapted to life with you."

"I'm really used to you being nice to me."

"So..." The girl finally raised her head, with humility on her face that was completely opposite to pride:

"Can you forgive me for my mistake?"

"From now on, I will definitely not do that again, Jiang An...do I really care about you? I really, really do care about you!"

"I have been thinking along the way, how can I live without you? Why do you want others to be like that? You have been around me since I was a child."

"I...I don't know if I said it arbitrarily, but what I mean is, let's make peace."

"You know, I have... bowed my head, really..."

"You are like this now. I am really panicked and uneasy. I don't know what to do."

"Have you forgotten, you promised my parents...you said you would take care of me."

"You... please stop being like this, okay?"

The girl was incoherent.

This was probably the most humble and humiliating time Liu Youran had ever experienced in his life.

Because she was really panicked.

Before, she just felt that Jiang An was angry, holding back his anger, and doing it on purpose.

But now.

She suddenly realized that this was not the case.

Jiang An really wants to leave her! !
And she realized something like never before.

For example...her pride is not that she is really a princess.

It's just because Jiang An is willing to be a knight.

So, she panicked and admitted her mistake and begged for mercy.

Jiang An's frown had not relaxed since the beginning. At this time, it actually relaxed a little. He looked at Liu Youran particularly calmly:
"Liu Youran."

"You're really weird."

Liu Youran shrank instinctively, looking away but trying hard to look directly at Jiang An.

She is very guilty.

I feel guilty these years.

"Do you think... I really care about what you did to me?"

"Not really."

"I just found out...it's not me you like."

Jiang An was very calm and said something calmly.

Sincerely.

In fact, in this relationship.

There were only two things that frustrated him the most.

First, he became Yang Wenqin's substitute.

Second, in ten years, you have not developed any feelings for me.

He doesn't blame Liu Youran or look for problems from her.

It's okay if he's not good.

"So, I don't want to like you anymore."

You don't even like me anymore.

I don't blame you either.

But why do you still want me to like you?
Why do I still like you?
Listen to Jiang An's words.

Liu Youran almost didn't know how he walked out of the hospital.

Just like the weather today.

It was very overcast.

bad mood.

(End of this chapter)