Ten years as a substitute!Now that she leaves, she regrets it too much

Chapter 55 There are too many things that cannot be reconciled

Watching Liu Youran leave.

Lin Xixi didn't know what to say.

She felt a little distressed.

But I feel sorry for Jiang An even more.

It wasn't until today that she understood why Jiang An was so decisive.

Because... he was hurt completely enough.

"She hasn't grown up yet."

Covering his head, Jiang An slowly leaned back on the chair and showed a slightly bitter smile.

It would be great if his heart was made of iron.

This way, every time Liu Youran comes out to prick her, it won't hurt so much.

I heard Jiang An's words.

Lin Xixi felt a little guilty and sat next to him.

"boss……"

"Teacher Jiang..."

"Jiang An..."

"You said..." Jiang An was quite uncomfortable at first, but being called such a series of strange names made him laugh a bit.

"sorry……"

Lin Nuxia lowered her voice and spoke quietly.

"..."

Jiang An glanced at her.

I wanted to say something.

Nothing more was said.

Okay... Although I feel this apology is unnecessary, I still accept it.

Sometimes, there is no need to reject a girl's apology all the time.

Of course.

Except Liu Youran.

She is the princess. Even when the princess leaves, her head is raised.

To her, so what if it was wrong?

As for...

Did she understand what Jiang An said?

Jiang An doesn't really care anymore.

…………

out the door of the hospital.

Jiang An realized that the weather had become very gloomy.

"It's not going to rain." Jiang An sighed.

Hate rainy days.

Especially, when his head is broken.

When it rains, the humid air will make the wound even more uncomfortable.

"Come home with me."

Lin Xixi, who was following Jiang An and kicking stones with her head down, suddenly said.

"go home?"

Jiang An raised his eyebrows and said amusedly: "What are you doing at your house?"

"Cultivation of the body."

"If I go back to the dormitory, I won't take care of you." Lin Xixi organized her words and then added:

"Besides, the doctor said you need someone to take care of you, right? I can do just that."

"After all, it started because of me."

Jiang An blinked and wanted to refuse, but found that there was no suitable reason.

He thought for a while and nodded: "Okay then."

"Thank you for your hard work, Lady Lin."

"Young Master Jiang, there's no need for that!"

"Nvxia Lin has worked hard!"

"Mr. Jiang's words are serious!"

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Staring at the two figures gradually disappearing into the shadows of the trees.

Liu Youran was sitting quietly on a chair on the street, feeling weak and tired.

She walked out with her head raised.

This way, it will appear that she is still proud.

Then the tears won't fall.

But at this time, she couldn't bear it anymore, with crystal tears shining in her beautiful eyes.

It seems that I have a huge grievance that I can’t hide.

She didn't know why she was waiting here for them to go out.

Why is this?

But she seemed to have figured something out.

When she first went to the hospital, she was concerned about Jiang An, but more importantly, she hoped to use this move to get Jiang An's response.

Then Jiang An was right, she didn't understand the problem at all.

However this problem.

Liu Youran thought clearly at this moment.

"You don't like me, why do you ask me to like you?"

yes……

She never expressed her feelings for Jiang An at all.

It has always been dependent.

She didn't even care about Jiang An's emotions.

She just enjoys the ideal type she has cultivated with peace of mind.

Even for so many days, the pride you let go of was not for him, but for yourself.

...Liu Youran returned to the dormitory in silence and went to bed without saying a word.

Then take out the phone.

I looked through the chat history with Jiang An bit by bit.

She wasn't looking for anything.

I just want to see what I look like.

If you don’t understand yourself, how can you understand Jiang An?
in fact.

At this moment, she had really figured out a lot of things.

such as.

She really doesn't like Lin Xixi.

The reason is that this girl is bright and she is the type that Jiang An likes.

She is so jealous.

But she also hoped that Lin Xixi would have better luck.

Don't let Jiang An's head get hurt again.

such as.

She really doesn't like Yang Wenqin.

People change every time.

She liked Yang Wenqin the most when she was only 13 years old. At that time, Yang Wenqin, who was tall and could sing and play basketball, was just a concept of "sunshine".

For many years to come.

It all left a shadow in her heart.

Tall and thin.

Wearing a white shirt.

I can pick up a guitar with my left hand and a basketball with my right hand.

The smile is beautiful and sunny...

such as.

She might really like Jiang An.

Even now.

She has realized that Jiang An will not look back.

But she was not willing to shake hands and make peace.

After all, with whom to reconcile?

Is it He Jiang An, himself, or the past?
She simply couldn't reconcile, couldn't be relieved, couldn't give up, couldn't accept.

and so.

Even if Jiang An said that.

From beginning to end, Liu Youran never gave up on his original idea.

That is……

return to the past.

Although she doesn't know yet whether she can do it.

But you have to try?
Anyway...she is not willing to reconcile.

Looking through the chat history, Liu Youran was lost in thought.

She found late night ones, early morning ones, and midday ones.

Winter, autumn, summer, spring.

Rainy day, sunny day.

For many, many days and nights, Jiang An stayed by her side like a sentinel.

Never leave, never leave.

……

Early morning on April 2012, 4
You have been picking roses in the flower garden all morning.

Hands full of thorns.

You said that when you give someone a rose, the fragrance lingers in your hands.

Send me roses, my heart is fragrant

……

Late night on January 2013, 1
It was winter, very cold, the coldest winter in memory
I want to eat roasted sweet potatoes
You walked through seven or eight alleys

His face was red from the cold and his hands were trembling.
Then, I bought it for me.

You tell me.

It’s almost New Year, and the princess’s wish will come true.

Only in this way can we have peace every year and have all our wishes come true.

……

On the night of June 2014, 6.

You skipped a class in your senior year of high school.

A children's day surprise has been prepared for me.

You said, I am a princess and I cannot miss every festival.

……

On the night of October 2015, 10.

On that festival day, you ran downstairs to set off firecrackers.

Then he was caught by security.

When I returned home, I was scolded again by my uncle and aunt.

The next day I also discovered that my leg was twisted.

But here you are again.

With a silly smile on his face, it’s really outrageous

Just to bring my favorite desserts and candies.

Then you sent me a message on the way back, showing off the sentences you copied from nowhere.

"It's okay to suffer in life, it's good for a loved one to return home."

……

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(End of this chapter)