Top level coaxing, Master Qin has fallen!

Chapter 171 I let myself go, can you let me go too?
These words fell on Su Ho's ears like a muffled thunder, which made her unable to recover for a long time.

In fact, she calmed down on the way to the hospital. She didn't like to talk to Qin He about the unpleasant things in the past, nor did she like to talk to Qin He again and again about a past thing. Cranes confront each other and argue.

Because this will make her look like a resentful woman who has been holding grudges for a long time, always clamoring to give herself a fair explanation.

She kept saying that she really wanted to make a clean break with Qin He and that she wanted to say goodbye to him and be happy on her own.

But now she still couldn't control herself and suddenly went crazy to question and make things difficult for him.

In the end, she was still the one who was embarrassed.

Even when she thought about it now, Qin He didn't regard her as anyone else. As for why the words just blurted out so easily, she couldn't tell herself.

Maybe it was because he cared about Mu Silan far more than he cared about her before, or because she saw that Mu Silan had Qin He's tenderness and consideration, but she was a latecomer.

Now that Qin He has taken care of Mu Silan like he did before, she feels that Qin He has done to her what he did to Mu Silan again.

But no matter how she tried to find reasons and excuses for herself, what happened today was that she lost her sense of proportion.

But what she didn't expect the most was that someone who was always aloof would talk so much like a woman, and she didn't expect that he would seriously and firmly explain to her the things she had asked before.

So when Su Ho heard him say this, he didn't know how to respond.

Because she had never seen him apologize to anyone seriously or sincerely ask for forgiveness.

I have never seen him bow his head to anyone, sincerely admit his mistakes or apologize.

She looked at his pious eyes and said in her heart that the emotion must be fake.

After all, only she knows best what kind of uncontrollable obsession she has with the person in front of her.

Although she kept saying that she would draw a clear line with him and never have any contact with him, no matter what.

But in fact, as soon as he lowered his head a little, she lost her sense of proportion.

Before, she could insist that Qin He's sudden kindness to her was because she was ill and that he was sympathizing with her.

Later, it was because of her surgery that I bowed my head and pampered her.

After the surgery, she thought the two of them were faced with two choices.

One was that she died on the operating table and they were done with it.

One is that she survived by luck, and from then on they lived apart without disturbing each other.

But she didn't expect that when she woke up, she would learn that he had personally taken care of her for a whole year when everyone thought there was no hope.

If you didn't have the other person in your heart, how could you have reached this point?So she ran away after recovering.

Because she was afraid that she would be trapped in it and unable to extricate herself, she always acted indifferent in front of him.

But at this moment, her unbearable heart started to move because of his words...

Qin He was actually a little nervous. Seeing her not responding for a long time, he felt a little uneasy.

"I know that you have been telling me that Mu Silan was taken back to Xiyuan and you are still worried about it. I can't explain this matter, and I don't have any qualifications to defend myself."

At this point, he said, "What I'm telling you today is not to make excuses. What I just want to tell you is that I don't have that kind of thought about her, nor do I regard you as her. What I am saying now is These are all things I want to do, and they are all done willingly.”

"Su Ho, you can be angry with me, but can you not keep yourself imprisoned in those unpleasant memories of the past? You are good to me no matter what, but can you let go of yourself?"

Qin He had long known some of Su Ho's obsessions.

It's just that no matter how much I say to enlighten me, if I am unwilling to take a step forward, then no matter what I say, it may be useless.

So he never told her this.

He said it today because he couldn't bear to see Su Ho in such pain all the time, trapping himself in those bad memories and suffering unbearably.

Su Ho took a deep breath and took his hand out of Qin He's, "You want me to let myself go?"

Qin He nodded, "I hope you can look forward and don't trap yourself in the past."

"Okay, then I'll let myself go. I want to move on and try to live a new life. So can you stop pestering me and can you let me go?"

As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere in the ward became tense instantly.

The expression on Qin He's face was startled. He seemed not to have expected Su Ho to say such words.

It seemed that Su Ho really planned to take back the love he had given him for so many years, and then give it to the right person in the future.

Qin He opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he couldn't say a complete sentence.

It was also the first time that Su Ho saw him in such a panic and at a loss.

In fact, she said this just because she wanted to see Qin He look sad, but when she really saw it, she didn't feel happy, but instead felt even more depressed.

"Su Ho, I..."

(End of this chapter)