i'm not a bad man

Chapter 145 Unless
I don’t know why Qiao Jiao is so willing to find excuses on me, and I don’t know why I happen to have so many excuses in her hands. Before, I could handle it with gritted teeth, but this time it’s really what she said. , I don’t even have the confidence to resist. If she really breaks through this layer of paper, Luan Yu will instantly lose everything she has now. This is something Luan Yu can’t bear no matter what, not to mention her father now Her condition is extremely dangerous. Once she is abandoned by Lu Ming, it will be a devastating blow to her and her entire family.

After extinguishing the cigarette in my hand, I finally replied with a sense of luck: "I am ready to leave Qingdao. We will not have any intersection in the future. Even if you catch this handle, it will mean nothing to you." use."

Qiao Jiao sneered and replied: "What if the condition I put forward to you is that you are not allowed to leave Qingdao?"

I responded to Qiao Jiao with a sneer and said, "Don't be kidding, how could I stay in Qingdao after something like this happened!" After a short pause, I whispered again: "I even hurt Lu Xi, You should be able to see my determination."

"You have hurt Lu Xi, so there is no need to leave Qingdao, because you will no longer have contact with each other. After you break off the relationship, you will naturally not have the chance to meet Luan Yu."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, she didn't seem to be joking with me, so I lowered my posture again and begged: "Don't threaten me anymore. There is no grudge between us at all, and there is nothing unclear." Even Sister Ran let me go, why do you want to trap me in Qingdao?"

Qiao Jiao didn't speak, but she still looked at me resolutely.

"Can you put yourself in my shoes and think about how I feel now? ... In order to save my ex-girlfriend, I hurt the woman I like. I can stay in Qingdao, but people are animals that can react to the situation. Looking at the past They are everywhere in this city, how do you want me to face this city?"

"So, just like when you left your parents, you chose to escape again?"

"This is not an escape, it is a change of place and a different mood to live. Before I take root in Qingdao, I have a choice."

"Then do you think it's fair to Zuo Xiaowei if you do this?...You obviously don't love her."

"But she loves me... I've told you before, being able to be happy with two people in this world is a very luxurious thing. Since you can't find someone you love, then choose someone who loves you. ’s... Most people do this, why can’t they come to me? It’s just unfair... I didn’t deceive Zuo Xiaowei. I said that when I feel uncomfortable in a small county, I will Come on, I also told her that I like Lu Xi very much, and she has accepted it...she has accepted it herself, why can't I choose someone who loves me...you tell me!"

I was so emotionally excited that after saying these words, I kept breathing heavily and staring at Qiao Jiao.

Qiao Jiao finally felt a little faint. After being silent for a long time, she said to me: "Of course you can choose someone who loves you to live with, but you also have to think clearly. If one day you are tired of being loved by others, Life, and then leaving Zuo Xiaowei, how much trauma will it cause to her... I am also a woman, and I understand a woman's thoughts. She has put her posture very, very low in front of you. Do you think this is her willingness? Is it? She is just afraid of losing, so she compromises. When a woman chooses to compromise, she has actually accumulated resentment in her heart. Don't just assume that these resentments don't exist just because she doesn't say it. If you can always live a good life If this goes on, these grievances will slowly be smoothed away. Once one day you leave her, or she despairs of everything between you, these grievances will explode, and she will become the next Luan Yu... So , before you decide to leave Qingdao, you'd better ask yourself whether you have the confidence to manage your life with her in the small town. If you don't have the confidence, please don't hurt another woman... Because, love someone It is already a difficult thing. When you are not sure about anything, don't make it even harder for someone who loves you." I sat back on the sofa heavily and held my head in my hands...

After a long time, I asked Qiao Jiao in an extremely low voice: "Then tell me, what should I do?"

"Stay in Qingdao, do what you should do, and then wait and see how things develop."

"No, it's impossible. I will never stay in Qingdao."

Qiao Jiao gave a rare sigh and said: "It seems that you have not become very mature. You are still the same as you were a few years ago. When you really decide to leave, family ties cannot keep you... …My efforts are even more futile!”

I looked up at Qiao Jiao with mixed feelings in my heart.

Qiao Jiao fumbled in her pocket for a while, then took out a car key from it, put it on the coffee table and said to me: "I'm not particularly understanding of the world, and I don't like to analyze the complicated relationships between people. Relationship, so the words I just said to you are as far as I can think of, but they still haven't convinced you, so I don't want to keep you anymore... This is the key to your RV, you can drive away. Well, the rest of the car wheels are stored in the basement of my house. When you really leave, you call me and I will find someone to install them for you... As for this secret, I will follow your suggestion. Until I can help Lu Ming find a woman who is more suitable for him, I will not expose it...but I will definitely try my best to help him find it. I don't believe that there is no innocent person in this world who has a good family background, a high degree of education, is beautiful and sensible Girls.”

At this moment, I seemed to have a deeper understanding of Qiao Jiao. She is the kind of woman whose thinking becomes particularly clear once she accepts the facts...

Before leaving, she said to me: "Don't worry, I won't threaten you with this matter. I can tell what things can be joked about and what things cannot be joked about... The reason why I want to keep you in Qingdao is It's because... I think the two of us are quite happy playing around like this every day... In the past two days, I have been thinking about my own way out. I want to open a bakery, and I have even considered the baking equipment and house. Well, you are just an idler anyway. I want you to come to the bakery to help. I can bully you if nothing happens. I feel very happy just thinking about it... However, my dad seems to be really serious this time. I may not be in Qingdao. Stayed for a long time... Sigh! Speaking of this, I really admire you. You really dare to run away from home, but I don’t have the courage, because I have a very clear understanding of myself and I can’t survive the hardship. In life, I spend hundreds of thousands every year just playing games. This is my favorite thing to do. If I don’t listen to my dad and stop my finances, I will never find the happiness of playing games again... ...Moreover, running away from home is a very dangerous thing for me, because there are too many unknown things on the road...unless..."

Qiao Jiao looked back at me, but did not say the words after "unless".

This time, she was not as turbulent as before. She walked very softly, closed the door gently, and disappeared from my sight...

(End of this chapter)