i'm not a bad man

Chapter 161 It’s yesterday again
Zuo Xiaowei seemed very brooding about the fact that her parents were avoiding seeing her. Even though I had taken her to the mall to pick out gifts, she still looked unhappy, and then lied that she was going to the bathroom, but she was In order to avoid me and call her mother, when I saw her walking to the other side of the shelf, I couldn't wait to take the phone out of the bag.

I didn't have any emotional fluctuations in this regard. This was due to what Ren Ran said to me before coming here. As a person without a stable job and whose parents are nowhere to be found, it is impossible for me to count on Zuo Xiaowei's support. My parents can accept me calmly.

On the contrary, I felt that their approach was very intellectual. They avoided embarrassing me at the dinner table, but they also gave me enough hints that they could not accept me.

Being calm doesn't mean that I don't feel uncomfortable at all. When I really wanted to stabilize, I discovered the importance of family to me. It's not that I don't have parents, and it's not that my parents don't love me. It's because of family changes. Due to irreconcilable conflicts, we separated and have not reunited yet. But once upon a time, we were also a family that others envied...

At this moment, I suddenly miss my parents very much, and I don’t know where they are now and what kind of life they are living.
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I raised my hand to take down the box of tea from the top of the shelf and put it into the shopping cart. The meeting gift was almost ready. I turned around and looked around. Zuo Xiaowei was still nowhere to be seen, so I pushed the shopping cart towards the bathroom...

At this moment, Zuo Xiaowei was standing at the door of the bathroom, with tears on her face and a little excited. I didn't need to hear the content of the conversation to know that this was an unsuccessful conversation.

I didn't get close to her, just stood and watched from a distance...

At this moment, my inner peace was finally broken. I seemed to see what would happen if I were still with Luan Yu. We would eventually have to pass the test of being parents. She was more realistic than Zuo Xiaowei, so she chose that option. She was not wrong, it was me who was wrong, so after going round and round, even if the people around me changed, I still couldn't escape this disaster.

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Maybe, I am a little more mature than before. This time, I did not avoid it. I put down the shopping cart and walked to Zuo Xiaowei. Then I hugged her into my arms and whispered in her ear: "Don't worry, take your time." Take your time."

Zuo Xiaowei looked up at me. I took out a tissue and wiped away her tears, and she hugged me tightly.

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Although Zuo Xiaowei's parents are no longer in the small town, she still stubbornly took me back to her home.Her home is located near a local middle school. It is a self-built house with two floors, with yards at the front and back. Although the house is a bit old, it is very clean, with flowers planted in the front yard and vegetables in the backyard...

Zuo Xiaowei's parents seemed to be very proud of her, so they placed all the awards she had received since she was a child in the most conspicuous place in the living room. I couldn't count how many awards she had won, but the two-door cabinet had already Filled with various trophies and certificates.

Zuo Xiaowei put all the gifts I bought for the meeting on the table in the living room, then took a photo and sent it to her parents; then, she took me to her boudoir, and I wanted to sit down After taking a breath, she took off her coat and said to me desperately: "Han Chao, you have come back to the small town with me. No matter what, I don't want to be separated from you... I don't care about my parents' cold violence at all. , and I don’t want to calm down because of their cold violence... I have thought about it, let’s have a child, and we won’t leave any escape route for either of us, nor for my parents...”

After saying that, she took off her shoes again, threw me on her bed, and felt her breath on my face. My heartbeat accelerated and I could hardly breathe, but my reason was still there...

At this moment, everything is undecided, and we simply don't have the conditions to have a child, but Zuo Xiaowei's actions are becoming more and more intense and irritating, and I can hardly control it.

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When Zuo Xiaowei and I were almost talking frankly, there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the room. Zuo Xiaowei and I instantly stopped what we were doing and looked at each other in horror; I asked first: "Who?"

Zuo Xiaowei shook her head and quickly pulled up the quilt and wrapped it around herself. I also quickly put on my pants.

"Xiaowei, are you in the room?"

Zuo Xiaowei suddenly said to me: "It's my uncle." After saying that, she said to the people outside: "Uncle, I'm in the room, don't come in yet."

"I won't go in. I'll just talk to you outside... Your mother said that you brought a boyfriend back. She and your father went to Xi'an and didn't care about entertaining, so she asked me to entertain you... You haven't had lunch yet, uncle will take you outside to eat."

Zuo Xiaowei took off the quilt and put on clothes in a hurry. I was not too slow. When Zuo Xiaowei opened the door, we were all fully dressed.

This person said he was Zuo Xiaowei's uncle, but he looked to be about 30 years old, even younger than Tu Lin. Zuo Xiaowei did not give his niece the respect she deserved, and she replied angrily: "Are you here to treat us to dinner, or are you here to supervise us?" "You have been in the room doing ink for a long time, and I am supervising you... Your mother told me that if you are really going to stay with your boyfriend, If you want to develop here, ask your boyfriend to move in with me. Unmarried cohabitation is not allowed in this small town. Your parents have been decent teachers for half their lives and don’t want to hear any gossip."

"Why didn't my mother tell me herself?"

"Isn't this a way for you to step down, silly boy... This matter has been settled. Don't get angry with your mother. I think this arrangement is quite good. The two big men live together. It's okay. Can I have a drink or something..."

"No, I'm afraid you'll lead him astray."

"I brought you the words. If you think it won't work, just tell your mother."

I was confused again. Zuo Xiaowei is not young anymore. Since he is her uncle, he should have a family and a career. He has a family and a career. Wouldn't it be funny for me to live with him?

They didn't solve my doubts, but Zuo Xiaowei's uncle said to her again: "It's dinner time, are you going to eat?"

"No, you can eat by yourself."

"You didn't go on your own. If your mother asks you later, don't say I didn't take you to dinner."

"My mother gave you money, right? If we don't go to dinner, the money will become yours."

"If you see through it, don't tell me. My room over there has been tidied up. You can let him move in there tonight."

After saying that, the uncle did not say hello to me and immediately turned around and walked outside. Zuo Xiaowei and I followed the door and saw a large number of electric cars parked outside. Her uncle's electric car was also mixed in with these electric cars. Inside, the group of people riding electric bikes disappeared from our sight in the blink of an eye.

At this time, Zuo Xiaowei said to me: "My grandma and grandpa always had children, so my uncle is only 6 years older than me. My grandpa and grandpa passed away early. My mother has been taking care of him all these years. Last year I bought him a house and now he lives alone.”

"Not married and not working?"

"If he had a serious job, how could he covet the food money my mother gave him?"

I couldn't help but sigh: "It turns out there is someone in your family who is even more unreliable than me!"

"That's why my mother hates people who don't do their jobs properly, but he is my biological uncle, and she and my father can't ignore him."

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When we returned to the house, Zuo Xiaowei and I had calmed down. She didn't mention the child again, and I suppressed the desire in my heart. After we simply ate some takeout, we left her residence.

This time I went out for a living. Zuo Xiaowei told me that a friend of hers opened a large bar. If we were willing to sing there, each of us could be given 1 yuan per month. Performance fee.

I don’t think there could be any changes in this matter, but when we actually arrived at the bar, the boss also avoided seeing us. After Zuo Xiaowei’s questioning, the manager inside told the truth, saying that their boss had been in Zhengzhou yesterday. I found two very high-level resident singers, so I couldn’t fulfill my previous promise to Zuo Xiaowei.

It was yesterday again...

(End of this chapter)