i'm not a bad man

Chapter 249 The life-saving lighter
The cold wind brought up endless waves on the lake, which kept rising and falling in my chest. At a certain moment, I had an illusion that I was back in Qingdao, back in the sea, just like last year, facing Facing the sudden winter.

Last winter, I probably remember that I was still living in a hazy state, hanging out in bars every day, drunk and dreaming, and then sitting alone on the beach late at night, with my RV as my companion, blowing the sea breeze, which was cold and humid, like a I spent this night taking refuge in the lake.

It doesn't even look like it. At that time, I hadn't met Lu Xi yet, and Luan Yu hadn't reappeared in my world. I was so pure that I didn't even want to imagine anything related to beauty. I was as simple as He is a reptile, living only for his most primitive desires.

At this moment, I have some different yearnings, so my eyes never leave Lu Xi, even though I know that she, like me, cannot find a way out of this complicated puzzle. way out.

She will only feel more uncomfortable than me. Her sister-in-law is a woman who has followed me to 296 cities. Therefore, my expectation seems to have turned into a complaint, an unsatisfied need, and then it is meaningless. said it to her again.

While avoiding the flickering moonlight on the lake, I also diverted my eyes from looking at Lu Xi. My heart was dull, but I still didn't want to let go of the hands holding each other in the lake. I didn't want to let go. Because of unwillingness.

Therefore, it was a wise move to decide to leave Qingdao before facing such an unsolvable puzzle.

After sighing softly and giving up those unrealistic thoughts, I finally pulled her and walked towards the shore again in the lake full of resistance.

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The shore was slippery. It took me several attempts to get on the shore, and then I pulled the deer stream ashore... In the lake, because of the shelter of the water, although it was also very cold, it was not as cold as the lake itself, and It was a kind of constant-temperature cold, but after I got ashore, the cold wind blew over me. I could even feel that my body temperature was losing rapidly, and I suddenly lost control. Luxi was not much better, she hugged her tightly. His knees were pale and trembling.

I was still awake, so I quickly reached for my pocket, only to find that my phone was no longer in my pocket. The impact might have been too great when I jumped, and it fell from my pocket.

I asked Lu Xi again. Her mobile phone was still in her pocket, but because it had been soaked in the lake for too long, the electrical board was short-circuited and could no longer be used. This meant that we had lost the opportunity to ask for help from the outside world. Compared to Due to the chaos of several perpetrators, this is probably a more terrifying test. We are about to lose our body temperature. Once we lose temperature, our lives will be in danger.

I no longer cared about anything, I held Lu Xi tightly in my arms, and kept saying words of encouragement in her ears, telling her that there would be passing cars that would spot us later. I kept saying this again and again. She was told everywhere not to let herself feel sleepy.

"Han... Han Erjin... If there is endless liquor to drink now, wouldn't it be so cold?"

"I still want a bonfire..." My mouth was also trembling, so that there was something I wanted to say later, but I couldn't. I just subconsciously hugged Lu Xi tighter in my arms.

"Can you...can you tell me...why...that day...you drank so much liquor for the record I wanted...to ask for?"

This is not a bad thing. The fact that Lu Xi can find a topic to chat with me at this time proves that she also has a strong desire to survive in her heart, because only by staying awake can the body avoid losing body temperature as much as possible.

I smiled stiffly, and then replied: "Speaking of it... it's quite... a coincidence... that night, after I left your room, I was taken to the vicinity of Hisense Plaza by Sister Ran... I was... I got off the car there, and then I saw the commercial you shot for that luxury brand on the big, big screen... You were in the snow, as free as a bird that would never land. That was When I was the most... most depraved in my life, I had no job and didn't want to leave Qingdao. I just drank and goofed off every day... When I suddenly saw you like that, I was really shocked... I actually thought that the most important thing in my heart was... The freedom I was proud of was lost... At that moment... I made a decision, either to continue on the road, or to stay in Qingdao and do something good... I chose the former. At that time, I was still I prefer the feeling of being on the road... But later, Sister Minhong found me... and said that I caused a big trouble for you!"

After a short pause, I smiled again and said: "After saying so much...it seems that I haven't entered the topic...I, the reason why I want to give you that record...probably because I don't want you to think that I am A bad man... Sometimes I really hope that we can get to know each other again... It started when you looked for that record on Xianyu, and I was the seller who had the goods... You wouldn't give it to me in your heart I've been labeled a bad man... I don't want to break into your room... I can look at that experience from my current perspective... I think it's quite interesting... You were wearing a bathrobe that day, and I was wearing one. Shorts... Even if we never meet again, it would be difficult for you to forget me, right?!"

Lu Xi looked at me, as if she was remembering that ridiculous night again. She wanted to say something, but her body was trembling even more...

Her appearance made me panic. I held her tightly in my arms, then raised my head and looked into the distance, but the distance still seemed like a wasteland shrouded in darkness, where miracles would never happen, and there were no lights. , and there was no sound.

Just when despair was about to swallow me up, I suddenly remembered that I had been carrying a waterproof lighter with me. This was given to me by Luan Yu. Because we were always on the road and often traveled through mountains and rivers, she bought me such a lighter. The lighter is windproof and waterproof to ensure that we will not lose the source of fire in any harsh environment.

If it comes in handy, it will definitely come in handy.

I muttered and groped around on my body, and finally found this lighter in a buttoned pocket.

I carried Lu Xi to the piece of reed that had completely withered. After finding some dry leaves, I lit the piece of reed. Looking at the blazing flames and listening to the crackling sound caused by the explosion of the reed, I felt so happy in my heart. The fear and anxiety were finally somewhat alleviated.

It won't be long before someone will definitely see this flame rising into the sky with the cold wind; and holding Lu Xi tightly, I have lost my mind in the fireworks. I am not so cold anymore, so my mind There was a scene like this: This was the winter I had been looking forward to for a long time. There was heavy snow outside that made a "squeaking" sound when I stepped on it. I was in a room with a fire, looking through the window at the street lights. The dancing snowflakes... There is a dim lamp in the house, a pot of stomach-warming wine, a dog sleeping next to the sofa, and a deer stream, which gently said to me, the child is put to sleep, you go Brush the dishes.

(End of this chapter)