i'm not a bad man

Chapter 29 Who is at the campfire?
My throat has become hoarse, but the energy in my heart has been surging. Although I am not sure whether everyone in Luxi on the other end of the phone is listening. It doesn't matter if you don't. At least, I found it this night. That tireless energy brings back those crazy joys... I am a person who gets sad easily, but also gets happy easily, it all depends on who I am with.

There were probably a hundred songs. I threw away my phone and rolled around on the beach, chanting "Shuang" over and over again. I didn't stop until I ran out of energy, and then sat cross-legged on the beach. Go up and look at the sea and the twinkling starry sky.

……

Lu Xi finally sent a message: "You're not a fool, are you?"

"I'm not stupid at all, I'm just so happy... Do you know the feeling when your mind is liberated? Maybe people all over the world think you are crazy, but I know it myself. I am very happy, as if I have taken off my clothes." A reining wild horse is like a rabbit escaping from a hunter's gun... Do you have this kind of picture?"

"I can't imagine, if you're really that happy, just be a happy fool."

"I want to be happier. You said I would sing you a hundred songs, so you agreed to have dinner with me."

"Why do you always want to ask me out for dinner?"

"Fragrant grass is easy to see, but good friends are hard to find... It's really nice to chat with you."

"Sometimes a person is too persistent. I really don't know whether it is an advantage or a disadvantage... Just tell me the place and we will make an appointment tomorrow."

I was so happy that I couldn't help typing faster: "Okay... you are a celebrity. Places with many people tend to attract onlookers. Let's find a quieter place. What do you want to eat?"

"Are you lonely?"

"Are you lonely after eating?"

This probably wasn't even a bad joke, but it made me laugh. Lu Xi also sent a smiling expression at the next moment, which looked a little cute: "If loneliness can be used as food, please give it to me." One car.”

"If loneliness can be used as wine, please give me a jar."

Lu Xi sent another smiling expression and said: "The poverty of you Tianjin people is really unbearable. It's boring not to be with you anymore. It's time for me to go to bed."

"It's a good thing you can't turn boredom into a meal, otherwise you would have to chat with me all night."

I was a little unfinished, so I forgot to wish her a good dream, and said another irrelevant word. After that, Lu Xi really never replied to the message again. She was still as always, speaking in a clear voice.

I then raised my wrist and looked at my watch. It was already 01:30 in the middle of the night, and it was time for me to go back to my RV and sleep.

In fact, if you can always have such a person to chat with you and don't go to the bar to get drunk, it seems to be okay.

The only drawback is that we are always connected by phone. If one day, she can come and sit in my RV, we can listen to the sound of the waves, drink some wine, and sing a few songs, that would be really pleasant.

No, it seems she has already come to my RV.

that time?

Forget it that time, it’s worth looking forward to in the future, because I am no longer the me that time, and she is no longer the same person as she was that time.

……

When I returned to the RV, I changed out of my clothes that were stained by the sand, took a hot shower, and then lay on the bed. I wanted to play some music, but then I suddenly remembered that the vinyl record player had been given to me. Luxi, so he played a piece of pure music on his mobile phone. Pure music was not noisy, so the sound of the rising and falling waves outside the car window was also so clear.

Before I knew it, I felt sleepy and fell into sleep before I even had time to turn off the playback software on my phone. This really surprised me. I didn’t need to rely on alcohol to sleep so soundly. .

This night, I had a dream. I dreamed that I had gone to XJ. Along the way, I passed through Henan, Shaanxi, Ningxia and Gansu. The scenery and culture were constantly changing. I drank spicy soup in Henan and ate spicy soup in Shaanxi. Mutton steamed buns, in Gansu and Ningxia, I ate beef in large quantities. Along the way, I experienced plains, highlands, Gobi, and deserts, and finally reached the deep mountains and grasslands that I longed for.

I ran all the way on the grassland and stopped when I encountered flowers. When my arms were full, I returned to the RV to dress up. I repeated the process again and again, and finally turned the RV into a greenhouse when the sun was about to set.

I sat on the grass, watching with joy, and waiting with expectation...

I was waiting for Luan Yu, waiting for her to come see the flower house I had decorated for her, and then sleep together in this flower house. While we were entangled, we looked at the herds of horses, cattle and sheep outside, and just let the most primitive desires go. Exposed in broad daylight, this is the most romantic thing in the world.

In the dream, I thought so.

However, as the sun set little by little and darkness came, I couldn't wait for Luan Yu. I just watched the evening wind blowing off the petals in the flower house. The petals were my sadness and scattered all over the floor.

I lowered my head and finally remembered that Luan Yu had left me for almost two years.

I love Luan Yu, her liveliness, her cleverness, and her unrelenting romanticism; at least, she was such a woman when we were together.

Everything in the dream is so illusory, but also so real. I can't really forget Luan Yu and our romantic and free experience.

...In the dream, I knew I was dreaming, and I wanted to wake up, but my brain was getting more and more drowsy. It wasn't fear, it was like I was about to fall asleep, until a pile of fire broke out on the dark grassland. By the bonfire, I overcame my desire to sleep.

Who's at the campfire?

Before I had time to wonder, I woke up and looked out the car window again. I saw only the sea and the sky. The rising sun dyed the sea and the sky red, which indicated that another sunny day would come.

Light a cigarette, open the window, sit at the dining table, and enjoy it comfortably.How happy I feel, how worthwhile this RV life is.

The RV can only provide shelter from the wind and rain. It’s really hot when it’s hot, and it’s really cold when it’s cold. I have to constantly look for places to replenish water and treat wastewater, but these beautiful scenery are really enjoyable; so, I never regret it. I drove out in my RV and lived a nomadic life.

Yesterday, when Ren Ran asked me this, in fact, this is what I should have told her. This is my truest feeling about RV life, rather than fear of expensive renting or lack of freedom. Compared with these reasons , what I prefer is this feeling of being infinitely close to nature, which is very conducive to the joy of the mood, and also helps to generate countless romantic thoughts in my heart; if I spend my whole life trapped in a building made of reinforced concrete, In the house, there will be no romance in the heart, let alone real happiness. They will only fall under the spell of daily necessities and be suppressed by all kinds of trivial matters.

After thinking about it, I gave up the idea of ​​renting a house, because until now, I am not really tired of this RV life. I just want to stop and do something for a while, and no longer wander around the country in it.

……

Before breakfast, I tried to call Ba Xiaoguang again, but the result remained unchanged. Ba Xiaoguang seemed to have suddenly evaporated from the world.

At this moment, I really want to tell him: I have cheated him of 10 yuan from Ren Ran, the flower of wealth in the world, and there is also a very good job opportunity.

But why did he disappear out of thin air?
Is there any other way I can find him?

I suddenly thought of his sister Ba Xiaoyun. I remember that she went to college in Xuzhou. I can count the universities in Xuzhou on one hand. Can I try to find Ba Xiaoyun first?If you find Ba Xiaoyun, you won't be afraid of not being able to find Ba Xiaoguang. He can deny me as a friend, but he can't deny even the family relationship.

……

I just went ahead and found my laptop from the tool box, then opened the awning outside the car, took out the foldable table and chairs, unfolded them, made a pot of hot tea, and started looking for Ba Xiaoyun on the Internet. .

I set my sights on various university forums in Xuzhou, which is very accurate, but I still encountered a very troublesome problem. These university forums have a very strict registration system, and you must have a student ID card from the school to register. Otherwise, I would not have the permission to post; so, I tried to contact various friends and asked them if they could help me find such an account, or if they knew students, I could ask them to help me post.

I wouldn’t know it if I didn’t do this, but after doing it I discovered that I know really many people. There are dozens of friends in Xuzhou alone, or friends who are in contact with Xuzhou. These are all the relationships I have accumulated along the way. , who makes me have a social disorder? Although I almost never contact these people, when something really happens, as long as money is not involved, these various friends are still willing to help; so it only took half a day. , a missing person notice was successfully posted on all university forums in Xuzhou.

The next step is to wait for a reply. After doing this, I think it is not difficult to find Ba Xiaoyun, because there is no more accurate way than this.

……

After stretching my body and drinking the remaining tea in the cup, I looked up again. At this moment, the sun was shining high in the sky. It should be noon already.

I took out my phone and looked at it. It was eleven o'clock, so I quickly sent another message to Lu Xi: "Miss Lu, are you up? It's time to go out for dinner."

Probably because he slept in, Lu Xi only replied to the message 10 minutes later: "Isn't it night?"

"You are so beautiful, of course you can only see enough during the day."

"Don't take advantage of me."

"Why did I take advantage of you? You have hundreds or tens of millions of fans. Don't they all like you because of your appearance?... Why can they do it but I can't?"

"It starts with appearance and respects talent. Do you think everyone is as superficial as you?"

"There is no way, how can you advance to the advanced stage without going through the primary stage? So, Sister Lu... you have to give me more opportunities to get in touch, so that I can progress from the shallower to the deeper, and love you as much as your fans. Respect you."

"I'm going to wash up. We'll meet at 12:[-]. It's not too late, right?"

"Sure enough, I slept in. It's not too late, but I still hope it can be earlier."

"It's a rare holiday, so don't rush it."

"Okay, then you should be busy first and I will contact you when the time comes."

……

After finishing the conversation with Lu Xi, I quickly put away the awning, tables and stools, and then locked the door of the RV. The whole process was completed in one go. Before I had time, I hurriedly found a barber shop nearby and asked only Cut off the side bangs, and didn’t mention any other requirements.

During the haircut process, I couldn't help but imagine the scene when I meet Lu Xi later. This should be our first official date in the strict sense. How would she dress herself?
It's best to wear a pair of slim-fitting trousers, either casual trousers or jeans. In short, I want to see her most real figure, which is also one of my curiosity about her.

(End of this chapter)