i'm not a bad man

Chapter 32 I didn’t say I didn’t like it

At this time, it is already afternoon, and the sunshine is not as strong as noon, making it seem a bit lazy. In contrast, of course the artistic conception is better now, but the temperature is constantly dropping, which is also an unavoidable fact, which makes us no longer able to I stayed at the beach for too long; especially me, after giving up my clothes to Lu Xi, I was really holding on with my passion, but no matter how cold it was, I didn’t regret it; I still showed a good attitude in front of Lu Xi He looked charming, smiled gracefully, and spoke gracefully, just to stay with her for a few more moments.

At this time, Lu Xi looked at me and suddenly asked: "Have you had your hair cut?"

"You finally discovered that before meeting you, I went to the barber shop to get a haircut."

"If you like side bangs yourself, there is no need to care so much about other people's opinions."

"I don't like slanted bangs that much, but I don't hate them either. It's just that sometimes I'm too lazy to take care of them, so I grow them long without realizing it... This is our first date. If it makes you look more comfortable, I'll cut them off. It’s okay to have side bangs that are optional.” After a short pause, I lowered my voice and said, “The main thing is that this is our first meeting, and the impression I left on you is really bad. I... I did do it before. He is a very romantic man, and he has a little bad thoughts about things between men and women... But when I met you by chance, I really didn't have any evil thoughts. That night, I just wanted to leave your room quickly. I knew that I had disturbed you. And in the most rude way... Especially after knowing that my recklessness has caused so much trouble to your career, I feel even more guilty... I don't want you to think that I am a bad man, so, I especially want to do something for you... This should be my mental journey and motivation for drinking those two kilograms of liquor. I know that if I don't do this, I'm afraid I will never have the chance to change your attitude towards you again. My opinion...I drank two kilograms of liquor, so what does a mere side bang mean?"

Lu Xi looked at me, and then sighed softly and said: "You are a person who is really hard to like and hate... You look very dishonest, but you also seem to be very honest."

I smiled: "It's good if you don't hate me. This way I will have a chance to let you get to know me slowly."

Lu Xi didn’t say anything, so I shouted again: “Sister Lu.”

"Don't call me Sister Lu when we meet."

I was a little surprised: "Is this any different from shouting on WeChat?"

"We have met. There is a contrast between two people together. You are obviously older than me, how can you have the nerve to shout out... Even if you are from Tianjin, you can't see me in WeChat, so you can't see out of sight and out of mind." annoyed."

"Haha, you care about your appearance very much and are also very afraid of aging, right?"

"Correct."

"Then you are very honest! I have seen many beauties who are obviously very beautiful, but they always tell the truth. They say that they don't care about appearance and that knowledge and cultivation are the most important. But when you really come into contact with them, you are so confused. Show off your beauty every moment.”

"How to show it?"

I imitated the way those women posed, first flipping their hair, then deliberately stretching their legs very long, and said to Lu Xi, "That's it."

"Stop imitating it, it's so ugly."

"Yeah, I feel ugly too, so why not openly admit that I'm beautiful, just like you."

Lu Xi suppressed a smile: "I'm saying you look ugly, not that you learned to be ugly. Why don't you know it?"

After saying that, she couldn't hold back her laughter. This was the first time she smiled so happily in front of me. I didn't care that she was laughing at me, and then laughed with her...

When we all stopped laughing, I took out a straw deer from my pocket and handed it to her: "I just called you because I wanted to give you this thing."

"You made it up yourself?"

"Well, I just made it up when I was waiting for you here...does it look like you?"

"It doesn't look like it at all, it's a bit sloppy."

"Okay, it's a bit sloppy. When I get back to the RV and have the tools, I will make you a wooden deer, ensuring it is lifelike." After that, I threw the straw deer into the sea.

"Why did you throw it away?" Lu Xi's voice gradually became quieter: "I didn't say I didn't like it."

After saying that, she looked at the little straw deer with some confusion, rising and falling with the waves, but in the end she couldn't reach out and fish it back because we were on a reef and there was a big height difference from the sea.

"It doesn't matter, there will be better ones later... I will go back and do it tonight."

"But this is..." Lu Xi, who has always been nonchalant, only said half of what he said this time. Then, he picked up the unfinished bottle of juice and took a sip, actively ending the topic.

"Thank you for your hospitality. It's time for me to go back." After a short pause, Lu Xi looked at the garbage on the tablecloth and said, "I'll finish cleaning up the garbage with you, and then we can leave."

I felt a little disappointed, but we had indeed been on this reef for almost two hours, and the temperature was getting lower and lower. I could only restrain my disappointed mood and said: "I can clean it up by myself, no problem. You want to If you have anything to do, just leave first... When you get home, remember to send me a message."

"Let's go together, it's okay to be a little later."

After saying that, Lu Xi bent down and picked up the discarded bottles, while I packed up the disposable dishes and chopsticks. The garbage looked like a lot, but when the two of them cleaned it up, they were all finished quickly.

Carrying a cloth bag full of garbage, I asked Luxi again before leaving: "You have just returned to Qingdao. There should be many friends asking you, right?"

"Well, a friend just contacted me and said we would have dinner together tonight."

"Okay." I responded, then tentatively asked in a casual manner: "Are you a male friend or a female friend?"

"Both men and women."

"That should be fun!"

Lu Xi didn't answer, but just asked: "Do you want me to take you for a ride?"

"No, I just ate so much. Walking by yourself can also promote digestion... If you didn't tell me, I would have forgotten. I also have a dinner party in the evening. I guess we are both the same. We will have to watch others eat. Drink up."

"Then you should walk away quickly and digest it."

I don’t know what happened, but when we were about to say goodbye, Lu Xi and I became somewhat alienated. I didn’t know where this change came from, so I didn’t even know what to say to her anymore...

In fact, I don't want her to leave at all. If we wait a little longer, we can sit on the beach and watch the sunset together; however, I am too embarrassed to go against her wishes.Although I am very thick-skinned, I also know that I am definitely not as important to her as that group of friends. She has been with me for so long, how can I have the nerve to ask her to delay the party with her friends and watch the sunset with me?
……

I gave up my plan to go back immediately and wanted to stay alone at the beach to watch the sunset, so I stood quietly on the beach and watched the Deer Creek walk towards the road little by little.

In a daze, my cell phone, which had been silent all this time, suddenly rang. I took it out of my pocket and looked at it. It was an unfamiliar number that belonged to Xuzhou.

Xuzhou?

There must be news about Ba Xiaoyun. I hurriedly answered the call, but I didn't expect that the other end of the phone was Ba Xiaoyun herself. She choked and said to me: "Brother Han Chao, I am Ba Xiaoguang's sister. A classmate just told me Yes, you said you were looking for me..."

Her choking gave me some bad premonitions, but I still kept calm and replied: "Well, yesterday I went to the hospital to find Xiaoguang, but the nurse said that your sister-in-law has been discharged from the hospital. I called him and also called It doesn’t make sense…what’s his condition now?”

Ba Xiaoyun cried even more fiercely: "So many things happened at home and they weighed on him... He couldn't bear the pressure, so he was confused and committed suicide by turning on the gas..."

My head suddenly buzzed, and then my scalp became numb. Fortunately, Ba Xiaoyun was still calm, and she said to me again: "Brother Han Chao, don't worry too much... The neighbor found him in time and rescued him. .”

Then I breathed a sigh of relief: "Where are your sister-in-law and the child? Don't they live together? They are not involved, right?"

"My sister-in-law and the child were sent to a less expensive hospital by him. When he committed suicide, my sister-in-law and the child were both in the hospital."

"That's good, that's good... Where is your brother now? I'll go find him right away."

"He is in the Third People's Hospital, and I am also there."

I was stunned, wasn't that the hospital I had stayed in before?I didn't even have time to say another word to Ba Xiaoyun, so I hurriedly hung up the phone and ran away in the direction of Luxi. It's not easy to take a taxi here. This time, I really have to trouble her to take me to the hospital!
I just hope she's not gone yet.

(End of this chapter)