i'm not a bad man

Chapter 350 Meeting again eight years later
In the hotel room, I soaked in the hot spring pool, with exquisite pastries just prepared by the hotel kitchen and a cup of hot milk to help me sleep. My body finally got rid of the bone-chilling chill, and my consciousness was no longer obsessed with hunger. It was torture, and it was at this moment that I truly understood why so many people pursue money and power as a lifelong belief. It can indeed change the world for a person.

If I hadn't gotten to know Chang Tianming, if Chang Tianming hadn't been the richest man in the town, with properties all over the place, at this moment, I would be like the thousands of people stuck on the road, enduring the cold and hunger without distinction. But because of Chang Tianming, I was able to escape. Not only did I escape, I also enjoyed hot springs and delicious food...

This is the most intuitive power of money. It can reverse misfortune and turn it into a kind of luck. How could it not set off a storm in my heart!
At this moment, I finally understand why people like Chang Tianming and Guan Yubo show such a fanatical desire for wealth, because wealth really has the ability to turn decay into magic when necessary, and it will give people a sense of confidence. , and this confidence is the guarantee of security.

Therefore, don’t easily ask for a sense of security from another person. This is something that no one else can really give you. The real sense of security is when the road is blocked by heavy snow and everyone is tired and fearful because of the traffic jam, but But you can find a different path, or it is a privilege. You can live in a luxurious and spacious room, soak in hot springs, eat cakes, drink milk, and if I want, drink some red wine. This kind of reversal is The embodiment of ability and security, and this ultimate reversal and security, even me, a person who rarely pursues money, actually feels obsessed!

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I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I finally picked up my phone and prepared to send a message to Qiao Jiao. I felt that this was something I had to do because everything I got now was due to her. I didn't even think of going to Chang Yuli to solve this problem.

"I've already checked into the hotel. Don't worry... I didn't speak well before. I apologize to you, but don't take it seriously. If there are conflicts again in the future, I will definitely review myself first. I will definitely I won’t fight you.”

After waiting for a long time, Qiao Jiao didn't reply. I don't know if she fell asleep or chose to turn a blind eye. I think the latter is more likely, because she is a woman who cares about face, and she doesn't want to face the fact that I hurt her. , the fact that she is still good to me.

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In this comfortable environment, I, who was originally full of anxiety, slowly began to feel sleepy. Feeling the circulation of the spring water, I could hardly open my eyes. It wasn't until my phone vibrated that I suddenly Sober, then stunned again.

I thought it was Qiao Jiao who replied to the message, so I quickly picked it up and looked at it, but it was a voice call from my first love girlfriend Zhao Yingrou. She is really a nagging person. She always chooses to contact me after twelve o'clock, but This time I finally restrained myself a bit and stopped making video calls to me like before.

After getting through, I said to her first: "Why, are you still on night shift?"

She did not answer directly, but smiled and said: "He actually took the initiative to talk to me, and he was not impatient. He seemed to be in a good mood."

When she said this, I was a little surprised. Before that, I was in a terrible mood, so I stopped in the service area to smoke a few cigarettes and stared at the reservoir in a daze. At this moment, I found that I was really not that anxious. I don’t know where this change came from. Maybe it was because I was trapped on the road for too long and was extremely depressed. After suddenly getting rid of this predicament, my tolerance also improved invisibly. In short, I I no longer consciously thought about Lu Xi going to see that man...

I gradually accepted the fact that they were once so good, and after not seeing each other for so many years, this man suddenly appeared, and I had to meet him no matter what. Even if I minded, I shouldn't develop a depressed emotion to torture myself, because This is a sign of pettiness and incompetence, but Korean Chao was once synonymous with freedom and ease, so I don’t want to be a contradictory person on this matter.

I finally spoke to Zhao Yingrou on the other end of the phone and replied: "I'm not in a good mood, but I'm not in a dull mood either... So you'd better not say anything to me that makes me feel dull. I don't want to talk about life with you anymore. It makes sense.”

"You think I'm willing to talk to you about the meaning of life?... Wasn't it because I was in love with the scene before... But having said that, the philosophy of life is really a torturous knowledge. Once you fall into it, you will compete with yourself. Then I question the nature of the world... This kind of behavior is actually quite stupid. As long as you eat well, sleep well, and make money, why do you have to be at odds with yourself... Don't keep thinking about these things in the future. It can easily affect your physical and mental health, you know?"

I smiled noncommittally, because I felt that she was still the same as before, always so talkative. There seemed to be no such thing as a cold break in her dictionary. She had never had a sense of boundaries after the relationship change. To put it bluntly, it was Thick-skinned, I don’t understand this kind of shamelessness as a derogatory meaning. Instead, I think it is an ability and a manifestation of social anxiety. When a woman is given the title of social anxiety, it is somewhat funny. of.

"why are you laughing?"

"If you have something to say, just say it. Don't go around beating around the bush. It will make you look boring."

"To talk about things, there is really something... The Chinese New Year is coming soon, so I just wanted to ask you if you will go back to Tianjin to celebrate the New Year this year?... We haven't seen each other for almost seven years, and I really miss you."

"Are you thinking a little too inappropriately?"

Zhao Yingrou didn't answer my words at all, and said to herself: "Did you say that my feelings for you are still lingering?...I really miss you..."

"Don't think about it, your thoughts are too expensive, I can't afford it."

"Haha... don't say that. It's so embarrassing. I can make money now, and I won't ask you for money to buy things anymore." "I didn't even ask. I have more money in my pocket than a dog has ever licked." clean."

Zhao Yingrou was still laughing, and after a while she said: "By the way, what are you doing now...have you found a serious job?"

After pondering for a while, I replied: "It's not a job, but it should be considered a serious thing. Anyway, I don't let myself be idle."

"That's good!"

After Zhao Yingrou sighed, she said with some emotion: "Time is really a machine that can transform people. Han Chao, who I thought would never grow up, actually found a serious thing to do... Suddenly I really want to see your serious business, how about you go back to Tianjin to celebrate the New Year? After the New Year, I still have a few days off, and then I will go with you to see where you live now, okay?"

"Stop talking nonsense. We have been strangers for a long time. You'd better have a sense of boundaries... Besides, I really don't miss you, and I don't want to meet you."

"Why do I hear a bit of resentment in your words?... You must be hating me for dumping you when your family was in the most difficult time."

"You are so shameless. My hatred for you was limited to the three or five days when you dumped me... You have no right to make me hate you for seven years."

"It seems that after we broke up, you had a lot of girlfriends...otherwise you wouldn't have the confidence to say such things."

"It's getting too far."

"Okay, okay... come closer, are you going back to Tianjin to celebrate the New Year?"

"If you don't reply, we have no chance of meeting each other anymore. If you don't have anything serious to do in the future, don't call me randomly."

"But if we don't meet each other, how can anything serious happen between the two of us?"

"Then don't call me." (Follow the author's Weixin public account: ***, will Zhao Yingrou bring news about Han Chao's parents? Guess!)

"Aren't you really curious about how I found your contact information?"

"Of course I'm curious, you should tell me."

"I won't tell you. If I tell you, you won't answer my calls in the future. I know your virtue very well!"

I gradually felt bored because of the conversation with Zhao Yingrou, so I closed the conversation window and started scrolling through the Moments updates that I had not seen before.

Just when I was gradually relaxing, the post Qin Minhong posted half an hour ago suddenly appeared in my sight. I subconsciously sat up straight because this post was related to Luxi. The title was: "Eight years Seeing each other again later was very touching.”

Below the title, there is a photo attached. In the photo, there is Deer Creek and the man.

The man's appearance is very clear. I don't want to use gorgeous words to describe him, but he is really handsome and has great temperament. If you judge a man by his appearance, I think 90.00% of women will fall in love with him and be fascinated by him.

Compared to that man, Lu Xi's appearance was blurry. She was seen holding a red wine glass, but her expression could not be seen clearly. Without an expression, it was impossible to judge her mood...

(End of this chapter)