i'm not a bad man

Chapter 366 The sense of security I get

I booked another room in the room next to Qiao Jiao's. Because it is an e-sports hotel, there are four beds in one room. I don't have a hobby of playing games, and this is the first time in my life that I have stayed in such a hotel, but But there was no sense of curiosity, and there was even some boredom. I always felt that anyone who could open a room and play games all night was not a normal person.

They have no fixed profession, no clear spiritual beliefs, and no sense of clarity that is necessary to live in the real world. They only blindly pursue pleasure, indulge in the virtual world, call friends, call brothers, and are bloodthirsty. …

I admit, I'm a little sour!Because these people are precisely the type of people who have the most basic needs for food and clothing. Most of them are the rich second generation. Qiao Jiao and the big boy are typical examples. Their parents are generally busy with their careers and neglect discipline, so the requirements for them are extremely low. , as long as they don’t invest money randomly and mess around, and just eat, drink and have fun, they are already sensible. Because just eating, drinking and having fun, it is impossible to lose their rich family property, so they also lose their sense of crisis, and even more There will be no motivation to fight...

As ordinary people, we can of course criticize this kind of life, but it is also a fact that it is hard to come by, so when you meet such people, in addition to using your spiritual pursuits to flatter yourself, it seems that you really can't live happily without them.

Thinking about it this way, I am not so disappointed with Qiao Jiao. After all, we are not the same kind of people. If I blindly use my values ​​​​and experience to demand her, it is a very harsh behavior in itself, because she has no obligation to get close to me. The reason why she got close is just to get a kind of happiness from me. When one day, she feels that this happiness is not as happy as she thought, of course she has the right to choose...

But why are you unhappy?
I still feel very happy. We work together and share together. Life is so exciting, especially after I decided to take her back to Qingdao. When I think of my life in Qingdao, my dreams are sweet.

Why is she suddenly unhappy?

There was no anger or disappointment. This night, I just fell asleep with such doubts.

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Near morning, I was awakened by a knock on the door, and when I opened the door, it was Qiao Jiao standing outside. She looked very depressed, even her lips were chapped, but she looked at me with a smile.

"Brother Chao...did you sleep well last night?"

"It's... not bad..."

After saying that, I looked out the window at the dim sky, and said, "What do you want to do by knocking on the door at this hour?"

"Let's talk inside."

Qiao Jiao's tone was actually a little gentle, as if she was trying to compensate for her arrogance and impatience with me last night.

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As soon as she entered the house, Qiao Jiao took off her shoes and got into my bed. The residual warmth in the bed seemed to make her very comfortable, and she couldn't help but hum. I was a little unable to recover...

"Come here, why are you just standing there?"

After saying that, Qiao Jiao stretched. She looked very tired, but she was completely unguarded against me. I tentatively walked to her side, and she picked up her phone and waved it in front of me. Said: "Look..."

I took a closer look and saw that this was a transfer message. 10 minutes ago, someone transferred 150 million to her account in five installments!
"Who transferred so much money to you?" "Qiao Er."

"Qiao Er?"

"That's the kid who was playing games with me just now... I sold my game account to him."

I looked at her in surprise and haste, because this change happened so suddenly, I thought she had chosen to be addicted to games again, but she actually sold her game account, which was equivalent to completely ending her gaming career.

At this time, Qiao Jiao said to me again: "We have been playing games together for three years. Qiao Er is the name of his character in the game. My name is Joey... When I didn't know you before, he often went to Qingdao to find you. Me, we would play several nights in a row...I haven't played games for a long time, and he has been in contact with me. When he found out that I came to Tianjin, he came to see me as soon as possible."

"This can be regarded as reminiscing about old times, but why did you sell all your game accounts?"

"I don't really want to sell it. After all, I have been playing for three years...but if there are more important things and I need to sell this account, I will still be willing to sell it...really."

I still asked with doubts: "You don't have anything to spend money on, right... Isn't the money from selling the villa enough to invest in a B&B?"

"It's barely enough."

"Then why do you want to sell game accounts?"

After a moment of silence, Qiao Jiao replied: "Before eating, Zhao Yingrou had a private chat with me... She asked me to advise you that it is best not to treat Jiani without reservation, because this disease is a bottomless pit. She has no idea how much money it will cost in the follow-up... She is afraid that you will drag down her life for someone she has never met... Actually, this is not to blame Zhao Yingrou, I also want to advise you... and left the place to eat. , I have been thinking about this matter, and I slowly calmed down... Why does Han Chao have so many friends? Why is he admired by so many people? Even Luan Yu, who hated you for so long, still ended up She is relieved and admits that you are still her favorite man... Does this really mean she loves her to the core?... In fact, we live in this world, and everyone is pursuing a kind of uniqueness, hoping that they are different from others. , but many times it is impossible to do it at all, because you are always bound by some secular concepts... Therefore, your appearance satisfies many people's pursuit of uniqueness. The more I get along with you, it seems that I have it too. In that state, you will feel that you are different from others, and you can appreciate yourself... You are just different from others, you are so free and easy... Now that it is clear why I appreciate you, why should I personally obliterate my appreciation of you? What's the reason?...I don't want to be such a contradictory person, but I also don't want to watch you fall into the abyss because of them...So, when Qiao Er contacted me, I thought of this game account...Originally I planned to I asked Qiao Er to help me sell this account. Qiao Er said that I spent too much money on this account and not many people could afford it. If I was in a hurry to sell it, I might as well sell it to him... But he had a request. , just to let me reminisce with him about the feeling of us playing games together... I was afraid that this kid had other motives, so I deliberately asked you to buy me wine and food, and let you live next door to me... I said to him before Your attitude is not very good, please don't be angry... You know, I am a person with a good face. I told Qiao Er that you are very good to me and listen to me in everything... If he doesn't believe it, I will I said a few impatient words to you, but you really gave me face... So, now he believes it..."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, speechless because of surprise.

Qiao Jiao didn't take it too seriously and said, "It's only 05:30 now, let's sleep a little longer."

Then I replied: "You...you want to sleep here?"

"If I don't sleep here, will you let me live with Qiao Er?"

"That was not what I meant."

"Then you can just sleep... This room has four beds. Isn't it big enough for you?"

I just lay down on the other bed next to Qiao Jiao, but I don't know what happened. I couldn't fall asleep no matter what. I never thought that I would feel safe in a woman. I feel a sense of security that we can handle things together, and I am deeply shocked. I feel that except for Qiao Jiao, no other woman will treat me like this in this world. And this feeling of no hesitation, even in Ren Ran, I I don’t have a deep understanding of it, because I know that no matter how close Ren Ran and I are, our lives will never be tied together. She will eventually leave and pursue her ideal life, and I am not her. A part of ideal life, but Qiao Jiao is different.

(End of this chapter)