i'm not a bad man

Chapter 379 I want to eat your heart
The distance from the small town to the Miao village where my godfather lives is a thousand kilometers, of which more than 700 kilometers are highways, more than 100 kilometers of national highways, and finally nearly a hundred kilometers of winding mountain roads. The most difficult part is This nearly [-] kilometers of winding mountain trails is not bad this season. If it is a rainy summer, some sudden landslides will often occur, causing the trip to be blocked...

That year, Luan Yu and I entered the small Miao village because we encountered a landslide. But even in winter, we need to be more careful. After all, the mountain roads are steep, and if we encounter rain or snow, it will still affect driving safety. A big hidden danger.

Based on my understanding of the road conditions, I decided to set aside enough time to drive to my destination in two days.Complete the [-] kilometers on the expressway on the first day, and the remaining [-] kilometers on the second day. Even though there are only [-] kilometers on the second day, anyone who has traveled on national highways and winding mountain roads knows that these [-] kilometers require The time is definitely longer than the [-] kilometers on the highway.

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Before setting off, I prepared enough water and food, and even prepared an air mattress so that I could take a rest temporarily in case I encountered a traffic jam. After all, it was the Spring Festival travel rush, and various emergencies were possible. .

Before getting on the expressway, I had a phone call with Qiao Jiao. It was already night at her place, so the moment the call was connected, I heard the sound of water running, and she was probably washing up.

I asked her first: "Are you ready to wash up?"

I heard the sound of Qiao Jiao gargling her mouth again. She spit out the water in her mouth and then hurriedly said to me: "It's 09:30, it's time to go to bed."

"Isn't there any nightlife there?"

"Of course there is nightlife, but I'm exhausted. When I hear the loud music, I feel like the earth is shaking."

"Hurt your vitality?...Are you going to slay demons?"

"You can also think of it as slaying demons... But what I get rid of is disease... My mother opened a clinic here, and there was not enough staff. On the first day I came here, she used me as a coolie. After a while, I'm doing this, doing that... I've never had any free time. I don't feel much during the day, but my back aches at night. Do you think it's hurting my vitality?"

I smiled and replied: "Your mother is really rude. You finally went there and thought she could bring you some delicious food, but she ended up using you as a coolie!"

"She's rude, otherwise I really don't know how to get along with her. After all, I haven't seen her for so many years..." After a pause, Qiao Jiao said to me with some emotion: "You know what? , when I first met her, I felt really awkward and strange. I couldn’t even call her mom... I just stared at her... She looked at me expressionlessly, and then Let me drag the ground away... At that time, I felt that even if there was a layer of thousand-year ice between us due to the distance between time and space, it had melted... Because she has not changed... She is still the same as before, and she is very fond of it. Call me... I laughed out loud at that time, and she would also smile heartily..."

"You have a sense of the picture. Did you two hug each other?"

"We are not that pretentious. Anyway, everything is kept secret. I know that she has always had me in her heart for so many years... She really has me in her heart. She said that she did not want me to return to China and wanted me to stay abroad and We live together with her, and last night, she had a very heart-to-heart talk with me, saying that she had not started a new family for so many years abroad, just to wait for me."

After pondering for a while, I asked, "Are you a little tempted?"

"Haha... She also wanted to introduce me to a Chinese doctor as my boyfriend. She showed me a photo of him, he was very handsome, and she said she would arrange for us to meet this weekend."

I felt a little lost in Qiao Jiao's laughter, even though I also knew that excellent women would never lack choices.

"But, I miss you... When I think about how much I miss you, I lose interest in everything."

I suddenly felt confident in my heart and immediately said: "I miss you too, especially...so, it is absolutely impossible to introduce you to a boyfriend. I will not allow you to have other possibilities besides me." .”

"Really?"

"real."

"Then tell me, why do you miss me?"

"I want to go anywhere."

"shameless!"

"This kind of thing cannot be done with a slap. When you scold me for being shameless, you are actually scolding yourself."

"I'm just shameless. Do you believe I can eat you?"

"Where do you want to eat?" I don't know what her mood was, but Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone was silent. Suddenly, she said to me again: "I want to eat your heart...and then turn you into a Skin, even if you have lost your soul, your sense of humor, and even if there is no communication between us... I will still keep you by my side... because I will never do this to a second man again in my life. , when a person becomes irreplaceable, I will not let him go no matter what I say... Although I know that this will make you more emboldened, but it doesn't matter..."

Because of Qiao Jiao's words, I also fell into silence. After a long time, I whispered back: "If that day comes, you can eat my heart. I am willing to become a soulless person." As long as I can stay with you."

Qiao Jiao laughed again: "Are we telling a horror story?"

"No, I think this is the ultimate expression of deep love."

Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone seemed to be weighing it, so that after a while of silence, she replied: "If that day comes, you might as well eat my heart... Without my heart, I won't watch you. Go hug other women, go talk sweet words to other women... Sigh!... I really have no confidence in you, because you are too coquettish... From Zhao Yingrou to Luan Yu, and Zuo Xiaowei later, Even Lu Xi... although every relationship of yours seems to have been dealt with cleanly, in fact it is not clean at all, so as long as I am not around you, I feel that you are stealing people!"

"If you don't believe me so much, then you can come back now and stay with me 24 hours a day. We can eat, drink, and have sex without being separated. Is that okay?"

"Tell me first, where are you now?"

I subconsciously looked into the distance, and then replied: "I'm leaving for Hunan... I'm going to get on the highway soon." After a short pause, I said to her again: "If you really plan to come back, then I'll stop at I'll wait for you in Changsha for a day, and I'll take you to meet my godfather and godmother... I've told them on the phone that I also have a new relationship, but they thought it was a word of comfort. If you go, than... I can say a thousand words to be stronger in front of them!"

"You're so stupid!...Before, I shamelessly wanted to go with you, but you wouldn't let me go...Now, I'm abroad, and you let me go back again. You're really not afraid of torturing me to death."

"One moment and another, who would have thought that when we were in Tianjin, you could say those words to me, and my heart melted!"

"Have you melted? Our beds were next to each other at that time, but you crawled over and hugged me... If you hugged me, I wouldn't leave at all."

"I'm afraid that after hugging me, I will lose control..."

"What's wrong with getting out of control? Life is only a few decades, why do you have to restrain your emotions blindly?"

"There will be a baby."

"Life is born, who is afraid of whom?"

In my life, I have never met a woman who loves me so passionately as Qiao Jiao. I am moved and moved in my heart. This feeling makes me so surprised and happy that I don’t know what to say for a moment. But my desire to see Qiao Jiao became even more urgent. At this time, Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone sighed and said to me: "I just checked the flight back to China. In the past week, there are no air tickets." !”

"In time for the Spring Festival travel rush, maybe many Chinese will return to China to celebrate the New Year."

"It should be... forget it, I don't have the ability to fly in the clouds, so I'd better stay at my mother's place to celebrate the New Year... You should also be honest. Since you have decided to be my boyfriend, you are not allowed to have sex with others. Did you hear that?"

"I know, I will never hook up with others."

"It's good to know. Then drive well. If you get tired from driving on the road, find a service area to rest. There are too many cars during the New Year, so don't drive tired."

"I won't be tired. As long as I think about you, my heart will be full of passion."

"What a scumbag, he started talking sweetly again."

I smiled and replied: "If you like to hear it, I can finish all the sweet words in my life... Just chat with me for a while longer."

"I can't, my mother told me... I'll talk to you later... You drive well."

I reluctantly ended the conversation with Qiao Jiao, and in a daze, I saw the sign of the toll station.The sun was dazzling, but I still saw the print advertisement co-produced by Lu Xi and Zuo Xiaowei at a higher place than this sign...

There are still some fluctuations in my heart, but when I think of Qiao Jiao who is far away abroad, I calm down the fluctuations in my heart.In my opinion, except for Qiao Jiao, everyone else has passed, including Lu Xi.

(End of this chapter)