i'm not a bad man

Chapter 387: The mind is already very perverted
After walking out of the room, I took a deep breath and then answered Qiao Jiao's call, but I didn't speak first. My mood was a little complicated; Qiao Jiao seemed to have noticed something, and she also fell into silence...

Finally, it was Qiao Jiao who spoke first, her tone was quite relaxed: "Why don't you speak?"

I didn’t want to deceive, and this wasn’t something that could be deceived, so I looked back at the lights in the room that were still on, and finally said to Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone: “Lu Xi is here.”

Qiao Jiao was silent at first, then smiled and said to me: "Do you believe that women have a sixth sense?...Before I made this call to you, I had a particularly strong premonition in my heart, and I even thought The scene of you eating together...a very real scene, just like what I saw standing next to you."

I tried to explain or express my thoughts, but Qiao Jiao didn't let me speak. She added: "Since this is expected, then just follow our previous agreement and don't say any more words." .”

"Don't hang up the phone yet."

"You guys should go to bed early. Your mind is already very abnormal. Your body must be healthy."

Before I had time to ponder the meaning of this sentence, Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone had already hung up. I called back and she hung up. I didn’t give up and called again. She had turned off her phone... This made me I was astonished, but I also felt that she was a woman who meant what she said, and this kind of consistency in what she said was rare in women; at least, the women I had come into contact with were all a bit uncertain.

Thinking about it again, uncertainty is a common problem among women, including Qiao Jiao. The reason why she was so decisive this time may be because deep down in her heart I really feel sorry for Lu Xi, and her guilt is also a burden on my heart...

Of course I know that Lu Xi has done nothing wrong from beginning to end, and everything stems from my choices.

……

I did not return to the room immediately, but stood under the old locust tree, feeling the breath of the mountain while looking at the lights at the bottom of the mountain. The lights were shaking uneasily, and the world became unreal. I was in a trance for a moment. , I even forgot where I was, what I wanted to do, and why I came here?

It wasn't until Lu Xi came to me that my soul seemed to be blown back by the wild wind. I remembered everything again in an instant, and then was haunted by various emotions.

We just looked at each other...

In order not to appear so embarrassed, I planned to chat with her about the history of this old locust tree, but she spoke first: "I searched the room for a long time and couldn't find the bathroom. Is there any secret door? "

"Secret door?"

"They say this place is mysterious, so it must be."

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and after a long while I replied: "Even if it is very mysterious, it won't be reflected in the bathroom! Although this matter also depends on the differences between men and women, but..."

I was a little at a loss for words, so Lu Xi took over my words and said, "Since there are differences between men and women, there should still be a certain sense of mystery."

"You really don't have to think of this place as so mysterious... There are no poisons here, and there are no corpse chasers. The so-called mage is a belief that has been passed down from generation to generation. It represents a national spirit, not those miraculous things. thing."

"Well, where do you think the bathroom is?" Then I realized that the conditions in the place where Lu Xi came because of me were really poor, and she was a woman who had always been used to staying in luxury hotels; now, she must Accommodate me...

Although she felt a little guilty, she had to let her go to the bathroom. She could only point to a simple structure next to the old locust tree and said: "This is it... This is usually the case in the countryside."

Lu Xi was stunned.

"It's a bit difficult, but there's no better place to be."

"Luan Yu can go, and so can I."

After saying that, Lu Xi walked directly towards the building. I kept looking at her back, and suddenly I felt that she seemed to come with a kind of determination, including facing all kinds of difficulties that she might encounter, especially in the This feeling became even stronger when she compared herself with Luan Yu.

……

After coming out of Luxi, we stood together under the old locust tree, and then looked at the depression under the mountain. In the process, I lit a cigarette. The purpose of lighting the cigarette was to conceal myself as much as possible. That feeling of being overwhelmed.

Unknowingly, there were some changes between Lu Xi and me. To be precise, she changed. She would take the initiative to find some topics to talk to me about. So, when I smoked half of the cigarette, she opened her mouth to me. Said: "There are a lot of memories of you and Luan Yu here, right?"

I nodded and replied: "Well, we have lived here for a long time. If we have ever had a home, it should be here." After a pause, I added: "It was summer. At night, I would sit with her under this old locust tree for a while... because the wind on the mountain is very cool, and there are fireflies everywhere under the valley, like stars, twinkling non-stop... This is a very strange thing. The world seems to be upside down. I stand on it, but the starry sky is under my feet... By the way, at that time, Luan Yu and I would always go to the canteen at the entrance of the village to buy some beer before dark... We would Drinking beer and enjoying the coolness, the whole person felt transparent... So, under this old locust tree, we talked about a lot of things that we didn't want to say in the past... Luan Yu said that she wanted to have a family... I told her that I am destined to wander in this life, and I don’t want to be a slave of my genes, so my life has never been aimed at starting a family.” (Everyone is guessing whether this book will open a harem, follow Tank’s own public account: ***, reply "harem" to see the answer. You can also view the latest chapter)
"Such inner thoughts should make her sad, right?"

"I didn't think it at the time, but now that I think about it, she must have felt very uncomfortable... She once asked me, if our outlook on life cannot be integrated, where will our relationship go?"

Luxi looked at me...

Because of the pain, I repeatedly made swallowing movements, so that after a long time, I spoke to her again: "I said, no one in this world can survive without leaving anyone. If that day comes. , we mutually felt that there was no possibility of being together, and I would let her go... From that day on, she never drank with me under this old locust tree... People are really a kind of people. Strange animals can become unrecognizable, including me... I am also willing to be a slave of genes, and I am tired of wandering, so I really want to return to Qingdao... I have thought very carefully about returning to Qingdao. , I even carefully planned where to buy a house... After living in Qingdao for so many years, my favorite place is a place called Xiaogang Pier. It is the place that I think has the most fireworks in Qingdao. In the morning, you will watch it there Many fishermen who go out to sea to fish will come back with their catch at noon, so the pier will become a market where people bargain here in order to buy some of the freshest seafood... Here we are. At dusk, it will suddenly become very quiet here. Many wedding photography shops will come here to take pictures. The dusk here is really unique... The dim sunset falls on the sea blown by the sea breeze, and seagulls stop together. On the white yacht, everyone seems to have found a place to belong...including the newlyweds taking wedding photos...so, I think it is a place where there will be no displacement."

"I know Xiaogang Wharf...many commercial areas and real estate nearby were developed by Jiaojiao's father."

"Ah."

After a period of silence, I stared at Lu Xi, and then said to her in the most sincere tone: "You know, all the fantasies about Xiaogang Pier, Qiao Jiao has always been involved in them..."

I couldn't see Lu Xi's expression clearly. After a long time, I just heard her smile and reply: "So, under this old locust tree, you still only tell the truth, right?"

(End of this chapter)