i'm not a bad man

Chapter 411 I am a very persistent person
Under my gaze, Lu Xi gradually walked up to me and found that I was on the phone. She didn't interrupt, she stood not far from me and picked up the phone as if she was making a call to someone.

Only then did I speak to Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone: "I think there is a lot of fate between us... I also met you by chance. The only person who can establish a relationship by chance in a vast sea of ​​people is A very great fate.”

"Yes, we are destined, but this fate is still based on you getting to know Lu Xi first... Forget it, if I continue to say it, I don't feel like Qiao Jiao... In my Among that circle of friends, Qiao Jiao is synonymous with confidence and freedom, and I can't let myself become a girly girl."

"But aren't you just a woman?"

Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone suddenly fell into silence. After a while, she said to me: "Yes, I seem to be becoming more and more womanly. I have also learned to complain and worry about gains and losses... It doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter." , I still said what I said before, I can realize that I made mistakes in this relationship, so I can accept everything that happens between you, but this is only before I come back... If I come back, see When you truly stand in front of me, I can't care about anything. So this time, I also choose to leave it to fate to see when fate will let me return to the country. Before I return to the country, you have the right to choose freely. .”

After saying that, Qiao Jiao hung up the phone.

I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time, because what I felt was a Qiao Jiao who was half like Qiao Jiao and half not like Qiao Jiao.

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After a while, Lu Xi also finished the phone call. She sat down next to me. Like me, she looked at the scrap collection station a little absentmindedly. The wind blew very cold, and after a while, her hands turned red from the cold. .

I finally said to her: "You'd better go back to your room. I don't know when this will end, and even if my dad comes, you won't recognize him."

Lu Xi retracted his hands into his sleeves and replied, "Didn't you say that you look exactly like him? I'll just use you as a reference."

"There's really no need for two of us to sit here together in the cold."

Lu Xi still had no intention of going back, but she was too lazy to argue with me, so she took the initiative to change the subject and said to me: "Look, the festive atmosphere on the street is getting stronger and stronger, and there are people buying New Year's goods everywhere... After a pause, she said with emotion: "It would be great if the ban on fireworks could be lifted this year. In my memory, I haven't seen fireworks during the Chinese New Year for many years!"

"It is unlikely that Tianjin will lift the ban... If you were in the village where my godfather and godmother live, you would definitely see fireworks. This is not restricted in rural areas."

"Yes, so even if the New Year atmosphere in the city is strong, it is not as good as in the countryside... The countryside is really a good place, not only has the flavor of the New Year, but it is also a good place to quiet down when you are upset..."

"I haven't seen you being so quiet... When you have free time, you just lie under the big locust tree, eat melon seeds and listen to Jay Chou's songs."

"For me, this is a kind of tranquility... I don't think about anything, I just enjoy... In the evening, there is mahjong playing, and in a village like that, everyone doesn't seem to care so much about my celebrity status and only regard me as a human being. Treat your friends... This kind of freedom and comfort can only be found before I enter this circle."

"But you didn't sign autographs for others in that village."

"There are only so many people in a village, and if they are more curious about me, not fanatical, but just curious, it is actually very easy to deal with. Make a few jokes with them, and they will treat you as a normal person. "

Having said this, Lu Xi held his chin with both hands and looked ahead blankly, as if recalling some details of his life in that village, and then showed an expression of unfinished content.

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I didn't expect that in such a fruitless scene, Lu Xi actually sat with me for the whole day. She just bought some warm babies on the way and gave some to me. Gradually, the sky became darker. The scrap collection station has already begun to do the final work before the holiday. The boss distributed some New Year's goods and red envelopes to the employees, and the employees were smiling...

But Lu Xi and I really couldn't laugh at all in such an atmosphere where joy and sorrow were not the same, because the scrap collection station was closed, which meant that our hope of finding my dad before the Chinese New Year became almost non-existent. , and my overnight trip from the village to Tianjin seemed to be meaningless, and I couldn't help but feel a little depressed. "Han Erjin."

"Fool Han."

Lu Xi called me twice in a row, and I came back to my senses. Then I looked at her in confusion and asked, "What's wrong?"

"The day after tomorrow is thirty nights, can we have some drinks together?"

"Drink. I'll find a high-end restaurant and treat you to a nice drink."

Lu Xi shook his head and said: "You don't have to go to the restaurant, we will drink here... Although your dad came here because he sold scraps, we can't rule out the possibility that he will come here usually. Scrap Purchase in Tianjin There are so many places to stand, why would he choose this place? It must be because it is within the scope of his activities..."

After pondering for a while, I replied: "There's no need to be so persistent. On New Year's Eve, when it's time to have a good New Year's Eve dinner, just have a good one."

"I am a very persistent person...some things, if you give up too easily, it will be difficult to pick it up again. Only if you have been persistent enough will you know whether it is still necessary to pick it up."

Although Lu Xi's words were cryptic, I still heard that she was telling me these words. At the same time, she also expressed to me her attitude towards Yang Yiming. She was once obsessed with Yang Yiming, so she had a The result is very clear; the same is true for me. If she is not persistent and gives up easily, she is afraid that she will regret it... For her, persistence is a yardstick to measure the heart. Only by persisting can you know The most sincere thoughts from my heart.

But I am not a persistent person, especially when it comes to relationships, my choices seem a bit easy, so that something always happens to me that I regret, especially for Luan Yu.

After some reflection, I finally said to Lu Xi, "Okay, I'll drink with you here."

"I just checked the weather forecast and it said there will be heavy snow in the next two days."

After Lu Xi finished speaking, I had this scene in my mind: On New Year’s Eve, Lu Xi and I were still sitting on this bench. The street lights were dim and snowflakes were flying in the sky. Opposite us were countless people who were reunited because of the reunion. The lights were on, and we drank in front of these lights... (Everyone guesses whether this book will open a harem, follow Tank himself and send a message to the public account: ***, reply "harem" to see the answer. You can also check latest chapter)
How would we feel at that time?

I turned my head and looked at Lu Xi. It was probably too cold. She also put on the one-piece hood on her down jacket. Plus she was wearing a mask. I could only see her eyes. Her eyes were very clear. , clear but with some fantasy and expectation.

I wondered what she was expecting, but she said nothing and I fell into a trance.

Just when I was in a daze, a Mercedes-Benz S-Class suddenly stopped beside us, and then I saw Qin Minhong hurriedly walking out of it.

Qin Minhong obviously complained about Lu Xi, but her words were full of pleading: "My little ancestor, Tianjin is so big, if I didn't check your hotel check-in information, I really can't find you... I beg you, please give me I just want to save face... As long as you go on stage to sing a song, that singer had an accident before and couldn't go on stage. The stage manager has a good relationship with me and has called me several times, asking you to come to the rescue. , We will have to rely on other people’s resources in the future, so we really have to give them this face.”

Lu Xi glanced at me subconsciously and replied: "You haven't even rehearsed, and you go to the rescue temporarily. Aren't you afraid of a broadcast accident?"

"If we don't arrange for you to sing, you can just hold the microphone as a show... Anyway, what the audience wants to see is you, they don't care at all what kind of show you perform."

After Qin Minhong said these words, my mood suddenly changed. I seemed to have seen the scene of me sitting alone on this bench on the [-]th night.

(End of this chapter)