i'm not a bad man

Chapter 433 Not succumbing to fate
For Lu Xi, whether she can take refuge abroad is another matter, but at least it is a pure place where she can relax; so, after I came up with this idea, I finally said to her: "If the current atmosphere makes you feel If you feel depressed, then consider living abroad for a while... You can go to Sister Ran's place or Qiao Jiao's place."

Lu Xi looked at me. After a period of silence, she asked, "Are you letting me go alone?"

"Ah."

"What's the point of me going alone?"

Lu Xi’s words stopped me. In my opinion, whether she was walking alone or with me, there was actually no big difference; until now, I had not put myself in the same place as Lu Xi. Connect with the changes encountered.

At this time, Lu Xi said to me again: "If I leave alone, you will be the target of public criticism, and they will all target you... Don't you understand now? If you hadn't appeared indiscriminately, In my world, I was not so repelled by my original living environment... It was you who showed me another way of life; therefore, I had the idea of ​​not wanting to be a star, which harmed Sister Minhong's interests. She won't do anything to me, but she will target you... and Yang Yiming... If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have clearly defined the criteria for choosing my partner in my heart, and I would still have illusions about him... So , he will hate you... and my family. The reason why my uncle tried his best to bring me and Yang Yiming together is because he can benefit from this matter... If he knew that it was you who made me disobedient to discipline, He will definitely hate you too... My uncle is a very influential person in my family. My parents may not listen to everything he says, but at least they will refer to his opinions. And my brother, because of Luan Yu, he originally I have a deep prejudice against you... The sum of these wills is terrible to think about... But no matter what, they are my relatives and friends. In the end, it is not me who is hurt, but you... So , what’s the point of letting me go abroad alone now?... Don’t you understand that what I really can’t let go of is you, not that I have to leave!”

I looked at Lu Xi in haste and surprise, and then after a long silence, I said to her: "If the will you mentioned is a fate that I can't escape... then this time, I will Choose not to succumb to fate... I will not change my previous thoughts, let alone live an ignoble existence, I want to go back to the small town."

"What will happen if you go back to the small town?...Although I don't know much, I know that because of Sister Minhong's matchmaking, Guan Yubo and Yang Yiming have already met in private...There is a high probability that there will be changes in the small town and Yang Yiming Regarding...even if you go back to the small town now, you won't be able to change anything at all, it will only make you sink deeper and deeper into the battle of capital."

It wasn't until this moment that I finally understood Lu Xi's mood when she hugged me tightly after meeting. Her bad mood was just because she was worried about me. She knew that I didn't have the strength to fight against Guan Yubo and Yang Yiming. Therefore, no matter whether I return to the small town or not, this is destined to be a war with no chance of winning.

When Yang Yiming extended his tentacles to the small city, it was actually a dimensionality reduction blow.

But, I really can’t figure out why Yang Yiming would find it profitable in such a small town that lacked everything.Could it be that it was really just to target me?

I don't believe that Yang Yiming's pattern will be limited to this. The only thing I can be sure of is that because of Yang Yiming's joining, the situation in the small town has become more complicated than ever. In this complicated situation, whether it is me or Chang Tianming and his son, They have lost the ability to influence the situation... The only variable is the investor in the health care project. Do I really have the ability to convince him to face up to his original intention?
As long as this health and wellness project can remain in the "Valley of Lovers" scenic spot, we will not be considered a total failure.

……

In just a short moment, I had thought so much. Based on what I thought, I finally said to Lu Xi: "Even if nothing can be changed, I have to go back to the small town; at the very least, I want to figure out the relationship between Yang Yiming and Guan Yubo What form of cooperation was reached, and what role did the investor in the health care project play in the cooperation between Yang Yiming and Guan Yubo... I have never believed that there is any seamless cooperation in this world. Moreover, when I have not tried anything, I will not consider myself to be the loser...Although Yang Yiming is unpredictable, there is also the will of the people behind me. I only want to lead the aborigines in the Lover Valley Scenic Area They have made a fortune, and when the light of dawn has appeared, they will not give up on me!" "Why can't I talk to you?"

"Because I am a man, and for men, sometimes they cannot retreat even though they know that there is a mountain of swords and a sea of ​​fire ahead..." After a pause, I said to Lu Xi in a deeper and firmer voice: "This is already the case. It's a war... and it's a war started because of me. Even if the final outcome is defeat, I can't be the one who abandons his armor... This is a man's mission, because facing is The only way to solve the problem... Giving in will only make the enemy more aggressive... Therefore, the fundamental purpose of war is for peace... Whether it is an individual or a country, as long as it shows a weak and bully side in the war, it will Peace can never be achieved... This truth is deeply rooted in the bones and blood of men."

After saying that, I took out the cigarette case from my pocket and lit a cigarette. My mood was very complicated, but my desire to go back to the small town never changed.

When I had smoked half of the cigarette, Lu Xi finally spoke: "Since I can't help you, I will go to the small town with you."

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Lu Xi looked at me, his eyes more determined than mine: "Because I am a woman... Even if we narrowly escape death, we must follow the man we love. This is our instinct."

After saying that, Lu Xi held my hand tightly. Her hand was very cold, but it almost melted me... When facing her, I was not confident most of the time, but at this moment, I was finally confident. I believe in my position in her heart. I am really her beloved man.

This is not sweet talk, this is a kind of love inspired by extremely harsh environments. It is higher than mountains, wider than the sea, beyond the stars in the universe, and it also fills my heart to infinity...

Perhaps, this is the true meaning of a man's life!Even though the universe is vast and human beings are as small as ants, I still feel my existence...

Or, I am an independent world, and her love pours down like rain, nourishing the desert and the plants and trees growing in the desolate area, and everything is rapidly transforming into a warm primeval forest.

Love must be like this!
The feeling it brings must be like this.

(End of this chapter)