i'm not a bad man

Chapter 455 The Silent Farewell

I don’t know what kind of person I am in Ren Ran’s heart, but I can feel what kind of person she wants to turn me into at this moment. I will never underestimate Ren Ran’s wisdom and experience, because When she was still young, she married Lin Sheng'en, a well-known entrepreneur. Of course, she would look higher and further than me in pursuing profits.

Seeing that I was silent, Renran said to me earnestly: "Han Chao, if your goal is to cross the class and become a rich man who can change everything, then you will take this step sooner or later... I I can tell you very clearly that the entrepreneurs I know, even those who are cloaked in philanthropy, have not had a very glorious fortune. They must have stepped on others to get to the top...some even stepped on their own close relatives. Friends are at the top... You are surrounded by a group of people who are accustomed to using various overt or covert means to suppress people who harm their own interests... If you can't resolve it skillfully, your You will be surrounded by enemies, and there will never be peace... You must have a sense of crisis in your heart, and really don't be too obsessed with love..."

I finally said: "So, do I have to step on the woman I love to cross the class?"

"I know it's hard for you to accept...but before you deny it...you'd better think about what kind of life you lived after your family went bankrupt, and how you were despised by those women...and With your parents, because your family is bankrupt, what kind of life have they lived in these years... Where is Luan Yu, will you forget her easily? Your lack of ambition, your nothingness, your confusion , what will it bring to her?... If you insist on guarding Lu Xi, you are destined to be exhausted for a long time. Over time, she will even be worse off than Luan Yu... because those people will not let you go. , Poverty will not let you go...you really can't give her happiness! You know you can't give her happiness, but you still want to keep her close to you. Isn't this selfish, what is it?"

At this moment, I seemed to be evacuated, and the cold wind blew, chilling me to my bones.

I saw Lu Xi. She was wearing pajamas and walking towards me from the hot spring hut.

I don’t know what happened to me, but the moment I saw her, I hung up the phone...

……

Lu Xi knocked on my car door. I lowered my head and pulled my collar hard, trying to make my breathing easier, and then opened the door for Lu Xi.

She sat down in the passenger seat. In order to make myself look normal, I took the initiative to ask her, "Why aren't you sleeping?"

Lu Xi didn't look at me, she just replied: "I haven't been able to sleep since you left."

"I can't sleep either, so let's talk."

"What are you talking about?"

"Just chat..."

Lu Xi shook her head, and then finally looked at me. Her eyes were a little negative, but when she suddenly smiled again, her eyes were like the starry sky in the vast universe, and I couldn't look away...

I have never overestimated her appearance. When I first saw her, I felt that she was like a dazzling light coming from the starry sky and the universe.

It's so hard for me to fall in love with a woman at first sight, but she did it.

"Han Chao."

"Ok?"

I was a little surprised when she called me that. She hadn't called my name like that for a long time.

"I suddenly felt that the Yang Yiming now is not the Yang Yiming I knew before. Although he also remembered everything that happened between us, he seemed to have been invaded by someone with another personality, taking away his memory and His body has turned him into what he is now... Do you think a person's character can really change so completely?"

I fell into silence. When she talked about Yang Yiming, I also saw another possibility in myself. If I listened to Ren Ran's words, then I would become another Yang Yiming in Luxi's mouth.

Therefore, there is no invasion at all. It is people who are squeezed by extreme environments, which causes personality mutations.

I finally spoke to Lu Xi and said, "You haven't seen each other for so many years. A lot of things must have happened to him that you don't know about. Some things, or extreme circumstances, can change a person's personality." "But you have also been there. You have encountered extreme environments, and even wandered outside for four years, but you are still the Korean trend."

"I?"

I lit a cigarette, closed my eyes and took a deep puff. I said in a heavy tone, "Actually, I have changed a lot...I am no longer willing to wander, and I am no longer the firm non-marriage person I used to be." Or... And in the past four years, I have gradually lost interest in the music I once loved most. Without interest, there is no creativity... You also invited me to sing songs before, but I have never written them... If he were a classmate of mine in high school, and he came to see me now, he might look the same as you see Yang Yiming now."

"But no matter how you change, you will always be a good person."

I looked at Lu Xi, and she seemed to be telling me that she had already characterized Yang Yiming as a bad person.

I don’t know how to respond because I can’t tell whether I am a good person or a bad person. I have also hurt many people...

Lu Xi didn't seem to care about my response. While I was in a daze, she had already changed the subject and said to me: "You can hold me to sleep. I won't be so scared anymore."

……

A strong beam of light woke me up. My head hurt a little. The headache was caused by sleeping too late last night. In addition to the headache, I suddenly felt a sense of emptiness. We obviously slept together, and she was there. In my arms, I am very fulfilled...

I quickly reached out to touch, but I only found my scattered clothes on the bed. I quickly opened the quilt and sat up, then looked around. This ridiculously small room could not hide anyone at all; so, I I only saw myself in the mirror... My back was covered with deep and shallow scratches...

And the bright red on the bed sheets is also extremely conspicuous in the mirror.

However, it is also true that I am the only one in this sealed compartment.

I was stunned for a long time, then hurriedly put on my clothes, then jumped out of the RV and ran to the small courtyard where we soaked in the hot spring last night. I thought she felt uncomfortable in the RV and went back to the room to sleep. You can see But it was the hotel's cleaning staff who was cleaning the room and replacing some used toiletries.

I asked her why she was cleaning the room now, and she told me that the hotel front desk had notified her to clean the room early in the morning because there were too many people booking rooms yesterday, so she came a little late.

……

Lu Xi had quietly checked out of the room. When I called her number, I was informed that the user had turned off her phone. The WeChat message she sent did not receive a response from her. She suddenly disappeared from my world.

I sat alone in the room, thinking of the promise that we would never be separated, and I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart.

I know she's gone.

I can also guess why she left me at this time.

However, when this moment really came, the pain was so unbearable, especially when I thought about the words Ren Ran said last night, I was filled with anger.

I was almost driven to death by the environment in front of me and those people!
I couldn't control my emotions and started smashing things in the RV, smashing tables and chairs, smashing mirrors, and smashing the road map that I was once proud of. On this road map, there were 296 seats marked on it. A city I've been to.

My hand was cut by the broken glass, and blood dripped on the bright red sheet. This was the fusion of blood and blood, but she left me, without even leaving me a word.

(End of this chapter)