i'm not a bad man

Chapter 468 The person I lifted above my head

When Qiao Jiao scolded me for being dirty, my heart finally trembled; this was a word that I cared about very much, and it was also a handle that Qin Minhong caught on to. I had made up my mind to clean up this word. In fact, I I did the same, and after I gradually distanced myself from the bar, I said goodbye to debauchery, because for a long time, I had love in my heart again.

Now, Qiao Jiao's use of this word to scold me is more like a reminder that there is no love in my heart.

No, to be precise, I gave up on love in the most decisive way.

When this game of chess has begun to be arranged, there is no way back for me; the only thing I can do is to let the person I love forget about me, and then find a love that will never be turbulent again, and return to in a happy life.

As for me……

Time will tell the outcome.

……

Qiao Jiao left and took away the bank card, which also meant that there was nothing that could connect us anymore. I was a little sad because of this, because we had also fantasized about returning to Qingdao because of the 150 million. , buy a house at my favorite Xiaogang Pier, and then start our life. In this period of our life, there is the sea, coffee shops, dusk, and a lovely girl nestled in Qiao Jiao's arms. Inside, waiting for me after a busy day outside.

This is the fantasy that is closest to a happy life in my life. It is precisely because of the definition of "the most" that my heart has been extremely fulfilling and full of expectations.

But fantasy is just fantasy after all. When a gust of evil wind blows, it is like a bubble, shattering without a trace.

……

After Qiao Jiao left, I also chose to leave. I returned to that simple hotel and tried to clean a room that I didn't have to clean. I didn't want to be idle, I wanted to find something to do...

This was just a room that looked clean on the surface, so I swept out a used mask, two unused condoms, and some other garbage under the bed...

I dumped it all into the trash can and went back to clearing out the remaining trash under the cupboards until the phone rang again.

This is a call from my dad.

"dad……"

"have you slept?"

"Getting ready to sleep, why are you calling me so late?"

"Didn't I talk about coming to your place to have a look before... I've been busy with things recently, so I've been delayed... I finally have some free time these two days, and I don't plan to delay it anymore... Your mother and I will bring you tomorrow Let's go over there and see you... I'm just calling you to inform you."

"it is good."

"Okay... take a look, is there anything you want us to bring over?"

"Bring some [-]th Street Mahua, I haven't had it in a long time."

"Okay, then I'll buy a few more boxes so you can eat enough."

I smiled, and then after a period of silence, I whispered again: "Dad, there is something I want to ask you... After the accident at home, why are you so obsessed with making me get ahead? Do you really think I have this Can you bear it?"

My dad was a little surprised. This was the first time I had taken the initiative to face this issue, so after a longer silence, he replied: "You are the person I have held high above my head, no matter where you go or what you do. , you will not be inferior to others..."

I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I feel like such a sentence suddenly hits the most vulnerable part of my heart. I look out the window in a daze, my eyes are sore, and the window gradually becomes blurry...

At this time, my dad laughed again and said: "That was just my thinking at the time. I thought of myself too highly, which also put a lot of pressure on you..." "Dad, you are right, I am The person you hold high above your head will never be inferior to others anywhere... Wait for me, wait for me to find everything that originally belonged to our family."

After another period of silence, my dad replied: "Actually... we are a family..."

Before my dad finished speaking, Chao Chao, who seemed to be on the phone, interrupted and said, "Uncle Chao... Aunt Lu came to see me this afternoon..."

I was in a trance at first, and then I remembered the night before Lu Xi left. We were in the RV, desperately merging, desperately chasing the bursts of joy that only belonged to men and women. I was so crazy, and she was so catering, Finally, she left quietly...

I suddenly came back to my senses.

"Aunt Lu said that she was going to film abroad and would not come back for a long, long time. She asked me to be good and said that she would bring me lots of delicious food when she comes back."

My throat seemed to be choked by something, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

"Uncle Chao, why don't you speak?"

Then I replied: "Uncle, the signal here is not good, there is a bit of delay... Then you should listen to Aunt Xiaolu, she will never lie, and she will definitely bring you a lot when she comes back next time." delicious."

"I know, Uncle Chao."

"Go to bed early and come to Uncle Chao's place early tomorrow. Uncle Chao will take you to eat hot pot in the evening."

Chaochao was happy and didn't hear the emotion in my words at all. Neither did my parents. After chatting for a few more words, we ended the call.

The night was getting deeper, but I still didn't feel sleepy at all. Finally, on such a night, I lost sleep!
……

When I woke up the next day, it was already noon. I sat in bed for a while, then picked up my phone and looked at it; there was an unread message on my WeChat, which was sent by Zou Chang.

She told me that in the morning, a woman found her and was always confused about whether I had sex with her or not.

I quickly sent a voice request to Zou Chang. After Zou Chang got through, I asked, "Is the woman you are talking about tall and tall, but her hair is not very long?"

"Well... I saw her the day we came out of the detention center. She and Chang Yuli went to pick you up, but I don't know her name."

"What did you tell her?"

"I asked her, we have been detained for ten days, how could it be possible that nothing happened?" After a pause, Zou Chang said to me again: "Brother, I'm not stupid, since you tried so hard to send yourself away When you enter the detention center, you must have thoughts that you don’t want others to know, so I won’t say anything nonsense.”

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At this time, Zou Chang asked me again: "She cares so much about this matter, she must be your girlfriend, right?"

I was silent, but Zou Chang took my silence as an answer, and then sighed: "Brother, why do you want to hurt her heart?... After listening to what I said, she seemed to have lost her soul and kept saying it over and over again. , Impossible, impossible..."

I tried to maintain that indifferent attitude, but I still felt a pain in my heart. I finally said to Zou Chang: "Don't ask about things that have nothing to do with you... Have you thought about it?"

"I've thought about it, I'm going to get close to the son of the garbage truck driver... My dad can't die without knowing..." At this point, Zou Chang's voice became a little deeper: "I know, in the eyes of others, My dad deserves what he deserves... But, in my eyes, he is a qualified father... So, others can make him deserve what he deserves, but as his daughter, I also have a position of revenge... Guan Yubo is too cruel, Not only did he kill my father, but he also forced me to be a bartender. If I don’t let him be punished, I will never be able to get rid of the fate of a bartender in my life."

(End of this chapter)