i'm not a bad man

Chapter 488 News from Luxi

After Ren Ran left, I didn't waste the remaining wine. I sat on the rocks alone, listening to the sound of the waves, and drank happily. But after all, it was just beer, even if there were empty bottles around me, It didn't make me completely drunk, at best I was half drunk and half awake...

I lay flat on the rocks again, and the cool sea breeze kept forcing me to wake up, but the alcohol in my body was not willing to be at a disadvantage, so this half-drunk and half-awake state continued; no one has ever been able to do it in the middle of the night. You can remain calm when you are half drunk, and I am no exception.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I felt like I was trapped in a closed space. In front of me was a huge screen, playing my life story: I first saw my birthday. I became the focus of everyone's eyes. I showed off my talent with the guitar and attracted compliments and praises from everyone. At that birthday party, my parents gave me a motorcycle and the best musical instrument. I thought that I would continue this life forever. I am high-spirited and have fun... The second act: My family is bankrupt and my dad comes out of prison and forces me to rebuild the glory of this family. I can't do it, so I am incompetent and furious. I lock myself in the room and smash it. Playing the musical instrument that I once regarded as a friend; the third act: my dog ​​was thrown to death, and I stood alone in the rain for a long time holding the dog's body; in the middle, it was like the movie was fast forwarded, and Luan Yu suddenly Breaking into the scene, she was wearing very plain clothes, standing in front of the school, but the sunset gave her color. I was amazed for a long time, and I immediately decided to get to know her... Then, it was a journey that lasted nearly three years. , we endured loneliness together, and also enjoyed the pleasure of freedom, accompanied by tenderness and quarrels...

Am I dying?

Why do these abandoned memories appear so clearly in my mind like a movie replay?

it's painful!
Lighting a cigarette, I looked at the boundless sea again, forcing myself not to remember, and gradually lost my mind. The sea in front of me turned into a sea of ​​suffering, with a lone boat floating on the sea, swaying, but I don’t know who is crossing by myself...

I finally shouted loudly, but before I could finish my fun, a closing signal came from the hotel, asking me to settle the bill.

Lonely and funny...

So, after settling the bill, I curled my lips and smiled, and fell into complete silence.

……

As the hotel turned off the last light, the seaside fell into a completely unpopular silence. I took my phone out of my pocket... I actually found Lu Xi on the short video platform. She seemed to have already After being away from me for a long time, I returned to the public eye.

This was a brand show held in a high-end shopping mall. Luxi continued its previous cooperation with this brand...

She has changed, she loves to laugh, she has become good at talking, and she respects the media. She talked to the media about her work plan for this year at this scene. She will take on a new drama and have several advertising endorsements...

I was in a trance, looking at the impenetrable scene on the screen, and gradually remembered that night that only belonged to the two of us. We were in the RV, releasing ourselves wantonly again and again until we were exhausted...

For a long life, this is just a moment of joy and integration. Then, we finally returned to our respective worlds and could not be disturbed. It was as if we had both died in that RV in the way of committing suicide for love. Now, , is rebirth, a new body, a new personality.

She actually loves to laugh and talk!

I watched this video over and over again, until the sound of a ship's whistle came in the distance, and I suddenly woke up. The moment I woke up, I was a little exhausted, and I gasped for a long time alone...

This is probably the feeling of exhaustion that comes after trying your best to love someone but not getting it; therefore, I hate it even more!
……

When I got back to the hotel, I fell into a deep sleep. It wasn't until almost noon that I woke up. The beer I drank with Renran last night surprised me. It was said to be beer, but it had such great stamina. My head was almost about to burst. I kept beating my head, trying to make myself more comfortable, until the phone on the cabinet vibrated...

This was a call from Wu Luoge. After the call was answered, he asked me: "Are you still in Qingdao?"

"exist."

"How long do you plan to stay?"

"If there is no change in the situation in the small town, I should stay in Qingdao for a while."

"If you don't want to leave for a while, I will take my parents to find you... They said they want to visit Qingdao and see the place where you once lived." "Come and take a look if you want. The temperature has risen. It’s starting to feel comfortable here.”

"Okay, then I'll book the flight now and I'll be at the airport at 03:30 in the afternoon."

"Well, I'm going to pick up the plane."

……

After finishing the call with Wu Luoge, I fell on the bed again and tried to sleep for a while. Ren Ran knocked on my door. She was staying in a hotel with me, right next door.

We chose to forget in a tacit understanding, forgetting what we said last night. I called her "Sister Ran" like before, and she said to me in a nonchalant tone: "Let's have lunch and then hang out together. .”

"Okay, but I can't stay with you for too long. My brother and my parents have a plane that will land at 03:30 in the afternoon."

Ren Ran looked a little surprised and asked: "Your parents are coming to Qingdao, and your brother?"

"Let's eat first. Let's talk during the meal."

Ren Ran responded, and then said to me: "Last time I accompanied you back to Tianjin to find your uncle and aunt. Unfortunately, the house was sold and I couldn't see them. In the afternoon, I will accompany you to the airport to pick you up." , I want to see my uncle and aunt."

I have no objection, because during the more than a year in Qingdao, Ren still treated me like a family member, which prevented me from living in the pain of homelessness. Now that my parents have come to Qingdao, I should take her to live with me. When my parents met, they said she was my sister in Qingdao, not a real sister, but better than a real sister.

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After dinner, Ren Ran and I drove in the car and wandered aimlessly on the beach. She was still immersed in the adventure between my parents and Wu Luoge. She sighed to me: "This Wu Luoge is really amazing. Lin Shengen has been deliberately operating in Qingdao for so many years. He pleases the leaders at the top and exploits the employees at the bottom. His net worth may not be as good as his... He is only 27 years old this year. He has accumulated billions of wealth without relying on others and without any background. , it’s really breathtaking!”

I didn't answer, and Ren Ran added: "It can't be said that he didn't rely on others. If it hadn't been for the 300 million given by your parents at that time, Wu Luoge would not be what he is today... Therefore, it is appropriate for him to repay your parents no matter what he does... ...So, Han Chao, with such a big tree beside you, why do you choose the most difficult path? You can follow him and do anything, and you will still be a promising young man!"

"It's different. I have something I want, not just money."

"I really don't understand you more and more."

I smiled and replied: "Why do you have to understand me? I am not an encyclopedia. If you understand it, you will gain knowledge."

"Isn't the reason why we can maintain this relationship just because I once understood you?...I don't believe that a person can change so completely. You seem to want to eat the world alive...I don't know you at all. What an appetite.”

As I was talking, I drove the car to the sea view inn where I was going to do a project with Ren Ran.

The inn had been completely built and put into operation; at that time, Ren Ran and the inn's investors had issued a military order, saying that it must be completed before the Chinese New Year.

Who would have thought that there would be such a huge change in the process. Thanks to the help of the Chang family and his son, they dispatched two of the most skilled construction teams and worked hard day and night to ensure that the project was completed within the construction period, even nearly half of the time ahead of schedule. moon.

Speaking of the Chang family and his son, I also had mixed feelings. I parked the car on the side of the road next to the inn, and thought of my layout in the small town...

(End of this chapter)