i'm not a bad man

Chapter 536 Encounter with Zou Chang
Zuo Xiaowei may have seen my despair and helplessness, but she still looked at me with an attitude of indifference, as if I deserved my current predicament because I should not have returned to this small town, let alone I shouldn't be an enemy of Guan Yubo. In her heart, I should stay in BJ and be the man behind her scenes. When I don't do what she wants, the punishment will come as expected.

But is this really a punishment for me? Although the current situation is very unfavorable to me, it is far from desperate.

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The wind in the evening blew very lonely, but there was Zuo Xiaowei's breath in the wind. Her favorite perfume was the scent of Qimeng Gardenia. Facing the gust of wind and her breath, I finally said: "What is the truth? Yes, you will only know better than me. You can deceive everyone including me, but you cannot deceive yourself. I only hope that in the dead of night, when you think of what Guan Yubo did and those dead souls, you still feel You can be as open-minded as you are now, let alone have nightmares while sleeping..."

As I said that, I walked to the two-color Bentley Bentayga driven by Zuo Xiaowei. I put my hand on the glass of the car window, and smiled and said, "What kind of justice do adults talk about?" It's quite ridiculous... So, I can understand your motivation for doing things for Guan Yubo... You are no longer the girl from the mountain city who quarreled with the landlord over the rent... Under the operation of capital, you transformed into a music star The hot singer, driving Guan Yubo's Bentley, spending the money he left you, has defeated [-]% of the people in the country... If it were me, I might also be lost... So, you must Don't look back, you are on the road of your own choice, don't care about right or wrong, keep going to the end... As for me, just pretend that I have never existed. I am not qualified to be compared with Guan Yubo in your heart, and who else? He is not qualified for a child who has the opportunity to come into this world.”

Zuo Xiaowei never took off her sunglasses from beginning to end, but I could feel that at this moment, she was looking at me. After a long time, she just whispered back: "Okay, I will go all the way to the end."

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Zuo Xiaowei left before me. Not long after she left, night suddenly fell. Rows of street lights lit up on the road behind her, and there were many more passers-by rushing home, but I was nowhere to be found. Don't want to go.

I felt that this conversation was a failure. I failed to control my emotions, so I said some irrelevant words, but failed to get some useful information from Zuo Xiaowei; at least, I should know whether she was I can really take control of this scenic spot without setting a bottom line; or, I have to find out how much money Guan Yubo gave her to run this thing; or even worse, I have to confirm whether Yang Yiming is responsible for all this. Guidance from behind...

However, I did nothing.

I still can't face Zuo Xiaowei like this with a calm mind, let alone adapt to the contrast shown in her. I'm even a little lost...

I am indeed not the most important person in her heart, even though she has repeatedly said that I am the man she loves most in her life. She wants to be with me, even if it is just to live an ordinary life, as long as I can show her Just enjoy the wonderful scenery of this world.

People really do change. While I hated Zuo Xiaowei, I myself also changed beyond recognition. My only mistake was that I should not have left the remaining kindness in my heart to Zuo Xiaowei.

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With such regret, I finally left here when the small town was completely shrouded in darkness, and I called an online taxi.

The driver is a young man in his 20s. From the moment I sat in the car, he kept looking for topics to chat with me. He loved to laugh. Although I didn’t find anything funny in his words, He was amusing himself, which was in sharp contrast to my mood, but out of politeness, I was still coping...

Speaking of Xiaocheng's recent popularity of an old man who can sing vibrato on Douyin, he smiled even more happily; he even wanted to park the car on the side of the road and let me watch this old man's video.

I didn't refuse because my destination was not a place I desperately wanted to go, so I didn't care about wasting time on the road.

Listening to the uncle’s ridiculously exaggerated vibrato in the video, I finally laughed along with him. He then told me that this uncle was only the second most popular Internet celebrity in the small town on Douyin.

Out of curiosity, I asked him: "Who was the first to become popular?"

"It's a pug that can skateboard. Now it has more than 100 million fans... hahaha!"

After that, he showed me the pug again. It really knew how to skateboard, even better than humans!But this time, I didn’t laugh, I was just a little absent-minded. After a long time, I asked him: "Brother, are you a particularly happy person?" He looked at me, still smiling and replied: "Since you came out, After driving a sports car, it is quite easy to find fun... Although I still live in confusion and have no destination, every one of my passengers has a destination. Every time I send you to your destination, my life is like It was refreshed, because the moment you got off the car and closed the door, I had a new starting point..."

His words reminded me of myself who once wandered in 296 cities. For me, a new city is not a new starting point...

He turned to me and asked: "What about you, what do you do?"

"Me?... I have nothing to do for the time being... However, a long time ago, I wanted to open a bakery. I like to eat bread, especially the sandwich kind. I only make this kind of bread. I will sell it if I can. If you drop it, eat it yourself.”

He nodded, then curled his lips and said to me: "It seems that no one's ideal is to buy a house or a car!"

I smiled, and he smiled too, and then started the car again and drove towards the destination I set...

Ten minutes later, I finally arrived at the destination I didn't necessarily want to come to, but he had a new starting point. In just a moment, he disappeared into the dull night.

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In front of me, the lights are bright. The reason why the lights are bright is because this is the only KTV in the small town with escort service. But this time, I have no special purpose. I just want to eat some barbecue in the barbecue restaurant next to the KTV.

It’s been a long time since I’ve had this kind of semi-self-service barbecue. The last time I had it was with Qiao Jiao last year.

Qiao Jiao said that their dipping sauce must be secretly prepared, so it tastes much better than other barbecue restaurants.

Just when I was about to enter, someone behind me called "Brother."

I looked back and saw that it was Zou Chang. She was driving a car and had not yet changed into work clothes, so she looked quite serious.

After confirming that it was me, a smile appeared on her face and she said to me: 'It's really you. I thought I had the wrong person... When did you come back? "

"It's only been two days since you came back. Are you ready to go to work?"

"Uh... it's not necessary... if..." Having said this, Zou Chang looked at the barbecue restaurant in front of me and asked, "Do you want to eat barbecue alone?"

"Well, this barbecue restaurant tastes pretty good."

"How good is this? Only people who travel here will eat at this kind of chain store... You have to know that the most delicious food must be hidden in the deepest alley... Brother, I invite you to eat The mutton hot pot bar is right in the alley opposite my house. Their mutton is all raised by themselves. There is no more reliable and delicious mutton than this."

I am not a person who likes to change my itinerary easily, so I was a little hesitant, but Zou Chang was very interested. She urged again: "Brother, get on the bus quickly. If you get there late, there will be no seats!"

(End of this chapter)