i'm not a bad man

Chapter 539
Compared with the stars in the universe, a person is of course too small to be smaller, so although I was frustrated in my heart, I gradually calmed down because of acceptance. I tore open another can of beer and no longer drank like a storm like before. I drank very lightly, which was a sign of my state of mind. I was indeed much calmer. I picked up the current situation again and thought about it carefully. Although I still couldn't find a way to break the situation, I wasn't as anxious as before.

I don’t know how long this process lasted. I only noticed that the originally clear starry sky gradually became gloomy, and then it began to rain. I hurriedly moved from the open space to a simple pavilion on the square to take shelter from the rain. At the same time, I felt lost for a while facing this strange place...

The sound of wind, rain, and damp smell seemed to take me back to the time when I was traveling in an RV; at that time, my favorite thing to do was to sit in the RV with half of the windows open when it rained. , looking at the world drenched by rain...

At this time, I feel that life is meaningful, because I hate rain, but I also know that the sky will clear up after the rain. The meaning of life is that after the rain, the sky will clear up, and the flowers will bloom, and people must not be here for pain. and world-weary living.

So, you have to look forward to it, and you have to wait...

……

The rain has already soaked the grass outside the pavilion, and also wet the display screen planted on the grass. It has a tendency to get heavier and heavier. Fortunately, I am already familiar with the climate of the small town, so it will always be rainy at night. When you arrive, wear thick clothes so it won't be too cold.

I was just a little lonely, and the phone vibrated at the moment when I felt lonely.

I took it out and looked at it, and it was called by Ren Ran. Ren Ran is such a woman, at least to me. She always appears when I feel at a loss, although sometimes she may not be able to help me. To relieve boredom, but at least we can chat a few words, even if it's just trivial things.

"Miss Ran."

"Where have you been all day? I haven't seen you since we had breakfast together this morning."

I replied truthfully: "I met Zuo Xiaowei, and then had some drinks with a friend."

"You and Xiaowei met?!...What did you talk about?"

"They are all matters related to stance. However, we have not reached any consensus. She is determined to be Guan Yubo's substitute in the small town."

"Oh, I really didn't expect that she would have such deep feelings for Guan Yubo!"

Ren Ran sighed and fell into silence. I was also silent...

After a while, Ren Ran spoke to me again and said, "There is something I want to talk to you about seriously."

"What's the matter?" "It's your acquisition of the scenic spot... If you continue to increase your investment, I can provide 5000 million to support you in this matter."

From the first day back to the small town, I have been frustrated one after another and experienced the warmth and coldness of human relationships. Therefore, Ren Ran's words are like a warm flame, which makes me feel warm, just like her As they said in Qingdao, we can get along like siblings. At this moment, she is fulfilling her promise, and I feel it deeply.

After a while of silence, I finally smiled and said: "Sister Ran, there is really no need. Although 5000 million is a lot, this is no longer a tens-of-million-level competition. Even if you give it to me, it will only be a drop in the bucket... Besides, this is The money you paid to protect your life was obtained with countless pains and disappointments. I really can't bear such a huge favor!"

"Without you, Lin Sheng'en would not have given me so much money at all, so I am willing to take this money from you and use it for you..." After a pause, Ren Ran said again: "You can't just use numbers. To measure this money, it has a more special meaning... If even I am willing to spend 5000 million to support you in doing this, your brother will not give in easily... I have never questioned the relationship between you. Duan Qiyu and fate, but he is a businessman after all. I'm afraid that when he can't bear it, he will treat this matter with a businessman's thinking... That's what I think, no matter how much Guan Yubo and Zuo Xiaowei can come up with Money to do this thing proves that this thing has such value, so no matter how much money they pay, we will follow it all the way to the end... You too, never be the first one when you are close to success. People who give up.”

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"This matter is settled... Actually, I really want to talk to you about my life in Phuket. There is freedom everywhere, and the spirit is particularly easy to be satisfied. This kind of satisfaction will make you free from the influence of money. The low-level pleasure that comes from... Therefore, money is no longer that important to me, not to mention, this 5000 million is not my entire net worth. I have left some for myself, as long as my spiritual world is rich. , the remaining money is enough to protect the rest of my life... And, more importantly, you must remember that Sister Ran is the one person in this world who will never plot against you. She keeps her word, so you also Don't be easily disappointed in the relationships between people... After all, we are living life, not shaping novels. You don't have the aura of the protagonists in novels. Everyone regards you as their belief, and you can survive every desperate situation. ...For people in the real world, it is enough to have one or two close friends in life. I believe you will also regard Sister Ran as your close friend. When I encounter difficulties, you will also spare no effort to come to me. Help me, when life gets difficult, we are each other's safety."

Renran didn't seem to want me to refuse her kindness. When I was still moved to silence by her words, she hung up the phone on her own initiative, and then sent me another message, telling me to remember to find her after I get up tomorrow. She and Wu Luoge.

I closed my eyes, raised my head, and took a long breath. My heart was finally no longer as empty and tired as before.

I think I should find a place to have a good sleep in this small town with nothing. It’s so pointless and so frustrating!

……

The rain was a bit heavy. I stood under the pavilion and looked around, trying to find a hotel that was open within sight. Unfortunately, the town was too small. Even in the center of the town, I didn't see such a hotel. ; Or, there is no hotel in the whole town at all, because there is no such demand, which makes it even more obvious that I came here by accident.

I just fell into confusion and didn't know where to go; for a long time, I finally thought: Should I call Ren Ran or Wu Luoge and ask them to drive me away from this small town with nothing?
Or, sleep next to the cash machine of the Postal Bank opposite for a night and truly experience the feeling of wandering outside?

……

Just as I was thinking this, a burst of bright light suddenly shot from the distance, piercing the dead silence unique to this small town and becoming the brightest light within sight.

(End of this chapter)