i'm not a bad man

Chapter 64 Just wait
After I raised such a question about the man, Qiao Jiao also fell into a daze; after thinking for a moment, she spoke to me: "Although I don't know how she spent the past two years in Shenyang. , but after they moved, I heard something about her dad... Before going to Shenyang, her dad was an executive of a state-owned enterprise. When the second-in-command position became vacant, her dad had the best chance to get it. But she was framed by a competitor. Not only did she fail to get promoted, but she was also demoted to a very marginalized subsidiary in Shenyang... I'm not sure what impact this incident will have on Lu Xi, but for her father , it must have been a very big blow. Her father was originally a man of great influence, and he was also the youngest and most outstanding entrepreneur of his generation... But in those two years, he seemed to have disappeared from the world. Everyone I only heard that he was sent to Shenyang, but I never heard anything about him again... That must be because he was so insignificant after arriving in Shenyang... For someone like her father, those two years must have been very important. It’s hard to endure, and you may not have so much energy to take care of Lu Xi emotionally... In a strange environment, being ignored or even ignored by your closest relatives, for a person like Lu Xi who was once loved by thousands of people, It must be very difficult for girls!"

I was stunned and gradually lost my mind...

Lu Xi and I are in different spaces, but at the same time point, we have the same experience.I am three years older than Lu Xi. I once skipped a grade when I was in elementary school. So when I was a freshman, Lu Xi was probably in the second grade of junior high school, and my family was in my high school. It started to decline during my freshman year...

I understand the feeling of this all too well. I close myself in a space that is completely isolated from the world every day, longing to be saved, but there is an endless atmosphere of despair all around. If at that time, there was someone who could appear in my world Here, chat with me, accompany me through difficulties, and give me the confidence to get out of difficulties. I am afraid that I will never forget her, be grateful to her, and miss her...

Unfortunately, there was no such person in my life, so I ran away from home because I couldn't bear the depression.

At this moment, I put myself into the world of Lu Xi, and I finally understood her feelings for that man... It turned out that her naivety and paranoia were just because that man once saved her from fire and water... This is a kind of Extreme psychological identification and dependence, hence the so-called naivety and paranoia.

In the second grade of junior high school, she is no longer young. It is the time when the three views are beginning to be shaped. Just like a flower, no matter how delicate and beautiful it is, what she will remember most is not the rain or the sunshine, but the person who gave her the gift of love with her own hands when she was still a seed. She is a piece of soil and a person of hope.

It is precisely because Lu Xi has this persistence in her heart that she can cherish herself so much. Even if she enters the turbulent entertainment industry, she still keeps herself clean and does not spread out.

"Han Chao, why don't you speak?"

I finally came back to my senses, then smiled again, and said to Qiao Jiao, who had a puzzled expression on her face: "I think differently from you. I really want to meet that man and understand the relationship between him and Lu Xi." In the past... maybe, there would really come a day when I would drive my RV, take Lu Xi, go straight to XJ, and then find that man. I didn't think it was a trouble, but I felt it was an opportunity... ...Because only when I find that man, will I get closer to her heart, and you just simply like her, like her appearance, and like the feeling of getting along with her..."

Qiao Jiao had a speechless expression on her face. Of course she didn't understand why I had this idea of ​​"suicide" because she had never had such a similar experience; so, to a certain extent, even though she had I have known Lu Xi for nearly 20 years, but I don’t understand her as well as I do.

The only pity I feel is that God gave us the same experience that happened at the same time, but did not give us the opportunity to meet earlier.

If we met at that time, I would definitely replace that man and become the only one in her heart; therefore, in a relationship, the order of appearance of people is really important.

And this is the real crisis lurking in my heart, but it is not that man.

……

Before dusk, I returned to Qingdao from Shenyang, and Renran picked me up at the airport; tonight, of course, she would go with me to have dinner with Ba Xiaoguang’s co-workers, firstly, to get acquainted with each other; secondly, , and let them know about our next project; in this situation, we really need a team that can fight hard, so we must select a group of elite soldiers and generals among them to participate in the construction of this project.

After getting in the car, Ren Ran asked me curiously: "Why did you suddenly go to Shenyang? Do you have friends there?" "I have friends all over the country, but not for these friends. Going to Shenyang."

"Then who are you for?"

"Deer Creek."

Ren Ran slowed down the car, then turned to look at me, and said after a while: "Is there any new progress between the two of you?"

Before I could answer, Ren Ran smiled again and said, "I know you well enough. You say you are conservative, but in your heart you have already launched an offensive against her. The only suspense now is when will you be able to Successfully captured the city in her heart... She is not Xiaowei, she will not let you succeed easily."

"You seem to support me in dealing with various women?" (Follow the author's public account: *** to view the latest chapters!)

"Come on, I'm not your mother. I hope you can find a few more women, let her choose from them, and finally choose the best one to be your daughter-in-law... My expectations for you are very clear, and I hope you can Find a woman who can live a good life with you, but you are a romantic person, and I can't control you. I can only make you happy. I have the mentality of a melon-eater and watch how you behave among a few people. Among women, things are done toward death."

I smiled and replied: "Sister Ran, you have to change your view of me this time, because my mentality now is different from ever before... I don't seem to be so eager to possess it. I want to be with you." She has more spiritual communication. I want to enter her world and see her experience and life... Moreover, when I get along with her, I will think a lot about the feelings between people. , think about what kind of path to take in the future, and how to take this path well and steadily... Is this what you often say, you must have thinking and planning to be a human being? "

"Yes, this is thinking and planning, but I hope you use this thinking and planning in your career rather than in your relationship..."

"There's nothing wrong with using it in relationships, right? Practice it in relationships first, and then improve it in your career."

Ren Ran smiled, and then fell into silence. I thought she would remain silent, but she glanced at me inadvertently, and then said: "It seems that you have really met the woman you like. ...We have known each other for a short time, and I have never seen you talk like this when talking about someone, as if you have endless things to say."

"What about you, Sister Ran...have you ever been in the state I'm in now?"

"No, so I'm a little envious of you for still living at an age where you can fall in love...I just want to end this nightmare-like marriage as soon as possible."

After a moment, Ren Ran forced a smile and said: "Actually, there is no need to be so absolute... Maybe in the future, I will become you now and like a man... This man may be right in front of you, or... It may be far away...but it will definitely come, just wait."

(End of this chapter)