i'm not a bad man

Chapter 91 Psychological Construction
I sent a voice request to Qiao Jiao. After a while, she answered the call. Her voice sounded confused and impatient: "Why are you calling me so late?"

"You can actually sleep?"

"Why can't I sleep?"

"Just because you dug such a big hole for me...the more I think about this, the more wrong I feel..."

Before I finished speaking, Qiao Jiao interrupted me and said: "You don't need to have any ideas about this matter. You can only follow the situation and use it as you see it; unless you fight to decide who is the best between us." Don't even think about it, but you don't think about it yourself. You are a man, hiding in my closet in the middle of the night. If this thing gets out, even if I don't care about face, can my dad not care?... So, you Now you can only give me a title, otherwise I will be my father’s enemy.”

"Can you please stop making me so desperate?"

"You despair too easily!"

"I mean, I have made such a big sacrifice and even betrayed my personality. After everything is done, you just give me back a wheel. Isn't it too insincere?"

"What do you want?"

"At least give me two."

Qiao Jiao laughed: "After a long time, you want to bargain with me? ... No way, after we agreed on four things, you must help me complete the four things honestly. The wheel is just a formality. Even if I return all four wheels to you now, none of these four things can be missing."

"I have really seen through your capitalist face."

"Be good, once you learn to accept things, you won't lose sleep so easily... Just go to sleep, I don't have the energy to talk to you."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao yawned, and I quickly said: "Don't hang up the phone in a hurry, I still have something to tell you."

Qiao Jiao seemed to be putting up with me, so it took a while before she replied: "Are you torturing me in this way? How can you come up with so much nonsense in this dark night!"

"Sister Jiao, you really think highly of me. If I had the ability to torture you, would I let you play with me like this?... I really have something to discuss with you..." After a pause, I said seriously: "Lu Xi will come back tomorrow and plans to organize a dinner party for the three of us... Doesn't this conflict with your dad's dinner party? I was wondering if your dad's dinner party could be postponed for a day? "

"Lu Xi will be back tomorrow?"

"Ah."

"Okay, now that Lu Xi has spoken, her meal must be the most important thing. I'll call my dad tomorrow. It's not a big problem."

Sure enough, as I thought, Qiao Jiao would become particularly easy to talk to as long as it was about Lu Xi. Just when I felt relieved, Qiao Jiao suddenly said to me in a cold voice: "Why did you return to Qingdao? You know, but I don’t know?”

"Don't worry about the details. We are already in the same boat. Who knows, we are all the same..."

Qiao Jiao snorted coldly and then hung up the voice call.

I didn't care about her rudeness at all, but fell into a state of anticipation. I wanted to see what kind of reaction she would have when Lu Xi asked her for my RV tomorrow?
It must be very embarrassing. It would be better to embarrass her to death. Who allows her to do such desirable things all day long?

……

Because of insomnia, I didn’t get up until almost noon the next day. This morning, except for Renran who sent me a WeChat message, no one else contacted me; Renran woke me up. I contacted her after that. Even if she didn’t contact me, I still had to find her because I wanted to borrow her car to pick up Lu Xi and her sister-in-law at the airport later.

I met with Ren Ran at a restaurant near the hotel. After we sat down, I asked her: "Is there any new progress in the design?"

"They compromised. They focused on the construction schedule and did not make designs that were not conducive to technological implementation."

"Well, everything is based on the customer's first demand. If we keep the design simple, we should be able to produce the design drawings within the time we planned before, right?"

"It's not a big problem."

After saying that, Ren Ran picked up the cup and took a sip of hot water, and then looked at the pier outside the window for a while. Just when I wanted to take out my phone to kill the boredom, she suddenly asked me again: "You guys that night?" What did you do to Cong Lei?"

I didn't think about it for a moment, so after being stunned for a moment, I said, "You mean your husband's mistress?"

"Yeah." At this time, it was already certain that the mistress named Cong Lei did not dare to take revenge on me and Qiao Jiao, so I stopped being conservative about Ren Ran. I said bluntly: "If I tell you, I and Qiao Jiao Qiao Jiao rushed to the place where she and your husband live and beat her up, do you believe it?"

Ren Ran looked up at me with an incredulous expression on his face.

I lit a cigarette, took a puff, and said with a smile: "I'm not that reckless. It's Qiao Jiao who is too fierce. It's a coincidence that your husband and her father once collaborated on a development project in Shinan." During a project, the relationship between the two of us was pretty good, so she asked her dad to find out where your husband lived, and then took me to kill him... That night, she slapped the mistress in front of Lin Sheng'en. A slap in the face...Lin Sheng'en knew that the mistress had come to see you in private, and seemed very angry, so he followed Qiao Jiao and slapped the mistress in the face."

"She won't take revenge on you, right?"

"Don't worry, Qiao Jiao has dirt on her, and I don't dare to retaliate even if I borrow her courage; more importantly, Lin Sheng'en has no intention of favoring her." After a short pause, I said seriously: "Then Sister, there is something I probably shouldn’t say, but judging from the situation that night, I feel that Lin Shengen still has feelings for you. It is precisely because Lin Shengen has feelings for you that the mistress had a strong sense of crisis. , otherwise she wouldn’t have found you in private and said so many provocative words.”

Ren Ran has no words...

Renran's silence made me think that she herself knew that Lin Shengen had feelings for her, but she was no longer willing to face Lin Shengen's abnormal feelings for her; I could even guess the reason why Lin Shengen was looking for a mistress outside. , it is most likely caused by Ren Ran’s unwillingness to have another child.

This matter is not difficult to verify, so after a short silence, I said to Ren Ran again: "Sister Ran, let's talk about a very practical matter. Are you really not planning to have any more children in the future?"

Ren Ran didn't look at me directly, but still nodded firmly.

"Even if you meet a man you particularly love in the future, won't you plan to have a child with him?"

Ren Ran then raised her head and stared at me. Her expression was a little sad, but it was just sad, but there was no struggle or struggle. She replied in a very low voice: "No matter what changes happen in the future, I will never have another child..." …Because I can no longer bear the same tragedy a second time. Whenever I think of the child growing bigger in my belly, I become frightened, and then I uncontrollably think of all kinds of accidents… I know in my heart that my mentality is no longer suitable for having another child. I will be depressed because I am afraid that I will not be able to protect the child. The end point of depression is probably that neither I nor the child can be protected, so it is better to enjoy my life alone. ...Just like you, aren't you also a non-marriage person? I remember you told me that you just want to have a relationship that will never break up, but will never get married."

I originally wanted to give Ren Ran a few words of advice, but when Ren Ran brought the topic to me, I suddenly realized that I was not qualified to advise her on her life.

I am indeed a non-marriage person, because like Ren Ran, I have very little confidence in marriage. This is due to the shadow given to me by my family. I am afraid that after I get married and have children, the children will do the same thing as me. Experience and pain...

I have always felt that without marriage, there is no responsibility. Without responsibility, only one can live a carefree life.

This kind of idea is of course unacceptable to the world, so I rarely mention it in front of others, but Ren is an exception. I once confided my feelings to her after drinking too much.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little solemn, and Ren Ran and I seemed to have become the two most selfish people in the world because of this solemnity, so we fell into silence together...

Until my phone rang.

I let out the stale breath in my heart and then picked up the phone from the table.This call was from Qiao Jiao, most likely to communicate with me about having dinner together in the evening.

I didn't avoid Ren Ran and directly answered Qiao Jiao's call.

Qiao Jiao was a little silent on the other end of the phone, so I spoke first: "You called me, why didn't you say anything?"

"Save some time for your mental construction."

"I am alone, what kind of psychological construction should I do?" (Search the official account on WeChat: ***. Check out the latest chapter!)

"Then I'll just say it."

"Say it, don't talk too much!"

"What I want to tell you is about having dinner together in the evening. I have clearly expressed to my dad my idea of ​​postponing the meal. Who knows that his brain circuit is a little different from ordinary people. He said, let's just go together in two groups at night. After a call, he called Lu Xi and expressed his thoughts; what was even more frightening was that Lu Xi actually agreed... So, the situation we have to face tonight is you, me, my dad and Lu Xi, four people share a table.”

My head was "buzzing", so it took me a long time to say: "Is your dad familiar with Lu Xi?"

"My dad is Lu Xi's godfather...what do you think?"

I was stunned at first, and then I said in shock: "Your father is Lu Xi's godfather, and Lu Xi is your god sister... How did you fall in love with her while licking your face?... Is this a loss of morality or human nature?" The twist?"

(End of this chapter)