i'm not a bad man

Chapter 92

If Qiao Jiao hadn't said it herself, I would never have imagined that Lu Xi was actually her father's goddaughter. That's why my words were so fierce. I couldn't accept that she had such a relationship with Lu Xi and actually treated Lu Xi. Xi You had unreasonable thoughts and couldn't accept it. I wanted to have dinner with the three of them with such a dangerous identity.

The situation is complicated, but the logic of the matter is simple.In the eyes of Qiao Jiao's father, I am Qiao Jiao's boyfriend; but what I like is Lu Xi. It is impossible for us to eat together and not communicate. As long as there is communication, Lu Xi will also become an insider. When the time comes, I What kind of magical power should one have to be able to achieve both ends?

I couldn't let Qiao Jiao and her father find out, and at the same time I had to explain to Lu Xi that I was being shamelessly used by Qiao Jiao.

Just when I was feeling overwhelmed, Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone finally spoke: "I don't like Lu Xi, do I like you?... Please don't dictate my life in the future. At least I dare to take responsibility. I have lived a life that 90.00% of people, including you, dare not try. For this reason, you must respect me as much as you respect a spiritual master."

"If it is a kind of ego to insist on distorting one's gender to pursue an impossible relationship, then I would rather not do it."

Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone fell into silence again. Only then did I realize that I had said something personally offensive to her. I shouldn't have said that because gender distortion is also a physical defect. It was her fault. I have no choice or control, so when I say this to her, it's like a normal person laughing at a person with incomplete limbs.

I quickly explained: "Uh... don't take what I said wrongly. What I mean is, of course you can like women, but you can find a woman who also likes women, instead of liking a woman." A woman who doesn’t like women. A lot of pain and mistakes in people’s lives in this world come from this kind of obsession that you know you can’t do but do it... Think about it for yourself, in order to get Lu Xi’s affection, you put everything into Lu Xi made me uncomfortable, so I stopped talking. You also turned me into a victim... How do you want to end this matter today? If I tell the truth in front of your father, the person I will hurt is You, if I don't tell the truth and just make mistakes in front of Lu Xi, what do you think Lu Xi will think of me?... We have only known each other for a few days, and I have already gotten together with her best friend, and I have never been He didn't hide his affection for her in front of her. Isn't he just a typical scumbag, eating from the bowl and still thinking about what's in the pot..."

I finished speaking my inner thoughts in one breath. I thought that my words were both forward and backward. Even if they couldn't change Qiao Jiao's mind immediately, they would at least make her calm down and reflect. However, she responded coldly. I said, "Are you done?"

"Uh... it's over."

"Don't be so self-righteous. So what if Lu Xi knows about it? She will only feel relieved because she got rid of two troubles at once." At this point, Qiao Jiao smiled and said: "You I really thought that if you got her a set of Jay Chou's vinyl records and went to Shenyang to give her cold dew peaches, she would be fond of you, right?... Maybe she likes Jay Chou's songs because of that skating boy. I just want to ask you whether it hurts your heart or not?"

This time I was silent, and I really felt like I had been stabbed, but Qiao Jiao had no intention of letting me go. She said sarcastically: "You always say that I am unrealistic and obsessed. Too deep, wouldn't these words apply equally to Lu Xi?... She knew clearly that that bullshit quad jump was a lie. She knew clearly that she was already 23 years old and was not in competitive shape at all, but she still fought hard to follow. She had to rupture her tendon to complete that action; what’s even more incredible is that she is a star, and there are so many temptations in the entertainment industry, but she is still single until now, and has not had any scandals with anyone in or outside the industry... I like it She just knew that she couldn't do anything, but she did it. What about the skating boy? And you, knowing that she had such a person in her heart, you still had the audacity to lean towards her. Are you also a kind of person who knew that you couldn't do anything? And for this?...So, no one should stop laughing at the same time. In the final analysis, we are all prisoners of emotion, and the only winner is the skating boy who died who knows where!"

Qiao Jiao was really eloquent and hit the nail on the head. She actually told me that I was depressed, so much so that I ignored Ren Ran sitting opposite me and subconsciously lit a cigarette for myself.

I took several deep puffs of cigarette before replying: "I just like this about Sister Lu. Although the process is difficult, once you get into her heart, she will be the most loyal to love."

"Then what do you want?"

"I want to fall out with you."

"Falling out won't change anything. Just pretend to be my boyfriend in front of my dad... We are no match for the skating boy."

"No, after today's dinner, you must explain our relationship to Lu Xi. Otherwise, I won't go."

"Okay, as long as you cooperate with me well, I will also cooperate with you well."

I responded, thinking that this was not a bad way to deal with it. Lu Xi also knew Qiao Jiao’s character anyway. After the meal, she would understand me clearly after explaining the reason to her, because Qiao Jiao has always liked her so much. A random person.

……

After finishing the call with Qiao Jiao, I turned my attention to Ren Ran who was having dinner with me. I said to her: "Sister Ran, please lend me your car this evening. I have to pick up two people at the airport.”

"Who?"

"Lu Xi and her sister-in-law."

Ren Ran took out the car keys from his bag, put them in front of me, and said, "I have never seen you be so attentive to a woman... Now that you have a clear idea in your heart, have you planned your future life? ?”

I looked up at Ren Ran, smiled and replied: "What kind of plan is there for this life? Judging from my experience over the years, life can be quite exciting no matter where you go."

"If, I mean if, you were in love with that female star named Lu Xi, and you were sincerely in love with each other, would you consider marrying her?" "Why emphasize her status as a female star? In fact, after contacting her, , she is no different from normal people.”

"If you don't want to face it, forget it."

I looked at Ren Ran and thought she was a little strange. She was obviously not me, but she always liked to think about things very far for me, even if Lu Xi and I hadn't started yet...

After a short silence, I took the initiative to change the subject and said: "Speaking of planning, I really have some ideas. I plan to go to my parents after the project is completed... I don't know where they are now. , what kind of life do you live?”

"Think of the bright side in everything. I think your dad may have made a comeback somewhere you don't know."

I smiled and replied: "You can't draw conclusions about this kind of thing based on imagination alone."

"I'm not imagining it, I just feel that a man who has been brilliant and has endured hardships will not be willing to be mediocre... Selling a house may be the beginning of a sinking ship for him."

"You really can't always think of the good in everything. It's possible that he has lost all the money he spent selling the house. How can there be so many inspiring stories in this world!"

……

After dinner, I separated from Ren Ran. She left her car with me and took a taxi back to the company. I drove her car from the north to the south of the city, just to find an ideal place to live. .

I found a house that I really liked in a community near Qiao Jiao's house. This house has a large balcony of nearly 40 square meters. The landlord is a person who enjoys life very much. He built a I bought a glass house with all the facilities, including a coffee machine, air conditioning, and a set of very luxurious sofas. This means that as long as you rent this house, you can sit at a comfortable temperature no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter. In the glass room, while drinking coffee, you can watch the best sea view in Qingdao...

However, this ultimate enjoyment comes at a huge price.The landlord made a request. This house can only be rented on an annual basis, with a monthly rent of 15 yuan, and I have to pay an extra month's rent as a deposit, which means that I have to pay the landlord 6000 yuan at a time. Not counting agency fees.

"Brother, are you satisfied with this house?"

The agent asked me while handing me a cigarette. I took it from his hand and replied with a smile: "If ten people see this house, ten people will like it, right?"

"That's not true. Look, on your left is Qingdao's most high-end shopping mall, Hisense Plaza; on your right is Qingdao's largest shopping mall, Vientiane City. They are both places you can reach in 5 minutes after going downstairs... This sea view, It’s also invincible... Have you seen the Qingdao Olympic Sailing Center? It’s right in front of you.”

"Can't afford it."

After a short pause, I said to the agent again: "Can I stand here a little longer?"

The agent was a very talkative young man. He smiled and replied: "You can stand if you want... When I have nothing to do, I also like to stand on this balcony for a while... To be honest, I have owned this house for half a year. , it has not been rented out yet... This world is actually quite contradictory. Every time I walk on the street, I only see luxury cars everywhere, but this house cannot be rented out."

"The rich can't afford it, and the poor can't afford to rent it."

After saying that, I looked into the distance and saw Qiao Jiao's villa right at my feet, and my RV had shrunk to the size of a matchbox...

Compared with Qiao Jiao's villa, this house with only two rooms is really nothing.

……

Lying on the guardrail, I lit the cigarette that the agency gave me, and gradually lost my mind. I was thinking: Later during dinner, when Lu Xi learned that I had established a relationship with Qiao Jiao as a boyfriend and girlfriend, she What will be the reaction, what will be the mood?

I had expectations in my heart, but when I thought of the skating boy, I suddenly lost my good mood.

(End of this chapter)