Back to modern times, Her Majesty the Queen and I are both laid off

Chapter 117 Don’t even lie to yourself

It has been almost half a year since he came to modern society, and he still can't change the word "I", but it is not really impossible to change. Jiang Li will naturally use "I" when talking to others, and only when talking to him, he will use "I". I.

Lin Luo sometimes always wonders, is it because she still can't let go of her status as an emperor, but she just can't express it in front of others, so she puts on that air in front of herself?

But she still looks like an emperor now. Not to mention other things, she even knows how to ask the price when going out to buy groceries, then shop around for a few times to compare, and finally choose the one with the best value for money.It's just a matter of not bargaining for another green onion.

Therefore, she should have given up that identity. At least her subconscious mind has changed. She no longer regards herself as the emperor and has jumped out of this identity.

Just like what she said - I am just a common person.

And what I said at that time is correct. What I said at that time was - call me my people.

Are there any people in the world who call me?
No.

How can there be any people in the world who call me?Since we are common people, when you get along with me, what is your mentality when you talk to me one by one?

Do you want to use this method to remind yourself that you were once an emperor?Or is it that in the many days of getting along, there was something wrong in your heart, and you didn't want to admit it, so you used the self-proclaimed "I" to bluff and hide it, so that your heart could calm down again?
Or I might as well ask, can you tell whether you shouted "I" for yourself or for me?

You can't explain clearly, you can't even see your own heart clearly, how can you explain such things clearly?

Lin Luo did not say any of these questions, but just let her think about it by herself. In the cold wind, he stood on the roadside and waved.

A taxi stopped in front of the two of them with its overhead lights on. After telling the driver the location, Lin Luo opened the door and pulled her into the back seat.

The two of them didn't talk anymore in the car. When the taxi arrived at the gate of the community and got out of the car, Lin Luo just asked aloud: "Do you have an answer?"

"You just call me when you call me. There are so many reasons. It's just that you can't change it for a while."

"is it?"

"Why not?"

After saying that, Jiang Li turned around and looked over calmly, "Or does Lin Banban have a different view?"

"My opinion, if I tell you, you may think that I am deliberately guiding you."

"Is it possible that you want to say that I have feelings for you?"

"No."

Lin Luo shook his head, "If you say that you have feelings, it's not enough. I can only say that you have stuck to your heart from the beginning, and now. At least there is a gap in your heart. For example, if you hold hands, you will let it go." You blame it all on me, thinking that I am deliberately guiding you, and you are shining brightly in it, and those who are pure will become clear themselves. It is just passive acceptance, from resistance to becoming accustomed to it, but have you ever thought about it, this is actually would you like?"

"Or let me ask you a different question. We have been alone in the same room for so long. Do you still feel that you are alone?"

"." Jiang Li couldn't help but frown when he heard the words. He wanted to say something but stopped talking. The night was silent, and the snowflakes fell from the air and fell to the ground. They merged with the previous snow and made a soft crunching sound when stepped on.

I used to feel very calm, but now when I heard him ask this question, I felt awkward for some reason. Not only was it awkward when a man and a woman were alone in the same room, but it was also awkward when they were walking side by side now.
The two people seemed to take the same steps, lifting their left foot first and then putting their right foot down. There was an inexplicable synchronicity and tacit understanding.This also made her feel awkward.

Jiang Li wanted to adjust, but it seemed like he was in a slump again. Finally he couldn't bear it anymore and paused for a moment. He waited until Lin Luo took two steps forward, then slowly followed him, standing next to him across a body. Behind him, I no longer walked side by side with him.

Seeing what she was doing, Lin Luo couldn't understand it. He looked back at her and asked in confusion: "What are you doing? Do you want to be a follower?"

"You are just a follower!"

"Then why are you walking behind me?"

"I can leave if I want, I'm happy with it."

".Damn arrogant."

Jiang Li glared at him, but Lin Luo asked, "Do you know under what circumstances people can become arrogant?"

"Having a high opinion of yourself and refusing to face your own heart will reveal your arrogant attitude, and that's exactly what you are."

"I just said that there is a hole in your heart. You are actually aware of it, but you just don't want to admit it. Your sense of self-identity is too high and you feel that you are like this, so you say that you are confused. But is it really confused? Not necessarily, right?
You don't want to admit it and feel that it's hard to save face, so you subconsciously want to find another excuse. It just so happens that I have been guiding you intentionally or unintentionally, so you will naturally blame it all on me.

If you think about what you just said, I guided you to do this and that, and you even mentioned that I guided you to have a child. Don't you think this is ridiculous and childish?I am guiding you, but no matter how I guide, I can never circumvent your personal wishes. In other words, whether it is kissing, hugging, or having a baby, I can only do it if you are willing. "

"."

"According to what you said, I am willing to hold hands with you?"

"Is not it?"

Jiang Li said indifferently: "That's just because I'm used to it and I'm too lazy to refuse you."

"." Lin Luo stared at her for a while, then stepped forward, "I can finally see it, you are just a tough talker. It's okay for you to lie to me, I just smiled and let it go, but you can't even I have lied to myself, and I have seen many people who lie to others. This is the first time I see you catching yourself and trying to lie to me. It is different when you are the emperor."

A long voice floated over from the front. Jiang Li broke through his power in an instant and no longer looked like his previous useless self. He followed angrily and said with gritted teeth: "Are you mocking me?!"

"I'm not mocking you, I'm just telling the truth." Lin Luo turned around and said, "Remember what I said before about living together as a gang? The prerequisite for living together is not only to find someone you like, but at least to find someone you can accept. As feelings are slowly developed, acceptance will turn into liking, and liking will turn into what is called love.”

"Haha" Hearing this, Jiang Li snorted coldly: "I knew you were planning from the beginning, and you really have no good intentions."

Lin Luo admitted openly, "Yes, I am indeed planning, but haven't you accepted my original proposal, then waited and watched, and have been cultivating a relationship with me?"

"Who is developing a relationship with you?"

"We get along day and night, eat and live together, what are we doing if we're not cultivating relationships?"

(End of this chapter)