I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 178 You are here at the right time

Chu Qingmian seemed a little embarrassed.

Su Chengyi buried his face in the crook of her neck, and could clearly feel the crimson color quickly creeping from behind her ears to the base of her neck.

Also, the sky is clear and the sun is shining brightly, and the streets are bustling with people.

He wanted to stand up straight, but he didn't feel it just now. Now his head suddenly felt dizzy, and he even had no strength in his hands and feet.

Chu Qingmian hugged him back at this time. Su Chengyi was very grateful for her behavior, otherwise he would have probably lost strength and fallen to the ground just now.

Her voice was soft and soft, like honey covered in slowly falling honey.

"I miss you too."

"Don't reply to messages."

His voice seemed a little hoarse, and Su Chengyi coughed.

".I did not do it on purpose!"

Chu Qingmian stroked the back of his head as if combing the fur of a cat, and then the two of them separated.

After looking at each other, she realized that Su Chengyi's eyes were black and blue, his face was not good, and he looked very much wrong.

"Please! Su Chengyi, what's going on with you?"

Chu Qingmian stretched out her hand to touch his forehead, which felt hot. She touched her own with the other hand, and found that the temperature was so normal that it seemed a little cold.

"You have a fever!!!"

"That might be."

Su Chengyi shook his head, feeling groggy.

Following his movements, Chu Qingmian in front of him seemed to have used the tiger charm in Jackie Chan's Adventures, and several clones appeared at once.

"What do you mean, that's possible, right?! Do you know what the temperature is today? You can still have a fever like this."

She complained, standing on tiptoes and waving in the distance.

The Mercedes-Benz G parked there quickly drove over. Uncle Gao got out of the driver's seat and opened the door for the two of them.

There were some bags and dolls thrown randomly in the back seat, but fortunately the car still had a lot of space.

"You just came back?"

Su Chengyi took out a furry bear that was accidentally pressed behind his waist, squinted his eyes and looked at it.

"Well, I haven't even returned home yet."

Chu Qingmian watched his movements vigilantly, as if she was afraid that he would do anything disrespectful to the little bear, and was ready to rescue him at any time.

The dolls here are all her sleeping companions that she takes with her wherever she goes!

"Uncle Gao, go to the hospital quickly. This guy's body is as hot as chocolate sauce."

Miss Chu’s wonderful metaphor.

Su Chengyi turned his head and looked over, only to realize that Chu Qingmian was still wearing his own casual clothes, and the gold-plated logo of luxury goods was looming on the shirt.

"No need to go to the hospital, just go back to school. It's just a fever. Just take a rest in the school doctor's office."

He stopped in a hoarse voice.

Uncle Gao hesitated for a moment and did not start the car, as if waiting for the two of them to discuss it.

"How can that be done? What if it's not a simple fever?"

Chu Qingmian frowned, unhappy.

Su Chengyi shook his head,

"It's not too uncomfortable."

Seeing that she was still hesitating, he grabbed the teddy bear in his hand by the neck and shook it twice.

“One hand drives the car, and the other hand handles the bear.”

Who knew that Chu Qingmian would not accept this trick, so she clasped her hands together and bowed.

"Xiong Sang, although you have sacrificed a lot, there is nothing you can do about it. Su Chengyi's health is still more important."

No oil and salt.

Su Chengyi reached out and pinched her face. When she protested, he nodded quickly to Uncle Gao in the driver's seat.

Although it was only after seven o'clock, the doctor on duty at the school doctor's office was already on duty. She was an aunt who looked very gentle.

After looking at Su Chengyi's unhappy expression, she took out a thermometer and briefly took his temperature.

39.4 ° C.

It's already a high fever.

"You need an intravenous drip. Which shift is it for? I'll contact your class teacher later."

The doctor touched his forehead and motioned him to sit on the bed.

"Auntie, I'm in the rocket class in the third grade of high school. The class teacher is Teacher Li Lu."

Before Su Chengyi could say anything, Chu Qingmian finished his words for him with an obedient expression.

The doctor nodded, and just as he turned around to go out, Chu Qingmian suddenly changed into a fierce look.

"What on earth did you do last night? How could your fever reach 39 degrees this morning!"

Su Chengyi thought about it for a moment, probably because he had sweated a while ago and was blown by the wind. In addition, the air conditioner was turned on too low last night, so he didn't sleep well.

I don't know if it has anything to do with depression.

Chu Qingmian's plan to investigate was interrupted by a doctor who came in holding a needle.

The veins on Su Chengyi's hands were obvious, and they were the doctor's favorite target for acupuncture.

Chu Qingmian was so scared when she saw the needle that she closed her eyes tightly and didn't dare to look at it before the needle was inserted.

I don’t know who is giving the injection.

Su Chengyi was secretly amused and handed her his right hand.

Chu Qingmian immediately grabbed his hand and covered her eyes, her soft eyelashes trembling across her palm.

Seeing the needle piercing the blood vessel, Su Chengyi didn't even blink.

After the hanging bottle was hung up and the doctor left the room, he withdrew his right hand and said slowly:

"Classmate, 500 years have passed."

Chu Qingmian slowly opened her eyes and looked at the extra needles in his hand. She didn't continue the questioning just now, but fell silent.

broken.

Su Chengyi looked at her eyes lowered and knew that this was another sign that she was about to shed tears.

".Have you been with your mother these two days?"

He quickly introduced a new topic.

Chu Qingmian sniffed, without raising her eyes, but just nodded.

"Did you go out to play?"

"No. A lot of partying. Not fun."

"Oh."

Su Chengyi could almost imagine that the so-called upper-class banquets with feasting and feasting were boring without even thinking about it.

"In the past two days, something happened here."

After hesitating for a moment, Su Chengyi said slowly.

"what's up?"

Chu Qingmian vaguely realized that this had something to do with the fact that he looked out of place today.

After sorting out his thoughts, he originally wanted to start from the beginning of the matter, but when the words came to his lips, he sighed softly.

"If it is known that the ending is a bad ending, would you say it is more regrettable to have a secret love that is only wishful thinking and not known to the public, or to have a mutual love but still miss it, which is more regrettable?"

Chu Qingmian was a little confused, but she still thought about it carefully and answered.

"But it seems very regretful."

"It's not my own business, it's someone else's."

Afraid of her misunderstanding, I added another sentence.

Su Chengyi closed his eyes and lay back on the pillow in the infirmary.

The pillow was very soft, but there was a faint smell of medicine floating around, which made people not sleepy.

"I didn't really like to participate in this kind of thing before. I was afraid of trouble and not interested in other people's affairs. For a long time, I thought that I was the kind of person who was naturally indifferent to emotions. Of course, others were not interested in my The view is probably no different than this.”

"But now I suddenly realize that I happen to be too nosy. So the self-protection mechanism kicks in and is trying to help me avoid risks."

"Otherwise it would be like this."

He opened his eyes and sighed.Chu Qingmian looked into his dark eyes and quietly held his wrist.

"When I see other people's regrets, I think of myself. It is precisely because I am afraid of such an ending that I choose to close myself off. After all, if you don't own it from the beginning, you don't have to worry about losing it."

"But how can there be no regrets in life? No matter if we turn back time, there are still many things that cannot be changed."

Su Chengyi suddenly realized where his bad mood came from. It obviously came from this sudden feeling of powerlessness.

The accumulated psychological pressure and physical discomfort made him feel a little abnormal today.

Otherwise, it would be impossible for him to directly express his thoughts as soon as he saw Chu Qingmian.

Even though I was given a diaphragm injection, the headache was not relieved, and instead became worse.

He vaguely thought of the words he read from an unknown book:

Please grant me the peace to accept what I cannot change.Give me the courage to change what I can.Give me the wisdom to know the difference.

Su Chengyi, who was ill, looked paler than usual, but suddenly looked a little more withdrawn and autistic than before.

This inexplicable sense of déjà vu made Chu Qingmian start to lose consciousness.

Langlang is like the sun and the moon falling into the bosom, decadent like a jade mountain about to collapse.

There is no sentence more suitable to describe Su Chengyi now.

Vincent Van Gogh said that there may be a fire in our hearts, but no one uses it to warm himself.People passing by only saw a wisp of smoke coming out of the chimney and ignored it.

She thought that she seemed to have only seen smoke in the past.

The next sentence of Van Gogh is that people must guard the fire in their hearts, be steady, and wait patiently for someone to come and sit next to it.

"No matter what happens, trust me, we won't have a bad ending."

Chu Qingmian looked at him seriously, her tone full of determination.
"I will always be with you."

Su Chengyi looked back and felt that her bright and sincere heart was clearly reflected in her apricot eyes.

The light was so dazzling that it was enough to dispel any fog lingering in my mind.

"it is good."

He suddenly smiled and nodded slightly.

Chu Qingmian felt relieved, and then she started laughing because of his charming smile.

"Then you get a needle first."

Unexpectedly, his tone changed and he pointed to his hand.

"I do not want it!!!"

Chu Qingmian jumped away and put her hands behind her back.

This sitting posture is too standard. She must have taken all the little red flowers when she was in kindergarten.

Su Chengyi secretly felt funny, but pretended to be serious:
"We agreed to advance and retreat at the same time, so that's it."

"Don't confuse concepts with you."

Chu Qingmian was about to argue her case when there was a knock on the door of the infirmary.

"Boom, boom, boom."

Three very polite sounds.

Su Chengyi coughed and replied:
"Please come in."

He didn't know who it was, most likely Li Lu, but she would never knock on the door.

By the same token, it's not Xu Yang and Han Bing, so who could it be?
The person outside the door didn't wait for him to hesitate for long before he opened the door.

"Ah, excuse me."

The person's voice had a rising voice and a smile in his tone.

It was actually Chen Jinzhi.

She didn't seem to be surprised that there were two people in the ward. She casually flipped up her long hair and sat on the other side of the hospital bed.

Surrounded by these two people, Su Chengyi felt that the air in the ward immediately dropped to freezing point. Of course, it might also rise to boiling point.

What should I say at this time?
Chu Qingmian was still very serious in front of unfamiliar classmates, but now she was as nervous as if her puppy love had been caught by the dean, and she was too nervous to say anything.

On the other side, Chen Jinzhi's eyes were full of teasing, which was clearly intentional.It always felt like she was going to say it the next second:
"Oh, I came by bad luck."

Such weird words come from.

Then how should you answer it?

"No, you came just in time."

No, this won't work.

"You are all my wings!"

?

"The weather is so sunny today, and the scenery is beautiful everywhere."

If you suddenly sing, you will most likely be sent to the mental hospital next door by these two people.

Su Chengyi felt his head hurt even more.

The air was filled with suffocating embarrassment, and finally Chen Jinzhi was the first to break the silence.

"The infirmary just called Teacher Li. The teacher was afraid that no one would take care of you, so he asked me to come over and take a look."

What she said seemed to be reasonable and flawless.

Su Chengyi and Chu Qingmian nodded in sync.

Chen Jinzhi raised the corners of his mouth, stood up, poured a cup of boiling water from a paper cup, and asked slowly:

"Did class monitor just return to school today?"

Chu Qingmian didn't seem to expect that she would suddenly talk to him. She was stunned for a moment before replying:
".Ah? Yes, the flight last night just arrived this morning."

"Thank you for your hard work. Do you want some water?"

Chen Jinzhi came back with the paper cup, the smile on his face not diminishing.

"Thank you, I'm not thirsty."

Chu Qingmian smiled and shook her head.

Su Chengyi originally thought that the glass of water was for herself, so she sat up and reached for it.

Unexpectedly, Chen Jinxia picked it up and took a sip himself in a second.

He glanced at her in astonishment, and she frowned at him, showing no intention of explaining.

"feelling better?"

Chen Jinzhi slowly drank a small glass of water before asking.

"Ah."

Su Chengyi pointed to the hanging bottle, half lost already.

Chen Jinzhi followed his movements and glanced, nodded slightly, and then asked as if he had just realized that he was a patient:
"Want to drink water?"

"Ah."

If you had the guts, you should have refused decisively at this time, but Su Chengyi had just stared at her drinking water for a long time, and suddenly became thirsty too.

So Chen Jinzhi stood up again.There seemed to be no water in the water bottle on the table. She walked to the corner of the infirmary and took another drink under the connection of the water dispenser.

Su Chengyi looked at her side as if looking at plum blossoms to quench his thirst.

The water glass was taken back, and then it was handed directly to his mouth, ignoring his movement of reaching out.

Chen Jinzhi just held it dry, and Su Chengyi, who was thirsty for a moment, didn't know whether he should open his mouth to drink.

Chu Qingmian next to her was staring at him eagerly. He glanced at her carefully, and he felt that it was written on her face:

"Okay, okay, if you dare to drink like this, you will be finished."

Su Chengyi felt uncomfortable being stared at by her. He licked his lips and looked at the misty water glass.

Chen Jinzhi was not tired of holding it like this, and even looked very interested. Su Chengyi could read a lot of schadenfreude from the corners of her smiling mouth.

Forget it, just a glass of water.

Su Chengyi made up his mind, lowered his head and leaned over to drink.

Chen Jinzhi suddenly retracted his hand and took the cup away again.

"It's too hot, let it dry for a while."

Meeting Su Chengyi's astonished eyes again, she smiled and pointed to the big words "Beware of hot water" marked in red font on the water dispenser.

This guy definitely did it on purpose! ! !

Su Chengyi coughed, closed his eyes and lay back again, pretending not to care about the world.

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