I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 188 Confessions

The barbecue restaurant Xu Yang chose was not far away, so the driver's song had just finished playing when he shouted that it was here.

Su Chengyi opened the car door while thinking about the lyrics he just heard.

"Still picking all the cold branches and refusing to rest, slightly regretful, who should I miss on the lonely sandbank?"

It should be from Su Shi's "Businessman: Huangzhou Dinghui Yuan Residence Works".

"In the absence of the moon, hang the sparse tree, and the leakage of people's first tranquility.

Who sees a lonely person coming and going alone, a misty lonely shadow.

Startled but looked back, there is no one to hate.

Pick all the cold branches and refuse to live, the lonely sandbar is cold. "

Different from the cold loneliness conveyed in the poems in my mind, after getting off the car, what I saw was an extremely pyrotechnic food stall.

It was midnight snack time and the place was almost full.

Next to several barbecue grills placed in a row, the barbecue master is skillfully brushing oil. As the charcoal fire bakes, the aroma of barbecue fills the air.

When the chili peppers and fat are heated, they make a sizzling sound, mixed with the crisp sound of beer glasses clinking and the sound of people laughing and chatting.

Busy and noisy, but not obnoxious.

Xu Yang knew that Su Chengyi didn't like crowded places, so he led them to the corner on a familiar road.

After opening the curtain, there was indeed a small table for four placed there. The location was somewhat hidden and difficult to spot without looking carefully.

Xu Yang pulled out the chairs for the two people behind him, with a bit of pride on his face:

"How's it going? The location is okay, there's no noise outside."

"How did you find out?"

After Su Chengyi sat down, he turned his head and looked outside.

Compared with the crowded scene outside, this location is simply a VIP seat, which is equivalent to a private room.

"you guess!"

Xu Yang chuckled. He was not in a hurry to sit down, but just stood holding the chair.

"Do you know the boss here?"

Lin Tong looked very lucky to be in this kind of environment of a fly restaurant.

If it was the kind of hotel that looked expensive, he would probably be on pins and needles.

This place now looks similar to the barbecue shop opened by Brother Dafei.

His heart, which had been hanging since he got in the car, was now relieved.

Although they now have a good relationship, he is very aware of the gap in family background.

Lin Tong thanked these friends from the bottom of his heart, but he had not yet found a way to repay them.

"Nonono."

Xu Yang shook his finger and revealed the answer.

"I discovered when I came here to eat last time that this is actually the boss's private property. He usually uses it for his own meals."

"then you?"

Su Chengyi asked immediately.

"He doesn't want to eat now, so I borrowed it."

Xu Yang looked confident.

"."

The co-author took advantage of it without their consent at all! !

"Are you sure we won't be chased away by the boss in the middle of our meal?"

"Oh, no!"

Xu Yang waved his hand.

"Come on, let's get the food."

"Get food?"

Su Chengyi didn't realize what it meant.

"Ah? Have you never had this kind of food? You just bring a plate to yourself, put whatever you like on it, and then hand it over."

Thinking that Su Chengyi might have never eaten in a place like this with anyone, Xu Yang explained patiently.

"You can take it, I'm not picky about food."

Su Chengyi glanced at the crowded freezer area.

"Okay, is there anything you want to eat?"

Xu Yang readily agreed and lifted up Lin Tong next to him with one hand.

"It's all right."

Su Chengyi lowered his head and unlocked his phone.

"OK OK, just please."

Xu Yang happily pulled Lin Tong and ran away.

The phone notifies that a new message has been received.

Very few people are still sending text messages these days, and you can tell who is sending them without even looking.

Su Chengyi first made a note on the number before clicking into the text message interface.

Sister Lin: "Hello! I am a bowl."

Su Chengyi laughed so hard that he almost stopped holding his phone.

It turned out to be a text message from a bowl.

He typed his reply:
"Hello! I'm Cheng Yi."

After sending it, I clicked on the WeChat interface again, and there were also several new messages.

Su Zelang sent a voice message 10 minutes ago.

The surroundings were too noisy, so Su Chengyi tried to convert voice to text, but unfortunately a bunch of text came out that was completely illogical.

It's not like you drank too much.

Su Chengyi frowned and put the receiver to his ear.

"Sure, daddy tells you, being a man is hard! (A burst of strange music and voices that sounded noisier than a food stall)

How much love can (broken sound) come back again!How many people are there~worth the wait! (Emotional but extremely off-key singing)"

It sounds like being in a KTV.

This singing voice is so beautiful. I don’t know who would believe him if he were told that he was the lead singer of a rock band.

Yang Liu transferred 200 yuan and said as a bonus:
"Xiaoyi, have fun with your friends."

Su Chengyi did not accept her transfer.

As I was typing a reply to say I got it, a new text message popped up.

Sister Lin: "It's Chengyi."

Su Chengyi was stunned for a moment. He was able to type his name correctly, but couldn't type his own name correctly?

"Sorry, I'm a little slow typing."

It didn't take long for Lin Zhiwan to send such a long sentence.

Maybe I have typed these words too many times.

"Sorry, I type a little too fast."

Sending this somewhat wicked joke was like opening Pandora's box, and Su Chengyi spat out a lot of meaningless nonsense.

"Sister Lin."

"returned home?"

"have you eaten?"

"Are you going to work tomorrow?"

"Guess what we're eating?"

Fortunately, the curtain was opened at this time, and Xu Yang walked in with a plate.

"Toast some first, and there will be more later. The waiter will bring it to you later."

Su Chengyi raised his head and took a look. There were starch sausage, pork belly, mutton skewers, steamed bun slices and the like on the plate.

The color of the barbecue is very bright, and it looks like good quality meat.

"Serve after the vegetarian dishes."

Xu Yang looked at him and thought he wanted to eat some vegetarian food, so he explained.

Su Chengyi shook his head, took the plate and put it on the table.

Lin Tong, who was carrying a dozen beers and looking embarrassed, also walked in.

"You brought so much wine?"

Su Chengyi looked at the mist on the chilled glass bottle.

"It's just beer. If you two can't drink it for a while, I'll take care of it."

Xu Yang is so proud.

"Where's the corkscrew?"

Su Chengyi was indeed thirsty, so he reached out and took out a bottle.

The bottle is cold and feels comfortable to the touch in the somewhat hot palms.

"I'll come, I'll come."

Xu Yang took the beer from his hand and took out a chopstick from the chopstick holder.

Then he performed a wooden chopstick prying beer cap.

"What a unique skill."

Su Chengyi took the opened beer and complimented it casually.

"No, I learned it from my dad."

Xu Yang was even more excited after receiving the praise.

If Lin Tong hadn't stopped him, he would have opened a dozen beers in advance.

Su Chengyi raised his head and took a sip. The bubbling cold beer went into his throat, which greatly relieved the heat caused by the smell of charcoal fire.

Somewhat greedy for the feeling of stimulating his throat, he drank half the bottle in one gulp.

"No, I hope you take it easy."

Xu Yang looked at his posture and smiled exaggeratedly.

"I won't flatter you if you drink too much later."

"The wood carried me."

After drinking the beer, Su Chengyi felt that her mood seemed to be better, so she said with a smile.

"Ah."

Lin Tong thought he was telling the truth and nodded heavily.

"Come on, forget about your body, Mu Mu. Don't worry, you can drink whatever you want tonight, and Young Master will be responsible for finishing it."

Xu Yang patted his chest, raised his wine bottle and loudly announced the theme of this skewering event:

“Cheers to boys’ night!”

Lin Tong smiled slightly and said: "Cheers."

Su Chengyi shook the wine bottle, then raised it and touched it.

"I did it! You can do whatever you want!"

After shouting these words, Xu Yang actually blew on the bottle.

He looks very skilled, and he seems to drink a lot.

Su Chengyi only had half a bottle left, so he drank it all in one gulp.

This was very painful for Lin Tong. Looking at the postures of the two people in front of him, he had no choice but to hold the bottle and follow suit.

"Hey Mumu, don't be so pushy. How can I explain to Sister Lin if I drink and vomit later?" Xu Yang reached out and patted him on the shoulder.

Lin Tong has a face that doesn't know how to drink at all.

"fine."

Lin Tong shook his head.

Brother Big Fei and Brother Xiao Fei especially like to have dinner parties and will take him to drink together.

But so far, he has never been drunk, so he doesn't know how much he drinks.

Su Chengyi on the other side was very aware of his drinking capacity.

But he had no intention of refraining from drinking tonight.

There are many reasons.

But for the time being, he attributed it to the fact that the wine tonight was particularly delicious.

Before even eating a few skewers on the table, several bottles of beer had been poured down by several people.

"Hey, don't drink it dry."

Xu Yang took another plate full of kebabs from the waiter.

"Eat some meat. The beef and mutton here are really delicious. I kid you not."

Su Chengyi took the mutton skewers he handed and took a bite.

The surface is golden and crispy, but the inside is tender and juicy.

"It's delicious."

Su Chengyi affirmed.

“But not shrimp.”

He pointed to the peeled shrimp shell next to him.

This is what he just ate. The shrimp meat has no taste at all and is not fresh enough.

"I can't help it. The name of this store is that the beef and mutton are the most delicious."

Xu Yang spread his hands.

Su Chengyi was stunned and looked at the colorfully lit sign outside.

It's really called that name.

"You should also eat more wood. Look at you two, one is thinner than the other."

Xu Yang grabbed a handful of skewers and stuffed them into Lin Tong's hand.

Lin Tong was afraid that he might not catch it and fall to the ground, so he quickly took it with both hands and ate it slowly.

It's indeed tastier than Da Fei Ge's, but that's probably because of the materials.

If you want to use this kind of fresh beef and mutton, the cost is too high. For small businesses, you can almost only use quick-frozen synthetic meat.

After the three of them had a good time, they were almost done eating the skewers.

A dozen beers had been dealt with, but they seemed to be in good condition, so Xu Yang went to bring another dozen.

"I didn't expect you two to be more powerful than I thought."

Xu Yang gave a thumbs up and a like.

Su Chengyi was actually a little dizzy. He drank about three bottles.

It seemed that he didn't know enough about his drinking capacity before. Thinking of this, he reached out and picked up another bottle.

Xu Yang opened a bottle for himself, then raised the bottle and looked at Su Chengyi, and said solemnly:

"Mr. Yi."

Su Chengyi raised his eyes and glanced at him, tilting his head in confusion.

"You have helped me a lot during this time, thank you very much. Although I had many friends in the past, they were all fair-weather friends, and there were very few whom I could talk to.

Xu Yang is lucky to have you as a friend in his life. "

Why are you suddenly saying such sensational things?

Su Chengyi blinked and touched the mouth of the bottle with him. He didn't know how to answer, so he said slowly:

"It's all in the wine."

It has the feeling of being a veteran at the wine table.

But I just learned it from Su Zelang when I was visiting relatives in my childhood.

"Dry!"

Xu Yang raised his head and drank.

Su Chengyi glanced at him and drank the same way.

Lin Tong looked at the interaction between the two people and suddenly felt a little curious.

How do you meet such an irresponsible person?
He thought so and asked like this.

"Hey, don't say that. At that time, I always looked like I was arrogant. I thought to myself: Damn! There is someone in the world who is more arrogant than me! I almost wanted to beat him."

Thinking of the tense scene at that time, Xu Yang laughed.

Su Chengyi closed his eyes and recalled the scene at that time.

Xu Yang saw him improvising under the message column and thought he was causing trouble, so he started to trouble him in public.

To be honest, it's not really a tense situation at all.

At that time, in his eyes, Xu Yang was just an underage boy and he didn't care.

"I saw a saying some time ago, which said that people who dislike each other when they meet for the first time will most likely become good friends."

Xu Yang smiled again, looking genuinely happy.

"What about you? How did you two meet?"

As there was going on, Xu Yang also asked questions.

Because it is more difficult to become friends when a social phobia meets a social phobia than when a social phobia meets a social phobia.

"Is such that."

Lin Tong remembered it very clearly.

The night when Hou Xiaohong and Xi Yu helped him out, and what they said after the cheating incident in the exam.

Speaking of this, Lin Tong felt his heart surge.

If it weren't for Su Chengyi, he might still be the timid and cowardly person he is now.

"Mr. Yi, I also want to thank you. You have changed my life."

Lin Tong toasted with tears in his eyes.

Su Chengyi was silent for a few seconds, as if thinking about his words.

Then he clinked the bottle with him.

"too exaggerated."

If he was just a little dizzy just now, the sudden and sensational toast session between these two people completely made him dizzy.

Su Chengyi gradually felt that the things in front of him had a double image.

It was obviously a table for three people, but he was surprised to see how lively it was at a table for nine people.

"After drinking this, let's have a confession game!"

Xu Yang got excited while drinking and thought of various games played at other drinking bureaus.

"Confession Bureau?"

Su Chengyi vaguely heard a word that he didn't quite understand and asked immediately.

"It means one person tells something that has not been told to anyone else. Take turns saying it, and then drink if you can't tell it."

"I can talk about this until the next life."

Su Chengyi thought about it. He didn't communicate with others before, and there were too many things that he didn't say.

".That seems to be the case."

Xu Yang scratched his head,

"Well, let's talk sincerely. Let me ask first, what was the last thing that made you feel bad?"

While Su Chengyi was still thinking, Lin Tong took the lead in answering:

"I'm very anxious when I'm studying. If I don't do well in the exam, I'll be sorry for my sister and my friends."

After saying this, he sighed deeply.

"Don't put too much pressure on yourself, Mu Mu, you just need to perform steadily. Your future is bright!"

Xu Yang patted his shoulder vigorously.

The reason why he had to bring Lin Tong here to play strings and ask this question was because he wanted him to express the pressure in his heart.

That's why Mr. Yi is so silent and doesn't follow up with a few words of advice.

Could it be that he drank too much?
Xu Yang looked over with slight doubts.

Su Chengyi across from him rested his elbows on the table, his eyes looked brighter than usual, and he still looked energetic under the dim light bulb.

Looking over, I felt that I couldn't stare at it.

Seeing that he didn't look like he had drunk too much, Xu Yang was secretly relieved.

Alcohol will slow down people's reactions. At this time, Su Chengyi was thinking about it and felt that his brain was a little unable to move.

At this moment, the phone's ringtone suddenly rang briefly. Su Chengyi lowered his head and took a look. It was a text message.

Sister Lin: "Awesome. I am. Going home. Eat cream cake. I don't go to work, so I want to treat you. Is it delicious?"

Su Chengyi looked at it for a while and realized that she was replying to the random sentences he had sent one by one.

"Mr. Yi! Tell me quickly, you don't know how to search for answers on Baidu."

Xu Yang knocked on the wine bottle to urge.

Su Chengyi turned off her phone and raised her head,
"It's about tonight."

He wasn't really interested in the details of the previous generation's grievances and hatreds.

It's nothing more than some stories about her loving him and him loving her and she loving him.

Times have changed, and love is no longer everything in life.

After his rebirth, Su Chengyi may no longer be so weak emotionally, but it is definitely not as intense.

It's just that even though his mind is not clear right now, he can still realize a very simple problem.
——Emotions require concentration.

This should be a truth that everyone knows, but he has never put anything related to feelings on himself before.

Su Zelang still insisted that he was innocent and that he had not done anything sorry to Yang Liu.

In other words, the relationship between them is just an unconfirmed fact, and Yang Liudu is already so heartbroken and cut off from love.

What if you are not clear in the first place?
"What if I have a guilty conscience?"

Zhou Zhiruo's famous saying suddenly came to mind.

Su Chengyi stared at the white bubbles rising in the bright beer and thought.

Neither Chu Qingmian nor Chen Jinzhi seemed to be innocent.

How did things develop like this?

Xu Yang thought of the embarrassing scene in the auditorium lounge, thinking that he was melancholy about the quarrel between his parents, and suddenly slapped his forehead in regret.

Is this not which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted?

"Hey! My, my, I'll punish myself with a drink."

After drinking the remaining half of the bottle, he turned the bottle upside down and shook it to indicate, then raised his hand and said:

"You ask next."

Lin Tong thought for a while, shook his head and said he didn't know what to ask.

Su Chengyi took over the conversation and asked confusedly:
“Green plum or a drop from heaven?”

Lin Tong, who had seen through too many secrets, suddenly felt a thump in his heart.

Is this okay to ask? ? ?
He had a vague feeling that the scale of tonight's confessional game might be difficult to control.

　Thanks to book friends Low Power, Mango Jam, and Dongdong for their tips!Thank you everyone for your subscription and voting support~
　　This is how scumbags are raised.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)