I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 203

If you just look at Chen Jinzhi's current expression, you must not know how absent-minded she is at this time.

So Su Chengyi's mood changed from uneasy and guilty to interested appreciation.

At first, he really just wanted to stare at Chen Jinzhi and make her feel uncomfortable, so as to attract her attention.

But Su Chengyi lay on the back of the chair and carefully looked at the shadow cast by Chen Jinzhi's long and curled eyelashes on his face for a while, and unconsciously he was really lost in thought.

"classmate."

Chen Jinzhi still didn't raise his head, his tone was calm.

"Ok?"

Su Chengyi seemed to be waking up from a dream, and answered subconsciously before reacting.

classmate?

What the hell, this status has been downgraded too much.

"Someone is looking for you at the door."

Chen Jinzhi tilted her head to signal, and the hair on her forehead fell down with her movement.

Su Chengyi originally thought it was a lie, but when he looked up, he actually saw someone standing at the door waving to him.

Liang Nina.

She was also carrying two large boxes of things in her hands, looking like she was visiting an empty nester in a nursing home.

I don’t know how long I stood there without even shouting.

Su Chengyi sighed, stood up and walked to the door.

"Senior."

It was rare for Liang Nina not to smile when she saw him.

"Ok?"

Su Chengyi indicated that she could put the things in her hands on the ground first.

Liang Nina didn't say anything, just looked back and forth at him with a pair of deep cat eyes.

Su Chengyi felt like the hair on his head stood on end, so he had to raise his hand to apologize:
"You have something to say."

Liang Nina pushed the two large boxes of things into his arms.

Su Chengyi lowered his head and saw that it was a high-end nutritional product such as high-quality bird's nest.

".I just helped people, not donated organs."

He couldn't help but sigh and tried to stuff the thing back, to no avail.

"Fortunately nothing happened to senior."

Liang Nina lowered her head and murmured to herself.

Su Chengyi didn't hear clearly, tilted his head slightly, leaned closer and asked:

"what?"

Unexpectedly, she suddenly raised her head, her eyes dark, and said firmly:

"Senior, if something happens to you, I won't let him go."

"Who do you want to let go?"

"That idiot named Zou Lian."

It’s really the nature of a child.

Su Chengyi took a step back, leaned against the door frame, and replied:
"Although, if your senior had an accident just now, Zou Lian would have died earlier."

After all, he landed first.

"Whether he is a human or a ghost, I will not let him go. Even on the road to hell, I will find him and prevent him from reincarnation forever.

And his family, his friends."

Liang Nina's tone of voice didn't sound like she was joking at all, she was cold and serious.

Su Chengyi felt like she was about to pull out the knife from her sleeve in the next second, so she quickly interrupted:

"Okay, okay. Isn't this okay?"

"Ah."

After saying the harsh words, Liang Nina returned to her usual obedient image in front of him and nodded heavily.

After reluctantly placing the nutritional supplements next to his seat, Su Chengyi walked out of the classroom again, and the two of them leaned against the railing of the empty corridor.

The wind blew Liang Nina's carefully permed curls slightly, and she seemed to hesitate for a while before asking:
"Senior, why did you save him? As far as I know, your relationship is not good."

Liang Nina probably had a lot of spies in school, so she knew that the relationship between them was not good.

Eyeliners can only see things that happen in public, but cannot observe the secret entanglements in private.

But these are not the point. Just like what Chu Qingmian said, in that situation, no matter who fell from the building, his subconscious reaction was to rush forward and hold the other person.

"There is no reason, if you want to save it, you can save it."

Too lazy to repeat it again, Su Chengyi's tone was very casual.

Liang Nina lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

Sensing her sudden silence, Su Chengyi retracted his gaze from the distance and turned his head.

This time, it was discovered that Liang Nina seemed to have dyed her hair in spite of the crime.

Fortunately, it's dark brown, so you can't tell if you don't look carefully.

The slightly curled hair is swaying in the wind, and she looks a bit cute.

"Senior, I was just downstairs and saw the whole thing."

Liang Nina did not raise her head, but lowered her head and fiddled with her cuffs.

Su Chengyi found that no matter what the weather, she always wore long sleeves, and the cuffs were always tied tightly.

"As soon as he climbed up, he was discovered. Then we were all evacuated downstairs."

Also, Zou Lian climbed into the teaching building of the second grade of high school, and Liang Nina was a second grade student.

"I found it annoying at first. Because how can someone who really wants to die make such a big deal about it? They should die quietly."

Liang Nina frowned, seeming really confused.

"If it were me, I would never choose to jump off the building. With so many people watching, I feel like a clown."

"And he has targeted seniors before, I know that, so I don't sympathize with him at all. If I were upstairs, I might kick him and speed him up."

Hearing her serious tone, Su Chengyi couldn't help but hold his forehead.

"But the senior actually saved him. When I saw the senior almost falling downstairs with him, I almost wanted to put all the curses I could think of on him."

"Next time, I won't let this happen."

"I will send an email to Zou Lian right away. If you want to die, please contact me. I have a hundred ways to make him die quietly, peacefully and peacefully."

As she spoke, Liang Nina took out her mobile phone from her pocket and prepared to implement the plan.

"Eh."

Su Chengyi reached out and took her cell phone over.

"If he dies again, wouldn't it be in vain that I saved him?"

Liang Nina did not try to snatch the phone back, but laughed.

Su Chengyi felt strange and glanced at the lock screen of his phone.

It's actually a photo of him. He didn't know when it was taken secretly, and the quality of the picture is a bit blurry.

"The password is also your birthday, senior. The lock screen password and payment password are both."

No one is asking.

Su Chengyi sighed and returned the phone to her.

"Don't let me take this risk in vain."

After saying this warning, Su Chengyi stretched out his hand and plucked up her curls.

It really feels good.

This dark brown curly hair style suits her quite well.

"Okay, let's go back to class quickly."

After comforting him, Su Chengyi raised his hand to drive away.

It was very effective. Liang Nina was as obedient as a cat that had been groomed. She nodded and turned around and trotted away.

——I just don’t know if I listened to what he said.

Su Chengyi turned around and returned to the classroom. Chen Jinzhi was like a sculpture, maintaining a perfect and delicate shape.

It is a pity that Michelangelo did not live in this era and missed the best creative prototype in the history of the earth.

I don't know why, but it feels like the atmosphere around Chen Jinzhi has become colder after Liang Nina's arrival.

No matter how Su Chengyi hinted or expressed, she turned a blind eye.

This weird atmosphere between the two lasted until the end of the evening self-study get out of class.Su Chengyi had always adhered to the good style of leaving at the right time and never staying for a second longer.

I just found out today that for the top scorers in Rocket Class, the bell ringing for the end of evening self-study get out of class is just a decoration.

No one even got up to go to the toilet, and everyone remained silent.

Su Chengyi has not written today.

Because his arm was really hurting, he didn't feel it at the time. He only felt the tearing pain after resting for a while.

It feels like a muscle strain.

Also, with his weight, trying to catch someone who was falling at high speed was a complete stretch of his physical strength.

Fortunately, I brought a few miscellaneous books in my schoolbag to pass the time.

But turning pages was also a problem. When Su Chengyi took out a ruler and struggled to turn the pages, he suddenly understood why there were such things as book boys in the feudal period.

I really need it now!

Just because of the difficulty of turning pages, he read the book very carefully and understood every word.

While everyone around him was struggling with mathematical formulas and English words, Su Chengyi finished reading a somewhat obscure philosophy-related book in one afternoon and one night.

He specially bought the original German version through hard work on a second-hand website. Now that he looks at it, it seems to be a pirated version. The printing is rough and even many words are misspelled.

There are a few pages halfway through that are a combination of French and English.

If it weren't for the fact that it was boring, Su Chengyi was sure that he would never finish it.

Finally, it was time for get out of class to end, but unfortunately none of these exam masters finished class on time.

Su Chengyi sighed and glanced sideways at the person behind him.

Chen Jinzhi seemed to have adjusted his mind a long time ago, and the test papers he had written in his hand were neatly stacked together.

I am currently writing a big biology question.

After another half an hour, people finally packed up their things and left.

Everyone's movements are very careful to avoid disturbing other people who are still studying seriously.

Perhaps thinking that he had left early as usual, Chu Qingmian and Han Bing did not turn around to look at his position when they left sneakily.

This environment is inexplicably perfect for taking a nap.

As soon as this idea came out of Su Chengyi's mind, a surge of sleepiness swept over him.

can not sleep.

He closed his eyes and began to recall in his mind the conjecture about the spacing of prime numbers published by Romanian mathematician Andrica.

I vaguely remember that in my previous life, I would occasionally feel sleepy during class, but I could stay awake just by thinking about these things.

After finally finishing a set of comprehensive science papers, Chen Jinzhi capped his pen and sorted out today's learning results.

For some reason, the expected goal was not reached, so I will have to make up for it tomorrow.

The classroom was empty, everyone had left.

——Except for this grade No. 1 who was sleeping soundly on the table.

Chen Jinzhi picked up his schoolbag, sat on the empty seat in front of him, and looked at his peaceful sleeping face.

For a long time, I couldn't help but sigh softly.

Originally intending to poke his face, she hesitated with her extended finger, then suddenly changed direction and pressed his shoulder.

With a sound of "Ouch", Su Chengyi jumped up.

After sleeping like this for a while, his shoulder hurt even more than before. Chen Jinzhi just pressed it lightly, and it felt like he had been gouged with a knife.

".Huh? Are you leaving?"

After regaining consciousness, Su Chengyi shook his head, still a little confused.

"Classmate, we need to lock the door."

Chen Jinzhi held his chin and looked at this series of actions, half-smiling.

In just half an hour, a complete dial was printed on his face.

"Ah, let's go then."

Su Chengyi stretched out his hand to grab his schoolbag out of habit, paused, and then retracted.

Forget it, I won’t memorize it today.

The two of them turned off the classroom lights in tacit agreement and walked downstairs together.

When they reached the school gate, they were supposed to part ways, but Su Chengyi still followed her step by step.

Chen Jinzhi didn't care about him or say anything, and the two of them just walked in silence.

The moonlight was dim, and the dim street lights were connected one after another, making the road seem to have no end.

In the end, Su Chengyi spoke first.

"are you angry?"

"No."

Chen Jinzhi answered quickly.

"You're angry."

This time it is affirmative.

"Why should I be angry?"

She asked back.

When the two of them walked to the foot of a street lamp and could see her expression clearly, Su Chengyi reached out and held her.

"I don't know, you're angry anyway."

Not sure if he was concerned about the injury on his hand, but Chen Jinzhi didn't try to break free.

She just raised her head to look at him. Her beautiful peach blossom eyes lost their usual soul-catching aura and actually looked a little cold and calm.

Su Chengyi was stunned by such a look, and his originally prepared words became stumbling.

"What happened today was impulsive, but the situation was so urgent that I didn't have time to think."

The excuse that had been used several times suddenly became pale and powerless in front of Chen Jinzhi.

He wasn't lying, but when he said it, he still felt guilty.

"Do you feel scared today?"

Chen Jinzhi asked without turning his eyes.

Although I don’t know why she asked this, it’s a good thing that she is willing to communicate with herself.

So Su Chengyi thought about it seriously and shook his head honestly.

He didn't feel scared.

Whether it's the moment when adrenaline surges when rescuing someone, or when you're lying on the ground without any force after confirming safety, or the whole day after the incident subsides.

Su Chengyi also had some ups and downs of emotions in his heart, including everything but fear.

When Chen Jinzhi asked this question, he suddenly remembered that he had also thought about this question today. Just after the cockroach incident, he had thought about whether he was afraid of anything.

The answer is no. He attributed the reason to self-cultivation due to social fear.

Facts have proved that it doesn't seem to be the case.

Even almost dying didn't scare him.

This seems...not normal?

Su Chengyi frowned.

Chen Jinzhi took advantage of him to think and pulled out his wrist.

"You're not afraid because you don't care about your own safety, and you're not afraid of death, right?"

Su Chengyi was silent for a long time and nodded again.

"They say that without love, one is light. Su Chengyi, isn't it easy and free to live like this?"

The silence in Chen Jinzhi's eyes disappeared, replaced by the shadowy brilliance of the street lamp and the moonlight, which was mottled and gorgeous.

Su Chengyi was stunned for a moment before he realized that those were tears, and he was immediately at a loss.

He already knew how to deal with Chu Qingmian's tears, but Chen Jinzhi's tears were really rare.

The last time seemed to be the sudden rainstorm.

Except for that one emotional breakdown, most of the time, she was perfectly self-possessed.

"I could have been free."

The night wind blew Chen Jinzhi's long hair around, and it fell on his pale face, almost like cracks suddenly appearing on a perfect and delicate white porcelain statue.

She actually looked a little broken at this time.

Su Chengyi suddenly understood the reason for her tears.

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