I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 219 Who is daydreaming about?
No sleep for one night.

The sound of the air conditioner running is most annoying only during sleepless nights.

When Su Chengyi stood up to pour water for the fifth time, the sky was already dark.

"But I will keep my eyes open all night, and repay my life for not raising my eyebrows."

Holding the water glass, he suddenly deeply understood the taste of the poem from thousands of years ago.

I can only think of you and be unable to fall asleep all night long, repaying your frown in this life.

very touching.

It's a pity that Yuan Zhen, who wrote this poem, is a complete scumbag.

Taking a look at his life's deeds, it goes without saying that he had a cunning marriage, but a cunning marriage was especially abominable.How sentimental?It's just a lot of fraud.

The burning emotion at the moment when I wrote the poem may be true, but the confusion and abandonment again and again is even more true.

Su Chengyi took a sip of water, the cool temperature stimulated his senses.Even though I haven't slept, my mind is still clear.

There was already a faint glow on the mountains in the distance, causing the whole cloud to glow with a beautiful golden color.

Not interested in watching the sunrise, Su Chengyi closed the curtains and turned back to the room.

The packaging boxes on the table have been rearranged and sit quietly in the corner of the desk.

He hesitated for a moment, then put it away in the drawer.

If it were to be considered formal, this was the first time in his life that he had received such a love letter.

Chu Qingmian wrote it very carefully, with a heavy sense of love, and even a bit of lonely foolishness.

Because of this, she had ardent expectations for the confession.

But after witnessing that scene, she threw away all the worries she had had over the years.

Thinking about it today, will you regret it?

Probably not. With Miss Chu's character, she would probably only regret that she didn't have a fire to burn.

Su Chengyi couldn't help but feel glad that he went back to school and found it.

What a pity otherwise.

The problem before him now is that Chu Qingmian knew about her affair with Chen Jinzhi.

He did not agree to Chen Jinzhi's question of "whether he wanted to be with her" on the rooftop at that time.

But does Chu Qingmian know?Did she think she had acquiesced?
Su Chengyi unscrewed the cap of the pen on the table and wrote a poem casually on the paper.

"The queen of the night invites to accompany the bright moon, and the queen of the morning invites the morning glow."

It’s also the poem of that scumbag from Yuan Dynasty.

But how good is he?

His thoughts were knotted, Su Chengyi's pen tip paused, and the ink smeared out a blue-black dot on the manuscript paper.

On the rooftop, he didn't answer Chen Jinzhi's question. Is it just because he was uneasy about the unpredictable future?

No, it was also because of Chu Qingmian.

But fate played a trick and allowed her to see such a scene.

In fact, it is also very easy to solve.

Now go to Chu Qingmian and tell her that she did not agree to Chen Jinzhi, and found her diary.

The method is right in front of us, but can it be done?

Su Chengyi made a "tsk" sound and used the tip of the pen to cut the paper.

too difficult.

I really can’t choose.

Although Yuan Zhen was in trouble at first and finally gave up, he regarded marriage as a tool for career advancement.But after all, he ended one relationship before quickly starting the next relationship.

In today’s terms, it is “seamless connection”.

A bit wrong, but not in principle.People don't like two people at the same time.

Su Chengyi had actually realized this before. During the wine party with Xu Yang and Lin Tong, he tried to ask the classic multiple-choice question.

“Green plum or a drop from heaven?”

Although he was under the influence of alcohol at the time, he thought he had come to a conclusion.

“Just figure out who you like, and then choose who you want.”

However, the current situation is - I like both of them.

This is equivalent to choosing to toss a coin on the most difficult question in life, picking green plums on heads and falling from the sky on tails.

Finally the coin stood on the ground.

So the problem froze again, with no solution.

Su Chengyi scratched his hair and felt deeply that he had reached a fork in his life.

Is it really possible to like two people at the same time?

Su Chengyi sighed, wondering if science could give an answer to this question.

If science can't explain it, maybe literature can?
There is a sentence in "Norwegian Wood" that reads:
"When we go boating on a beautiful lake on a sunny day, we will not only find the blue sky charming, but also appreciate the beauty of the lake."

Regardless of whether he can accept it or not, the fact is already in front of him.

He did fall in love with two people at the same time.

Su Chengyi decided to accept reality and accept his fate.

The hurdle in my heart has passed, now I’m thinking about the next question.

What's next?
If you can get away at this time, stop your losses in time, choose one of the two immediately, and cut off all thoughts about the other person.

It's still not too late, and the building of conscience can still be saved from collapse.

Chu Qingmian and Chen Jinzhi can no longer be described as ceilings. They are completely like girls on the clouds. Either one is outstanding and perfect.

In my previous life, whichever one I chose was up to me.

Can't choose.

At least I still can't choose.

If you choose one of them, the other one will probably be sad.

Apart from this option, there is another one.

—I want it all.

The imagination is wonderful, but the feasibility is too low.

Not to mention whether he himself could get through this moral hurdle, did the two of them seem to be able to accept a threesome?

It seems to be a dead end, and it will still cause a lot of damage.

Su Chengyi gathered up the messy manuscript papers on the table, balled them up and threw them into the trash can in the corner.

Raise your wrist, no watch.

He unplugged the charger on the bedside and picked up his phone.

It's already early seven o'clock.

Su Chengyi clicked on WeChat and there was a new friend request.

The name was "NS-Iris", and he immediately wanted to laugh.

NS is probably the name of Jeon Eun-yeon’s family company.Chen Jinzhi probably saw his message and used the stage name Iris.

In fact, there is no other meaning, I just feel that the name Iris suits her very well, and she was so popular in her previous life, so she must have some luck, right?
The profile picture is a very official photo.

Su Chengyi zoomed in and took a look. Chen Jinzhi was not facing the camera, but slightly turned to the side. He looked as beautiful as a character in a game CG.

After agreeing to the application, a message automatically sent by the system pops up.

"You have added NS-Iris, now you can start chatting."

Her ID was already obvious, so Su Chengyi didn't leave a note for her.

When I was debating whether to send a message, the other party sent it first.

"Didn't sleep well?"

Su Chengyi was stunned and replied:
"How do you know?"

The house must be under surveillance by Chen Jinzhi.

"Just guess."

I probably feel that this time is too early for the holidays.

Thinking like this, Su Chengyi replied:
"You got up so early too? Do you have a job?"

"Well, we have to rehearse for the first stage, and the show will start recording soon. The time is so tight, the other contestants started preparing two months ago."

Su Chengyi couldn't help being stunned. The time was too different, right?
Moreover, Chen Jinzhi has been preparing for the exam during this period, so he probably didn't practice much dancing.

"Don't stress too much."

Su Chengyi thought for a long time and decided to go back to the past.

"Don't sleep well."

I didn't expect Chen Jinzhi to say this.

Su Chengyi lay back on the bed again, wrapped in soft quilts.

"You too."

"Okay. By the way, the show's pre-promotion should have started. If Teacher Su is interested, you can pay attention."

"Premium promotion?"

Su Chengyi really knew nothing about these variety shows and had never watched them.

"Hmm, just give out some previews of the competition system in advance."

"Will there be a clip of you?"

"I haven't even gone to record yet, okay?"

".Oh."

If they were face to face, Chen Jinzhi would show that smile mixed with teasing eyes again.

"Okay, I'm going to dance practice. I'll contact you later."

"great, good luck."

The short chat ended, and Su Chengyi exited the chat box with her.

This account still looks a bit too official, and it feels like the chat content will be monitored by the company.

The interface slid down and stopped at Chu Qingmian's interface.

Su Chengyi thought about whether to send a message and ask if he felt uncomfortable after being hungover.

Think about it or forget it.

In this case, it's too disingenuous.He casually opened Chu Qingmian's circle of friends.

She has apparently posted more frequently recently, although the content is extremely similar.

They are all photos of little flowers.

"Today is a grumpy little flower!"

A photo of a little flower grinning at a can.

"Today is a little flower full of energy~"

The little flower was very lively interacting with another little corgi passing by.

It feels like one butt could kill the little Corgi.

"Today is a happy little flower ヾ(▽)ノ"

Xiaohua squinted her eyes to bask in the sun, her expression looked like she was smiling.

Finally, she turned to a group photo. She smiled and made a scissor hand gesture, while Xiaohua lazily refused to cooperate.

I really put my heart into feeding other people’s dogs.

I can always feel the kindness of the world from her.

Su Chengyi thought, and then clicked a like on the selfie.

Sunlight filtered in through the cracks in the curtains. Feeling the long-lost sleepiness, Su Chengyi turned off her phone and closed her eyes again.

However, when he opened his eyes, the surroundings were completely dark.

It was dark and there was still a power outage.

Su Chengyi sat up and opened his eyes with difficulty.

Isn't there no light at all?

Damn night blindness.

Su Chengyi began to fumble under the pillow for his phone, but found nothing for a while.

No, could it be that he is blind?
He was startled.

Just as he was groping to move to the side, a door in the corner was slowly pushed open.

The dazzling light came through, reflecting a figure.

The man was against the light and could not see his face clearly.

Su Chengyi had an intuition that he should be a very familiar person.

"Su Chengyi."

The voice is also very familiar.

At the same time he finally adjusted to the light and made out the man's face.

Chen Jinzhi stood at a not too far away, and raised the corner of his mouth at him as usual.

"you are not"

Su Chengyi wanted to ask you, didn't you go to the show?Why did you come to my house suddenly?

"Look around carefully. This is not your home."

Su Chengyi was stunned and looked around blankly.

"This is your conscience."

?

After the words fell, the smile on Chen Jinzhi's face slowly disappeared.

Su Chengyi then felt a burst of unwarranted pressure. He frowned and asked:

"What do you mean?"

"Ah."

Chen Jinzhi suddenly sneered, the expression on his face was a bit self-deprecating.

"It must be tiring to deal with so many women, thank you so much.

I came here just to ask you the last thing. To this day, have you ever been sincere to me? "

???

Su Chengyi's heart suddenly turned upside down.

What's going on?Why did it fast forward directly to the car rollover? !

"No, you misunderstood."

"You don't have to explain to me."

In just a short moment, Chen Jinzhi put away his sadness, his eyes were filled with judgment and determination.

“I already know everything I need to know.

I respect your choice, so let's do this. "

"."

Su Chengyi was still a little dazed, but Chen Jinzhi turned around without any hesitation.

When she reached the door, she suddenly turned around again, her eyes softening a bit.

Compared to the questioning just now, it was more like saying a final farewell.

"Su Chengyi, I wish you happiness."

"Jinzhi, you."

Su Chengyi struggled to sit up, but she couldn't muster any strength, so she could only watch her figure disappear in the white light at the door.

Just as I was feeling sad, another familiar voice suddenly came from the other side.

"Su Chengyi!"

He turned his head, and Chu Qingmian was also standing there.

Her eyes were red with anger, and her clenched fists were trembling slightly.

"Do you know where this place is?"

Hearing her question, Su Chengyi hesitated for a moment and replied in an uncertain tone:
"My conscience.?"

"Your conscience is so dark!!!"

ha?
So is this why it's so dark here? ? ?

Su Chengyi's brain shut down.

"Being entangled with so many women at the same time, Su Chengyi, where do you get so much time?!"

Chu Qingmian was so angry that she seemed to be looking for something to hit him with.

"I'm not, I'm not."

Su Chengyi tried to explain.

"Okay, stop talking!"

Chu Qingmian took a deep breath and looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"This time you don't have to apologize, you don't have to sugar coat me, you don't have to say nice things to coax me, I don't have to do anything from you."

The more she said this, the stronger the ominous premonition in her heart became.

"Because we're done! We're done!!!"

Chu Qingmian said the last sentence angrily and slammed the door.

"Hey, Chu Qingmian! Me"

Su Chengyi tried to lean forward and reached out to grab her.

But everything around him suddenly fell into place, and he fell downwards, feeling weightless.

The moment he was about to hit bottom, Su Chengyi suddenly opened his eyes and sat up.

The first thing that caught the eye was the familiar poster of Beckham. The afterglow of the setting sun happened to shine on the star's dazzling blond hair.

It was just a dream, still in my room.

Su Chengyi still hadn't recovered yet, so he reached out and picked up the phone next to him. It was already six o'clock in the afternoon.

I actually slept for ten hours.

But fortunately it was just a dream.

Although it is often said that what you think about every day and what you dream about at night is a bit too scary.

Su Chengyi grabbed the water glass next to him and took a sip to calm down.

After finally calming down, the harsh ringtone suddenly rang, shocking him so much that he almost threw his phone away.

The caller ID was Xu Yang.

"Hey?"

Su Chengyi suppressed his frightened anger and fed him as normally as possible.

"How could you sleep???!!!"

Then he was almost beaten to death by Xu Yang's loud voice.

"What are you crazy about?"

Su Chengyi covered one ear and finally lost patience.

"Mr. Yi, look at the date!! Look at the sky outside!! Look at your poster!!"

Xu Yang's voice sounded full of passion, and he was about to reach heaven in the next second.

"What do you mean?"

Su Chengyi frowned and took another look at the poster of Beckham in front of him.

"Tonight at [-] o'clock in the morning! The opening match of the World Cup! Brazil VS Croatia!!! Everybody please follow me and shout - Five-star Brazil!"

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This news really drove away Su Chengyi's sleepiness.

He stood up and opened the curtains.

It's good to sleep during the day, but the coming night is destined to be a sleepless night.

In ten hours, the Samba Army will face the Grid Army, and people all over the world will give their warmest cheers for the opening of the World Cup.

To the drum beat of "We are one", the war without gunpowder on the green field officially started.

Compared with the people who were looking forward to the wonderful game, Su Chengyi, who already knew the outcome, was thinking about another thing at this time.

——This overwhelming wealth finally fell on his head.

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