I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 296 After the arrival of Shura Field

Damn Silent night.

Su Chengyi's heart was so heavy that it felt like it was filled with lead. Even with the snow falling on his body, he couldn't feel the chill.

In this situation, I don’t want to go back to school.

He stood there waiting for the taxi. Chen Jinzhi must have arrived at the airport by now, and the words she said before leaving were still echoing in his ears.

"Is it because friendship lasts forever?"

This sentence really hits the point of pain too directly.

Su Cheng thought that if an ordinary classmate, or even a close friend, asked him to play this game, he would probably not agree.

Just because the other person was Chu Qingmian, he subconsciously thought, "What's the big deal? I just want to hug him." He was even confused by Chu Qingmian's hesitation.

This is certainly not because of the so-called friendship that lasts forever.

Su Chengyi knew it in his heart, so Chen Jinzhi also knew it.

So his seemingly reasonable excuses all seemed very pale and ridiculous.

How on earth did he think he could deceive Chen Jinzhi?

"Contact me after you think it through."

What does this sentence mean? It probably means that there is no point in catching up now?

Su Chengyi sighed in the night.

How to think clearly.

The taxi stopped on the side of the road. He opened the door and got in. Only then did he realize that his exposed fingers were frozen to the point of freezing.

After giving an address casually, Su Chengyi looked at the shadowy lights outside the window, and her mood fluctuated accordingly.

He once thought he had figured it out.

He didn't want to leave any regrets in his life again, so the pursuit of perfection seemed to be a matter of course.

But he obviously thought of this matter too simply.

Love is a one-way street in the true sense. Those relationships that can accept the existence of a third party are not called love.

Su Chengyi asked himself, he did love two people at the same time, and he sincerely swore in front of the Buddha.

But in fact, he only thought about himself. He seemed to have never thought about how much the two girls would pay and lose.

If they want to maintain such a relationship, the price they have to pay is their sincerity and all of themselves.

So, is the perfection he longs for true perfection?

Su Chengyi, who had been steadfast since he realized this incident, had deep self-doubt for the first time on this snowy Christmas Eve.

The taxi's destination is Game Studios.

Su Chengyi paid and got out of the car and walked into the corridor.

At this point, He Wufei was most likely asleep. He inserted the key into the keyhole and opened the door carefully.

A strong smell of alcohol hit my nose.

This guy seemed to be taking advantage of the holiday to have a big drink again.

The living room was dark, with only the LED billboard outside the floor-to-ceiling window shining faintly.

In Su Chengyi's eyes, it was no different than being unable to see his fingers. He turned on the flashlight on his phone.

I originally thought it would be a decadent scene with wine bottles all over the floor, but surprisingly, everything was clean.

There is also half a bottle of whiskey on the table. The top of the bottle is tightly sealed. It seems that it was left unfinished.

The glasses have also been cleaned and arranged in rows.

The wine is really good, Su Chengyi couldn't help but think.

He changed his shoes, pulled out a chair and sat down.

At this time, he wanted to talk to someone else, but he couldn't pick up He Wufei who was already asleep, right?

It's too tasteless.

"Why are you here at this time?"

He Wufei sat sleepily next to Su Chengyi. Seeing that he was wearing thin clothes, he turned on the central air conditioner in the living room.

He usually wouldn't turn it on, so he fiddled with it for five minutes before confirming that the air outlet was for warm air.

Su Chengyi reopened the bottle of whiskey and poured himself half a glass.

"Hey, come on less, the alcohol content is quite high."

He Wufei raised his hand to stop him, but when he saw Su Chengyi's downcast eyebrows, he put his hand down.

It felt like the person in front of me was not in a good mood.

Su Chengyi swung the glass, then raised his head and took a big sip without warning.

He Wufei was startled. Before he could say anything, he was choked and coughed repeatedly.

"What's the matter?"

He Wufei handed over a tissue, pulled the chair closer, and sounded concerned.

This was the first time for Su Chengyi to drink wine of this concentration. It felt like a knife piercing his throat.

He slowed down for a moment before trying to speak, but his voice was a little hoarse.

After listening to the thrilling process in the Shura field tonight, He Wufei felt that his heavenly spirit cap was trembling.

This is a bit too exciting. How is it different from walking a tightrope on Mount Everest?

"So, Chen Jinzhi knows about you and Chu Qingmian?"

"Not entirely."

Su Chengyi thought for a while, he probably just noticed something was wrong, and he didn't know what the specific step was.

He has never shied away from Chen Jinzhi about their relationship as boyfriend and girlfriend, partly because of the obstacles brought by his status as a celebrity. Even if he admitted it, the two could only be in love secretly.

The reason why they always avoid Chu Qingmian is because they are ordinary college students.

Although there are rumors in the school that the two are already a confirmed couple, if this layer of window paper is finally pierced, it will always cause some trouble.

"Then what are you going to do next?"

He Wufei's remaining drunkenness had been completely scared away, and he was now very sober.

Since coming here, he has consciously reduced the frequency of drinking and smoking.

Today was because of Christmas Eve, so he drank for a while and prepared to have a good sleep.

Unexpectedly, just as he fell asleep, a new drunkard who lost his mind came to the door.

"I do not know."

Su Chengyi stared at the alcohol in the cup. It showed a beautiful amber color under the light. It was hard to imagine that its taste would be so unacceptable.

He Wufei looked at his appearance, sighed, and poured himself another half cup.

"But, I'm afraid it's impossible to keep it a secret, right? According to your description, Chen Jinzhi is so smart that he can't be deceived at all."

Su Chengyi nodded slightly. This time the Shura Field might have just confirmed her original suspicions.

He Wufei's words were on his lips, but looking at Su Chengyi's expression, he suddenly felt a little unable to speak.

He wanted to say, do you have to choose between two girls now?

I also felt that it would be a bit too cruel to ask this question at this time, so I had to give up.

For a long time, I just clinked wine glasses with him.

Su Chengyi certainly knew what He Wufei wanted to say, and he was also thinking about this issue himself.

But how should he choose?

Wasn't it because you couldn't choose anyway that you embarked on this path of no return?

In the world, there is a dual-quantity method, and if you live up to it, you will live up to the law.

I don't know if it was the effect of alcohol or the fact that he had been soaked in snow for too long tonight, but he soon got a headache.

"Okay, stop drinking."

He Wufei sighed heavily, stood up and took an apple from the kitchen.

There was a trace of confusion in Su Chengyi's eyes, probably because he was surprised that this guy actually knew how to celebrate Christmas Eve.

He Wufei lowered his head and coughed, then explained while peeling:

"I bought it for Xu Zhihan."

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In front of such pure love warriors, Su Chengyi felt that his conscience was being severely tortured again.

I wonder how Xu Zhihan would feel knowing that her apple was eaten by a drunkard.

Will he be so angry that his spirit will appear?

Su Chengyi thought this while chewing on the apple.

"Merry Christmas!"

Su Chengyi was already feeling a little guilty, but the cheers coming from the window made Su Chengyi tremble and almost throw the apple away.

He raised his eyes and glanced at the wall clock in the living room.

That’s it, zero o’clock has arrived.

The shopping mall opposite was holding an event, so many people gathered.

Su Chengyi stood up and walked to the window, his steps staggering a little.

There was a lively scene opposite. Staff members in Santa Claus costumes were carrying bags and throwing out the gifts inside, causing the crowd to grab them.

The young lovers hugged each other and wished each other that their Christmas wish was to be together forever.

The prelude of "First Love" sounded at the right time, and the snow that had stopped for a while began to fall again.

Su Chengyi stretched out his hand, and the temperature difference quickly brought out a handprint of white mist. The cold glass blocked everything outside the window.

He has loved this song since he was a child. At an age when he didn't even know what the Roman pronunciation was, he just learned it word by word.

Today, it sounds less warm and full of regret.

Christmas is supposed to be a beautiful and warm day.

Su Chengyi sighed and returned to the room in a daze.

Considering that he might spend a lot of time in the studio in the future, he also prepared a room for himself, but today was the first time he came here to sleep. As soon as my head hit the pillow, sleepiness swept over me.

But his body was obviously extremely tired, but his brain was unusually awake.

Su Chengyi picked up the phone and saw several unread messages from Li Tao and the others.

Probably because it was strange that he suddenly disappeared and didn't return to the dormitory.

Miss Chu didn't send a message, she was probably angry.

Chen Jinzhi should have already boarded the plane by this time.

Do you want to send a message?

Su Chengyi stared at the phone screen in a daze for a while. Thinking of what she said, "Don't contact her until you think clearly," she silently turned off her phone.

Forget it.

He rolled over and covered his head with a pillow.

He had to sleep even if he couldn't sleep. He would go crazy if he thought about it any more.

the next day.

When Su Chengyi opened his eyes, the sun was shining brightly outside and it was noon.

It looked like I had slept for a long time, but in fact it was as if I had not slept at all, and my fatigue was not relieved at all.

My headache felt like it was about to split open, and this wine was too much.

He pressed his temples and walked into the bathroom.

His forehead was disheveled, his face was as pale as if he had been dead for three days, and he looked in extremely poor condition.

After briefly washing up, he walked out of the bedroom with empty steps.

As soon as I turned on the phone, messages popped up one after another.

Although it came from different people, he quickly read out the key information.

That is, for the exams of public elective courses today, you need to print paper papers and bring them with you.

Su Chengyi "tsk", this is really a pile of everything.

Fortunately, the studio has all the equipment, including a printer.

He Wufei came out of the kitchen and handed him a glass of warm water.

"Wake up. I made some porridge. Let's drink some later."

Su Chengyi nodded, took the water glass, and walked to the computer.

"You want to work? Why don't you eat something first?"

He Wufei was a little worried, because the man in front of him looked too weak, and he felt like he would fall to the ground at any time.

"Well, I have to hand in a paper when I go back to school in the afternoon."

Su Chengyi created a new Word document, then opened the browser, and began to prepare for the reasonable "transportation" of foreign documents.

"Then I'll bring you a bowl of porridge. You can watch it and drink it, otherwise your stomach will hurt in a while."

He Wufei turned around and entered the kitchen.

He is obviously experienced in this area. When he had a stomachache in the past, he couldn't even afford painkillers and could only carry them.

A bowl of hot millet porridge was placed on the computer table, and Su Chengyi said thank you.

The name of this elective course is "Selected Works by Famous German-speaking Chinese Writers". The content is actually to study and analyze the representative works of important philosophers and writers in the German-speaking area from the 18th to the 20th century involving Chinese culture.

Su Chengyi takes this course quite seriously because writers such as Leibniz, Kant, Kafka, and Goethe are all his favorites.

So he didn't feel any pressure about the final paper. Two hours was enough.

As long as it's not too perfunctory, teachers generally won't be cruel.

Su Chengyi stopped the interface on the display screen at a page of information, picked up the porridge bowl and took a sip while reading.

It was very difficult for him to read. For some reason, the fonts on the screen were all crooked as if they were crowded together.

".Wukong."

"what?"

He Wufei put down the broom and raised his head.

"Do you usually cook for yourself?"

"Generally, yes, sometimes I go to the store in front of the community to eat."

"You suffered."

Su Chengyi pushed the porridge bowl farther away and picked up the phone to order takeout.

It's so unpalatable, and being able to cook millet porridge to a sticky and half-cooked texture is a rare skill.

Su Chengyi held the printed paper folder and rushed to the door of the classroom.

It's just to collect homework, and the teacher didn't come here originally.

But the teacher was very nice, so he came to the classroom early because he was afraid that the students might have any questions to ask.

When Su Chengyi walked in, the teacher was sitting on the podium discussing issues with his classmates.

Chu Qingmian was standing in the front row responsible for collecting papers.

Also, she chose this course with herself.

Thinking of what happened last night, Su Chengyi cleared his throat before walking forward.

Chu Qingmian was carefully sorting out the documents in her hands, and when she saw him coming over, she didn't even raise her head.

"Classmate, please tell me your name and student number."

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Su Chengyi was silent for a long time and then answered again.

He was a little confused. Is this situation considered angry?

Not quite as angry as she usually is.

Chu Qingmian still didn't raise her head and pointed at the names on the list.

"Sign here."

Su Chengyi could only do as he was told and leaned over to sign his name.

Before handing the signature pen back, he turned the pen holder and asked thoughtfully:

"Do you have anything else to do later?"

Maybe we can have a meal or something together and talk about what happened last night.

"Sorry, not available."

Chu Qingmian raised her eyes and glanced at him without any trouble.

"Next classmate, please come here and sign."

There was no other way, so Su Chengyi had no choice but to step aside and make way for a chair on the side.

No, is it that serious?

From Chu Qingmian's perspective, he should just finish the game and run away.

Did she also see Chen Jinzhi?

No, it's impossible.

Su Chengyi quickly overturned this idea. If this was the case, the situation last night would be worse than what really happened.

With Chu Qingmian's temperament, she would definitely question him face to face.

So what the hell is going on?

Seeing the meticulous look of squad leader Chu, Su Chengyi was puzzled.

Until everyone had handed in their papers and the teacher said goodbye to everyone, Chu Qingmian didn't say a word to him.

Not only that, she didn't even look at herself.

Su Chengyi was already a little dizzy, but now he was even more confused.

Inexplicably, he followed her all the way like a wandering spirit.

Miss Chu's waist is curved and her back is slender. Just looking at her back is very beautiful.

She didn't look back all the way.

When Su Chengyi was about to follow him to the girls' dormitory, he was pulled and interrogated by his aunt, and he finally came to his senses.

I looked up at the beautiful scene where the setting sun disappeared into the clouds in the distance and was filled with golden light.

Su Chengyi stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory, feeling a little lost for a moment.

Fortunately, last night he thought he was caught in a tangled vortex of who to choose. Now it's better. It seems that neither side wants to care about him.

It is indeed a Shura field.

I was caught off guard when I arrived, with a violent storm and a mess after I left.

Not sure if it was because of the weather or something else, Su Chengyi felt a little hot, and the scarf around his neck made it difficult for him to breathe.

So he tried to untie the scarf. It was obviously just a simple way to wrap it, but he couldn't take it off at this time.

He felt a little irritated by this and was about to tear it off regardless.

The next second, his vision went dark without any warning, and after the world started spinning, he fell to the ground with a "plop".

The last thing he realized was that he heard a cry of surprise from around him, and then a pair of warm hands gently touched his forehead, relieving his hot body temperature.

Those hands made Su Chengyi feel a little relieved, so the thoughts racing in his brain stopped, and he finally fell into a deep sleep.

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(End of this chapter)