I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 297 Just look at the raised corners of their mouths.

When consciousness returns, the first thing to wake up is the sense of smell.

There was a smell of disinfectant lingering around, which was not pungent at all.

Then came the hearing. It was quiet all around, except for the sound of two people talking.

"Doctor, is it really just a fever and nothing serious? He just fainted."

"Well, all the examinations have been completed. It's most likely that he caught a cold due to the wind and didn't take any medicine or rest.

It's okay, little girl, don't worry too much. "

"Okay, thank you."

Then there were footsteps and the sound of the ward door closing softly.

Su Chengyi vaguely felt that the voice that asked just now was very familiar, but his mind was still groggy and he couldn't open his eyes.

The mattress on the right side was dented, as if someone had sat next to him.

She seemed to sigh, took his hand again, and rubbed it gently.

Only then did Su Chengyi feel that the area on the back of her hand where the infusion needle was stuck was swelling and painful, and it was relieved a lot under her massage.

"Sister Nurse!"

Her shout was sweet and charming, washing away the chaotic consciousness like cool mountain spring water.

Su Chengyi opened his eyes and saw Chu Qingmian sitting next to him.

"Excuse me, how can I slow down the infusion? I feel like the drip is a little too fast."

She was pointing at the bottle and gesticulating, frowning and looking worried.

"Ah, is it already the slowest? Okay, thank you for your hard work, sister."

The nurse came over to take a look and confirmed that the speed had been adjusted to the slowest setting. Chu Qingmian scratched her head in embarrassment and thanked her again.

After the nurse left, the busy Miss Chu finally turned her attention back to the hospital bed.

This almost made her tremble.

The person on the hospital bed didn't know when she had opened her eyes, and a pair of dark eyes were looking at her.

Chu Qingmian's first reaction was to quickly throw away the other person's hand.

"hiss"

This action caused him to be poked directly by the needle again, and Su Chengyi took a breath.

Chu Qingmian felt a little regretful, but she didn't show it on her face and returned to her indifferent look.

Unable to look at her while lying down, Su Chengyi put his elbows on the edge of the bed and tried to sit up.

Chu Qingmian took two steps back and looked away.

"Since you're awake, I'll leave first."

"Wait a minute."

Su Chengyi coughed and stopped him.

He seemed to reach out to hold her, but there was a needle stuck in his hand, and this movement seemed to bleed.

"Is there anything else?"

Chu Qingmian refused to give in, but after seeing his effort, she hesitated for a long time and helped him adjust the mattress to a curvature that he could lean on.

It seems that we can't stop talking today.

She sat on the bed next to him, keeping a certain distance from him.

"You sent me to the hospital?"

Su Chengyi looked at Chu Qingmian's profile and suddenly realized that when she had no expression, she was actually a very cold person.

Chu Qingmian didn't look at him and said "hmm" dryly.

As if she was afraid that he would misunderstand something, she explained immediately:

"I just happened to turn around and found you lying on the ground, so I called an ambulance.

Don't think too much, I don't mean anything else. "

Su Chengyi leaned back slightly, leaned on the pillow, and said with some confusion:

"I actually don't quite understand the reason for your attitude."

"It's nothing, I just figured it out. Isn't this exactly what you want?"

Chu Qingmian still maintained the awkward posture just now. She lowered her eyes and didn't know what she was thinking.

"What do I want?"

Su Chengyi frowned, he really didn't understand.

"If you don't want to go further, then why don't I take a step back and we can be ordinary friends again."

Chu Qingmian turned her head and looked at him with a calm expression.

"."

Su Chengyi was silent for a long time, and he suddenly figured out why.

"After the game last night, did you want to say something to me?"

"It doesn't matter anymore. You wouldn't agree to it anyway."

Chu Qingmian laughed, vaguely self-deprecating.

So here it is.

The reason why Chu Qingmian was nervous about the hugging game was because she wanted to confess her love on Christmas Eve and confirm their relationship in front of everyone.

The hazy window paper between the two of them has always troubled and tormented her.

She originally thought that the time had already matured, but she just lacked a suitable opportunity.

However, Su Chengyi's running away seemed like a silent answer. The courage and expectations she had accumulated for so long were all in vain at that moment.

"You will never take one step towards me, Su Chengyi, even though I have taken ninety-nine steps towards you.

Not only that, but as long as I take a step back, you will leave without mercy and without any psychological burden.

Am i right? "

Chu Qingmian stood up and looked at him steadily.

Su Chengyi looked into her eyes and felt that she was going to cry in the next second, but she didn't.

Before she turned and left the ward, Su Chengyi said slowly:

"not like this."

If Chu Qingmian had asked this before the Shura Field happened, he would have easily given a lot of reasons to explain.

But in this situation, he really didn't know what to say.

He didn't know that Chu Qingmian was going to confess his feelings at all. He just ran to chase another girl?

Su Chengyi leaned forward so that he could vaguely see the curvature of her side face.

"Chu Qingmian, I promise you. This matter is different from what you think."

His tone was rarely so serious. Chu Qingmian completely believed him almost instantly, but she still couldn't hear the answer she expected.

After a long silence, she still held back and did not look back.

"I called both Xu Yang and Mu Mu. They should be here soon. You"

She took a deep breath and held back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.

"have a good rest."

Su Chengyi watched her figure disappear from the door of the ward, lay back on the bed, and closed her eyes.

Originally, he wanted to take a good rest for a while, but his mind became even more confused and the dull pain started again, so he had no choice but to sit up again.

The doctor just now said that I had a fever because I caught a cold due to the wind.

No wonder I felt something was wrong all day today. It turned out that it was all the fault of last night.

However, if even he fell down, wouldn't Chen Jinzhi be wearing even thinner clothes?

Isn't she sick too?

Su Cheng realized this and almost immediately wanted to call her.

Putting his finger on the dial key, he stopped.

Let’s take a look at the schedule first, in case we’re recording a show.

With this in mind, he clicked on Weibo first.

The fan support club just forwarded a new update, which turned out to be a preview of a radio interview. Chen Jinzhi is indeed busy.

Su Chengyi clicked on the video.

Chen Jinzhi wore headphones, turned slightly sideways, and listened carefully to the host's questions.

She seemed to be in good condition and answered every question in an orderly manner.

Su Chengyi felt relieved a little, but he didn't expect that her defense was much higher than his own.

Thinking of the tragic incident where she passed out at the door of the girls' dormitory, Su Chengyi felt ashamed.

A crispy male college student, it seems that he is not the one who needs to go to the gym, but He Wufei.

"Recently, teammate Lin Yishui's solo album is about to be released. What do you think about it?"

the radio host asked.

Chen Jinzhi chuckled and replied:

"Of course I hope everyone can support our maknae more, and"

She winked at the camera slyly.

"I've listened to it in advance. Let me tell you, every one of them sounds great."

A large wave of barrages quickly passed by.

"Ahhh, I'm so looking forward to it!"

"Xiao Shui, you really don't treat your sister Jin as an outsider, hahahaha~"

"Don't any of you think that wink that Iris just had was a weapon of destruction?"

"Don't go ahead. I've gone back and read it eighty times."

Although he seemed to be enjoying himself, Su Chengyi always felt that something was wrong.

Click on the comments below the Chen Jinzhi Fans Support Club, and sure enough, many people feel the same as him.

"The Dog Company is really dead. It's been so long since I debuted. I don't have any personal resources at the C position. The activities are either live broadcasts to make money or selling magazines to make money."

"The second place will have a solo album released directly, the third place will be sent to the next show as a mentor, and the fourth place will be a regular guest on the national variety show.

So, how many personal resources did we get in first place? That’s right, it’s actually Zero~”

"The royal family really deserves to die. Jinzhi works all the time for the sake of the group. When he is sick, he doesn't even have time to see him. He takes painkillers every day to resist. My sister, the makeup artist, can't stand it anymore."

"Delete the above, don't cause trouble to the makeup artist sister who broke the news."

"I'm really angry. For today's event, Jinzhi's face was so pale that it was overexposed when lit."

Painkillers?

Su Chengyi was startled. So she was able to come to the capital last night because she took sick leave?

In the radio interview video, Chen Jinzhiyan smiled and looked gentle and indifferent.

Exactly the same as usual.

But she was already sick and had been exposed to the snow for so long. How could she be as nonchalant as she appeared?

The calmer she looked, the heavier Su Chengyi's heart became. How long have we been carrying it like this?

There were three gentle knocks on the ward door.

Su Chengyi turned off the screen of his mobile phone and wanted to say "come in", but his voice was hoarse and he couldn't make a sound at the first time.

The next second, the door was pushed open violently.

A certain big guy rushed in like a mountain.

"Mr. Yi!!!"

Su Chengyi was shocked by Xu Yang's loud voice and his head was spinning. He quickly raised his hand and made a silent gesture.

Only then did Xu Yang realize that he was in the hospital and hurriedly covered his mouth.

Lin Tong, who was following him, carefully closed the door and walked quickly to the bed.

"How's it going? Are you okay?"

He was still holding a pile of printed materials in his hand, which was printed with "Early Contact Clinical Review Materials Part 1". He thought he received a call from Chu Qingmian in the library and hurried over.

Finals for medical students are no joke.

Su Chengyi shook his head and replied:

"It's okay, I just have a slight fever."

"Are you okay?! Didn't you faint?"

Xu Yang lowered his voice, with a tone that said he hated iron.

"Look, look! I've told you to exercise more with me a long time ago, but you just don't listen. Now it's better. If the wind blows, it will fall down."

He was ready to chatter for half an hour.

"stop."

Su Chengyi was so noisy that his brain hurt, so he raised his hand to stop it.

Xu Yang suddenly felt an inexplicable low pressure and had no choice but to shut his mouth.

"Go and tell the nurse that the dressing needs to be changed."

Su Chengyi pointed to the bottle, and when he put it down, he picked up his head.

Like a hedgehog, even a little prickly, and I don’t know how much hairspray I applied.

The American-style front thorns that Xu Yang was proud of were cut out of shape by him. He was not annoyed. He just glanced at the bottomed medicine bottle and ran out in a hurry.

Lin Tong reached out and touched his forehead, feeling slightly relieved.

"The fever seems to have subsided, but fortunately it's nothing serious."

"This is a big deal."

Su Chengyi sighed, glanced at the door of the ward, and told Lin Tong what happened last night in very brief sentences.

"All in all, that's it."

Lin Tong's reaction after hearing this was not surprising. He Wufei next door was so frightened that he almost left his body and went to see Xu Zhihan.

But Lin Tong just frowned, as if he had expected this day.

Sensing Su Chengyi's eyes, he explained:

"To be honest, I'm surprised that this matter has been hidden until now.

Moreover, the current situation is not difficult to deal with, at least the two of them have not yet faced each other face to face. "

".You seem to be right."

Su Chengyi lay back on the pillow and sighed again.

"But I never wanted to hurt any of them from the beginning, do you believe it?"

"of course."

Lin Tong answered firmly, if Su Chengyi was really a scumbag who only wanted to play with emotions, he would not have been this wingman from the beginning.

"So, what do you think now?"

"Maybe it's better to take a step back first."

Su Chengyi thought about what Chu Qingmian had just said, and began to feel confused again.

"You have to decide whether to take a step back temporarily or to really withdraw from this situation."

Lin Tong sat on the edge of the bed and said seriously.

"Mr. Yi, sincerity is the most important thing."

Before Su Chengyi had time to think about the meaning of his words, Xu Yang led the nurse in.

"Hurry, hurry, I just took the medicine and there is only a little left!"

Su Chengyi lowered his head and saw that the blood had returned a little.

Xu Yang was shocked when he saw this, but Lin Tong covered his mouth in time.

"It's nothing, it will flow back later."

After replacing the medicine bottles, Xu Yang and Lin Tong stood on either side like two door gods.

Lin Tong looked down at the information quietly. He must have been very busy during finals week recently.

Xu Yang sat on the other side, enjoying himself playing mobile games and chatting with Su Chengyi from time to time.

"By the way, are you very busy, Sister Mian? Why don't you accompany you in person?"

The villain controlled by Xu Yang was killed once again. He asked casually.

Su Chengyi was already in a bad mood, and his question hit the point of pain.

Which pot does not open which pot.

Lin Tong coughed and glanced at the time on the wall clock.

"It's dinner time, Mr. Yang, let's go buy some food and deliver it to Mr. Yi."

He stood up on his own initiative and put the information on the bedside first.

"Hey, now that you tell me, I'm really hungry! Let's go, let's go. What do you want to eat?"

"I can only eat light food. My white blood cells are over the limit and the inflammation is a bit serious."

Lin Tong had just read the inspection report.

It would be nice to have a brother who studies medicine, Su Chengyi thought silently.

"Okay, let's pack some ramen. I know there's a ramen here. It's always delicious. It's also delicious without the chili pepper.

Mr. Yi, do you think it’s okay? "

Xu Yang put his phone in his pocket and jumped up.

"it is good."

Su Chengyi nodded.

"Waiting for the triumphant return of the brothers."

The two quickly disappeared through the door.

The ward became quiet again, and Su Chengyi raised his eyes and looked at the slowly dripping liquid in the instrument.

The medicine bottle I just replaced is still full.

The next second, he pulled out the needle without warning.

When he walked out of the hospital, he didn't attract anyone's attention.

Su Chengyi casually pulled out a tissue and pressed it against the pinprick wound on the back of his hand.

For some reason, the blood kept oozing slowly as if it couldn't be stopped, but he didn't have the intention to care about it.

There was no particular reason for sneaking out, I just wanted to walk around.

There is a large shopping mall next to the hospital. The Christmas atmosphere is very strong at this time. The lights hanging on the Christmas tree at the door light up, which looks very beautiful.

On the first floor is a hot pot restaurant with festive decoration. It seems that it has just opened and the business is very good.

The aroma of the hot hotpot base filled the air, causing passers-by to stop and look at the signboard with discounts at the door.

Su Chengyi wandered around aimlessly in the area, and unknowingly returned to the same place.

The phone in his pocket started to vibrate, and he knew it was Xu Yang's call without having to guess.

Su Chengyi threw away the tissue used to stop the bleeding and freed his hand to pick up the phone.

Just as he was about to press the answer button, he paused.

Chu Qingmian was sitting by the window in that hot pot restaurant.

The hot pot in front of her was steaming hot, and the mist accumulated on the glass, then quickly subsided.

Su Chengyi originally thought she was with friends or classmates, but when she took a closer look, she discovered that there was only a pair of bowls and chopsticks on the table.

She was eating hotpot alone.

A large table of various dishes was laid out, and Chu Qingmian ate very attentively. She always had an extremely serious attitude towards eating.

To adjust the dipping sauce, you need another spoonful of the original soup. The method of blanching the tripe is "seven ups and eight downs". The shrimp paste in the tomato pot is the most delicious.

Su Chengyi watched it quietly for a while, feeling that the scene was as healing as ever.

When he even smiled vaguely because of this, he suddenly froze again.

Chu Qingmian was actually crying.

The choking pepper and the rising heat were just excuses for her to hide her tears.

It could be seen that she was having a hard time enduring it, but even through the glass window, Su Chengyi could see the tears falling one by one.

Chu Qingmian's tears were very low, he had always known it.

Often, little things can easily poke into Miss Chu's true heart.

Then she'll quickly melt into a whimpering, weeping slime.

Sometimes it was for very unworthy reasons, and Su Chengyi always had a disapproving attitude.

But this time is different.

The tears seemed to fall into the bowl, and also seemed to hit his heart, causing a crackling pain like a heavy rain falling.

"Mr. Yi! Why are you here?!"

Xu Yang's angry shouts came from behind, and Su Chengyi turned around in time, blocking his view of the hot pot restaurant.

"The ward is stuffy, let's go out for a walk."

"You're a patient! How can you run around? I'm really impressed by you. Come on, walk on. It's so cold outside. Do you think you can withstand it in such little clothes? I'll take off my down jacket later."

The two of them walked back to the hospital, Xu Yang thinking angrily.

Su Chengyi lowered his head and did not answer. He just hid his hands dripping with red blood behind his back.

If Xu Yang was smarter at this time, he would have noticed that the people around him had fallen into an unknown emotional whirlpool.

On the brightly lit Christmas Eve, Su Cheng thought, this has always been the case.

Only look at the corners of their mouths raised, not their red eyes.

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