I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 436 Rain
Su Chengyi's heart stopped after hearing this, and he held her wrist a little harder, as if he wanted to travel through time and space and give her a little strength at that time.

Why should I apologize? I obviously didn't do anything wrong.

After getting her answer, the recording became noisy again, with teammates crying and the director cursing.

Chen Jinzhi sighed and pressed stop play, ending the shrew-like farce that followed.

"This recording can be edited a little when we release it. I think they don't want the dinner party to be exposed."

She is still thinking about this at this time. Do these former teammates who just stabbed her in the back really have no conscience?

Su Chengyi also wanted to sigh, but he held it back and said stiffly:

"But they all came out of nowhere to spread rumors about you. Because they are former teammates, the impact was very bad."

"They must have received a request from the company, probably on the condition of a chance to debut again."

Chen Jinzhi roughly guessed what happened simply by thinking about it, because it was not difficult to guess.

Su Chengyi gritted his teeth just asking the question, but she still acted very calmly, as if she had expected this day.

Chen Wende was originally resentful because he was an extra burden. After seeing the photo, he felt even more unlucky, so he used this as a reason to take action.

No, even if such a thing happened to someone else, it would be enough to make people feel aggrieved.

No matter how big or small, they will be sorted out together at that time.

And after this incident ended, the hope they had finally raised burst like a bubble, and they had to go back to the hopeless waste of days and nights in the company.

Chen Jinzhi said "hmm".

"why?"

He said he wanted to set some rules for me so that I wouldn't cause trouble for him when I got there. "

"So, have you also seen the revelations about your aunt?"

Worried that Chen Jinzhi would see his dark expression, Su Chengyi quickly changed the topic.

“Because I secretly hid a photo of my mother in the compartment of my suitcase.

He asked me to raise my arm, and then he whipped it off with the stick. I have to reposition my arm to catch the next blow before he scolds me.

It sounds more like he is serving a sentence. "

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and asked:

Chen Jinzhi's tone of voice didn't sound like he was talking about a shocking past event, but rather as if he was talking about the news in today's evening paper.

"What she said was not entirely false. For example, the day I first met her, my arms were indeed covered in bruises."

Su Chengyi thought for a long time and felt that it made sense.

However, Su Chengyi did not have such good intentions.

At this time, everyone who comes out to pour oil will pay a corresponding price.

However, the reason why Chen Jinzhi said this was because she still had some compassion for them.

"Even if I accuse them of spreading rumors, it won't do much harm to them because they sincerely feel that I betrayed them.

The only reason why she can maintain such an attitude is because this kind of thing has happened too many times before and she has become completely accustomed to it.

"Such a show of force is very good. At least it gives me a preliminary understanding of my new life."

Speaking of this, Chen Jinzhi even smiled.

Su Chengyi felt his heart throb in pain.

To be honest, I should have broken a few more of Chen Wende's ribs before he went to prison.

damn it.

"As for the aunt who said that she saved her money to support me as a trainee, she actually dismissed some people's claims that she relied on financial sponsors to get into the company.

And, I also have some evidence to support it. "

Chen Jinzhi opened the photo album on his mobile phone, and there was a collection that had been compiled, which was a notebook taken page by page.

"This is a bill from when I was working part-time. I know that trainees have a lot of expenses, and I want to save more money to pay them back later, so every income and expense is written on it."

Su Chengyi watched her turning pages casually. The accounting font on the photo was in Korean. He didn't recognize it, but the numbers behind it could still explain something.

Part-time income marked with a plus sign is generally a relatively large integer. Perhaps due to part-time work, the frequency of settlement is relatively frequent.

The most common amount is around 40000, which is just over two hundred RMB.

It can be said to be cheap labor.

However, she seems to have to work several jobs a week, go to school and practice, and she doesn't know where she gets so much time.

The expenditure column was very trivial. Su Chengyi took a quick look and saw only small numbers like -562 and -939.

Converted into RMB, it would only cost three to five yuan at most.

The biggest expense is at the end of the month, and all the money saved is given to the guardian, and she keeps some change for herself to take the bus.

The numbers vary from month to month, but they are pretty much the same.

Su Chengyi took a quick look and remembered one of the numbers, -375664. How to say it, it can be 375000 or 300000.

But it can’t be such an accurate 375664, it’s too heartbreaking.

It is difficult to forge such an account book because everything is detailed and every income and expenditure can be checked.

People who write these numbers down one stroke at a time can even recall the experience behind most of the numbers.

When picking up the cheapest bread in the supermarket's last-minute food section.

"Sometimes I have to grab even this, but what I choose are the leftovers of toast bread. You can usually buy them. They are cheap and filling."

While walking several kilometers in the cold wind to save fares.

"I regretted it a little bit after that, because it was too difficult to walk on the icy road and the time wasted. It would be better to take a car."

When I was almost robbed by a criminal while working the night shift.

“It was probably the first time that person robbed someone, and his hands were shaking when he took the knife.

I just pointed at the surveillance camera and said someone was watching over there, and he ran away in a hurry. "

Finally, she said, there was also some "willful" and unnecessary spending.

Su Chengyi originally thought it was just laziness or greediness, but it wasn't the case.

“On the way home, I met a very thin cat, about the size of a palm, which kept meowing at me.

It's a rainy day and the weather is very cold. If you don't think of a way, it may die on the roadside that night. "

Chen Jinzhi said slowly.

“So I went to the supermarket and bought a bag of milk, took off my scarf, made a nest for it, and put an umbrella next to it.

It looks like it wants to follow me, but no, there's only so much I can do.

Because speaking of it, I, like it, have no home. "

Also, she hasn't even bought a taiyaki for herself in these years, so how could she spend an extra sum of money because of these selfish desires.

It's just that I'm not living well, but I can't see other sufferings.

No wonder her eyes when looking at Neco are always gentle and a little lost. She must be thinking of the kitten who was wet in the rain together.

Su Chengyi covered his eyes and waved his hand, indicating that it was okay.

Besides, he was really going to break through the defense.

If it weren't for the revelation, Chen Jinzhi would never have mentioned these experiences to him.

But she was smiling when she said it, as if she didn't feel it was hard at all.

This information is enough to prove that the life she leads is completely different from what her aunt said. Not only is she working part-time to earn living expenses, but her living standard is at the lowest level, just within the range of "barely able to survive."

In this way, whether it is a "breach of contract" or a "benefiting from a financier" rumor, the boomerang can be perfectly knocked back.

These evidences were all compiled by Chen Jinzhi herself in advance. She did not hide here because she wanted to escape.

On the contrary, she had already prepared the means to fight back.

Su Chengyi thought that indeed, this was the Chen Jinzhi he knew.

She had survived such difficult days, so how could she end up here?

However, even if you have expected such a day and have made all preparations, you will still be sad to some extent.

So she took a sleeping pill and waited for him to show up in the closet, which she thought was the safest place.

“After I decided to terminate my contract with the company, I kept saying that I would work part-time to pay off my debts, but no one listened.

Those two people were only thinking about making money through my debut, and they couldn't even come up with the money to rent a house. They were really desperate, so they returned to the country.

At that time, I was always convinced that my choice was correct.

But no matter it was the so-called relatives, the friends I got along with day and night, or the dance teachers who were usually very close to me in the company, everyone felt that I was wrong.

I receive countless text messages every day, all of which are blaming and insulting, and even threatening to drag me to death.

So for a long time, I was confused.

These four years of practice have been wasted. What should I do next?

Is there a better way to handle this matter? Do you really blame me for being too impulsive and reckless?

What is right and what is wrong in the world? I can't seem to tell the difference. "

At this moment, Su Chengyi finally felt that she was shaking slightly, and the light from the phone screen reflected her expression pale and clear.

He was clearly a man who had made the right choice bravely, but he seemed like a sinner and had to bear the malice from the whole world.

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes, turned off the screen, and hugged her sideways.

"Stop blaming the old you too harshly. She was wet in the rain and very scared."

(End of this chapter)