I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 437: Elope with me

It wasn't until this moment that Su Chengyi truly understood what Chen Jinzhi had gone through.

Speaking of which, he had known these things before, but he had never thought about it in detail. The facts had never been laid out in front of him bloody like now.

When everything she had accumulated after four years of trekking in the snow and wind was completely destroyed, everyone questioned and opposed her decision, and no one stood by her side.

So Chen Jinzhi stumbled through the first half of his life alone, amidst confusion about the world and confusion about the future.

So why did she suffer all this?
Su Chengyi couldn't figure out this problem from the beginning, and it's even more difficult to figure it out now.

Every time she thought everything was getting better, someone would jump out and try to drag her back into the original quagmire.

She just wants to live a good life, but whose business is it getting in the way?
Or is it because the hemp rope is cut at the thinnest point, and bad luck always plagues the poor?
Fuck it, don’t even think about it.

Su Chengyi gritted his teeth and thought, he didn't believe that so-called disaster and fate could haunt people for a lifetime.

Even if it is, he will cut off all this for her.

She knew the circumstances under which this photo was taken. Even if the camera moved a little further to the left, Chen Jinzhi would be photographed hurriedly over.

Chen Jinzhi immediately threw away his broom and ran home in a hurry.

I violated traffic rules and ran through several red lights along the way before I saw the street sign in my alley.

Su Chengyi remembered that his grandfather often took him to buy these toys, but Su Chengyi was not interested.

Chen Jinzhi smiled softly, nodded and said:

Just when he was about to have an attack, a classmate who lived nearby and had already returned home came over to report the news with a playful smile.

Su Chengyi came back to his senses and responded subconsciously.

Many children would chase her, throw stones, and call her a crazy woman.

Although he is more mature than his peers, he still has the mind of a child after all. When he heard such words, he was immediately frightened and confused.

Second, once you start playing with these things, some familiar children will definitely come over to talk to you.

Su Chengyi listened to her words and subconsciously asked:
"Do you like these?"

One is that it feels childish.

When inspecting the construction site, she was worried about family matters and walked in a hurry. She only went through a simple scene and gave an "A" evaluation.

What's worse is that she might slip out of the house and there's everyone on the street.

Perhaps realizing that the man next to him was filled with rage because of what he saw, Chen Jinzhi took his finger and shook it.

Unfortunately, the classmate who was accompanying her used chicken feathers as arrows, and even a fallen leaf would be deducted.

Regarding his rumors and revelations, Chen Jinzhi felt completely unfazed and even took screenshots of his mood as evidence.

"Chen Jinzhi! Your mother was taken away by the police!"

For example, paper kites, grasshoppers made of bamboo strips, or shuttlecocks and sandbags. "

“I’ve met him, and what he sells are handmade toys made by himself, which are very popular with children.

Chen Jinzhi did not want to participate in such a thing because he knew that leaving his mother at home alone was risky.

“Have you seen the pictures of my mom that the media put out?”

"Your mother looks a lot like you."

Once she gets sick, she will just smash things. Sometimes she will hit her head against the wall. Either her head will be covered with bruises or it will be dripping with blood, which is extremely shocking.

Fortunately, she has a smart mind. Despite these troubles in life, she is always at the top academically.

"Yeah, a lot of people say that."

Thinking of the scene captured in that photo, he quickly added.

Either to show off his own toy, or in a roundabout way to want to play together.

The person on the other side who was angrily accusing her was a hawker who frequented the neighborhood.

She must have been carrying a schoolbag at that time and had the red armband belonging to the squadron leader on her sleeve.

Only this one made her breath hitch.

In the past, there were always many middle-aged women sitting around here eating melon seeds, but today they were all gone.

Chen Jinzhi had little strength and shouted "Sorry for borrowing the money" and "Please give way" many times before he finally pushed his way through the crowd and squeezed into the front row.

"Yes, got it."

Shu Wang was surrounded by several tall people, cowering like a child who had done something wrong.

Even if he reaches the age of seventy or eighty, he can barely stand still with a cane in his hand, and he will still put up a position where one man is in charge and no one can get past him.

So every afternoon, Chen Jinzhi spent his time in such worry.

Chen Jinzhi said:

The school asked them to check the cleanliness of the construction site, and superior leaders would come to inspect it in two days.

Because everyone gathered around to watch the fun.

Chen Jinzhi's face was very rare because he delayed his return home.

For these two reasons, Su Chengyi naturally stayed away from these toys.

However, does Chen Jinzhi actually like these? A bit unexpected.

"Of course, I was still a kid at that time."

Chen Jinzhi blinked at him and curved the corners of his mouth in a very nice arc.

"My favorite is the kite."

There is a lawn near the school, and colorful kites of various shapes are swaying in the sky. Children are holding the strings and running "hula hula". It is very lively.

But these have little to do with Chen Jinzhi.

If she has this time, she might as well go to the canteen to help look after the shop for a while.

Not only can I earn fifty cents to improve the food, but I can also finish today's homework.

Therefore, among the crowd, Chen Jinzhi always looked intently, and at most, he pretended to be casual and took a peek or two.

The kites fluttering all over the sky make the sky vast.

"I sometimes wonder, if the kite string is broken, where will it float?"

Chen Jinzhi tilted her head and said, her eyes were quite deep.

So Su Chengyi subconsciously thought that she was thinking about some profound philosophical questions, such as where do I live, where do I die, and so on.

Chen Jinzhi looked at his eyes and couldn't help but lower his head and smile.

"Okay, I was actually just thinking - it would be great if it happened to float to my balcony, so I could pick it up."

This time Su Chengyi was also amused by her and laughed.

Well, it seems that sometimes some children’s “bad thoughts” still pop up.

"It's a pity that I didn't wait until now. Facts have proved that neither pie nor kite falls from the sky."

Chen Jinzhi sighed softly and brought the topic back on track.

"The vendor said that my mother took his things and refused to pay. When I asked her something, she just shook her head and didn't answer.

The people surrounding him were not police officers, just community members. After all, it's just these gadgets, so if you call the police, they won't accept it. "

"The onlookers laughed happily because of this farce, saying that this crazy woman wouldn't pick something more expensive to steal, so what's the use of stealing this thing.

I don't know why, but I suddenly became angry.

I think it took me a long time to get people nearby to recognize her as a 'non-criminal, harmless patient'. Why would she do such a thing?
Why must she give others a chance to bully her? "

When Chen Jinzhi said this, her voice trembled slightly, and the reddish circles under her eyes caused the mole at the end of her eyes to turn slightly red.

“So I rushed forward, stood in front of her, and loudly asked the vendor what she had stolen and how could you do this.

The vendor was stunned for a moment and said nothing.

I guess I have never seen such an unreasonable child.

The community staff tried to smooth things over by saying that it was not a valuable thing, but in the final analysis it was stealing and this kind of behavior cannot be tolerated. "

Listening to her voice, Su Chengyi seemed to be able to imagine what little Chen Jinzhi looked like at that time, maybe like a little wolf cub protecting its food.

"Then I turned my schoolbag over and poured out a bunch of messy change."

Chen Jinzhi smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes.

"It's a dime or two, and maybe a cent. Just say I'll compensate you! You're not allowed to arrest my mother.

Well.The crowd dispersed after that. I didn’t know that someone had taken the photo at that time, otherwise I would have followed the same pattern and forced him to delete it. "

"I ignored her on the way home. I didn't feel embarrassed, I just felt scared.

Today she just stole such a cheap item. What if she stole someone else's gold? She was really going to be taken away.

She was taken away, what should I do? "

"She just followed me obediently, wrapped in the thick coat. Others could tell at a glance that she was different from ordinary people.

It wasn't until we entered the house that she stopped me, and actually started laughing. I felt angry and funny for a moment.

Then she opened her coat, and there was a kite hidden inside.

It's in the shape of a little swallow. After the farce just now, the skeleton has been broken.

It was crooked and could no longer fly. "

Chen Jinzhi lowered his head, tears falling down.

From the perspective of a bystander, the ending of this story is not difficult to guess, but Su Chengyi still felt extremely uncomfortable hearing it.

“I found out later when my neighbor told me that she didn’t steal other people’s things.

This kite was thrown away by other children who thought it was too small.

I don’t know how she guessed that I like kites, even though she almost forgot her own name. "Chen Jinzhi's tears wet the collar of Su Chengyi's shirt with warmth.

She rarely cried so sadly, and occasionally when she lost control of her emotions, she would shed tears very restrainedly.

The comments section of that photo was full of extremely unpleasant words. Someone had already made up a complete story based on this photo.

Sometimes she said she wanted to kidnap other people's children and sell them, sometimes she said she wanted to snatch other people's bags, and sometimes she said she smashed other people's shops.

Anyway, the pictures speak for themselves, and the person is inexplicably made into a character who does all kinds of evil because of his mental illness.

Someone else suggested in the comment area that Chen Jinzhi should also undergo a psychiatric evaluation, saying that it would definitely be hereditary.

"She didn't steal, she wasn't a biting lunatic, she wasn't that bad at all."

Chen Jinzhi's voice became softer and softer, and by the end it was like mumbling to himself.

Su Chengyi touched her back repeatedly to calm her down and repeated her words over and over again.

"Yes, she didn't steal anything, she's not a bad person."

It seems that the scope of Chen Jinzhi's psychological preparation is everything about herself.

I didn't expect that these marketing accounts were so ignorant that they didn't even understand the issue of "bringing harm to the family", and actually published Shu Wang's personal information, which had nothing to do with the matter, just for the sake of popularity.

They also don’t understand what “rest in peace” means for the deceased. Just because the dead cannot speak, they can arrange her life at will.

Chen Jinzhi can calmly accept all slanders and attacks about herself, but she does not want her innocent mother to be involved.

Because whether it was these senseless attacks or the cruel way she chose to end her life, Chen Jinzhi would feel guilty and sad.

That rainy day could almost be said to be her nightmare every sleepless night, and the humidity that would last her the rest of her life.

After finally struggling out of such an emotional whirlpool, the two of them got out of the closet.

Like two bears leaving a warm tree hole after hibernation.

Chen Jinzhi found a photo from the mezzanine of her suitcase and handed it to Su Chengyi.

Shu Wang in the photo looks very young, wearing a long dress with a gentle smile, holding Chen Jinzhi in his arms, who is still in the form of a cub.

The cub Chen Jinzhi didn't look very honest. He was waving his chubby hands to grab Shu Wang's hairpin.

Su Chengyi laughed and looked up at her.

"You were so chubby when you were a kid, how did you become so thin when you grew up?"

"Whose child is not fat?"

Chen Jinzhi pursed his lips, looking a little embarrassed.

She stretched out her hand to take back the photo, which looked very similar to her attempt to grab the hairpin in the photo.

Su Chengyi raised his arms to hide and turned around to get his phone.

"Wait a minute, let me take a picture."

"No."

"mean."

"how."

While the two of them were fighting over each other, Su Chengyi's cell phone dinged.

It was a message from Xiao Zheng, with very careful wording, asking him how his progress was.

"Master, the staff member assigned by Company 101 is obviously a parallel importer who is trying to take the blame.

The other side's attitude is extremely guilty. As long as there is a counterattack on StarBoat from here, they will definitely panic and choose a way out.

How is the situation over there? Iris, is she okay? "

This news successfully brought the two back to reality, and the problems before them that needed to be solved.

Su Chengyi thought for a while and typed a reply:

"Chen Jinzhi has solved most of the problems by herself. She has the recording of the negotiations when the contract was terminated, as well as the details of her expenses while she was a trainee.

This is enough to prove that she did not terminate the contract voluntarily and that the so-called financial sponsor is purely a rumor.

In addition, at NS Company, Quan Enyan said that she could provide relevant evidence. She invited Chen Jinzhi to the 101 program in June last year. This can prove that Chen Jinzhi was not planning to return to China to participate in the talent show early in the morning.

All in all, she has prepared solutions for most problems. "

"Really?! That's great. We can prepare a plan tonight and catch them off guard tomorrow, making them dizzy, with a crooked nose and a crooked mouth!!!"

Xiao Zheng looked very excited.

As expected of Iris! Just as invulnerable as he imagined!
Su Chengyi was not so excited.

Chen Jinzhi quietly took back the photo while he was replying to Xiao Zheng, and was carefully putting it away in the mezzanine of the suitcase.

He had obviously been beaten before for this matter, but he was still used to hiding here.

Probably because as a star now, she has to fly around all day long, so the suitcase is the prop that has been with her the longest.

Su Chengyi looked at her long-haired back and sighed without any trace.

How should I put it, it takes courage to reveal your scars to the world.

No one is willing to tell everyone about their past in detail, and the reason why they have to do this is even those unfounded rumors.

What a sudden disaster.

At the same time, Xiao Zheng was still nagging.

"Also, have you been contacted by the Masked Singer program team? They are going crazy over there.

There are only two days left before the next live broadcast, and they are all waiting for the follow-up on Iris's side of things.

Hong Mao asked me to tell you that considering the artist's feelings, you can take one period of leave to suspend recording so that you can adjust your condition.

I think this suggestion is good, what do you think, young master? "

From this point of view, Hong Mao is much more reliable than the 101 company.

Even if it was for the popularity of The Masked Singer, at least he didn't backstab him at this time.

Su Chengyi turned off the phone and raised his eyes to meet Chen Jinzhi who turned around to look over.

She stood up and came over, hugging his waist.

Su Chengyi lowered his head, and her slightly drooped eyelashes were slightly raised. After being moistened by the tears just now, they became more and more distinct.

Su Chengyi vaguely felt that the person in his arms was hiding the same worries as him, but neither of them knew how to speak for a while.

After a brief snuggle buffer, the pressure from the outside world swept over me again.

After a long silence, he finally asked first:
"what happened?"

Chen Jinzhi shook his head and looked up at him, his peach blossom eyes full of tenderness.

"No, I'm just...a little worried."

She paused for a moment, as if she had temporarily changed her words.

"worry about what?"

"If you think about it carefully, I seem to be a little bit unlucky. So, Teacher Su."

Chen Jinzhi pursed his lips slightly and looked serious.

"There is no need for you to play the role of Zhi Jinchen for me. I know you don't like the twists and turns and intrigues in the entertainment industry.

I can take care of myself, and I don't want you to be implicated and slandered because of me.

Today's incident made me realize this problem. It doesn't matter what happens to me.

But the thought of you being involved scares me. "

She gently pinched Su Chengyi's earlobe, her brows gentle, and her tone of discussion.

But Su Chengyi's heart is as solid as a rock, and he will not be easily taken down by the gentle knife.

"No."

He refused simply.

"No matter what, I will advance and retreat with you."

"."

Knowing that even nine oxen could not bring him back what he had decided, Chen Jinzhi could only sigh softly.

She wondered if there was any other way to get him to relax a bit, or at least shake it up.

And Su Chengyi was planning to ask her if she should pause the recording, or at least cancel the unveiling plan first.

But when he looked at her slightly red eyes again, he suddenly felt that this was not what he should talk to her about at this time.

Does Chen Jinzhi really need such meticulous consideration and protection?

After experiencing such a change, what she was worried about now was whether he would be involved.

Looking back, it was like this from beginning to end.

What does she need? Every look in her eyes gave the same answer.

Want nothing but love.

So, it’s better to put all this damn thing aside for the time being before dawn.

Before we clear ourselves of this groundless crime, we must simply yell, “Fuck the world.”

Su Chengyi thought so, and then he really did it.

After he lowered his head to reply to Xiao Zheng's message, he raised his eyes and looked at Chen Jinzhi.

Meeting the other person's eyes, he raised his eyebrows and spread his palms towards her.

"Elope with me."

(End of this chapter)