I was beheaded in the Middle Ages for 20 years

The convoy moved forward slowly. Since they were traveling at night, the journey was not very fast.

There was no conversation among the people and they just walked forward in silence.

Mayfair returned to the carriage and rested quietly, thinking about the follow-up arrangements.

Ella wanted to be alone, but some Frofen family soldiers kept riding beside her, constantly watching her reaction.

These family soldiers were already a little uncomfortable with Ella's still naive look.

Only Jocasta in the other carriages, sitting with other women, had a different expression than the others.

Xu Siling didn't come back, which made everyone breathless. Everyone was prioritizing Xu Siling's problem.

The fact that Farina was not on the convoy was not discovered by anyone for the time being.

Normally, Ella would definitely be the first to discover that Farina was missing. Everyone in the convoy knew that Xu Siling had not returned. With Farina's temperament, she would not have reacted at all.

Helplessly, Ella was also panicking at this time, and she didn't even consider Farina.

Only Jocasta himself knows why Falina stayed in Talmburg.

When preparing to leave Tamu Castle, Ella and Farina had a dispute. It was not until Jocasta was rescued that Farina quickly approached her.

After the two expressed concern, Jocasta told Farina what happened after she was captured.

By the way, they chatted about secrets that only the two of them knew.

Jocasta went out to the mountains and forests so far away to collect medicinal herbs in order to make a potion.

And this potion was the promise that Jocasta had made to Farina, and it was also the magic weapon for Farina to win in the three-person game.

After Jocasta collected medicinal herbs in the mountains and forests, he needed to use them immediately because of their special characteristics.

She set up a campfire on the spot, put up pots and burned the stove, and then finished making the potion.

It happened to be the case that Jocasta was caught by the Tamburg witch hunters who discovered the fireworks and took him back to Tamburg.

Jocasta, who was brought to Tamubao, secretly hid the potion in the junk in the corner of a certain street.

After Farina found out about this, she left the convoy to find the potion.

But I didn't expect Falina to also be delayed in returning. She was probably also blocked in the Tamu Fort and did not come out in time.

If this is the case, then Falina is the person who knows Xu Siling's situation best.

She was also worried about Xu Siling, but she also understood that if Xu Siling was not shot to death and was captured back to Tamubao, Falina, who knew Xu Siling's situation, would definitely find a way to save Xu Siling.

Farina is very simple and straightforward, and Jocasta knows she can do it.

late at night.

Raya town mountain forest.

Cabin in the woods.

The moonlight shines through the treetops, and the cabin is surrounded by vines and wild grass, like a part of nature.

The panes on the windows were made of rough wood, with wild grass and vines woven together to form strange patterns.

The door of the hut is open, and from the door you can see the flickering candlelight in the hut, illuminating every corner of the room.

Xu Siling was lying on the bed, his clothes were stripped off, leaving only his waistcoat covering his key parts.

The wounds on his body stopped bleeding and were treated with herbs.

Falina was shocked when she saw Xu Siling covered in blood. Fortunately, she cleaned it up in time and realized that so much blood was not from Xu Siling, but from the enemy.

Xu Siling had a lot of wounds, but most of them were scrapes and scratches, and there were no fatal injuries.

Falina handled this simple trauma easily.

Taking Xu Siling away from Tamubao, it stands to reason that she should take people back to the convoy to join them.

But when she saw Xu Siling sleeping, Falina chose to take a detour into the forest through some strange combination of circumstances.

The mountain forest at night is a dangerous place that ordinary people cannot set foot in, but for Farina, this is not the case.

He rode back to his hiding place in the forest.

Xu Siling slept soundly, and it looked like she was really exhausted.

Falina sat on the chair, looking at the potion in her hand with her mint-green eyes. With the help of candlelight, she pulled out the can and saw a faint green light emitting from it. She took a gentle sniff and found that it was filled with a strong herbal smell.

She looked complicated. Although she chose not to return to the convoy, she was still struggling in her heart.

This potion is what Jocasta once said. As long as Xu Siling drinks it, Xu Siling will fall in love with her and Xu Siling will be unable to leave her.

If she chooses to return to the convoy, she will have to be closely watched by Ella in her normal daily life. Falina doesn't think she can do it, and Mr. Siling has little chance of drinking the potion.

That's why Falina chose to leave the convoy and take Mr. Siling back to the lodge alone.

But when it came to this, Farina hesitated.

If we talk about love, didn't Mr. Siling already say that that night? Mr. Siling really likes her, so is it still necessary to use this potion?

Do I have to rely on potions to get Mr. Siling?

But if she doesn't do anything, with Ella's temperament, can she really win Ella?

Falina didn't know, she didn't know what to do.

She was unwilling to do nothing, but when she did, she felt there was something wrong with her.

At this time, Xu Siling murmured on the bed, seeming to be ready to wake up.

Falina quickly stuffed the medicine back into her arms and checked Xu Siling's condition.

Xu Siling slowly opened her eyes and was a little stunned when she saw the unfamiliar wooden ceiling.

He only felt physically exhausted and weak.

"Mr. Siling, you're awake."

Falina was very happy. No matter what, Xu Siling was fine, which was always good.

"Farina, where are we?"

"In my and auntie's hiding cabin."

"Why are you here?"

Hearing Xu Siling ask this, Farina was a little flustered and didn't know how to answer.

"what happened to you."

"Mr. Siling, do you really want to go back to the convoy?" Farina answered the question.

"It's no good if we don't go back to the convoy. Otherwise, given Feier and Ella's situation, big problems will definitely arise."

Mayfair? Farina was surprised to hear Xu Siling call Fei'er by her first name.

"I see that Mr. Siling is covered in blood and needs treatment quickly. He is also worried that someone will chase him from behind, so he takes the mountain road."

The reason was a bit far-fetched, but Xu Siling's mind couldn't think too much and couldn't ask in detail.

"Hel me up."

With Falina's help, Xu Siling got up from the bed, sat on the bed and leaned against the wall. His face turned pale. Under the candlelight, he looked carefully at Falina's face.

Hesitant, slightly panicked.

Xu Siling subconsciously realized that Farina was lying to him.

"By the way, why are you in Tamubao and why didn't you leave with the convoy?"

"Because." Falina hesitated.

"Farina, don't try to hide it from me. You can't hide your deception, at least you can't deceive me."

Xu Siling's words did not mean to accuse, but more of a gentle and tolerant smile.

Looking at Xu Siling's face, Falina's inner hesitation was shattered. She slowly lowered her head and finally admitted her mistake.

"Mr. Siling, Farina lied to you."

"What did you lie to me?"

"Actually, I didn't take you back to the convoy on purpose."

"Why?"

"Because I want to spend more time with Mr. Siling, just like we did at your house before. I don't need to worry about anything, and Farina doesn't have to care about anyone's opinions. She can simply be by Mr. Siling's side. Farin Na is very happy and satisfied.”

Xu Siling had some understanding but not understanding. He understood Farina's thoughts but not her behavior.

If you want two people to be alone together, you don’t have to choose this time, right?

"Then why are you in Tamubao."

"because this."

Falina took out the potion from her arms and handed it to Xu Siling.

"what is this?"

"It was a potion specially made by aunt. She was accidentally caught just to make this potion. When she was taken back to Tamubao, she hid in a street somewhere in Tamubao. She was rescued earlier. I will go Visit her, and then she told me the hiding place of the potion. When I got the potion, I heard a commotion among the soldiers. When I went to check, I found that Mr. Siling was surrounded. I quickly took you away on horseback. The rest Mr. Siling will know."

"Aren't you afraid that you won't be able to get out after Tamubao blocks the city gate? How can you stay alone at will?"

Farina shook her head: "This potion may be very important to me, and even if she is left in Tamubao, it is not difficult for Farina to hide. There is always a chance to leave Tamubao. Moreover, Mr. Siling is still embarrassed. Tell me, you are left alone to face so many soldiers."

Xu Siling laughed dryly and looked at the potion in his hand: "This potion may be very important to you? What is it used for?"

Falina's mint green eyes were slightly stunned, then she lowered her head and took it all in one by one.

After hearing everything, Xu Siling looked stunned.

Can this potion make him fall in love with Farina?

real or fake?

It doesn't matter if it's fake, but if it's true, what's the difference between it and poisoning?

"That's why I said that Falina made a mistake, and I hope Mr. Siling can forgive me."

"Can you tell me, Farina, why you did this?"

Xu Siling rubbed the potion and looked at Falina's girlish face carefully, which revealed both cuteness and remorse.

"Maybe it's because Falina is unwilling to give in."

"Not willing?" Xu Siling couldn't help but think of Falina saying the same thing the night before.

"Sometimes Farina really doubts herself and my life." Farina smiled bitterly, "I don't accept it, I'm not willing to accept it. Why do some people get everything after they are born, like Miss Raya? When you are born as an heir to a noble family, you can get things that ordinary people can't get, you can live the life you want, and you can change the lives of others at will."

"Miss Raya, she didn't have it as easy as you think."

"But even so, Miss Raya has obtained things that ordinary people cannot have since she was born, right? When my aunt was refining potions, she often told me that everything in life is the same as alchemy potions. You will get something if you put in the effort. , equal exchange. But some people don’t even have the possibility of getting those prices.”

Xu Siling was silent.

"But Falina doesn't look down on her life, let alone her identity. I don't envy Miss Raya either. I just feel unwilling to do so. Why do some people get everything when they are born? Why do some people get everything when they just show up? The person I want."

When Falina said this, she looked unwilling to bow her head.

Only then did Xu Siling understand that Falina was not unwilling to accept Fei'er, but that she was unwilling to accept Ella.

"Why. I was obviously the first to appear next to Mr. Siling. It was obvious that I was the first to like Mr. Siling. It was obvious that Mr. Siling was also the first to like Farina. Why did she have the right to be with me as soon as she appeared? Why is it that the person you want is destined to be your wife as soon as she is born?"

"Mr. Siling, Farina is at fault, I admit it."

"But I just don't accept it, and Farina just won't give in."

Seeing this, Xu Siling couldn't help but sigh and teach him a lesson.

"Farina, everyone makes mistakes, but they are not afraid of making mistakes. Some people may still have a chance to make amends, and some people may never have a chance to make amends. But if you are destined to have regrets in this life, instead of cursing the injustice of fate, should you review and reconcile Wouldn’t it be more meaningful to reflect on yourself?”

"For nothing else, just for the day we die, we can close our eyes. People do need to be strong, they need to be unwilling, and they need to be stubborn, but we must know why we are brave, and it is definitely not to make ourselves regret in pain. You will still be deceiving yourself until the end of your life.”

"It's better to live a day in peace after decades of living in confusion. Some people don't know what they are living for until they die, and some people know what they are living for and die for. Whose life do you think is more fulfilling and exciting? And you envy it more Who? Who do you want to be in life?"

"Farina, I know what you are thinking, but do you really think that you can achieve everything just by doing this?"

Xu Siling raised the potion in his hand and looked at Falina silently.

Falina's mint green eyes had already shed tears, and the tears streaked across her cheeks and slowly dripped down her chin, which made him feel distressed and wanted to wipe them away for her.

Xu Siling couldn't help but sigh.

The characters are like a fork in the road, one left and one right. People always stand in the middle of such intersections, hesitating in the decision of whether to go left or right. This is the so-called life.

Life is a constant multiple-choice question, and Falina is also facing this multiple-choice question, and she also has a choice.

The problem is that Falina has the right to choose, but she has no chance of choosing the right one.

"Mr. Siling, Falina has always understood why I was unwilling to give in and why I didn't want to lose to Ella. Yes, she and I were originally two unrelated people, just like two fish living in different environments. She kept swimming, searching and pursuing to swim into her own sea and stream, that was her goal in life."

"But I live in a comfortable fish tank, accustomed to the comfort of the mountains and forests, accustomed to running in the mountains and forests, accustomed to no outsiders' eyes, and accustomed to a life without any plan. Therefore, I am also accustomed to an aimless life of doing nothing. .”

"But Farina understands, but that doesn't mean Farina will accept it."

Farina threw herself at Xu Siling and knocked the potion out of Xu Siling's hand. The potion fell to the ground and cracked, splashing everywhere.

She pressed her lips to Xu Siling's mouth.

"Mr. Siling, let Farina forget everything tonight, okay?" (End of Chapter)