Quickly wear the host, she is willing to help others

Chapter 446 No

"How can I bear to do that?" Yu Yi sighed softly, seeming to be pleased, "Shang Shang, please stop trying to persuade me, okay? Let's get along like before."

Chang Yan just looked at him and said, "Do you think this is realistic? So many things have happened, and you want to go back to the way things were before, and you want to keep this way. There is nothing unchanging in the world, if you don't move forward, you will move backward."

"Maintaining the status quo is also a step backwards... I think there is really no way back, and I shouldn't have such extravagant expectations. So, will you still leave me?"

"Do you mean I should stay for you?"

"Of course not. You have your own things to do. I have never owned you, not even for a moment. How can I ask you not to do what you want to do, just to fulfill my selfish desires? That's too selfish."

"So, I won't selfishly acknowledge your promise."

"The promise was something I wanted to make myself."

"I don't need such a promise. You don't have to wait for me. Even if I die outside, I won't tell you even if I have the chance before I die. Once I decide to leave, there will be no return date."

After the investigation, she had to take action. Once she took action, she could not stay in this world. Chang Yan arranged a very tight time for herself. She had to stay in the capital for more than a year to target Shen Jingchen and 009. As soon as she went out and left the environment carefully arranged by Shen Jingchen's forces, 001 would persuade her in various ways.

She never revealed this plan, and no one knew about it.

"Madman, it's not that I don't see you as an equal. Once I have something I want to do, I will put everything else in the background. I sincerely hope that you won't spend your time on me. I tell you clearly. You won't get more responses in this life."

"Shang Shang, are feelings... important to you?"

She said this again, but it was very different from what she said before. This time, she looked very serious.

"Of course it is important. Precisely because it is important, I don't touch it easily. It's also because I am more cold-hearted than most people. Madman, with your delicacy and intelligence, you must have discovered a long time ago that I am okay on the surface, and I will help others, but my heart is cold. If I can save someone, I will. If I can't, I won't feel bad. At most, I will sigh, and that's it. I don't have that many emotions, and I can't give you the intimacy that lovers should have."

Yu Yi was speechless: "There is no such thing as being born cold-hearted and emotionless."

"Isn't that me?" Chang Yan asked back. She was born like that, but it wasn't that exaggerated. She just chose the wrong path, and the two moved together, and she became what she is now.

The love value panel data of 001 and 009 are all fake. She modified it. Her love value for Yu Yi is a little higher than others, at 9. 9 is nothing compared to 100, not to mention that 50 is considered liking, and at least 30 is required to feel moved. It's still far from it.

She also understood what the progress bar of 15 meant. This progress bar was not simply a display of love and favorability.

Yu Yi tightened his grip.

I felt so uncomfortable, my heart felt heavy and stuffy, and it was hard to even say a word: "Is there no chance?"

Chang Yan put down the stack of drawings in his hand, poured a small amount of warm water into the cup, and said, "Yes, it's impossible."

"What if...what if I don't need you to be responsible?"

Chang Yan took the cup and said, "I don't allow myself to enjoy without paying and taking responsibility."

"You've talked too much. Drink some water first."

Chang Yan helped him over and fed him the water. He couldn't drink too much water, only a small amount, at most to moisten his throat and relieve his thirst.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome." Chang Yan poured some warm water into the cup, took out a medical cotton swab, soaked it, and reminded, "Don't lick your lips, it will make them more prone to chapped. I'll use the cotton swab to moisten them for you."

Chang Yan moistened his lips. She controlled her strength when hitting people very well, and the same went for taking care of people. When she hit people, she would hit them at the point where they were lying on the bed. When she didn't hit people, she would try her best to make the patient more comfortable.

"Shang Shang, don't you leave me any thoughts at all?"

Yu Yi felt more and more heartbroken because he knew the reason why she was like this, but he didn't feel happy at all.

"What do you want to do as a souvenir?"

"Even if it's just for the quickened heartbeat of that moment."

"So you shouldn't stay here. It's just a waste of time."

Even if she wanted to keep it as a souvenir, she would keep it for herself, not for others.

"I feel so uncomfortable, I can hardly breathe..."

Words don't count, Chang Yan listens to the pulse to confirm the situation. Well, it's still very bad. The body temperature is low, and the hand that is receiving the infusion is cold. Chang Yan pushes up the sleeve, pushes up the palm, and with the blessing of internal force, repeats this process twice, and it warms up.

Not only did my hands become warm, but my body didn't seem as cold anymore. I just felt uncomfortable and couldn't accept this result.

Chang Yan said: "I will leave when you are out of danger."

Yu Yi was also very stubborn and insisted on asking: "Why?"

Chang Yan: "I don't want your life. If I hadn't calculated that you wouldn't be able to survive for surgery, I wouldn't be here now." Yu Yi said: "It will probably take a few days for me to be out of danger. Shang Shang, you can sleep in the bed next to you. My mother has booked this ward."

Kong Ningzhu originally wanted to say that it was inappropriate, but then she changed her mind and decided that it would be fine if this girl was here. After all, with her here, her son would have a stronger desire to survive.

She listened to the whole process without interrupting. Although she still disliked Chang Yan, her impression of her had improved a lot.

"it is good."

Everything has been talked out, so there's nothing to worry about.

Yu Yi, however, was unwilling to let go of this brief time together and continued talking even though he felt uncomfortable.

"Shang Shang, I have liked you for a long, long time."

"understood."

"Shang Shang, will you forget me?"

"meeting."

"...Can't you just lie to me?"

"No."

"It was that time I said, it's cold here, and it's easy to catch a cold if you fall asleep here, as if this was our first meeting."

"Ah."

"Why didn't I notice you before? I didn't have much impression of you."

"do not know."

"This is it in this life, will I have a chance in the next life?"

"I don't know."

"Shang Shang, you are so heartless."

"Yes."

"It's said to be heartless, but it's actually affectionate."

"Ah."

"..."

Yu Yi talked for a long time, his eyelids were fighting, but he still wanted to say more. He didn't know when he fell asleep, but he didn't sleep very peacefully, and kept muttering the word "Shang Shang" in his mouth.

I slept better afterwards. Changyan didn't go to bed. She just sat beside him, resting with her hands.

When other classmates came to see him, he was still asleep. Changyan was still drawing. When he saw them coming, he gave up his seat.

Kong Ningzhu hurried over to greet them, and Yu Yi woke up. He looked around and greeted everyone one by one: "Shao Zhang, Ze Cheng, Ji Ran, Yuan Li, Dong Chun, Cen, Liu, Wei, thank you for coming to see me."

They surrounded the bed. Yu Yi looked around again, but still couldn't see Chang Yan, so he called the nurse: "Doctor, am I out of danger?"

"Nope!"

"Shang Shang? Where are you?" Yu Yi couldn't see her and it was difficult to look for her, so he had to shout.

Kong Ningzhu said quickly: "She is sitting on the bed, she didn't leave, she is blocking the way."

Han Shaozhang was helpless. He deliberately dragged Wei Xiaohui here to block Lu Shangshang. Yu Yi still wanted to find her.

Han Shaozhang moved aside, but Wei Xiaohui refused. She wanted to block Chang Yan from seeing Yu Yi.

Yu Yi was annoyed by Wei Xiaohui who was deliberately blocking Chang Yan's way. He had already shouted, but she still didn't move aside: "Classmate, please move aside. You are blocking me from seeing Shang Shang."

Cen Xuefei was chatting with Kong Ningzhu.

Wei Xiaohui came for Yu Yi and refused to give in: "What's so good about Lu Shangshang? Yu Yi, it was she who almost killed you."

Yu Yi didn't want to say more to her, so his tone became serious when he heard her words: "I almost died because of my own fault. I insisted on leaving the hospital. I am the main problem. There is no need to blame Shang Shang. Why didn't you mention it? Without Shang Shang, I would have died."

Chang Yan shouted, "Crazy, shut up."

Yu Yi understood that he was asked to give Wei Xiaohui some face.