Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 29 Pain!pain!pain!
Chen Ke sat down firmly on the ground, and his nose was bumped by Gu Ran.

According to the latest self-therapy principle, if you can blame others, take the blame for yourself, Gu Ran was the first to speak: "Why are you standing behind me?"

Chen Ke wanted to rub her nose and butt, but here comes the disadvantage of calling herself a girl. She was embarrassed because girls don't even go to the toilet.

She didn't have Gu Ran's caution, so she reluctantly asked curiously: "What are you talking about? It looks very lively."

"For you, it's fun, but for us, it's a quarrel." Gu Ran replied helplessly.

"It's obviously flirting." He Qingyan had a different view.

Boom!Boom!
Su Qing tapped the table twice and said coldly: "Work."

Everyone returned to their seats, and Gu Ran saw that when Chen Ke sat down, he let out a "hiss~" and moved his butt away from the stool.

Did your butt hurt just now?

Should I buy a cup of milk tea as compensation?

Gu Ran didn't know how to apologize to a woman, and buying milk tea for her was the limit of what his imagination—and financial resources—could achieve.

But the next moment, he thought, Chen Ke is someone else's girlfriend. If she receives his milk tea, should she tell her boyfriend?
If you don't say it, there is a suspicion of concealment.

Although it was to apologize, my boyfriend would be a little unhappy if his girlfriend was given food by another man, right?
Gu Ran decided not to buy it.

This has absolutely nothing to do with "You can't just buy milk tea for Chen Ke. Su Qing must have it, He Qingyan must have it, and the apple-faced nurse in charge of collecting takeaways on the first floor must also have it. Not counting himself, he needs four cups." .

Gu Ran sent a WeChat message to Chen Ke.

In order to avoid ambiguous private chats, he sent messages in the group chat of {Jinghai Group [-]}. This group currently only includes him, Chen Ke, and Su Qing, and He Qingyan has not joined yet.

[Gu Ran: @陈克, I’m sorry]

[Chen Ke: It’s okay, you didn’t mean it]

[Gu Ran: As an apology, I am also squatting on horseback]

[Chen Ke:]

[Chen Ke: You can just pretend you didn’t see me squatting! 】

[Gu Ran withdrew a message]

[Chen Ke: I don’t know how to describe you for a while]

[Gu Ran: Are you sick? 】

[Chen Ke: Appropriate! 】

[Su Qing: Very self-aware (Su Xiaoqing’s thumbs up expression—that is, the little white dog’s thumbs up)]

Chen Ke saved the emoticon package and immediately sent it to the group.

[Gu Ran: My classmates all say that about me]

[Chen Ke: You won’t be bullied, right? 】

[Su Qing: You have to understand that being independent is not a disease]

[Gu Ran: I am a psychotherapist. When there are no classes in school, I like to sit on a bench in the sun and stare at the people passing by. In a literary and artistic way, that is - watching the joy of the world with cold eyes. Anger, sorrow and joy]

[Gu Ran: Forget about being a woman, if a man can’t stand my gaze, he will call me sick]

[Su Qing: You are indeed sick]

Immediately afterwards, she sent a private message: [Su Qing: Have you stared at other people’s butts? 】

[Gu Ran (private message): In fact, before I met you, I didn’t realize that all humans have a butt. 】

"Cough~" Su Qing coughed lightly.

"Drink more hot water if you have a cold." He Qingyan stood up. She couldn't sit still for a while and took the initiative to pour hot water for Su Qing.

"Do you two want it?" She asked Gu Ran and Chen Ke again.

"No, no, thank you, I can do it by myself." Chen Ke stood up, just tired from squatting.

"It's okay, it's okay, you sit down!" He Qingyan forced Chen Ke back onto the stool.

At this time, He Qingyan looked at her pubic bone: "Are you a virgin?"

". W-what?"

"Or do you just like women?"

Chen Ke was even more puzzled.

"It must be." He Qingyan nodded to herself, "I just touched you and your face turned so red. It's so cute."

Chen Ke didn't know whether it was because his butt hurt that he didn't want to talk, or whether he didn't want to talk to He Qingyan.

Boom!Boom!
Su Qing tapped the table again: "Work."

He Qingyan stopped talking and happily poured water for Gu Ran and Chen Ke.

[Chen Ke: It hurts! (cry)】

[Su Qing: Don’t break it and lose your virginity]

[Chen Ke: Su Qing, you? 】

[Su Qing: Sorry, because I was too happy, I spoke without going through my brain, just like the smile at certain moments appears on the face without the permission of the brain]

Are you too happy because you see Chen Ke in pain?

Gu Ran didn't see the news because He Qingyan was beside him.

Wearing a black cheongsam and pulling her hair up, she left a strand of curly black hair on her temples, looking romantic and soft.

Such a beauty, serving tea and water in an elegant manner, makes people feel comfortable in their hearts.

As a result, before Gu Ran could take a sip of water, Su Qing said, "Ward rounds this afternoon."

Su Qing said to He Qingyan again: "If you want to go with me, just change your clothes. This is a sanatorium, not a runway show."

"Wait a moment!" He Qingyan turned around lightly and entered the dressing room.

Soon, she changed into a white coat and came out. Her gorgeous face, paired with her romantic curly hair, looked nothing like the temperament of a female doctor that people imagined.

But, it looks good.

This is enough.

"How do you put this on?" He Qingyan picked up the work tag sent by the logistics department, "Aran, help me put it on."

She couldn't help but put the work card into Gu Ran's hand, and then raised her chest towards his hand.

The full arc did not hit Gu Ran, but Gu Ran felt that his heart had been hit, pounding as if he was being pointed at a gun.

"Sorry, I forgot that you are a boy." He Qingyan took away the work badge and said, "I'll try it myself, um, is that right?"

She lowered her head to study and put it on smoothly.

Gu Ran came to her senses and found that Su Qing was looking down at the medical records in her hand.

Chen Ke seemed to be fighting against the pain in her butt, because Su Qing's words made her worry.

If the virginity is really lost because of this, she will be too miserable.

And, who should be held responsible?

"Let's go!" He Qingyan said.

Everyone went to the housing area for routine rounds.

The first is Zhao Wenjie, the internal strength master of 101.

After a routine inquiry, Gu Ran said: "I met your wife today. Next, I want to meet your mother alone. Is that okay?"

"Doctor, what are you looking for?" Zhao Wenjie asked.

Gu Ran stared at him for two seconds.

He turned his head and said to Amelia Su: "Can you go out for a while? I have something to talk to Zhao Wenjie alone."

Su Qing glanced at Zhao Wenjie, nodded to Gu Ran, turned and left the ward.

Chen Ke, He Qingyan, Wang Jiajia and other nurses also left.

The door was closed, but Amelia Su kept an eye on the situation in the ward through the glass in the door to prevent any accidents.

Everyone was also curious about the situation inside, but they didn't dare to touch Su Qing, so they could only poke their heads in from a little distance.

Gu Ran turned his back to them and seemed to be talking to Zhao Wenjie. Zhao Wenjie showed obvious resistance, as if he was talking about something that made him extremely unhappy.

The ward usually does not close the door, but once it is closed, the sound insulation effect is excellent, and they cannot hear the conversation between the two people.

"Ah!" Wang Jiajia suddenly shouted softly.

The attention of the doctors and nurses suddenly became tense. In the ward, Zhao Wenjie covered his ears with his hands and his whole body was shaking.

He suddenly stood up, his face was ferocious, his eyes were white, and he pinched Gu Ran with both hands.

Before anyone could react, Gu Ran had already pinned Zhao Wenjie on the bed, held his hands behind his back, and said something.

Zhao Wenjie struggled hard, with great strength, like a pig or sheep knowing that he was about to be slaughtered, and the hospital bed was shaken.

"Doctor Su?" Everyone looked at Su Qing.

When a conflict occurs between a doctor and a patient, they must rush to the scene to confirm whether the patient is ill or the doctor is abusing the patient.

This is their duty.

Su Qing's expression was calm, her eyes always fixed on the room: "No one is allowed in."

Wang Jiajia and other female nurses were breathing rapidly, and the male nurses also clenched their fists.

News about mental illness killing doctors and nurses on duty are real. If something happens to Gu Ran or Zhao Wenjie does something, it could be fatal.

In the eyes of everyone, Zhao Wenjie roared silently, cried bitterly, and bit like a crazy beast, like a crazy beast.

When ordinary people throw a punch, they instinctively avoid using force that would hurt themselves, but mentally ill patients do not. They break through the instinct of 'protecting themselves', and their power is so powerful that ordinary people are shocked.

Zhao Wenjie struggled for a full 10 minutes, using all his strength in a suicidal manner.

After 10 minutes, I calmed down.

Gu Ran sat down on the stool in the corner, his hair was wet with sweat, and his hands were shaking slightly from exerting himself for a long time.

Su Qing opened the door and walked in.

"How's it going? Is it okay?" She spoke a little faster than usual.

Gu Ran looked at Zhao Wenjie, who was sitting on the ground like a stupefied patient.

Gu Ran said: "The disease has been found, but is he okay?"

"I was asking if you were okay?"

Gu Ran was stunned.

There is an emotion in my heart that I don't know how to express.

He waved his hand and said, "It's okay. It's just that it may be difficult to write the medical records and review."

Su Qing said to the nurses behind her: "Restrain Zhao Wenjie and take care of him 24 hours a day. If you have any questions, please contact me immediately."

"Yes!" Su Qing asked Gu Ran to rest at the nurse's station. She, Chen Ke and He Qingyan continued to make ward rounds.

After checking the room, the four of them came to Zhuang Jing's office together.

Zhuang Jing had just finished the video conference and didn't know about the housing area yet, so she was a little surprised by the arrival of the four people.

"Sit down." She smiled, "What's wrong?"

"I have two things to report to you." Su Qing looked at Chen Ke first.

Chen Ke sat up slightly and reported about Liu Xiaoting.

Zhuang Jing listened quietly. No matter whether Liu Xiaoting's condition worsened or He Qingyan helped raise funds, she didn't show any surprise.

"Well done, Chen Ke." Finally, Zhuang Jing praised with a soft smile.

Chen Ke shook his head and whispered: "I didn't do anything."

"That's enough," Zhuang Jing said, "but your work is not over yet. Physically, you can only let nature take its course, but mentally, you have to protect Liu Xiaoting's mental state like a feather in a strong wind. She held on until the funds were available.”

Chen Ke didn't promise anything, just nodded silently.

"Qingyan, you did a good job too." Zhuang Jing looked at He Qingyan.

He Qingyan was slightly dissatisfied: "Aunt Jing, when you placed me in the second group, did you already think that I would help?"

"Because you are a kind and good child!" Zhuang Jing's love for her was clear at a glance.

"One more thing." Su Qing interrupted, "Gu Ran found Zhao Wenjie's illness."

"Oh?" Zhuang Jing looked curious and elegant.

Gu Ran organized his words: "My previous guess was indeed partly correct."

"Did Zhao Wenjie's wife cheat on him, or was the child not his biological child?" Zhuang Jing asked.

"So miserable?" He Qingyan was stunned for a moment.

"It is true that she cheated on her, but she was not Zhao Wenjie's wife." Gu Ran said.

Chen Ke subconsciously asked: "Is it Zhao Wenjie himself? Did he suffer from mental disorder because of guilt and depression?"

"It's not Zhao Wenjie either." Gu Ran shook his head gently.

After a pause, he said: "The one who cheated was Zhao Wenjie's mother."

The office fell silent.

Chen Ke and He Qingyan looked stunned, Su Qing pondered, and Zhuang Jing was thoughtful.

"Xiaoran," Zhuang Jing looked up, "continue."

Gu Ran said: "'Go to bed early and get up early', 'Close your eyes when facing the sun', I guess Zhao Wenjie must have seen his mother's uncleanness with his own eyes.

"This image has always been in my mind. For a child, mother is sacred. "Only Mother is Good in the World" is a children's song and the voice of everyone.

"If the mother is insulted and the child uses the worst means to seek revenge, people will still have a trace of sympathy for him.

"The mother who is great and sacred in the eyes of her children has done something like this and betrayed the family. It would be fine if the family itself was not harmonious, but everyone is happy and the parents are loving.

"The more this happens, the more depressed Zhao Wenjie becomes and the more disgusting he feels.

“As he was suppressed for longer, his psychological trauma expanded, he doubted the relationship between husband and wife, doubted love, and felt that everything was false.

"He even doubts whether he is his father's biological child. If not, is this family still a family?"

Chen Ke suddenly realized: "No wonder he told Shi Yan that if there is someone he likes, you can tell him and he will get a divorce."

Gu Ran said: "The reason why he likes "Dragon" is not because Gan Baobao cheated on Duan Zhengchun or Kang Min cheated on Bai Shijing and Quan Guanqing. He watched Duan Yu."

Duan Yu, his mother cheated on him, and he is not his father’s biological child.

In the novel, he was able to marry Duan Zhengchun's daughter because of this, but in Duan Yu's heart, if he was asked to choose, would he choose that he could marry these girls, or would he choose that his mother would not cheat on her?

This was a huge sorrow, but Jin Yong covered up this pain with the idea that Duan Yu could marry "sisters".

In the office, the five people were speechless for a while.

"Why does it have to be internal strength?" Chen Ke asked again.

Su Qing guessed: "As an ordinary person, there is nothing he can do. He may be seeking supernatural power, or he may be hoping to be like Duan Yu, unable to change the facts, but still gain and lose."

For Zhao Wenjie, he only lost.

In this matter, there was nothing that could comfort him and keep him mentally stable.

As for his wife and children, he even doubted himself, doubting whether he had the need to exist. The existence of his wife and children would only make him more painful.

He must also suspect that maybe his child is not his biological child.

Everything is wrong from the beginning.

But it was his mother who did this wrong. What else could he do besides hiding this matter in his heart?
"Well done!" Zhuang Jing laughed, "Don't feel bad, shouldn't you be happy when you find a problem?"

She continued: "You have to help Zhao Wenjie and make him strong. His life should not be wasted here. He has done nothing wrong."

Gu Ran and Chen Ke both nodded.

Su Qing said: "Mom, Teacher Zhuangjing, I plan to arrange for Zhao Wenjie's relatives to accompany him. At this time, the company of his family is very important to him."

"Okay." Zhuang Jing agreed.

"Who should I choose?" Gu Ran asked, "His wife and children, or his mother?"

Different options, different treatment routes, he is a newbie and can't make up his mind.

Zhuang Jing didn't answer, she looked at Amelia Su.

Su Qing laughed, a little proud.

She said: "Dr. Gu, why did you separate them? They are a family, and his father. Whether Zhao Wenjie lets go of his grudge or continues to suffer silently, what he ultimately faces is his family, family, a Nothing less.”

"Will this irritate him?" Chen Ke asked worriedly.

"No!" It was Gu Ran who spoke.

Everyone looked at him, and Gu Ran replied in a deep voice: "Zhao Wenjie is a real man. He has his own pride and dignity. No matter how great the pain is, he can swallow it by himself. I believe in him."

"Psychologically speaking, I don't quite agree with this idea and approach." Zhuang Jing said with a smile.

"But," He Qingyan said, "such a man is very attractive."

"You like it?" Su Qing looked at her.

He Qingyan looked back: "Compared to Zhao Wenjie, I prefer Dr. Gu, whose hands are always trembling."

"I also think Dr. Gu is very handsome." Chen Ke couldn't help but say.

"What about you, Doctor Gu?" He Qingyan turned her eyes to Gu Ran, "Who do you think is more beautiful, me, Su Qing, or Chen Ke?"

"." Gu Ran looked around, and finally looked at Su Qing. While asking her for help with his eyes, he said, "Is now the time to talk about this?"

"I'm curious too." Su Qing showed a smile that added insult to injury.

The little witch!
"In my heart, Teacher Zhuang Jing is the most beautiful," Gu Ran said as if swearing, and then added, "No one can match her."

Zhuang Jing laughed happily.

Su Qing pursed her lips, feeling both amused and contemptuous;

He Qingyan clasped her hands on her chest and curled her lips, as if to say: boring;

Chen Ke found it funny and accidentally lowered his head. When he saw Gu Ran's hands that were still shaking uncontrollably, his smile became shallow but a little warmer.

Everyone left Zhuang Jing's office.

"Qingyan." Zhuang Jing called to her.

He Qingyan stopped.

"What do you think of {Jinghai}?" Zhuang Jing asked.

He Qingyan turned back, looked up, and said thoughtfully: "It's very interesting, whether it's a patient or a doctor. If Aunt Jing can always treat interesting patients, I might actually stay and work."

She looked at Zhuang Jing and said, "As long as you are not afraid that I will delay their work."

"Is it delayed?" Zhuang Jing asked with a smile, "Maybe it will be more interesting. You must be happy at work, because people spend most of their lives working. This is my point of view."

"I am hypomanic." He Qingyan reminded.

"There are three doctors around you. Do you torment them, or do they torment you?"

He Qingyan changed the topic: "Aunt Jing, how about I match up Amelia Su and Gu Ran?"

"I also want to introduce you to Gu Ran so that you can have a psychiatrist husband." Zhuang Jing said with a smile, "Since you don't want to, forget it. Please help bring Amelia Su and Gu Ran together."

"Let me think about this matter again." He Qingyan became entangled.

She didn't fall in love with Gu Ran, but she thought it would be more fun for her to get involved than to bring Su Qing and Gu Ran together?
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"Private Diary": August [-], sunny, Wednesday.

He Qingyan’s breasts are so big~
want to knead!

Thinking about it carefully, as long as I am not afraid of death, I can actually rub anyone's breasts, right?

In this case, I also want to rub Amelia Su’s breasts, legs, and butt.

At this point, I suddenly felt uneasy. Can such words really be written?

The purpose of writing a diary is to make myself more attentive, sharp, and have my own perspective on life, so that I can continuously obtain more nutrients from life. It is not to leave evidence of a crime for myself.

Diary, what will you do if I die?
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"Doctor's Diary":
I asked Zhao Wenjie, I want to see your father, Zhao Wenjie had no objection.

I asked Zhao Wenjie, I want to see your wife, Zhao Wenjie had no objection.

I asked Zhao Wenjie again, I want to see your mother, and he said, "Doctor, what are you looking for?"

It was a very ordinary conversation, but I felt a bit of resistance. Zhao Wenjie didn't want me to meet his mother.

Another question is, why can only children master moves that use internal force?

Is it because only by starting over can he let go of everything?
Victor Hugo wrote in "Notre Dame de Paris": "The vastest thing in the world is the ocean. What is vaster than the ocean is the starry sky. What is vaster than the starry sky is the human heart."

Trying to figure out all of Zhao Wenjie's thoughts may be more difficult than figuring out how many stars there are in the universe.

But no matter how difficult it is, I don't care what the patient thinks. I just implement my idea: cure him.

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