Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 30 Working the night shift with the female doctor, hehehe

When it was time to get off work, Gu Ran chose to be on duty and went to the housing area every half hour to observe Zhao Wenjie's condition.

Chen Ke was also on duty and worried about Liu Xiaoting.

Su Qing and He Qingyan made sure to leave on time. They drove out at the same time and forced each other to stop for two or three minutes. In the end, Su Qing chose to give in - all this was witnessed by Gu Ran.

At dusk, the sky seems like a fairy in neon dress passing by, leaving only the cloud-like skirt in the sky, slowly gathering towards the west.

After the dress disappeared, the sky was bright without the sun for a while, and soon it became completely dark.

Gu Ran quickly typed on the keyboard, lines of text fell down, and the [-]-word review was gradually completed.

"Gu Ran."

He raised his head, still a little dazed, and asked, "Is something wrong?"

"You," Chen Ke turned to look at him, "when are you going to check the ward?"

Gu Ran looked at the time and said, "It's almost time. Let's go now."

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Chen Ke smiled.

"You're not afraid, um~~, it's dark." Gu Ran stretched out midway.

Chen Ke deliberately pretended not to hear clearly.

They walk out of the office.

It seemed to be the first time that the two of them were alone together. The silence was a bit awkward. Chen Ke said, "Have you finished writing your self-reflection?"

"There are still more than 3000 words left. Try to finish it tonight!"

"Are you staying here to work overtime to write a self-criticism?" Chen Ke asked.

"Yes." Gu Ran was honest.

"Are you not making excuses?"

"As a psychotherapist, being honest with yourself is the foundation. Besides, you can't deduct my salary."

“Be careful I tell Amelia Su.”

"Are you going to betray the revolution, Comrade Chen Ke?"

"What revolution?" Chen Ke laughed, "Why didn't I know?"

"Overthrow the tyranny of Su Qing's team leader. I will become the team leader, and then," Gu Ran said, "I will implement my tyranny."

"Then I choose Su Qing."

The two walked to the first floor and said hello to the nurse on duty. The nurse on duty was secretly watching a drama on her mobile phone, and they were startled.

Seeing that it was them, they looked upright.

"Be careful I tell Amelia Su!" Chen Ke said again with a smile.

"Keke~" The nurse who was not an apple-faced girl said coquettishly.

Gu Ran, who was standing aside, was puzzled.

After leaving the office area and on the way to the housing area, he asked his doubts: "When did you have such a good relationship with the nurse?"

"Don't you have a better relationship with Nurse Wang?" Chen Ke asked back.

Gu Ran said nothing.

He was actually troubled because he could tell that Wang Jiajia had a crush on him.

After a bloody analysis of his heart, he only had a male desire for a female towards Wang Jiajia, and had no thoughts of being together.

In this case, he should tell her not to waste time on him.

However, the other party hasn't done anything yet, and he just said this. Is it because he has too much self-awareness?

There are practical experiments that prove that it is easy for men to feel good about themselves in the relationship between men and women. He does not want to become the laughing stock of the nurses in {Jinghai} where he will stay for at least five years.

Seeing that Gu Ran didn't say anything, Chen Ke asked for his best friend: "Gu Ran, what kind of girl do you like?"

"I didn't think about it carefully."

"Now think about it carefully."

The first thing that comes to mind, of course, is that he has a good figure and a good-looking face. Gu Ran has never been a person who is isolated from the masses.

"Looks and eye contact," he said, "Personality is interesting, it doesn't matter if it's not interesting, but at least it's kind. My experience is a bit cleaner. I believe that I can emerge from the mud without being stained, but I only want to contact those who are not close to the mud."

Chen Ke nodded.

Fei Xiaoxiao is completely consistent.

"The best thing," Gu Ran added, "is to look more fashionable and dress nicely."

"What does it mean to dress well? Girls' clothes are not your boys' clothes. It's complicated."

"Well - that is, find someone who has your own style. Like you, light sophistication is your style. You wear all kinds of light and sophistication clothes. Disclaimer, I am just giving an example, no."

"We're here~" Chen Ke walked into the housing area in twos and twos.

She was not angry that Gu Ran was not interested in her.

She was angry: she was not ugly, but he acted like she was a god of plague, which hurt her girlish self-esteem.

The two of them checked the wards one by one.

Zhao Wenjie made trouble again and fell asleep with a sedative.

Liu Xiaoting was playing with her mobile phone in the ward. She might have had a mild illness, so she ignored the two of them and stared at her mobile phone as if she was autistic.

"Xiaoting, remember to drink more water." Chen Ke poured her a glass of water.

Some patients are particularly thirsty when taking antidepressants. If they cannot drink water immediately, it will cause anxiety.

After checking the remaining rooms, the two came downstairs. Before they reached the first floor, they heard the voices of the nurses.

". Worse than a stranger!" It was the male nurse on duty.

The two psychotherapists paused in unison.

Gu Ran's reason is: there is a good show to watch!

Chen Ke’s reason is: If you go out at this time, the person involved will be embarrassed.

"Stranger? I say so many words to strangers? My heart has been eaten by a dog, right?" said the female nurse on duty.

"My heart was eaten by a dog!"

After a moment of silence, the male nurse said again: "I'm just a hot sheep who likes beautiful sheep!"

Chen Ke heard Gu Ran's uncontrollable chuckle. She glared at him, making him a little sympathetic, but turned her head and smiled herself.

Gu Ran moved closer, wanting to take a peek.

Chen Ke drags him back!
After waiting for a while, the two nurses became silent and walked down.

At the nursing station, the female nurse is in the nursing station. The male nurse is squatting at the entrance of the housing area, doing nothing and looking out dryly, like a dried toad.

"Doctor Gu, Doctor Chen!" The female nurse stood up.

The male nurse also stood up and stood not far away, not looking at the female nurse.

"Yes." Gu Ran suppressed his expression, "I'll ask you to patrol in a while and pay more attention to the patients who are sick today. If Zhao Wenjie drools or urinates on his body, remember to help him change his clothes."

"Pour more water for Liu Xiaoting." Chen Ke added.

"Okay!" The female nurse quickly wrote it down.

As he walked out, he passed by a male nurse and Gu Ran reached out and patted him on the shoulder.

Chen Ke, who was walking behind Gu Ran, couldn't help but nudged his shoulder to tell him to leave quickly.

The male nurse looked confused.

After the two walked away, Chen Ke smiled and said: "What are you doing?!"

"Comfort him, I'm a psychological counselor!" Gu Ran said.

"Don't come here, it's obviously a joke, you just want to see other people's excitement!"

"That's how he comforts me and makes me happy."

"You have the nerve to marry a kind girl, so you must have some conscience!"

"'I'm not even as good as a stranger!', 'Boiling Sheep', hahaha!" Gu Ran laughed, walking with a slight hesitation, carelessly walking in the night.

Chen Ke wanted to talk to him, but his smile was so contagious that she couldn't help laughing.

The person who is also laughing obviously cannot teach another person a lesson.

Gu Ran felt very happy, not because of the nurse, but because he found Zhao Wenjie's illness today.

Smiling, he shouted in the direction of the sea, his voice lingering in the night sky.

"You're going to die!" Chen Ke quickly grabbed him.

With a smile on his face and joy in his heart, Gu Ran said: "Chen Ke, tell me, if I walk along the sea, can I reach the sky like uphill?"

Chen Ke knew that Gu Ran was very satisfied with his life now.

She looked towards the sea.

After dark, there are only a few scattered lights left in the sea, which are connected with the stars in the sky. If you walk along the sea, you may really be able to walk uphill to the night sky.

"You speak very poetically," she said.

"Actually, I'm a poet." Gu Ran introduced himself.

"poet?"

"Well, I have written a poem. Can I read it to you?"

"Okay."

Gu Ran thought: "Forget it."

"What's wrong? Shy?"

"No, look, I'm reading a poem to you, alone, in the middle of the night, but you still think I'm interested in you."

"Okay, a lonely man and a widowed woman, I have something I want to tell you." Chen Ke decided to talk about this matter carefully and let him understand that she knew he was not interested in her without him reminding her.

"No!" Gu Ran refused.

Originally, Chen Ke wanted to say something else, but now she was curious about something else. She asked, "Have you ever suffered a loss in this regard? Have you ever been confessed to by a woman who had a boyfriend?" "In high school." Gu Ranye No hiding.

"Really?" Chen Ke suddenly became interested, "Tell me, I will do a psychological treatment for you."

"Really psychological consultation, not just watching the fun?"

"You think I'm you?"

Gu Ran smiled, obviously not believing it, but did not dwell on this issue.

He said: "In junior high school, it was already determined that I would become a psychotherapist in the future, so my cultural scores can only be considered average."

"Is there an inevitable connection between the two?"

Gu Ran pretended not to hear and continued to tell himself: "I spend a lot of time on psychology. I don't do the cultural homework if I can. If I really need to do it, I just copy it. Of course, I still take the class seriously."

"You are this kind of person." Chen Ke nodded and smiled meaningfully.

"Are you really doing psychotherapy?"

"Go on."

"When I was in high school, a friend and I often copied the homework of a girl in the class. Later, the girl got together with my friend. Then around the time of the new semester after the Chinese New Year, the magnolia grandiflora bloomed in the school. At that time, I was copying my homework, and the girl suddenly told me that she liked me, and my friend heard it."

Chen Ke was puzzled: "Then why did this girl want to be with your friend in the first place?"

"I don't know." Gu Ran looked at the night sky, "In the second year of high school, my friend went to another class, and the girl was still in the same class as me."

"Isn't it embarrassing?" Chen Ke showed sympathy.

"Yeah, it's hard, and then"

"And 'and'?"

"Then, that girl, let's call her 'A', A's roommate and her best friend B, also confessed to me one day."

"shudder."

"And then"

"and also?"

"A and B had a falling out."

"Oh, like this."

"Finally, B's new best friend C also confessed to me."

"ABC, where are you taking your calcium supplement?" Chen Ke couldn't help but ask.

"It's vitamins, right?" Gu Ran corrected subconsciously.

Chen Ke ignored the topic and asked, "With so many people liking you, haven't you ever been moved even once?"

Gu Ran smiled: "In order to become a psychotherapist, I didn't even do the cultural homework, and I still have a girlfriend? You, I admire you, still have the energy to fall in love."

Ordinary psychotherapists don't have to work so hard, but to become a therapist at Jinghai Psychological Sanatorium and to become a student of Zhuang Jing, you can only work so hard.

Chen Ke suddenly stopped talking.

After taking two steps out, she said calmly: "Actually, I'm just like you. Qiao Yiming and I, my boyfriend, only got together after I was confirmed to be admitted by Teacher Zhuang Jing."

"Isn't that painful?"

"pain?"

"We separated after being together for just one month. It was a long-distance relationship."

"Well -" Chen Ke raised his head, looked at the night sky, and made a sound that sounded like a sigh, but also like thinking.

"It's okay," she said, "Actually, do he and I want to listen?"

"I like to listen to gossip the most. No, I will also give you a psychological consultation."

"Go!" Chen Ke cursed with a smile.

She smiled slightly and continued: "He went to the same university as me. I was a freshman, he was a junior, I was a sophomore, and he was a senior. He has been pursuing me for the past two years, a full two years."

"Love."

"He held a seat for me and kept bringing me breakfast. No matter how I refused, he insisted and said that when I think about falling in love, he should be the first in line."

"Good man! I can't do it!" Gu Ran admired him.

"It's very good." Chen Ke lowered his head, then raised his head, "I'm not worthy of him."

"Why?" Gu Ran asked, "He did this for you, not for other women. This just proves that only you are worthy."

"I don't want to go back."

"What are you talking about? I don't understand. Please rephrase your words."

"I don't want to go back to my previous city. I want to stay in Haicheng." Chen Ke's tone was very light.

Gu Ran didn't know what to say.

Psychotherapists are not guides in life, nor are they omniscient Gods. On the contrary, psychotherapists - especially those working in mental hospitals - have a higher suicide rate than ordinary people.

One side is love, the other side is career, how to choose?
"I have a small suggestion." Gu Ran said seriously.

"Huh?" In order to lighten the atmosphere, Chen Ke pursed his lips and chuckled.

"Let me talk about myself first," Gu Ran said while organizing his words, "I haven't been in a relationship for 20 years, and it's not all because I don't want to be distracted.

"Every time I face a girl, I seriously think about it: Do I just want to have a relationship with her, or do I want to get married to her? If I don't get married, I won't be with her."

"Unlike other young people who stay together as long as they feel it, don't care about the future, don't delve deep into their hearts, and push forward by force?"

"Yes." Gu Ran nodded, "So, you can also think about it - do you love him? Don't answer 'love' like those people, ask her why, answer 'because he loves me'.

"You have to face this problem head-on. What do you love about him? Where does it show up? Is he included in your future plans?"

Chen Ke said nothing.

Gu Ran added: "I call it 'pyramid love therapy'. Only when the love between two people is a 'pyramid' can they be together.

"There is too much 'love on stilts' in this world, but we, not just you and me, everyone should not give up on the 'pyramid'. Every cornerstone is clear, and love is clear and justified.

"Do you feel for him, is it a pyramid? Or a stilted building?"

Chen Ke stood there.

Gu Ran put his hands in his white coat and stood beside her, looking at the starry sky and thinking of the figures in high school.

Pyramid love, although he said so, in this world, there are very few excellent parents, very few excellent children, and very few excellent loves.

However, as an individual, when faced with some undecidable problems, pyramid love can help a little.

Chen Ke came back to his senses.

"Thank you." She tucked her hair that was messed up by the evening breeze behind her ears.

"Declaration!" Gu Ran emphasized, "If you break up, it has nothing to do with me, and I don't mean to encourage you at all!"

"Well, it's just that you gave me a psychological consultation."

"Repay kindness and revenge?"

Chen Ke hummed again and said, "Because it's so annoying when you talk."

"I understand, you mean to hit the nail on the head?" Gu Ran smiled, "As a psychotherapist, this is a must."

"As a psychological counselor, you are quite good at comforting yourself."

"Ok?"

Chen Ke didn't say anything, looked at him with bright eyes and smiled, and walked straight forward.

"Are you really planning to break up?" Gu Ran chased after him, "I'm just kidding, the pyramid is all nonsense from me! I think it's better to marry someone who loves you than to wait for a long time. Life is so fleeting, just a few decades. , and there are all kinds of accidents, hey! Stop! Don't break up, you hear me!"

"Don't worry, I won't expose you."

"That's pretty much it. Wait, you're talking about me as if I'm the third party!"

"Are you too timid?"

"Am I timid? Who was afraid of the dark and asked me to accompany him during ward rounds? Besides, am I timid? I don't want to be wrongly accused for no reason. Who wants to be wronged?"

Chen Ke suddenly laughed.

Gu Ran immediately pointed out: "You are definitely imagining the scene of 'I confessed Gu Ran, and Gu Ran was beaten and explained at the same time', that's why you laughed!"

"What are you guessing!" Chen Ke raised his voice slightly and said with a smile, "I just remembered a joke on the Internet. Grandmaster Bodhi asked Sun Wukong to go away and told him not to mention anything about repaying his kindness. As long as he gets into trouble in the future, he will not say that he is a teacher."

"I'm not kidding you, you promise!"

"Promise, I promise I won't tell anyone about Gu Ran." After saying that, Chen Ke rolled his eyes at him, as if to say, 'That's all I can do.'

"That's good." Gu Ran felt relieved, "This way next time if you have any questions, you can come to me and I will give you free psychological consultation."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, just write a review for me."

Chen Ke was stunned, his familiar temperament was gone, and he felt a little silly.

"In case the handwriting is different, you write one first and I will copy it myself. I will also change your language habits to mine. It won't be much, just three thousand words."

Chen Ke felt that the word "sick" was actually the right word to describe Gu Ran.

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"Private Diary": August [-], Wednesday, the night sky was clear, and I was on duty.

After taking a shower and writing today's diary, the song playing on my phone was Su Qing's playlist, and as I write, it's "Fruits of Midsummer" by Karen Mok.

'Don't use silence~ to cover up anything~'

This sentence has the feeling of a psychological counselor.

Thank you Sister Qing for your Green Diamond membership.

But why are you not on duty?Um?

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"Doctor's Diary":
Seize every happy thing in life and keep yourself happy.

If you want to cure patients, you must keep yourself healthy. If you want to bring happiness to those around you, you must first make yourself happy.

(End of this chapter)