Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 364 Yiqing Will Become a God
"Stupidity is relative. When faced with the question 'Who am I?', everyone is stupid," Xie Xiya explained.

Why do I feel like she has suddenly become more agile?
——Later, Gege explained that Xie Xiya had always been so neat and decisive in school.

It is not uncommon for a person's personality in school to be different from that outside of school.

Having said that, it is not a reason to say that elementary school students are stupid.

"She is also a hospitalized patient." Gu Ran explained to the elementary school student's mother.

The mother of the elementary school student suddenly realized that Gu Ran's pause was also interpreted by her as considerateness, and she was unwilling to say the word "patient" directly.

"Shall we go and take a look at the environment?" Gu Ran suggested.

Because elementary school students have headaches when thinking, he decided not to conduct a formal interview, but to collect information about her casually during the visit.

“Okay.” The elementary school student’s mother nodded and took the elementary school student’s hand.

Gu Ran accompanied him with a nurse. Xie Xiya, Gege, and Liu Zijun originally wanted to follow, but were stopped by the head nurse.

The room is on the second floor, and it is 201 where An Yao lived before.

The layout has been restored to its original state, with a brand new bed, an empty refrigerator, clean wardrobes and bookcases, and a private bathroom that seems to be filled with sunlight.

The hospital bill was high, and these were the only things available. The elementary school student’s mother couldn’t help but nod her head after seeing the price.

Whether it is the safety protection, the color, the layout, or the windows that look like a seascape painting, they all make people feel comfortable and make people want to stay for a few days.

"You can raise any requirements, such as the height of the desk, the size of the bed, the comfort of the pillow, and the cafeteria. You can also tell the head nurse what you want to eat. The head nurse should be selecting a head nurse for Xiao Qingqing now." Gu Ran introduced.

"Do you like it?" The mother squatted down and asked her daughter.

Gu Ran looked away.

Is it that big cities are opening up, or is it that she just hasn’t noticed?
"Do I live alone?" an elementary school girl asked her mother.

"Do you want your mother to accompany you?" The mother stroked her daughter's hair and asked softly as if she was going to kiss her.

"No." said the pupil, "I want to live alone."

It turns out that she was worried about her mother accompanying her, rather than wanting her mother to accompany her.

"Xiaoqing is the best." Mom smiled.

Gu Ran agreed very much, Xiaoqing is of course the best.

"What about the rooms? Is there any you need or don't want?" Gu Ran asked, avoiding the elementary school student's mother with his eyes.

The elementary school student looked around and said in a hard, yet cute voice, "That's it."

"Don't you need anything else?"

"Well, I want my brain to be as empty as the room."

Are today’s primary school students so amazing?

"I used to think that Xiao Qingqing was not sick, but was just stubborn and had a thinking disorder. Now I think it might be a cleverness disorder - this child is too smart," said Gu Ran.

The elementary school student tilted his head and said, "I got 15 points in math."

Xie Xiya is right!
Gu Ran smiled and said, "You just didn't focus on your studies, and you..."

He simply squatted down as well, as the elementary school student’s mother was really an eyesore.

".Let me tell you a story about myself. My Chinese grades have always been poor. For a long time, I felt that I had no talent for Chinese. But later I met a good teacher who made me a representative of the Chinese class and let me sit at the podium. Later, my Chinese grades were very good."

"So you are an idiot too?" asked the pupil.

"idiot?"

"The crazy girl pretending to be a high school student just now said that the harder a fool works, the more miserable he will be. If you were smart, your Chinese grades wouldn't be bad in the first place."

Isn’t this what he and Xie Xiya were chatting about last night on Sunlight Island?

"That's right." Gu Ran smiled, "I am a little stupid, but I believe that hard work can make up for shortcomings."

"So can I figure out the answer to 'Who am I' too?" the pupil asked.

The elementary school student's mother looked at Gu Ran worriedly.

"Of course." Gu Ran smiled, "But before thinking, you need to accumulate knowledge. You can also look at other people's thoughts and answers to this question from ancient times to the present."

His smile deepened, becoming clearer and gentler.

"You're not sick, there are a lot of people in the world who think about these issues."

“But I’m an elementary school student.”

Many people have told her that this is not something an elementary school student should think about.

"There is no rule that prohibits primary school students from thinking about these issues," Gu Ran said. "People always think in a habitual way, or are too self-righteous. For example, they go to see a psychologist, thinking that they must have experienced some major event. But in fact, it is not the case. Sometimes they just suddenly feel uncomfortable."

The elementary school student looked Gu Ran up and down and commented: "You are quite good at comforting people."

A fifth grade student, acting like a mature person, is, in some ways, more serious than just thinking about 'who am I'.

The elementary school student ignored Gu Ran and turned to his mother: "Give me some books."

Before the mother of the elementary school student spoke, Gu Ran already knew what she was worried about and said, "Don't worry, if reading causes Xiao Qingqing to think and gives her a headache, the head nurse will stop it immediately."

When returning to the first floor, Gu Ran thought of Xie Xiya, Gege and others.

To prevent the mothers of primary school students from disliking them and worrying that they would bully the students, Gu Ran said:
"You can also get some math textbooks. One of the two girls Xiao Qingqing was chatting with just now has been recommended to Haicheng University, and the other is in the top 100 in Haicheng. They can tutor Xiao Qingqing."

"Oh, is that so?" The elementary school student's mother immediately changed her opinion of Xie Xiya and Gege.

Good grades, good looks, and a good career all have similar effects.

This is a long-lasting, holistic hypnosis.

The head nurse assigned by the head nurse for the primary school students is a female nurse named Yang Ning, who is very careful in her work.

Gu Ran thought it would be Miss Youzai, the head nurse of the model sister.

However, there are also advantages to taking turns as the charge nurse, as it allows you to relax for a while.

The job of a head nurse is very tiring, as it is a job that requires serving others, and there are no holidays. Sometimes, after the day shift, she needs to live in Jinghai in case something happens to the patients at night.

He Qingyan and Chen Ke were still busy, but Su Qing was already at the nurses' station.

After Yang Ning took the elementary school students away, she asked Gu Ran: "How is it?"

"Xiao Qingqing is very cute." Gu Ran said.

"Want to write a self-criticism again?" Su Qing smiled terribly.

"Very serious." Gu Ran was a little distressed. "It's a phobia. Even if I rest in Jinghai for a while and suddenly figure it out, after a period of normality, one day I will suddenly think of 'why am I here', and then all kinds of problems will come one after another like the gears in a clock face, and anxiety and phobia will relapse again."

Su Qing said: "Do you want me to come?"

"That's what I think, too. She's still young, so if she can avoid taking medicine, try not to."

"Forget it." Su Qing suddenly changed her mind, "You should be responsible for her."

"Ok?"

"Because she is still young." Su Qing said.

It is too early to give up on complete healing now, so you can rely on Gu Ran's [Black Dragon Dream].

Even if Gu Ran is not responsible for the elementary school students, he may enter her dreams, but if he comes into contact with her frequently, although the possibility is small, it at least increases the probability of dreaming about her.

"Okay." Gu Ran responded.

During lunch, Gege, Xie Xiya and the doctors sat together.

"This child is incredible. He will become a god in the future." Gege whispered.

"A crazy God?" Xie Xiya asked.

"Don't make trouble." Gege glared at her, "Have you seen The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya?"

"An animation about mental illness?" Gu Ran asked.

"Are you a couple?" Gege looked unbearable.

"Hey, pay close attention to Xie Xiya's expression." He Qingyan said with a smile.

Everyone looked at Xie Xiya, and Gege was in no hurry to continue. Xie Xiya ate with a blank expression, without any extra expression - this already explained the situation.

When a normal person has a blank expression, most of the time they are hiding their emotions.

He Qingyan watched with great interest, but Gege could not appreciate this kind of fun. She continued:

"In this animation, the protagonist, Haruhi Suzumiya, went to watch a game with her parents when she was in sixth grade. The crowds of spectators gathered together.

"On that day, Suzumiya Haruhi suddenly realized that her happy family, her interesting friends and classmates, her unique and interesting life were just ordinary days shared by hundreds of millions of people.

"Then!"

"Is she depressed?" Su Qing asked.

"Aren't we from the same family? Shouldn't we live together?" Gege was puzzled. "Can you let me finish my sentence?"

"You say." Su Qing said with a smile.

She wasn't laughing because Gege said she and Gu Ran were a family. To her, there was nothing funny about that.

She was laughing at Gege's reaction.

"Then..." Gege continued to speak emotionally, "She began to look forward to aliens, people from the future, and people with super powers, and she did a lot of weird things, so!"

"Will this animation help treat Yiqing?" Chen Ke asked.

"Gu Ran, keep an eye on your woman!" Gege gritted her teeth.

"Chen Ke did it on purpose. One vote." He Qingyan raised her hand.

Gu Ran raised his hand, and Xie Xiya also raised her hand.

Chen Ke held Su Qing's hand tightly, preventing her from raising it, and both of them were laughing.

"So!" Gege brought up the old topic again, "Yiqing will also become a god in high school and found the SOS team!"

sos?

help me?
It is indeed a disease.

"You can let Yiqing watch this animation." Su Qing said.

"Not good." Gege said immediately, "There's a breast-revealing scene in it, and it's a nurse costume. It will make Old Man Li and the fake monk sick."

Not so good because it's two adults?

Now not only is Master Aqiu's status as a "Bodhisattva" being doubted, but even his status as a monk has been deemed fake.

After lunch, Gu Ran went to the dean's office, and before starting, he told this incident to Zhuang Jing and Yan Hanxiang as an anecdote.

"Let her watch this animation and train her a little more. Maybe you can grow a monster as powerful as the Queen in her heart." Yan Hanxiang said something terrifying.

This kind of thing, like human experiments, is expressly prohibited, but most people in society believe that someone must be doing it in secret.

Of course Yan Hanxiang would not do that, she was just talking about it.

Zhuang Jing was not very interested in these things. She looked at Gu Ran and asked, "Does your head still hurt?"

"What?" Gu Ran was confused.

"Didn't you say in the Doctor's Diary that you had a headache?"

Gu Ran just wrote it but didn’t have time to read the reply.

"I just used a little language trick."

"Using language techniques in medical notes?" Yan Hanxiang smiled seductively.

Gu Ran stroked the tip of his nose.

Zhuang Jing smiled kindly: "Okay, let's get started."

The three of them walked into the quiet room and entered the [Spiritual World·Blooming Paradise].

Gu Ran turned into a sky dragon, a snake-like dragon with huge bat wings, hovering over a hillside covered with flowers.

Zhuang Jing and Yan Hanxiang stood by the small lotus pond and looked up.

"From small to big, from being unable to transform in the barren grass plains and the spiritual world to being able to, and now his form has changed. Where will his end be?" Yan Hanxiang asked.

"No matter where it is, it must be beautiful." Zhuang Jing showed a very confident smile, "The black dragons in the past were all dark forces, but now the sky dragons have the breath of light."

In real life, will can only change things to a certain extent, but in dreams, at certain times, not to mention will, even darkness, anger, joy, sexual desire, anything can be transformed into power.

Although it is unclear who the true nature of the black dragon and the sky dragon is, it must be the human heart.

In this case, as long as Gu Ran's heart is towards the light, his power will naturally be brilliant.

The mighty and imposing Sky Dragon was still chattering: "Another difference is that now I can't spit fire, I can only spit out ball lightning, which is powerful, but not as convenient as fire. There are flowers and plants here, so I won't try it. Wait."

"Okay, okay, eat us quickly." The beautiful professor waved her hands, looking like she was too lazy to listen.

"I lost my composure." Gu Ran calmed himself down from being overly excited because of wanting to show off.

Tiankonglong leaned down and handed his open mouth to Zhuang Jing and Yan Hanxiang, and the two of them walked in.

With a swallowing movement, colorful light began to flow on the huge and slender dragon's body, like streaming light.

On the dragon's wings, which are divided into six grids, two of the grids have carvings of solemnity and cold fragrance.

If he digested them, Gu Ran should have felt a powerful force surging up like in the novel, but he felt nothing at this moment.

I didn't feel anything per se, but I felt the excitement of having two more handy tools, like a nuclear button being handed to me.

Gu Ran pressed the nuclear button.

The seeds of the Bridge Vine fell on the hillside, grew rapidly, and reached the sky.

Zhuang Jing's mental strength and Yan Hanxiang's mental strength are endless and rushing away.

Just like someone who can water flowers with rice water, standing in front of the Huangguoshu Waterfall, every second of flow is enough for a person to use for several months or even a year.

While I was thinking like this, dozens of seconds had passed and the water that could not be used up in a lifetime had flowed away.

In the face of their efforts, Gu Ran shared the ideas of water conservationists.

The Sky Dragon rose from the ground and climbed up at a right angle of ninety degrees along the [Bridge Vine] that was also climbing.

After flying for an unknown amount of time, the sky dragon disappeared from the spiritual world.

The transparent sea water and the white coast are intertwined, the sea breeze blows, and the coconut trees are like a green gauze dress, as if they are about to turn into green mist.

On Sunlight Island, the sky dragon flew in and almost crashed onto the beach.

A layer of colorful smoke rose from the dragon's wings, and Zhuang Jing and Yan Hanxiang walked out from it. Then the sky dragon turned into a shadow, covering everything.

When the smoke cleared, Gu Ran, Zhuang Jing and Yan Hanxiang were all lying on the beach, unable to move.

Gu Ran tried hard to open his eyes, but he couldn't see clearly. Everything in front of him was blurry and blurry. He even thought he was wearing 800-degree myopia glasses.

He took a deep breath and tried to cheer himself up, but the next moment he fainted.

Jinghai, the dean's office, and the quiet room, the three of them fell into a deep sleep due to exhaustion.

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《Personal Diary》: Tuesday, October 20, Jinghai

As long as I swallow Su Qing, He Qingyan, Chen Ke and Xie Xiya, I should be able to reach Sunlight Island awake?
But there are so many people every time, and if the daylight gets stronger, I will be shy.

Not all suffering is caused by lofty ambitions, like me.

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"Doctor's Diary":
In Yiqing's case, the worst case scenario is that just thinking about it would make him feel terrified and he would rather go crazy.

Without the medicine, now I can only let her move and do something she likes.

Next, I will slowly ask her how her life was like before? Was it interesting?

If she could find something truly interesting, I believe her attention would be diverted from complex questions like 'who am I' and she would live her life seriously.

(Zhuang Jing's comment: Don't lose patience just because the previous patient was discharged quickly. The average length of stay for visitors is one to three months.)
(End of this chapter)