Extreme addiction

Su Sheng's eyes flashed with distress, and he said feebly: "Ali, I..."

"There's no need to say I'm sorry," Bai Li interrupted him.

She got down from the desk, "Anyway, you haven't listened every time. You will only say sorry. The solution is to keep breaking up with me."

Su Sheng felt suffocated in his heart, "Ali."

He really didn't know what to do. He was already desperately trying to survive.

His Ali is still so young, and she still has so much time, but...
But in the remaining time, he could no longer accompany her, could no longer see her, and could no longer love her.

Because I loved him too much and couldn't bear her to witness his death, I could only keep mentioning the breakup, hoping that the living would meet better people, live a new life, and... forget him.

I can only repeat the words of apology every time, but can't do anything.

Sorry, Ali.

Bai Li took a deep breath and stopped looking at him.

She looked out the window and saw that the leaves had all withered, the branches were bare and there was nothing, the ground was full of rotten flowers and grass, without any color at all, and the wind was still blowing so cold.

If it's raining, it's another perfect weather for a breakup.

I can't remember how many times they have broken up, whether it was a dozen times or dozens of times.

People like Su Sheng are people who can't bear to refuse even if they break up. He is always so gentle, always so sincere and sincere. Even when he talks about breaking up, he is sincere and sincere, for her own good.

But the reason he gave was also the reason why she had to refuse.

Because I love her so much, I have to break up.

The remaining time they spent seemed to be spent in gentle quarrels, on the way to breaking up.

Bai Li felt the wind outside the window, and then gently closed her eyes. At this time, she wanted to smoke a cigarette. She couldn't remember how long she had quit smoking for Su Sheng.

If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have provoked him in the first place.

When I first met him at school, I was deceived by his face.

At that time, she was the bully and the eldest sister in school. Almost everyone avoided her, but Su Sheng would walk towards her and greet her with a gentle smile every time he saw her. He would always call her "Classmate Bai".

Su Sheng's smile was beautiful, as gentle as a spring breeze. The first time she saw him smiling, she lost consciousness. She fell in love with Su Sheng at first sight, and couldn't help herself when they saw him again.

I remembered that she blocked Su Sheng in the toilet to confess her love, and finally kissed him forcefully.

Bai Li lowered her head and smiled. She recalled something: "A Sheng, do you still remember what I said when I confessed my love to you?"

Su Sheng smiled and then recalled: "Remember, you said that after it was stamped, life is yours and death is your ghost."

Bai Li nodded, "It took a long time before you answered my question. I've been waiting for a long time. Ah Sheng, didn't you say that you would definitely do what you promised? You do the same to others, including your niece. , to your parents, to the subordinates of your company, to the Su family, but only to me, you are always on the way to breaking your promise."

Su Sheng recalled that time, from a startling glance at Bai Li to gradually looking at her and then to being able to only look at her in the crowd.

In fact, there is one thing that he has never said, and he has never said it until now - before Bai Li liked him, he had liked her for a long, long time.

Probably because of the wanton smile on her face when I first saw her.

For the first time, it was the first time in his life that he saw such a beautiful smile. The vitality in her body, and probably the heat in her body, completely burned him. In the past ten years, he was neither happy nor angry nor sad, but since then From that moment on, his mood seemed to fluctuate, an indescribable strangeness, a strange desire to get to know her.Wherever Bai Li is, it is always dazzling and full of laughter.

But since being with him, she rarely smiled like before.

If things go back to the past.

12 years ago.

Beining Middle School, Bai Li's confession day.

Su Sheng was forced outside the men's room. Bai Li held up his school uniform, raised his head and said to him domineeringly: "Su Sheng, I like you, be my boyfriend."

At that moment, Su Sheng's eyes felt like the world was spinning. It took him several minutes to restrain his heartbeat from being so excited.

Bai Li looked at him without answering and repeated what he just said.

But Su Sheng still didn't respond. Bai Li was offended, and she kissed him forcefully.

At that moment, Su Sheng was out of breath. After she finished saying those words, he fainted.

Bai Li rushed the person to the infirmary in panic, ending the farce.

After this incident, these two people became famous in Beining.

It stands to reason that as a high school student, if something like this happens, you will be punished, but these two people have good grades. One is a 16-year-old who has entered the third year of high school and is about to go to college. The other is 17 years old. Although they fight and make trouble, they can't stand it. His grades were also very good, so in the end the school chose to turn a blind eye.

Su Sheng remembered that after this incident, he had not been to school. He stayed at home to prepare for the exam. He originally thought that the matter between him and Bai Li was over.

But suddenly one day, he saw Bai Li downstairs wearing a red coat and a black scarf. She threw a paper airplane upstairs.

Su Sheng opened the paper airplane, with three big red characters written on it - I'm sorry.

There were also densely packed black letters, which probably meant that she didn't know he had a heart disease. If she had known, she would have told him in advance that she was going to kiss him.

Seeing this, Su Sheng could only smile helplessly. She was always so flamboyant, and he was extremely envious of her flamboyance.

Ever since he was little, he has always been quiet. His family always pays attention to his every move and doesn't let him do anything. They also pay special attention to what he eats.

He had never seen anyone like Bai Li, someone who made him throb like this.

At that time, Su Sheng couldn't help but be stunned after reading the paper airplane he had written.

There were a few words written on it, "Take good care of yourself and get into college. I'll be waiting for you in college."

He didn't know how he threw the paper airplane in his hand. He only knew that when Bai Li saw the paper airplane, he jumped excitedly downstairs, and then kept waving to him.

That day, Su Sheng was really happy, very, very happy, the kind of happiness he had never experienced before.

Later, Bai Li would come to see him from time to time. She took him out to play, go shopping together, eat snacks that she had never eaten before, and made many happy friends together.

They travel together, do exercises together, study many novel things together, and build Lego together...
　I like the uncle line very much.

　　(End of this chapter)