Extreme addiction

Later, they got their wish and got admitted to the same university.

And what Bai Li said in the toilet, he answered her on the day he came of age.

It was the beach where fireworks were set off. She ran wildly on the beach wearing a dark green suspender belt, showing off gypsophila in front of him and saying he had never seen it before.

Su Sheng remembered that that day he bought a lot of fireworks that could be set off at the beach for a long, long time. He stayed at the beach for a long, long time before saying those words.He said: [Bai Li, I promise you, from now on, I will be your person in life and your ghost in death. 】

At that moment, he was extremely sure that he would not break his promise.

But until now, many, many, many times, he wanted to break his promise.

When you know you don't have much time left, when you know your condition is uncontrollable.

When I regretted returning her paper airplane that year, when I regretted agreeing to her, I regretted it countless times...
But obviously every process, every time there is a chance to regret, but he has never regretted it.

Until now, I am almost at the end of my life.

How could he be willing to let Bai Li accompany him in the passing of his life? He really knew Bai Li too well over the years.

She couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear to watch him leave helplessly.

He didn't want Bai Li to have no happiness, no love, and nothing worth living for the rest of his life because of him.

So he could only talk about ruthless words over and over again. He had lost his temper, but it was not like losing his temper. He had never lost his temper since he was a child, let alone to Bai Li.

She also said hurtful things about transferring someone else's love, but she could see that it was a lie almost at a glance.

He couldn't lie to her, and she knew him too well.

In this world, Su Sheng will only love Bai Li. If he doesn't love Bai Li, it must not be Su Sheng.

The same is true for Bai Li.

They are lovers who are unforgettable and have intertwined souls, so lies about not loving each other are too low-level.

It's so low-level that you know it's a scam without even saying it.

Su Sheng came back to his senses and stared at Bai Li beside the bed.

They have known each other for more than ten years, have been in love for more than ten years, and have been with each other for more than ten years. More than ten years seems to be a long time, but people are always so greedy.

He had never complained to God about anything before, but after being with Bai Li, he complained too much.

Complaining about why God gave him an unhealthy body, complaining that his life is coming to an end, complaining that there is not enough time...

Complaining to myself, why did she say those words even though she knew she had a heart disease?

Shouldn't have promised her.

Su Sheng's eyes became increasingly red.

"Ali, I just want you to live a good life."

It is life, not living, not living like a walking zombie.

Bai Li's eyes were still looking out the window, her eyes were absent-minded, and her eyes were very complicated. They were missing, nostalgic, sad, or full of love.

She whispered: "I haven't tried it, how do I know? You should have confidence in me."

For so many years, Su Sheng has always been trying to make her accept that he will leave. She seems to be used to it, as if she has acquiesced, as if the learning process has now come to an end.

Su Sheng sighed slightly, got off the bed and slowly walked to Bai Li.

Bai Li wanted to close the window but was stopped by Su Sheng.

"You can't catch a cold."

"It's okay, I'm not cold." Su Sheng looked out the window and saw a winter scene.

The season when all things are about to revive.

"Ali, where is the sadness in winter?"

"It's not that winter is sad, it's that we look so sad in winter."

The two began to fall silent to each other.

Su Sheng sighed and walked to the desk, and turned on his computer.

He needed a few minutes.

Bai Li turned around and looked at him, "Is it your niece asking for your help? You haven't touched the computer for a long time."

Su Sheng nodded, "Yes, it's Su Su."

His fingers quickly clicked on a few strings of codes, and Bai Li couldn't understand what they were.

Her professional field is not in computers, she studies art.

"What's up with her?"

Su Sheng's lips curled up slightly, "She seems to have a boyfriend."

A flash of surprise flashed in Bai Li's eyes. She had a boyfriend again so soon?
Ha, Su Qingfeng is better than her at this point. In ten years, you can give up if you say you want to give up, and you don't have to love if you say you don't love.

But she can't, she only loves Su Sheng and the man in front of her.

In this life, she was sure that she would never be able to fall in love with anyone again.

The room was quiet until Su Sheng finished typing the code.

Bai Li handed the water to Su Sheng, "Hot water."

Su Sheng took the water, smiled slightly and said, "Thank you Ali."

Bai Li's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Don't say thank you, don't say sorry, I just want the answer. Do you still want to break up with me this time?"

Su Sheng's hand holding the water glass was a little unsteady, and the water surface trembled slightly, making ripples in circles.

He wanted to say sorry out of habit, but when he thought of what she said, he swallowed these three words.

Silent for a long time.

Su Sheng sighed and said, "Ali, I just want to see you live a better life and let go of me while I'm alive."

"Liar!" Bai Li said with red eyes: "You want to be cruel to each other while you are still alive, to make me hate you more, and to make me stop caring about you after you die. You are really a Liar Su Sheng, I will never believe anything you say again. If I could, I would be like Su Qingfeng, forget you as soon as she forgot Shen Su, and date a new man soon. friend."

Bai Li, who was unconvinced, added, "There are many people chasing me. You know, I'm good-looking, rich, good at painting, and I also have a good figure. You know this best, Su Sheng." , even if you die, I will always annoy you, and I will do what I say."

Su Sheng's eyes were red, and Bai Li's every word and every sentence were piercing his heart. She was indeed very beautiful. She had two sweet pear dimples when she smiled, but she was fierce when fighting, so fierce and cute. .She is also good at painting. She is a very talented painter. She has held many art exhibitions for this purpose. She is also famous in the country. She has a good figure. He wants to keep her as his own.

Thinking that she would have a new boyfriend...he couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart, but this was obviously what he hoped for, and this was exactly what he hoped for.

"Well...I...I hope you can, Ali. I really hope you can fall in love with someone else."

"It's because I really think this way that it makes me feel even more disgusted." Bai Li lowered her angry voice, with tears in her eyes. She finally glanced angrily at Su Sheng, and took her own phone on the table with trembling hands. bag, then turned and left.

Her back looked like she had no nostalgia at all.

(End of this chapter)