Extreme addiction

Chapter 28
"Impossible!" Ruan Jing retorted.

"How can a doctor earn such a high income?"

Pei Jing explained: "When I was abroad, a hospital hired me with an annual salary of 3000 million yuan. Later, the hospital in Beijing City also offered me a high salary in order to lure me back."

He paused and continued: "Although the salary is not as high as in foreign hospitals, it is enough."

Su Qingfeng sighed in her heart again, this is the height of genius...

Ruan Jing was speechless now.

A few hundred million is impossible to compare with the Ruan family and the Shen family, but as he said, he can shoulder the responsibilities of himself and Su Qingfeng, and does not need Su Qingfeng to support him.

Ruan Jing coughed awkwardly.

"If that's the case, then fine."

Pei Jing walked to Su Qingfeng, held her hand firmly, and said softly:

"Let's go."

Su Qingfeng's eyes flashed with starlight fluctuations.

let's go···
us···
Let's go...
Some people become us with her, and some people leave with her.

"Okay, let's go."

This was the first time she left Ruan's house with a smile.

Su Qingfeng and Pei Jing held hands until they got in the car. They maintained a tacit understanding of holding hands, as if it came naturally.

When walking out of the Ruan family's gate, Su Qingfeng stopped.

She looked into Pei Jing's eyes and asked seriously: "Doctor Pei know the real me, will you still think that I am your idol?"

Pei Jing held her hand tightly, a look of distress flashed in his eyes.

"Yes, always."

"Why? I am not a good person, nor a gentle and kind person. Dr. Pei, I am a very dark person. My darkness will cover the people close to me. It's just that I have been pretending. If I pretend for a long time, it will become real. I thought I was the Su Qingfeng wearing a cheongsam on the TV. Now that you know the truth, your filter should be broken. "

Pei Jing's eyes were a little red, and he said seriously: "But I have never put a filter on you, Su Qingfeng, you just have armor, not a rose that will actively sting people. You said you are not kind, but You have been doing charity and donating tuition fees and sanitary napkins to girls in mountainous areas. You are sympathetic to all the misfortunes and injustices in the world. You are cynical and you know right from wrong. You are not willing to wrong yourself or let others do it. You sacrifice.”

"You were just protecting yourself. What's wrong with you? What do you need to bear? Those are not your fault, they are mistakes they forced on you. Even the people who love you most will do wrong things. That is not denying yourself. The reason. You just want to make yourself happy, why do you think of yourself like this? Why do you think you are the unbearable one? Those who are protected don't need armor and spikes."

"Su Qingfeng, you are not like this. You are the moon in the sky. You illuminate many people, but among these people, I am the insignificant one."

You are someone I dare not touch, you are someone I cannot touch in my life, you are someone I can't even hope for.

"So, don't talk about yourself like that. If there is a reason why you have to do something you don't want to do, if there is a helpless reason... As a fan, but also as a friend... I will always be with you. Thank you. Let me accompany you here today."

Su Qingfeng looked at Pei Jing in disbelief.

She trembled: "What are you talking about? What do you mean, thank me for letting you accompany me here? Is this a gift to you, Pei Jing? Who am I? To whom, what do I do? Will it become his gift one day?"

Pei Jing's eyes were also red and unseemly. He took a deep breath and suddenly stepped forward to hug Su Qingfeng. He comforted her trembling body.

Su Qingfeng was held in his arms like this, and it was the first time that she came into close contact with his heartbeat.

Jumping rapidly.

Pei Jing's voice was very soft and gentle.

He said: "You have to learn to love yourself, so that no matter what you like, it will become a gift to yourself." "But I'm asking you, why do you do this to me? You seem to care about me, you said It sounds like you love me deeply, Pei Jing, this is unreal."

Her voice was a little muffled.

Pei Jing chuckled, trying hard to suppress the scarlet color at the end of his eyes.

Yes, who knows?

Probably, when everyone was avoiding him and insulting him, she was the only one by his side.

Su Qingfeng pushed Pei Jing away. She looked at his painful eyes and asked:

"You always seem to understand me very well. When you say these words, you seem to know what I have been through."

Pei Jing's eyes were slightly covered by trembling eyelashes, and he remained silent.

"You like me, Pei Jing."

This is an affirmative sentence.

Su Qingfeng's eyes turned a little cold.

"Did you like me from the first sight? Or did you like me in front of the TV? I always feel that you are very contradictory. I always feel that you have known me for a long time. If you like Su Qingfeng on TV, you see Today, I should know that I am not her, and if you like Su Qingfeng when you first see her, that is not me either."

"You just told me again that you have no filter for me. You seem to know what kind of person Su Qingfeng really is. Pei Jing, I am really curious about you. Every time you say something, you can It hits my heart and makes my heart flutter every time I do something.”

Pei Jing's pupils shrank, disbelief flashed in his eyes.

Heartbroken?

What did she just say?
Heartbroken?

"Do you think it's incredible? How can you not be moved when you meet someone whose soul matches yours? Pei Jing, do you want to be with me?"

"Dong dong dong." Pei Jing's heartbeat jumped rapidly.

Just when Su Qingfeng thought he would answer, Pei Jing took a step back.

"You're afraid of me."

This is also an affirmative sentence.

"You think I came here with a plan. You don't believe that Pei Jing really exists in the world. You only believe that it was premeditated. So, you are talking sarcastically."

Pei Jing's eyes flashed with pain, and he took a deep breath to suppress the tearing pain in his heart.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gotten close. But I still want to tell you that I never expected to meet you, meet you by chance, or become friends with you. All of this was not my premeditation or calculation. Whether you believe it or not."

"But I'm still sorry for causing you trouble, but don't worry, this trouble will not last."

Pei Jing took another step back and said, "Finally, Su Qingfeng, don't think that it's heartbeat or love just because you lack love. Whether it's for Shen Su or for me, it's not that. You and Ben don't understand love. "

"You just want to find a breakthrough for loving yourself. You think that if you love others, you will get love. You regard your love as a condition. But Su Qingfeng, love is unconditional. Love that needs to be exchanged is not love. "

　We had a quarrel, does that count as petty abuse?

　　Returning to Ruan's house had a great impact on Su Su's mood.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)