Extreme addiction

Chapter 29 Quarrel 2
"But living in this world, what does the love of others mean? Nothing can live without. The most important thing is to learn to love yourself, Su Qingfeng. No one in this world can be trusted. The only one who can be trusted is yourself."

Su Qingfeng's eyes turned red, and her voice rose a notch higher.

"What are you criticizing me for? Pei Jing, what qualifications do you have to criticize my life for not understanding love? Yes, I just don't understand love so I thought I have liked Shen Su for ten years, but so what? Isn't life just It's just a waste, besides, if I had understood love from the beginning, the person standing in front of you would be another Su Qingfeng, and we wouldn't meet now."

"Not a criticism."

He repeated again.

"Not a criticism."

He only said four words, but Su Qingfeng understood from his eyes what he could not say out loud.

He felt sorry for her and hoped that she could live a better life, rather than criticizing her.

He said these words at the risk of never meeting her again for the rest of his life.

Looking into Pei Jing's eyes, Su Qingfeng murmured: "It's so unreal. You have to give me some reason for the way you look at me."

She is not a teenage girl. When she sees a man who is good-looking, has a good personality, and understands her so well, she will think it is a gift from heaven.

She would just think it was a trap.

Seeing that Pei Jing was silent, Su Qingfeng asked again:

"You said there is no reason for love, so let me ask you now, Pei Jing, do you want to be with me?"

This time it's not that I'm afraid, but that I really want to know the answer.

Pei Jing replied softly: "I don't want to."

Su Qingfeng asked softly: "Why?"

Pei Jing smiled softly, "Because you are the moon."

"Do you want to say that it is unattainable? What if it means that it is too cold to be at a high place?"

"The moon, there will be stars, but I..."

Pei Jing's eyes became moist again.

He trembled: "I... will never become a star. Su Qingfeng, do you know why I became the chief surgeon of Bei City People's Hospital at a young age? Many people think that I rely on talent. But when I was young , I just want scholarships one after another, I have no choice, I can only get No. 1 every time, because only in this way can grandma rest and see a doctor."

"I can only keep working hard and work harder. To get into college, I have to get into a prestigious university with many scholarships. I have to choose a major and a doctor who can make money. I can only sleep for four hours 24 hours a day. Where can I come from? What kind of talent do you have? I just kept learning and didn’t want to be a burden to grandma. But you see, I still became a burden to grandma after all.”

"She didn't use any of the money I gave her. She said that she knew that I had a hard time making money. She had seen it since she was a child, so she was reluctant to use the money. It was too much for her. I made her lose her health, her son, and everything. In the end, she still felt sorry for me."

"Su Qingfeng, we are different. I am a person who came out of the mud. And you are the moon. You are the moon yourself and do not need anyone to shine. I was wrong just now. You are not lacking in love. Someone loves you, I guess, your mother probably loves you very much, you just... need to grow up."

When Su Qingfeng saw him, his back was hunched and his head was bowed. His bangs blocked her eyes, so she couldn't see his expression clearly.

There were waves of pain in her heart.

"sorry."

Pei Jing raised his head, his red eyes full of tenderness.

"No need to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong. It was me who didn't do well enough. It was me... who didn't have a good sense of proportion. I should have been a qualified fan. It was me... I'm sorry..."

Pei Jing was apologizing seriously, but Su Qingfeng was only thinking about one thing.

It was clearly her, she was the one who got close to him, she was the one who said they could be friends, but in the end it was Pei Jing who was blamed and the one who apologized.

"Doctor Pei, I..."

"It's okay, it's okay."

He kept smiling softly and comforting her.

Pei Jing took out the car key and handed it to Su Qingfeng.

"Ms. Su, just drive home. When you get home, just leave the keys at my door. Thank you."

Su Qingfeng looked at the car keys in front of her, with a hint of sarcasm on her lips.

Oh, why was she messed up again? She always has the ability to mess up everything.She said weakly: "No, Dr. Pei, just drive back. I'll just take a taxi."

Pei Jing bent down and put the car keys on the ground.

"You are an actor, you can't take a taxi."

After saying that, he left.

Su Qingfeng saw his leaving figure and clasped her hands tightly.

Yes, he was right, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe that she would really meet someone like Pei Jing.

She lived in the Ruan family since she was a child. She was still innocent and innocent until she was nine years old, but from that year on, she began to make the most malicious speculations about people's hearts.

So she said Pei Jing was an NPC when they first met.

She would think, is Su Qingfeng really so lucky that God specially arranges an NPC to comfort her?
She felt it was impossible, she felt it was unreal.

But just because she feels it, can she unscrupulously hurt someone who treats her like this?

"Su Qingfeng, why do you show your ugly side every time when you pretend to be perfect? ​​Do you really protect yourself by speculating on others like this? Haha..."

Then why, she feels so sad now.

And they used them together so despicably to test him...

She looked helplessly at the sky.

It's almost dark now.

The sky is full of stars, with a bright moon in the middle.

stars and moon.

However, the moon does not illuminate the stars. The stars themselves also shine. The moon illuminates the entire earth, including the soil on the ground...

Su Qingfeng's eyes were shocked.

Pei Jing said that he himself is clay.

"How come we met so magically, Dr. Pei..."

Su Qingfeng picked up the keys on the ground.

She drove Pei Jing's car to a flower shop near the community.

As soon as I entered the store, the clerk greeted me warmly: "Hello, Miss, what flowers do you need?"

Su Qingfeng looked at the brightly colored flowers in the flower shop. Suddenly, her eyes stopped on a bouquet of sunflowers.

"Miss, you have such good taste. This bouquet of sunflowers is the last bouquet of sunflowers in the store today. Sunflowers represent sunshine, warmth, and will make people feel better."

"Help me wrap it up."

"Okay, miss."

Su Qingfeng took the flowers and went to a convenience store to buy sticky notes and pens.

It says.

"Thank you for meeting me, see you tomorrow."

The smiling face on Pei Jing's clothes is painted on the back.

Su Qingfeng looked at these eight words silently. They were just quarreling, not breaking up their friendship, right?

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(End of this chapter)