Extreme addiction

Chapter 30 The Lonely Fate

She placed a sticky note on top of the bouquet.

Then I hugged the flowers and drove back to the community.

I don’t know whether she arrived first or Dr. Pei.

She drove by herself, so she probably got there first.

Su Qingfeng stood at the door of Pei Jing's house. She was silent for 2 minutes.

Then she sighed and hung the sunflowers on his doorstep.

"Good night, sorry."

As soon as Pei Jing got out of the elevator door, he saw the bouquet on the door of his house.

He murmured: "Sunflower..."

Pei Jing's eyebrows trembled slightly. He stayed there for 2 minutes, not knowing what he was thinking.

After 2 minutes, he walked towards the door of his house.

Looking at the sunflower hanging in front of the door, Pei Jing gently stretched out his hand to touch it.

There are still water beads on it.

He saw the post-it note.

"Thank you for meeting me, see you tomorrow."

Is there still tomorrow?
Pei Jing's eyes were slightly red and he carefully tore off the sticky note.

To Su Qingfeng, he was just a passerby.

But if this passer-by brings her a bad mood and feeling, then this passer-by will pass through her life in advance.

She didn't need to apologize, he was the one who should apologize.

There are always many accidents in life, which are difficult to prevent, but Pei Jing cannot regard them as accidents in her life.

Because Pei Jing’s representative color is black.

Black does not bring good luck.

Before long, everything will return to peace.

We have never met each other, we have never met.

He had no illusions or joy.

"Good night, Su Qingfeng."

Pei Jing opened the door without taking Sunflower inside.

The sunflowers stayed on the corridor all night long.

At seven o'clock the next morning, Su Qingfeng opened the door.

The moment she opened the door, she was stunned.

Sunflower did not go home with the person who should go home.

Did Dr. Pei not come back last night?
She walked up to Himawari.

However, her post-it note disappeared.

So, is he unwilling to forgive her offense?

Su Qingfeng's hands trembled slightly. She lowered her head and stood silently in front of Pei Jing's door.

It was ten past seven and he didn't open the door.

Usually, he goes out on time at seven o'clock.

She waited for him a minute early, but did not wait for him.

It was Qingfeng who took a deep breath.

Doctor Pei, avoiding her...

What she said yesterday hurt him, but she felt that this was not the reason for him to avoid her.

His reason should be her.

He felt that he had hurt her, so he wanted to leave, whether as a friend or as a fan, completely disappear...
Su Qingfeng was silent for a full five minutes.

Five minutes later, she picked up the flowers and went downstairs.

Ten minutes later, she drove to No. 10 Civil Hospital.

Su Qingfeng did not go to Pei Jing, but went straight to grandma's ward.

As soon as grandma saw Su Qingfeng, she immediately waved in surprise and said, "Miss Qingfeng, you are here."

Su Qingfeng took Sunflower and sat next to her grandma. "Grandma, let me see you."

"Miss Qingfeng, you came to see the old lady so early, why don't you sleep a little longer."

"can not fall asleep."

Grandma looked at the flower in Su Qingfeng's hand and said, "This flower is quite beautiful."

Su Qingfeng pursed her lips and smiled: "This flower... is for Dr. Pei, but he seems... unwilling to accept it."

Grandma touched Su Qingfeng's hand and asked softly: "What? We had a quarrel?"

Su Qingfeng lowered her head, "I'm sorry, it's only been a few days since I promised grandma that day..."

Grandma patted Su Qingfeng's hand comfortingly.

"It's okay, Miss Qingfeng, just be yourself and do things that make you happy. When you are happy, Xiao Jing will be happy. When Xiao Jing is happy, I will be happy too. Girl, no It doesn’t matter, it really doesn’t matter. You are all independent people and have your own thoughts, so don’t force it.”

"Xiao Jing, this child, is different from those children who grew up in ordinary families. He is a person who really has nothing in this world except the old lady and me, but the old lady and I will leave soon. "

"He has low self-esteem, is negative, and is world-weary, but he is kind, upright, and always considers others. His biggest shortcoming is that he has no self. Xiaojing always lives for others. In the first half of his life, he lived for my wife and me. Live, the rest of your life..."

Grandma's eyes showed sadness.

"But everyone is different. Not everyone will be happy. Xiaojing may be born with his own destiny. I won't force it, old lady."

Su Qingfeng looked at the sunflower in front of her in trance.

"If my guess is correct, girl, are you here to say goodbye?"

Su Qingfeng came back to her senses.

Say goodbye...
It doesn't seem to be the case. She wrote "See you tomorrow" on her sticky note, right?

Grandma continued: "Girl, you need to think clearly. If my guess is correct and you already know that Xiaojing likes you, will you be friends with someone who you know likes you?"

No, this is Su Qingfeng's principle. If she doesn't accept this feeling, then they will not continue to be friends.

"Neither will Xiaojing, because from now on, he will never be able to look directly at you again. Girl, do you understand what I mean? If you want to continue to get close to her, then you should think clearly about what this means to him. What will be the consequences, and what price will you have to pay?”

Su Qingfeng understood.

Her approach was unfair to Pei Jing.

Because if they can't develop into another relationship, then sooner or later he will be watching like this and there will be someone else around her.

She didn't know how heartbreaking this would be for Pei Jing.

Yeah, unfair.

Su Qingfeng looked at the sunflower in her hand.

"Grandma, why does he like me?"

Grandma smiled and shook her head, "Well, you need to ask yourself, but sometimes, there is no reason for love."

Love has no reason, Pei Jing also said this.

Su Qingfeng stroked the sunflower in her hand, and grandma just looked at her quietly.

"Leave the flowers with grandma. I'll leave first and tell Dr. Pei that I've been here. Also, apologize to Dr. Pei for me. It was my fault yesterday. I hope he won't take my words to heart."

She needs to think about it.

Su Qingfeng left. When she came, she brought sunflowers with her. When she left, she faced the sunflowers in the sky.

But where the backlight was, Pei Jing came out.

He looked at Su Qingfeng's back until he disappeared.

The grandma in the ward looked at Pei Jing like this, with a flash of heartache in her eyes.

"Xiao Jing, you lack a lot of courage. You don't have the courage like grandma who picked you up and took you home."

"However, you saved my life by picking me up. And I stand where I am, hoping that the person I love will not lose anything because of me."

He's not a very nice guy, at least, by all accounts.

He doesn't deserve, nor does he want, anyone to sacrifice for this.

Just like my grandma back then.

　Pei Jing:
　　My life has gone from expectation to lack of expectation, to disappointment, and then to forgetfulness.

　　But suddenly, light broke in.

　　I walked, looking at the light and not daring to move forward. The light was very dazzling, like your eyes. I indulged in it, but I could never get out.

　　Tangyuan: The whole life of Tangyuan, I have been praying for the monthly ticket~ I look at you, and gradually the rice in my hand begins to smell fragrant.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)