Extreme addiction

Chapter 73 Just an unfortunate life

After an unknown amount of time, Pei Jing's eyes finally came back to his senses.

He said in a hoarse voice: "Susu, don't leave me, don't abandon me, okay?"

Su Qingfeng bent down and hugged him gently. She firmly promised: "Okay."

She thought, what is destiny?
Is it the most coincidental opportunity when we meet, or is it the obsession to meet each other after going through thousands of hardships?
Suddenly Su Qingfeng felt a trance in her eyes, and some vague fragments flashed before her eyes.

Yellow mud, small pond...
The scene in the dream...

Su Qingfeng's head began to hurt.

Pei Jing noticed something was wrong with her, and he asked nervously and worriedly: "What's wrong?"

Su Qingfeng frowned, and she rubbed her temples, "I just remembered some vague scenes, and I have a headache. Doctor Pei, what are the common causes of amnesia like mine?"

Pei Jing paused his hand, then looked into Su Qingfeng's eyes and said slowly: "Mental stimulation."

Mental stimulation?

Su Qingfeng's eyes trembled slightly. What could happen that would cause her to lose her memory.

Suddenly, a chill shot out of her eyes. Thinking of that rainy night, her last memory actually stayed on that rainy night.

It seems that her amnesia is closely related to Xu Qing.

What role does that woman play in this?

Pei Jing felt the chill on her body and asked softly: "What's wrong?"

Su Qingfeng recovered and smiled, "Doctor Pei, what should I do if I want to restore my memory?"

Pei Jing pursed his lips slightly, "Electric shock, psychological therapy or another mental stimulation."

Su Qingfeng: "Being mentally stimulated again means going back to the place where I was abducted?"

A dark light flashed in Pei Jing's eyes. He hugged Su Qingfeng suddenly and whispered: "Su Su, don't go back. The past is in the past, okay? We don't need to retrieve the memories of that time, nor do we need to go back." If we go back again, how about we stay like this?"

Su Qingfeng leaned her head on Pei Jing's shoulder and whispered, "Doctor Pei, don't you want me to retrieve the memory between us?"

Pei Jing shook his head and raised his sharp-knuckled fingers to touch Su Qingfeng's cheek.

"The past is not important at all. What is important is that you are by my side now. For everything, just let nature take its course. If you really want to recover your memory, let's go find a psychiatrist. I don't want you to suffer it again." Exciting, if something unexpected happens, what do you want me to do?"

He was really scared.

Su Qingfeng nodded, "Okay, I promise you."

Seeing that she agreed, Pei Jing closed his eyes deeply, but his tightly closed eyes could not hide the scarlet color at the end of his eyes.

Even if life is uncontrollable, give him more time and don't take away the happiness she gave him so quickly.

For the first time, he felt that God was unfair.

What you clearly have, you try your best to take away.

go back?Where to go back?Go back to that smelly and dirty place?Go back to the place where she would leave him if she knew the truth?
Oh, that's ridiculous.

Time passed minute by minute.

When Pei Jing opened his eyes, his eyes were already clear.

Looking at the girl in his arms, a smile appeared in the corners of his eyes. "But I haven't asked you yet, what happened to you in these years?"

Su Qingfeng left Pei Jing's shoulder, "Doctor Pei, how did I describe my home back then?"

There was some distress in Pei Jing's eyes, and he said softly: "You said you have a very happy family. You have a father and mother who love you very much, and your parents are waiting for you to come home."

Su Qingfeng smiled sarcastically, "So, I once described my home like this."

Pei Jing held her hand tightly and waited for her to continue describing.

Su Qingfeng continued: "That year, after I returned home, two children suddenly came to the house. A boy named Ruan Jinqi and a girl named Ruan Jinyu. Ruan Jing said that he wanted to adopt these two children. I only remember that day , my mother smashed everything in the room. I didn’t know what an illegitimate daughter was until I saw that woman..."

She originally thought that she pointed the knife at Ruan Jinyu because she knew the truth that day.

But then she felt something was wrong. The strong feeling of wanting Xu Qing to die, the hatred, she still felt it was so deep and piercing.

This emotion is not like the one that burst out because Xu Qing destroyed her home. Xu Qing interfered with her parents, but she didn't want to kill her.

So she kept thinking about what had caused her to go crazy that night.

The answer now is what happened in the two years approaching her disappearance.

Pei Jing listened to her tell the whole story with trembling eyelashes.

He was abducted when he was nine years old. When he was 12 years old, he finally returned home, only to be greeted by the collapse of the earth.

Pei Jing smiled bitterly. He wondered if Su Qingfeng had become so unlucky just because he had been with him for two years.

He opened his mouth, but no words came out.

Su Qingfeng raised her eyebrows slightly and asked softly: "What does Doctor Pei want to say?"

Pei Jing's Adam's apple rolled slightly and his eyes turned red.

"I was wondering if your misfortune might be caused by me."

Su Qingfeng frowned in confusion and said, "What does it have to do with Dr. Pei?"

Pei Jing smiled bitterly, "Originally, I didn't believe in fate. My mother told me since I was a child that it was because of me that she had a miserable fate. Without me, she would not have stayed there. If not, Because of me, he would not marry my father. Everything that happened later, I don’t know if it was a coincidence or unintentional. It seemed that bad things would happen to people who came into contact with me more or less."

"They said I was a broom star, someone with bad luck in my life. You see, after my grandma picked me up, her son abandoned her. These things are so coincidental that people can't believe it. I believe in Buddhism, so every day pray."

I pray that I won’t hurt you. I’ve thought about it thousands of times just to have the courage to get closer.

Su Qingfeng's eyes also turned red, and she tried hard to hold back her tears.

She didn't know that Dr. Pei had such a hard life since childhood.

"I don't blame you. Nothing can be blamed on you. You are the initiator of nothing. Why should we take the responsibility on ourselves and forgive those who really did wrong? We are not saints, we We are just ordinary people, so even God will not let us take on more responsibilities than ordinary people. What Dr. Pei is worried about will not happen, believe me, okay?"

Pei Jing's eyes were moist, but he still smiled.

"it is good."

For the first time, I had the courage to try again because of Su Qingfeng.

When he was a child, the home he remembered was noisy every day.

The iron bowls, basins and brooms at home kept making noises.

(End of this chapter)