Extreme addiction

Chapter 74
His mother always cried and said to him afterwards: "Guyou, do you know why you are called Guyou? Because I didn't want to give birth to you, why did you come at that time, and how did you let others know about it! You are so harmful I had to marry your dad because of you. Without you, I wouldn’t have lived like that."

He remembered asking, "Why don't you kill me?"

Unexpectedly, his mother cried even harder. She said, "You think I don't want to? It's your grandpa and grandma. They are afraid that others will know that I was pregnant out of wedlock. They are afraid that they will not be able to hold their heads up and be laughed at for the rest of their lives, so they are very worried." Forcing me to marry. Besides, who knew your father would be such a person? I obviously didn’t want to marry him at the beginning. If you hadn’t come, if you hadn’t been worried, you would have been born to defeat me. I wouldn’t have Knowing what evil I did in my previous life, I actually got pregnant with you."

She roared fiercely: "You are just like your father. You are trash. You can only live in the trash heap for the rest of your life. You don't deserve anything! You were a heinous sinner in your last life! Whoever touches you will be unlucky. I really Enough is enough."

I still remember that one time, she came home as if she was very tired, and then said tiredly to him who was leaning in the corner: "Guyou, don't harm others in the future, you know? It's already a bad gene, don't continue it."

After speaking, she left without looking back.

I remember that time, he cried so loudly that he huddled in the corner, crying so hard that he nearly suffocated.

But her mother was in the room, but seemed to turn a deaf ear.

That day, he cried in that corner all night. Tired from crying, he dragged his exhausted body to the nearby forest early the next morning.

In the forest, there is a river, as clear as water. This river is one of the few pleasures he has.

He was prepared to end his life there.

He wants to fulfill his mother's wish. If his death can bring her happiness, if his death is what she wishes, he will fulfill her wish.

Standing by the river, he was very scared. He didn't know what it was like to die, but he was determined. The moment he stepped out of the house, he was not ready to go back.

Just as he closed his eyes and was about to throw himself into the river, suddenly a little girl with beautiful eyes appeared.

She came running from a distance, her clothes hung in tatters from branches, and her face was dirty.

But her eyes were so beautiful that he would never forget her beauty.

She looked at him with extremely firm eyes, as vigorous as a bud growing out of a crack in a stone.

She stretched out her hand to him and said with hope: "Brother, save me."

Just like that, the worries of that time and space stayed there. He took back his feet that were about to jump into the river and stared blankly at the girl in front of him.

save her?

Almost without hesitation, he reached out his hand to her involuntarily.

When he came to his senses, he realized that he had originally gone to commit suicide, but he had brought back an extra person.

Standing at the door of his home, he listened to the girl thanking him, and then he belatedly realized that it was not him who saved her, but she who saved him.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that his long-cherished wish was only Su Qingfeng.

All his efforts were just to match her, but even so, the distance was still too far.

Dust and pearls never match.

However, dust and pearls always meet at that moment.

Dust is everywhere, even if it's annoying.

A tear from the corner of Pei Jing's eyes wetted the back of her hand. They hugged each other face to face, their faces intertwined, and she had never seen them.

Forget it, his name is Pei Jing now.

Scenery is hope and longing for hope.

This is the name he chose himself. He was born longing for the sun and chasing the light against the wind.

"Let's eat."

Su Qingfeng took a deep breath while smelling the food in front of her. The aroma of the food broke the heavy atmosphere just now.

After the two finished eating, they clicked on a movie.

They sat together and watched the scenes in the movie.

Unknowingly, Su Qingfeng fell asleep in Pei Jing's arms.Pei Jing looked at her sleepy eyes and became addicted unconsciously.

He traced her eyebrows through the air. For a lot of time after she left, he tried to draw, trying to draw what she looked like.

I have also fantasized about what she will look like when she grows up. She is very beautiful, even since she was a child.

He couldn't even draw a trace of her beauty.

Pei Jing murmured in Su Qingfeng's ear: "Thank you for allowing me to come close."

Although everything was done intentionally, he would not have continued without Su Qingfeng's indulgence.

It was the girl in front of him who gave him the courage.

Pei Jing smiled, picked up Su Qingfeng, and carried her to his bedroom.

He covered her with the quilt and turned on the heater.

Then he sat on the carpet in the room, leaning his head gently on the edge of the bed, and slowly fell asleep while watching Su Qingfeng.

This was what Su Qingfeng was looking at when she woke up.

Pei Jing sat on the carpet under the bed, his legs curled up, his upper body leaning against the mattress, his head and hands falling on the edge of the bed, and he fell asleep like this.

Seeing this scene, Su Qingfeng's eyebrows moved slightly. He was her boyfriend now. It was justifiable for him to want to go to bed, but he chose to sit on the carpet instead. He was still as handsome as when the relationship was not confirmed. A sense of proportion.

Doctor Pei is always so cautious, fearing to offend her in the slightest.

Su Qingfeng sighed, and then called softly into Pei Jing's ear: "Doctor Pei, Dr. Pei, wake up?"

Pei Jing slowly opened his hazy eyes. He seemed to have not yet reacted, with a sleepy look on his face.

Su Qingfeng smiled, "Is Dr. Pei so cute when he sleeps?"

Pei Jing suddenly woke up when he saw Su Qingfeng's face.

He wanted to get up, but found that his legs were numb.

His face was slightly red under the warmth.

"Susu, you're awake."

Su Qingfeng held his hand and said softly: "Doctor Pei, come up and sleep. This is your bed."

Pei Jing shook his head and said in a low voice, "No, I'll go to the sofa."

He held the mattress with both hands and stood up. When he was about to leave, Su Qingfeng held him.

She repeated what she just said, "Dr. Pei, go to bed. We are boyfriend and girlfriend. It doesn't matter. I don't mind."

Pei Jing pursed his lips. Just when Su Qingfeng thought he would compromise, he grabbed Su Qing's hand and pulled her hand away.

He said firmly: "I'm going to sleep outside. It's still early. You can sleep a little longer."

After saying that, he left.

Su Qingfeng looked at his back and sighed.

Who is more conservative?

She pulled down the quilt and wrapped it around her head, then continued to sleep.

It started to rain outside, and it was pattering. It was a good weather to sleep.

Su Qingfeng was woken up by a phone call.

She picked up the phone and answered in a hoarse voice: "Hello, who is it?"

(End of this chapter)