The sweet mourning beauty and the King of Hell are killing each other like crazy in the world

Chapter 373 Don’t look back!
To be honest, Gu Yichen and I were just using each other by chance.

He doesn't take feelings seriously and believes that love is just the result of hormone secretion.

It’s the same with Jing Xiaoling, and it’s definitely the same with me.

Haha, men, whether dead or alive, are very realistic.

Every time I broke up with him, I actually didn't feel any love from him, but more of calmness and restraint.

But he clearly did a lot for me according to my requests, and sometimes he could even express his feelings to communicate with me.

But let alone feeling his sincerity, I even felt like I was an accident.

However, I know very well in my heart that I should never think about healing or changing my partner.

Haha, maybe we are not even partners.

Because in an intimate relationship, there is one unchanging principle: whoever is suffering must change.

We always think that the pain is caused by our partner, but in fact he may not be in pain.

For example, if he is lazy, that is his business. If he is really suffering, he will change.

Moreover, people who think they are wrong may not have the ability to change. If I think there is something wrong with Gu Yichen, he will confront me.

But if his pain comes from his original family, or many previous factors, then I can't even think of being his parent, so it's difficult for me to change him.

I can only change myself.

When he doesn't want to change, it's no use for me to force him.

What I need to do now is look at my own relationships and find ways to fulfill myself.

Being together is for self-growth, not for satisfying each other.

To maintain a healthy relationship, each of you must take responsibility.

As for my own trauma,

Change is not for the other person, but for yourself to avoid pain.
In other words, everyone has his or her own life tasks to complete, and one must learn to separate the tasks.

So the most important thing for me now is to find my grandmother’s soul.

Be it Gu Yichen or Jing Xiaoling, as well as the forces behind them, I, a student, cannot contend with them. I have to face the reality, weigh the pros and cons, and know the current situation.

Ten minutes later, we got in the car at the door.

I don’t know if Gu Yichen is stingy or Jing Xiaoling did it on purpose.

Anyway, Jing Xiaoling got into our car alone.

She is not afraid that I will push her into the Baiyangdian Lake, really.

It was still Xiao Ma Ge who was driving, and Daniel Hu was sitting in the passenger seat.

I and Brother Liang, who has an icy face, were sitting on each side of me in the back.

Gu Yichen and Jing Xiaoling sat at the back.

There were also a lot of things stuffed in the back of the car, including ritual implements, talismans, water and drinks and so on.

I didn’t expect that the moment I sat down, Gu Yichen came and grabbed my hand.

"Gu Yichen, what are you doing?"

I screamed in panic, looking at the man's pale hand and red eyes.

Like a madman!

I pushed him away with all my strength and tried to turn around and sit down. I couldn't delay my work no matter what.

Gu Yichen suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me away from Xu Liang.

He had a murderous aura and cold eyes, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Momo, why are you hiding?"

I was stunned for a moment and shook off his hand:
"I want you to take care of it!"

"Momo, we're about to leave, don't cry."

Gu Yichen held my hand tightly, with no intention of letting go.

I quickly stepped on Gu Yichen and bit his hand.

He subconsciously let go because of the pain, and I immediately sat back next to Xu Liang.

Gu Yichen was pulled back by Jing Xiaoling, his eyes still fixed on me.

I glanced at Jing Xiaoling who was beside him. She was Gu Yichen’s ex and also his white moonlight.

Scumbag and bitch!

What a perfect match!

A feeling of disgust came over me and I stopped paying attention to them, looking straight ahead.

The car started. It was a cloudy, stuffy and humid day.

As the car started moving and the wind blew, my mind became more clear.

But my face is still sweating.

I took out a small mirror and tissue paper and wiped my face in front of the mirror.

When I tilted the mirror, I saw Gu Yichen's face was gloomy.

He should have been staring at me with a sullen face, but he said nothing.

Jing Xiaoling was not polite, "Yi Chen, I'll sit with you when we get on the boat."

My heart tightened, and I got irritated when I heard Jing Xiaoling's nasty look coming towards me.

"We're going to Baiyangdian to do serious business, not to take you two on a honeymoon, understand?"

"Sit together, isn't it just to discuss serious matters better?" Jing Xiaoling paused, "Momo, how long have you and Yi Chen known each other? I know him better than you and can be more helpful to him, do you understand?"

"Humph!" I really hate her now.

Thinking of the fact that Jing Xiaoling might have enjoyed the pleasure of countless men, I felt extremely disgusted by her.

"You're angry, that's why. Who knows if you're with Yi Chen just for the money?"

"you!"

I stood up and wanted to curse.

"Bang!" Although Brother Liang held his arm, his head still hit the roof of the car.

When Jing Xiaoling saw that I hit my head, her expression relaxed and she smiled.

However, she is really a smart person. She was so rude to me just now, but now she is pretending to care about me.

"Oh my, Momo, does it hurt? This sauna-like weather is so stuffy that it's easier for people to lose control of their temper. It's true that I was too talkative today."

"Besides, I only spoke because I saw that you didn't give Yi Chen face. Although I was a little impulsive, I meant well."

"Mo Mo, let's just let this go and forget about it, okay?"

"For the sake of doing serious work in the pond later, let's just pretend nothing happened?"

Jing Xiaoling finished her speech without much pause.

I glanced at Gu Yichen and unexpectedly made eye contact with him.

He was calm, as if he would not be the one to make the decision and take responsibility.

"You talk, I won't interfere anyway. I just want a result." I said to Jing Xiaoling.

With Jing Xiaoling's personality, she must be with Gu Yichen.

After all, she had eyes only for him.

Unexpectedly, Jing Xiaoling thought about it for a while and agreed.

And he made a condition: "Okay, find those souls and solve these problems, and I will let Yi Chen set you free."

Gu Yichen smiled wryly, "Stop talking."

"Ok?"

"Let's solve the problem first, then we can talk about it."

"OK,"

When Gu Yichen was pulled by Jing Xiaoling, I happened to turn my head to look over.

At that moment, I felt that Gu Yichen's face was actually somewhat pale.

He sat there, looking like he was about to break into millions of pieces.

I stopped looking at him and pinched my fingers into my palms again, forcing myself to stay awake.

Being a passport to the human world and being cannon fodder is enough just once.

Don't look back.

Yang Momo, don't look back.

I warned myself again and again in my heart.

After getting off the car, Gu Yichen came over again.

He regained his usual calmness, "Shall we talk?"

"What to talk about?"

"Jing Xiaoling."

"No need, Gu Yichen, you two are back together. When this is over, we will go our separate ways. I will be free again, and I will study hard and make progress every day."