I became famous by doing things.

Chapter 328 328.A person
It was really painful when I first walked with Old Man Wang Hun, and I would get beaten at every turn. It was really painful at that time, and I felt like I couldn't make it to the end, but I didn't dare to die.

dead...

I will disappear completely.

The time that was finally put off became meaningless.

But later I also learned how to get beaten less. The reason I didn’t want to die at first was simply because I hadn’t lived enough. I had many friends, lovers and relatives.

Later, it was not about whether I wanted to die or not, but that I could actually live no matter what...

"Xiaobai, do you still love me?"

I raised my head and glanced at Mr. Chang Jiu. His eyes were full of sadness, like a hurt child. I gently stroked his face with my hand, hoping to make him happy and soothe his sad mood. .

But I don’t know how to say it. Happiness, family, love and friendship have been stuffed into every corner of my heart for the past three years...

I didn’t know what to say for a while.

Love it?

It should be love. If I didn't love, I wouldn't be able to face King Hun alone.

Don’t you love it?

It should be that I don’t love him. If he did, why would I want to push away the person in front of me?

I didn't respond, I just closed my eyes tightly, fearing that my thoughts would be severely beaten. After making sure that no punches fell, I quietly breathed a sigh of relief...

Master Chang Jiu was a little anxious when he saw me breathing a sigh of relief. He didn't know what to do with me. He kissed my lips gently, caressed my face, and said almost pleadingly:
"Shall we go back together?"

I shrank back, I finally ran back, and now I don’t want to go anywhere...

Master Chang Jiu saw that I was still shrinking back without saying anything, so he quickly hugged me in his arms...

"Okay, if we don't go back, then you wait here for me and I'll find a way. Don't run away, okay? I'm going to find my mother. My mother said before that there is a way to save you. I didn't think you could be so serious. So I refused. You wait for me, I will go find my mother now. You will definitely get better, don’t give up on me, and don’t give up on our relationship, please..."

I know that as long as I agree to it now, it will leave. My heart is shouting not to leave. If I leave me alone, I will definitely do something stupid, but I still said yes...

I suddenly understood how helpless people with depression sometimes were at that time...

It should be about the same as me at this point.

Chang Jiuye took two deep breaths, turned around, transformed into his original form and flew away.

My tense nerves suddenly relaxed, and I took a long breath, feeling like I was alive...

My mind was instantly filled with strange thoughts.

I was sure that Mr. Chang Jiu would not be back for a while, so he quickly packed up his things and continued walking into the mountains...

It is no longer safe here. They can find it. I suddenly remembered that the immortals on Kunlun Mountain cannot go up there. As long as I climb there, no one will be able to find me. I can be alone there...

Live better.

Thinking of this, my mind was filled with this thought.

I started running crazily. I wanted to go to Kunlun Mountain, and I wanted to hide.

This way no one can hurt me!
After running all day and night, I finally reached the foot of the mountain. Without thinking about anything, I immediately climbed up...

I didn’t care whether I had any climbing equipment.

About halfway up the mountain, I saw Chang Jiuye and the others chasing me from the bottom of the mountain up the mountain. They seemed to be shouting something, but I couldn't hear it, and I didn't want to hear it...

I quickly used my previous mountain running speed and ran up the mountain very fast...

"Don't chase me, please, stop chasing me!"

My brain is almost crazy, I am really afraid of being caught up, I just want to be alone now, live alone!

It’s okay to die alone!
Whenever someone is around me, I'm afraid of getting hurt. This feeling is so desperate...

When I fell into the ice cave, I remembered that we were all tied together, so everything was fine...

This time I'm alone...

The ice cave is not deep, and my body has been tempered for such a long time, so it is not a serious problem.

I sat in the ice cave to catch my breath and finally relaxed. This place is already high enough, and the immortals can't get up...

Even if the two waves of people, Lu Chen and Zhou Ling, want to come up, they won't be able to come up for a while.

No one will find me now.

I can finally be alone for a while.

Sitting there, I took a big bite of the dried meat in my backpack. I haven't eaten meat for a long time. If I eat it, I will be beaten...

Now no one will hit me, I can eat meat, I can cry, I can laugh...

I can do whatever I want in this little ice cave.

Finally no one will hurt me.

I looked at the injuries all over my body...

Cried and laughed, laughed and cried.

This is the most complete emotional release I have experienced in three years.

Unknowingly, I was about to freeze, but there was no feeling of coldness, but a warm and sleepy state.

Is it finally coming to an end...

I have eaten it before and seen it all in my life. I have tasted the sweet, sour, bitter and spicy. It would not be a loss even if I died...

Suddenly, I seemed to have arrived at the false hall that the ghost general had set up before. The female slave and the ghost general were drinking in the middle of the hall, and the two of them were talking happily.

Seeing me coming, he smiled and invited me to come over for a drink.

I walked over, and the two of them didn't say much. They just talked about their past affairs. I listened quietly...

I don’t know how long it took, but the female demon glanced at me and said:
"Okay, I'll see if you're okay, go back. As for agreeing to return to my body, I'm not in a hurry. The old Taoist priest has two brushes. There are some things I haven't figured out. Let's talk about it later. , Okay, you go back."

After saying that, the female demon waved her hand, and I stumbled to sit on the ground.

...

When I woke up again, I was taken back to Changjia Village.

The dream I just had was a little confusing. What it means now is... the female demon doesn't want my soul anymore? She didn't know what it meant...

Does it mean that you may want it or you may not?

As soon as I opened my eyes and saw the nine men of the Chang family standing there, my whole body was like a taut string, and my whole body curled up unconsciously. I didn't understand why they refused to let me go. …I was already hiding in the ice cave in Kunlun Mountain, how did they bring me back?

Master Chang Ba looked at me a little angry and said to Master Chang Jiu:

"Then the old man is... a bastard. This means he is dead, otherwise I... I... I will definitely fight him to death. If I can, I will kill him directly. Why should I torture such a child?"

The eldest son of the Chang family looked at my angry and scared look, sighed and said:

"It's okay. It'll be fine when I'm back. The Bai family is preparing medicine now. I'll go to my mother's house later to get some good medicinal materials for her. She'll be fine. This is similar to apathy. Fortunately, our medicine is enough to make her feel better. Her consciousness will grow back. Once she has taken care of it, she will be fine..."

I couldn't understand what they were saying, I just felt angry.

Obviously I have...I have found a place where no one is...obviously...

Master Chang Jiu came over and wanted to hold my hand. I withdrew my hand angrily. Looking at it, I felt the urge to resist desperately...