I am not mentally ill, I am the actor with a thousand faces

Chapter 409: An image that no one can surpass, not now, and not in the future
Right now
Maybe it’s because of my physique.

Maybe it's because.
Li Yun is good at being alone. When he is alone, he can feel his six senses are sharp.
So many sounds
So many figures
Their pious voices linger in my ears
"If I were God, I would have mercy on them, but I am not God. I am just a human being like them, a powerless human being."

at this time.

A voice sounded in Li Yun's ear.

The voice carried a hint of compassion, helplessness, and a hint of guilt.

Compassion, helplessness is okay.

Why should you feel guilty? It's not you who made them sick.

Birth, aging, sickness and death are not something that humans can control.
"So, you can't actually do anything. No one will ask you to do anything." At this time, Li Yun was looking at his personality that suddenly appeared and murmured calmly.

I have morals, but I will not be kidnapped by them.
If anyone thinks I have to do something for sick people, I'm sorry, I'm not that great.
However, Li Yun felt as if he was falling into an icy cave.

Because there was not only that 'compassionate' guy in front of him.

There was also a person begging for help. He looked haggard and dying. He was wearing blue and white striped clothes and his body looked like it was on the verge of collapse.
The withered body, the numb eyes, the look of someone on the verge of death.

what.

Who is this person?

it's me.

My thoughts and memories were brought back. When I was in the late stage of my illness in my previous life, it was this scene, this appearance.
Skin texture, expression, longing eyes
Yes, I really can't morally blackmail anyone. Even if I have some compassion in my personality, I will be as indifferent as a bystander - but this emotion cannot be released to myself.

It turns out that in the beginning, there were people who would use this expression to ask for help from others.

It's myself.
That near-death experience.

I have had this experience myself. I even asked the cleaning lady passing by if she had any old recipe passed down from my ancestors to prolong my life.

Anyone please come and save me.

This kind of feeling is very real, because Li Yun has really experienced this kind of thing.
Clearly after rebirth, that feeling has disappeared.

I was given a new lease of life.

But my past.

still exists.

"Why are you smoking outside?"

"I don't like the atmosphere in the hospital." At this time, Wu Jing smoked a cigarette and said lightly: "This place is scary."

"You are more afraid of the hospital than an old man like me."

Wu Jinquan joked at this time: "You are afraid and still smoke."

All of a sudden, Wu Jinquan flicked the cigarette out of Wu Jing's mouth.

Wu Jing didn't stop him either.

"Dad, you said that I practice martial arts to be brave and aggressive, and to pursue fame and fortune. If I have fame and fortune, but end up being sick or even dying, then what is the meaning of my struggle in this life? In the end, there will only be nothing left."

In this regard.

Wu Jinquan had no intention of denying it.

"So, cherish the present, cherish what you have now, exercise well, and quit smoking. You are afraid of death and smoke, it's really abstract."

“good good”

After finishing the filming of the martial arts association.

Li Yun also left the hospital, but that feeling lingered in his heart.

Li Yun has experienced near-death experiences before. He even pursues meaningful death and passing away. He has experienced a lot of them while filming.

Li Yun has a lot of "rich" experience with death.

But dying of illness feels completely different.

First, your strong body starts to disobey your commands, your limbs begin to ache inexplicably, your muscles begin to atrophy, and your internal organs begin to churn.

You start from being able to taste any kind of delicacies to being able to eat only simple and nutritious food, then to liquid food, and finally to being unable to eat anything. This is because what you eat will only bring burden and pain to your internal organs, and you will feel more pain and discomfort.

Finally, I felt the life gradually leaving my body.
"Huhu."

At this moment, Li Yun woke up from a nightmare.

Cold sweat
But found out.

I'm on the ceiling.

To myself.

That was myself in my previous life.

My life is gradually withering.
"damn it"

Li Yun suddenly felt a suffocating feeling that he could relate to.

"Is he really okay?" At this time, the taciturn "loyal minister" looked at Li Yun with narrowed eyes. It seemed that Li Yun was on the verge of collapse.

But Li Yun cannot collapse now.

If Li Yun collapsed, how could he fulfill his duty of "serving the country with loyalty"?
No. Absolutely not.

"You came late and don't know him well enough." At this time, the 'director' personality had a calm expression, as if he was very calm about Li Yun's reaction.
"He's not even afraid of death?" The loyal minister wondered.

"He is not afraid of death," the 'superstar' next to him also said
Li Yun looked at the 'I' on the ceiling.
Fear of death, entanglement
Let me play 'me'.

This is definitely not an easy thing to do, and there is even some painful feeling on the body.

But Li Yun, ask yourself.

If going through the process of going from health to decay and death again can make you more famous and wealthy,
at this time
Li Yun opened his eyes.

Copying 'me'.
Feeling 'me'.
At this moment, even the "loyal ministers" were a little stunned.

The 'director' personality next to him said.

"You think he's crazy because of us, but in fact, he was not normal to begin with."

"You're in really good spirits. What did you do last night? Why were you so excited?"

"Is it really good? I think so too. I am in good spirits."

Facing Jiang Chenggang's question, Li Yun smiled slightly.
Jiang Chenggang felt that there was something strange.

But it seems hard to put it into words.

Li Yun’s next step is to finish filming the second half of "The New Three Kingdoms".

We can welcome the release of "Let the Bullets Fly". Whether it's a mule or a horse, take it out for a walk.

"Next time, in your father-son battle, no one knows who will come out on top." At this time, Jiang Chenggang said with narrowed eyes.

“Yeah, who knows?”

The schedule for both is the same.
At the same time, the promotion time is the same.

"By the way, what is the extent of the deletions?" Li Yun was also quite concerned about this.

“It took less than five minutes to delete.”

"Ah? So little!"

"The big white rabbit and the bloody caesarean section scene were deleted."

"Then this review really gives us face."

"Of course we're giving you face. Someone gave us the green light."

"Green light."

At this time, Li Yun thought about it.

There are not many people who can give themselves the green light here.

He turned on the green light without saying a word.

Yes. Uncle.

in fact.

Someone did give Li Yun's "Let the Bullets Fly" the green light for censorship and used their connections to get as complete a film as possible.

But this person is not Li Yuxuan.

But it was Li Modu who gave him a fair chance to challenge himself.

"It's incredible that my son has inspired me to be competitive."

at this time.

Li Modu was gazing at the moonlight outside the living room, thinking lightly.

"I hope his movie won't disappoint me." The biggest pain point of "Let the Bullets Fly" is the censorship issue.

Now it is not a problem.

When one hundred percent of the content can be presented here.

No reason will be an excuse for the performance of this film.
The evergreen master of the main theme, once a role model of the times, and the peak showdown between him and his son.

These things are fermenting quietly.

And at this time.

Li Yun has packed up and returned to the set of "The New Three Kingdoms".

When returning to the set, Li Yun had a feeling that everything had changed.

At this time, it was no longer the era when all parties were fighting against Dong.

Liu Xuande is now 47 years old, running around everywhere and looking extremely down and out.

Today, Cao Mengde has long since changed from a passionate middle-aged man who supported the Han Dynasty to a sinister and cunning treacherous overlord who unified the northern part of the Central Plains.

The little overlord Dongwu took advantage of the situation and rose to power.
Sun Ce had already died here, and Sha Yi's scenes were also finished here - but this actor from the Aerospace Forces couldn't bear to leave the era of "The New Three Kingdoms" and still hangs around the set.

Not all actors have full acting appointments. His feelings for Dongwu seem to make him want to witness the "New Three Kingdoms" until the very last moment.

The most exaggerated image is that of director Gao Xinxin, who looks extremely tired, with white hair, and looks like she is ten years older.

"Director Gao, your image really gives off the feeling of 'devoting all your energy to a work until your death.'" Li Yun looked at director Gao Xinxin and really felt that he had given too much for this play.

"You're finally back."

Judging from Gao Xinxin's eyes, she seemed to be very much looking forward to this happening.

It seemed like he really wanted Li Yun to come back.

"Well, Director Gao, don't look at me like that. I like pretty girls." Li Yun smiled with his eyes narrowed, feeling a little uninterested in Gao Xinxin's offer.

"I just miss it. I miss the feeling of being able to play various cameos in the dramas and immerse myself in various roles. Therefore, I feel very smooth and comfortable when filming."

Gao Xinxin missed the 'Lu Bu' in front of her.

The position that this Lu Bu previously represented in the play.

It was so comfortable to have Li Yun lead everyone into the play.

That kind of magical immersion makes people unable to stop and it is difficult to get rid of this feeling
Even Gao Xinxin felt that after Li Yun left, the filming of "Three Kingdoms" seemed to be not going smoothly.
Therefore, both Gao Xinxin and other members of the crew came to a conclusion.

No matter how Li Yun plays the role of Zhuge Kongming next.

At least Li Yun is in this crew, and everyone feels fully involved.
Because Li Yun always interprets the role vividly from other perspectives and with different identities.

Such talent.

It's very powerful.

but.

As to whether Li Yun can play the next Zhuge Kongming well, half of the people are optimistic and pessimistic.

Liu Hewei should be considered a cautiously optimistic person.

He didn't have too many doubts about Li Yun's acting skills and expressiveness.

After all, Lu Bu’s performance in the first part of the Three Kingdoms has already told everyone that Li Yun’s acting skills are absolutely trustworthy.

At least the character of Lu Bu is absolutely trustworthy.

It's just when the military generals became civil officials.

Can that feeling still exist?

Liu Hewei doesn’t know either.

At least he understood one thing.

When Li Yun gave him the feeling of Lu Bu, it was absolutely profound.

It's hard for him to remember other characters.

It was hard for him to associate it with anyone else.

Kongming and Wulong, the most charming wise man in the Three Kingdoms era. The actors in the old Three Kingdoms have portrayed him to the extreme, and it is difficult to replace him with other figures.

It's already very difficult.

This is a character that is generally recognized to be difficult to surpass in the previous work.

It is difficult to surpass those who are at the same level as Guan Yu.

The younger generation can only try to approach that image.

And there is no way to surpass it.

Of course, Li Yun is not without his merits.

That magical sense of immersion in this era allows all the actors to quickly get into the role when watching Li Yun.

It feels very fast and real that you are in a world.

That kind of charm is hard to describe.

It's extremely intoxicating.

Whether Li Yun can play Zhuge Kongming well.

Director Gao Xinxin has the same attitude.

Just be able to perform at the audition level.

There are no extra requirements.

Liu Hewei and Gao Xinxin were drinking tea at this time. They had just finished the last scene of Cao Cao's "Battle of Guandu", and the crew also had some time to rest.

At this time, Liu Hewei asked Gao Xinxin.

"You don't believe he can play Kong Ming well?"

"It's not that I don't believe he can play Kong Ming well, but the image in the previous work is too classic. I watched the old Romance of the Three Kingdoms over and over again, and found that some characters really can't be surpassed." Gao Xinxin sighed.

"It's indeed difficult to surpass." Liu Hewei nodded.

He is also a fan of the Three Kingdoms.

Whether it is the old version of the Three Kingdoms or the book Romance of the Three Kingdoms.

He watched it many times.

I have watched it no less times than Gao Xinxin.

There are a few characters that are hard to surpass.

Guan Yu is the first one, needless to say, he is simply the reincarnation of Guan Yu. Teacher Lu’s number one Guan Yu is well deserved.

The second is Zhuge Kongming.

The wise man with the feather fan and the royal turban was planning and commanding the three armies while chatting and laughing.

If he had lived longer, perhaps the Northern Expedition would not have been a dream.

The time, place and people are favorable.

If there is any advantage that Li Yun's Zhuge Kongming has over the Zhuge Kongming in the old Three Kingdoms, it is probably his vigor.

Li Yun's image is more energetic than that in the old Three Kingdoms.

The temperament of young people.

Whether this is right or wrong for Zhuge Kongming is not the point. All we can say is that when Kongming first debuted, he was indeed only 27 years old.

He is a young man.

He is just a man of extraordinary talent.

Everyone thinks that his image should be that of a middle-aged wise man.

Young and extraordinary.

It was Zhuge Kongming.

Can Li Yun show his excellence?
The feeling of being young and extraordinary.

If possible, it would be an advantage.

But this advantage is compared to the classic of the old Three Kingdoms.

That's also very small.
It was a classic in the past.

Like Tang Guoqiang and Lu Shuming, no one can surpass their images.

(End of this chapter)